But do you have the right answer to all questions? If Zhang Ruolei was sitting across from me now, and the two of them asked me this question at the same time, how would I answer?

Or, I shouldn't be obsessed with the answer. What I should be obsessed with is how to get myself out of the predicament in front of me.

Isn't it?

People always put the cart before the horse.

It's bad.

The time and place are set by Xiao Han. It is understandable that she wants to hold unquestionable sovereignty on this point. In fact, if you don't understand it, you can't help it. We finally decided to compromise on the details and prepared a number of plans.

"I don't think Xiao Han will let this matter go smoothly. We need to be prepared, and we need to protect Mason. ”

Ah Dong and Gao Tiancheng have no objection to my proposal.

The next step is to arrange manpower and formulate a plan. Gao Tiancheng and I are responsible for picking up people according to Xiao Han's original plan, and if there is a change, Ah Dong will bring someone to pick up, and we have also arranged plan three.

Mason didn't go to school that day, and the family arranged for someone to protect him. Other than that, there was no one for Xiao Han to hurt.

After a few people ordered, we rehearsed again, and after we went back, we picked out the details, and almost all kinds of possibilities were thought of, and if there were any more mistakes, it would be a matter of no way.

The time soon came, and the first night several people got together again, and Ah Dong didn't leave, and Mason was coaxed into his bedroom early. The security personnel and measures were checked again, and the process was repeated again, and it was like a great enemy. At last the three of them cheered each other up, the lights overhead, the electricity sizzling through the wires, and the silence in the room, so that the feathers could be heard clearly as they fell to the ground.

"Don't be nervous, it's fine." Gao Tiancheng finally said, "We all go to bed early today. ”

But God knows, maybe none of the three of us can sleep peacefully. There are too many unknowns tomorrow, and those unknowns are beyond our grasp. The unknown that cannot be grasped is frightening.

We all secretly calculated the cost of fighting Xiao Han in the past few years, and found that it was always our side that suffered.

This situation does not make people optimistic, but there is only a limit to what we can do, and it is just a vision to do it step by step, and I hope everything goes well!

Back to the room, Gao Tiancheng brought up the old things again.

He looked solemn and asked me, "If Zhang Ruolei is normal, if we rescue him, if he wants to get back together with you, what will you do?" ”

I laughed at him for being a little obsessed. But he didn't give up and asked me.

"Do you love Gao Tiancheng or Zhang Ruolei?"

I'm a little annoyed, I'm tired under the pretext, and I'll have a lot of things to do tomorrow, so let's get people out first.

"Actually, you're not sure, are you?" He asked. The face is no longer right.

"Why do you want me to be the kind of person who is ungrateful?"

"But you didn't save me immediately when I had an accident, I was rescued by Wan Qian."

I looked at him, and everyone had a knot in their hearts. This is the knot in his heart.

"I was told you had a chance to get me out, but you didn't. At that time, did you want to take the opportunity to get rid of me?

Because you never loved me? ”

I thought it was unbelievable that he would think that. What are you drilling? Our child is so old, and now that the relationship between me and him seems to be peaceful, at least on the surface, why should he be a moth at such a juncture?

The situation tomorrow is unknown, maybe we will be put on the table by Xiao Han again, maybe Mason will be in danger, the string in my head is tight, I can't wait for someone to break it.

Besides, between Zhang Ruolei and me, there are so many things that are constantly being talked about and messing around, how can it be written off all at once?

I climbed into bed, my hands resting under the soft pillows, the silk pillow surface was delicate and silky, the quilt exuded the smell of me and Gao Tiancheng's mixture, and I buried my whole face in the quilt. I can feel that Gao Tiancheng is still stubbornly standing at the head of the bed, why is he like a child now? Mason doesn't need anyone to sleep anymore.

I didn't want to pay attention to him, I was also sad in my heart, tears filled my eyes, I carefully blocked my eyes with a quilt, I didn't want him to see me crying. But the slight shaking of my shoulders still betrayed me in the end, and finally tears could make this guy called Gao Tiancheng compromise.

I heard him squirting to bed, trying to lift the covers, his whole body was cool from the night, and yet he was so warm. I tugged at the end of the quilt and refused to let him in. Of course, Gao Tiancheng's strength was greater than mine, snatched the quilt, and then covered me with his head.

"What are you doing?"

"What do you say?"

"There's business tomorrow!"

"Isn't there nothing to do now?"

"Get out!"

"Oh, you're going to murder your husband."

The morning light is slightly dewed, and the city begins to be noisy. The life of chickens flying and dogs jumping Most people can face nothing more than chicken bits and pieces in their lives, but these chicken bits and pieces are placed in everyone's personal life trajectory, and they are all major events that can fall down.

It is said that you have to look open, and there are few who can see it when things happen.

It is said that you should be far-sighted, but some people's highest far-sightedness is only one acre and three points of land in their own house.

It is said that those who achieve great things should eat, eat and sleep in advance, and plan big things as if they were cooking small fresh. It's like cooking a meal. In fact, modern people rarely cook, and some families can quarrel because of cooking and housework.

Nowadays, people love themselves too much.

The city treats its personality as a creature in a cell, and in the end it learns to work behind closed doors and steal axes from suspects.

Urbanization makes the human touch thinner and thinner, and the city without human touch is just a jungle lined with steel and concrete. Survival of the fittest, natural selection, survival of the fittest. City dwellers are exhausted, and everyone becomes more and more emaciated, irritable and fragile every day. This is the sadness of the evolution of the times.

Xiao Han's phone call was very punctual, and the transaction location had not changed. A small county town on the edge of the city, when I got there, I really saw her and Zhang Ruolei. I showed her the signed contract, and also brought a lawyer to witness, she looked at Zhang Ruolei, Xiao Han got into our car, and the group ran towards the hospital, always to verify the identity.

In the car, Xiao Han and I sat side by side, pointing out the window

Say to me, "Look, plum, that's where I gave birth to my first child." Then someone gave him an injection, and then he was gone. ”

I think of my own loss of Huaiping, and I also think of the loss of my second child with Zhang Ruolei. The hand can't help but touch her hand, sometimes fate is like this, she is always especially cruel to women.

Xiao Han withdrew his hand and pointed outside, "Look there, there were no buildings there, all of them were bungalows, and next to it was a large wasteland, where I was ...... by more than a dozen men They did everything, and then I became numb. ”

I wanted to ask her when it was, but I didn't get it out of my mouth. This time, I didn't even have the courage to touch her hand, and that moment could not really soothe her past, nor could it really erase her pain. Why bother!

"You ...... with Huaihai"

Xiao Han glanced at me and smiled.

"You don't know, I really hate you."

Hate me?

I was puzzled.

"If you hadn't stood up for me, I wouldn't have gone to Su Yuntian, and if I hadn't gone to Su Yuntian, there would have been no follow-up. You know I'm not bad at schoolwork, and I'm beautiful. No matter how bad fate is, you won't end up in that field. ”

"I -------," I was speechless for a moment.

The north wind rose outside the window, and the small green snow drifted down, and the winter in the north was not too cold in the past two years, so the snow melted when it landed, and the water was wet over the ground.

"I know I shouldn't hate you." She said, "But at that time, I had already found another boy to replace, and that boy had to get a hukou, and you know how difficult it was to get a hukou for a black guy when we graduated, and there was no way, so I had to catch a substitute for the dead." And seeing that you are so happy every day, I never expected Huaihai to be so easy to use. Stealing, stealing someone else's man satisfies me. Do you know? Defeating those women in the dark made me feel like I was okay, and I still had a sense of existence, and I was worthwhile. Otherwise, I always think I'm dead, dead in everyone's mind. ”

Tears slid down her left eye, leaving a long trail on her face. I lowered my head, tried to apologize, tried to reconcile with her, tried to recall, but in the end I found that my heart was clear. Let it be! What can I do? Going around and around, life has taken a huge toll on us all. It's a bit of a tie! Over the years, she has not had a good time. I'm not a virgin, but if I had to say, it was probably more of a compromise.

"Do you hate me?" Xiao Han asked me.

"Hate. How not to hate? I lowered my head, "I didn't do anything wrong, even if I really hurt you by mistake, you don't have to hold on to it all the time." Isn't it enough for you to snatch Huaihai away? You don't know that at that time, Huaihai was all I had, I only had marriage, only he had children, you don't know what I was forced to do at that time. ”

This time she reached out for her hand, and her hand was cold.

"Why are your hands so cold?"

I asked.

Xiao Han smiled, "No one hurts!" ”

"Huaihai hurts you!" I say. "What did he do for you?"

"No!" Xiao Han had a pair of smiling eyes, but he didn't

Tears flowed down the cheeks.

"You don't know, I know. He's not. He didn't have a choice, do you know why he used drugs later? He punished himself, because he knew how Huaiping died, I know his kind of person too well, he wanted to experience the days before his son's death, he felt that he was a sinner, he felt that he had buried his happy life, his own home, his own parents. Did You Know? Xiao Han smiled, she laughed and cried at the same time, I really don't know how this woman can do this.

"He's got a picture of you. I don't know where I got it, sometimes I just watch, I just watch, I just watch. Once I saw it, I pretended not to see it. Another time he got drunk and hugged me and cried. Huaihai's mouth is very tight, he hugged me and cried, not mentioning you or Huaiping, but I know that he is not crying for me, but for you and your home. You see how unconscionable men are, when he begged me when he came to me, the whole person was shaking, he told me that he slept in a separate bed with you, but when he saw me and thought of me, he wanted me, even so, in the end, he regretted it, and I became Su Daji, the Su Daji who brought disaster to the country and the people. Man! ”

Xiao Han buried his face in his hands, the ten fingers were as green as jade, and the warm tears that flowed from those fingertips could not be faked.

I gently hugged her head, and I really wanted time to slow down. For so many years, I have never seen Xiao Han cry. I didn't think that at the end of my life, what Huaihai missed most was not Xiao Han, but our plain and real past. How much he wanted to succeed back then, Xiangche beauty. Didn't they all have it later?

"Why did you let him kill Kang Sheng?"

Xiao Han gently rested his head on my knees, and his lips opened slightly.

"Bitter ---------!" She sang. I remember that she could sing two voices, what Huangmei minor Kunqu opera, and she always had to go up to show her singing voice when there was a big event in the school.

(End of chapter)