My mother grabbed me and asked me to help her choose the food, I knew that she had something to say to me, and I knew that it was nothing more than telling me

You must have a good husband and children, and live a good life with others.

When I was young, I was impetuous, and I couldn't listen to anyone's words, good or bad. Now after several new personnel, I know who is the best for you in this life, and those fancy nagging in the outside world of human affection are actually rare. Listen to a year less than a year.

The old lady was babbling in my ear, and I answered. My mother took out the skills of housekeeping, made a table full of dishes, and when I didn't serve it, I took a bite and tasted it first, it was still the old taste, the taste that was once familiar. The smell brings people back to the way they used to be.

The deceased, the memories, the victory is better than these. I know that not everything is good, but time always has its own filter.

A family of three sat down, talking and laughing during the banquet, I was a little disappointed, and I felt that Huaiping was the only one. Huaiping is a piece of meat in my heart, and now this piece of meat is lost by itself, and a gap in my heart has become a disease in my heart.

Except for Huaiping, no matter how holy the Chinese medicine master is, there is no way for me to heal.

But I told myself that everyone has a destiny, and the most important thing is for each person. Many people and many things cannot be forced, and the results of forcing them must not be satisfactory.

It's not a bad thing to have a little regret in life, things must be reversed, and prosperity must decline. Taking the lead everywhere is probably not necessarily a good thing.

On the return trip, Zhang Ruolei said that a customer asked him out to talk about something, and I wanted to follow, but he didn't allow it, and he was reluctant to leave it for a while.

I say beautiful you.

When he opened the door and got out of the car, he rolled down the window and lowered his head to tell me to stay safe.

I would say the same thing. The two waved goodbye.

After he left, I didn't go home on a whim, and walked slowly along the street, it was late spring, and the peach trees in the garden in the middle of the street bloomed large pieces of pink or white cloud-like peach blossoms. At night, the street lights shine brightly, adding to the charm. There are not many pedestrians on the street, and most of the people walking are eating and walking after eating, or two, or just like me, walking alone and driving.

The street lamps extend far into the depths of the street, and everything is like a dream, with a real sense of beauty. It was many years later that I was alone on the streets of the spring breeze, and instead of feeling cold, I felt that the wind had faded and was getting ready for the season.

When I returned home, I passed by the fruit shop on the street before closing, bought seasonal fruits, and called Zhang Ruolei by the way, but he didn't answer after many rings.

It's not allowed, there used to be such a time, I called him busy, or the phone was not at hand, and after a while he would either reply to my WeChat, or he would call me back, depending on the situation.

I didn't worry about it, and walked towards home leisurely with the fruit. While walking, I thought about it by myself, what my mother said today is right, but it reminded me, where is the wedding room for me and Zhang Ruolei to get married? Buy another set? Live in my set? Or did he live with his father?

I'm afraid that the old-fashioned big family is still willing to live with his children, Zhang Ruolei didn't have a family in the past, so he will sleep here for one night today, and sleep there for one night tomorrow. After that, they got married

He can't be so ridiculous anymore, in fact, he can't be regarded as absolutely ridiculous in the past, it's just excusable.

The old man is not authoritarian, probably because he is afraid that our younger generation will not want to live with the old man. I don't know what Zhang Ruolei thinks, I must explore the wind first when I come back tonight.

By this time I had gone upstairs and took out the key to open my door.

Turn on the light and stand at the entrance to look at yourself This house, three rooms, was originally used for Huaiping to get married, the original intention was to have one for me, Huaiping will get married in the future, and have children.

This room did not live for a long time, after moving in, Huaiping did not live here for a few days, at that time I lived alone here often feel lonely, this room also has no good impression, not to talk about feelings, just feel that it is a residence.

This real marriage is on the agenda, and it is possible to say goodbye to this place for a short time, and it is suddenly reluctant.

People are this kind of cheap, no matter how good things are around you, you feel that it is inconspicuous. But once he was about to lose, he immediately felt reluctant, and felt that people were good in every way.

I secretly laughed at myself that I couldn't avoid vulgarity, put the key in the entrance cabinet with my hand, took off my shoes and entered the house, sat on the sofa and looked around, thinking, this is not bad as my wedding room with him, should I redecorate and decorate?

No, no, no, Huaiping is afraid that he will be too worried when he comes back to see this scene.

Besides, I'm afraid it's not appropriate for the Zhang family's big family business to live with me like a door, and people want to gossip.

Moreover, Mrs. Zhang is getting older, and her body is getting worse day by day, so someone should really take good care of her. No matter how good the maid is, no matter how good the caregiver is, it is not as good as the close relatives. Moreover, these two fathers and sons live together, and I mediate in the middle, and the relationship must be becoming more and more integrated.

Look at me, come up with something eight lifetimes away. When I saw the mobile phone on the coffee table, I picked it up, thinking that Zhang Ruolei would definitely call me back or reply to WeChat, but who knew that there was no phone or WeChat.

I flipped through the call logs, and it had been more than half an hour now, so I was really busy.

Forget it, don't look like you're out of the way without half a second away from a man, I got up and cleaned up the housework, took a shower and changed my clothes, watched TV in the living room alone for a while, and glanced at my phone from time to time, and I took it to see if the phone was a little moving or the screen was lit.

However, there are a lot of messes of information, but there is no him.

Who? What is it that gets so busy?

Give him another one.

The mobile phone numbers were pressed one by one, and then deleted one by one.

Forget it, he must be busy, let's go to sleep first, wait while sleeping. The nerves have been tense and excited for the past two days, and I haven't rested much, so I have a good night's sleep today, and I have to go to see my mother tomorrow.

By the way, look at my memory, why don't I know what to buy for the elderly. When Zhang Ruolei came to my house, it was a courtesy. I made up my mind to get up early tomorrow and let Zhang Ruolei turn a corner, go buy things first, and then go straight to the destination.

I went into the bedroom and lay on the bed, I wanted to sleep, but I couldn't sleep, I was used to him being around, but I wasn't used to being alone. I lit the bedside lamp and read the book for a while, and I was restless and read a few pages

I can't stand it, and my eyes are always on the phone.

Then I thought, no, I have to call him again.

I picked up the phone and said, what did I say? Just ask what time you will be back, I glanced at the time on my phone, it was almost midnight, and I was probably on my way.

I dialed the number, and unexpectedly, he turned off the phone.

My heart sank to the bottom.

How will it shut down?

Out of power?

I stood up in my pajamas, with one hand under my armpit and my phone in the other.

I advised myself not to think badly, no, he wouldn't have turned off his phone because he was fooling around with another woman, maybe on the road, maybe his phone happened to fall into the urinal when he went to the bathroom, maybe ......

Something went wrong?

My head exploded with a "boom".

Car accident?

No, no, no. No, it won't.

But he ...... I dialed again and it was still turned off.

A mechanical female voice kept coming from the receiver of the mobile phone.

I consoled myself that maybe I drank too much, maybe he drank too much, I turned on the news and there was no traffic accident report.

I picked up my clothes and put them on, put my coat between my elbows, changed my shoes, and walked to the door and suddenly thought, where to find him? Where to find him? Where do I go to find him?

There are a few things I know about the hotels he knows well, and he frequents them.

But wouldn't he be upset to go to him like this? Or should you just call the hotel? But asking him directly like this doesn't look like a prospective wife, Xingshi, asking for guilt or checking the post? Does he feel shameless in front of people? Men mostly hate this the most.

I couldn't make up my mind, so I stood in the hallway with my shoes on and dialed the phone again, but it was still turned off.

No, I have to go out, I'm going to find him. What if something really happens to him?

I opened the door and went out, and the doorman asked, saying that I was still going out so late.

I said it was a bit of a hurry. Ran out and ran back to tell the doorman: If you see Mr. Zhang coming back, please ask him to call me, or tell him, I am in a bit of a hurry to go out.

"Okay."

Before he could finish answering the "yes", I had already run out into the street, there was almost no one on the street, and occasionally a car drove like speeding, but fortunately there was a taxi, I stopped and told the driver the first destination.

He frequented that house, oh no, no, no, he and I frequented. Forget it, let's go to that house first.

When I arrived at the door, I asked the driver to wait for me for a while, and trotted all the way into the lobby.

"Miss Mei, so late? Alone? ”

As soon as I heard this, it was broken, this is not here.

"Oh, yes."

I laughed, thinking of excuses. Pretend to glance at your phone.

"Ah, it's bad, it's another one who asked me out, I didn't look carefully, I thought I was coming here often."

Ran out and got into the car and told the driver the address of the other house. The driver, a young man, had a shriveled expression, but now he was in good spirits, and he frequently looked at me in the rearview mirror, and drove the car to the fastest speed he could run in the city, until finally he couldn't hold back and cautiously tested my tone.

“

Miss, you are ......"

"Huh?"

"What --- you are catching a traitor!"

"Huh?"

Is it so obvious that I'm awake from my confusion?

"Ah, no, no, no."

The driver gave me a knowing look on my face. I gave up and continued to dwell on this issue with him, what did I do with irrelevant people?

Soon arrived at the second hotel, but saw that the door was deserted, and someone was closing the door and preparing to close.

I didn't go in, I stood at the door and was stunned for a while, when the driver poked his head out of the door.

"Miss, are you leaving?"

"Let's go."

But when I got on the bus, he asked me for my next stop, but I was suddenly at a loss. yes, what's next? Is it possible to keep looking for it one stop at a time? There are so many hotels in this city, so many guesthouses.

I didn't know whether to be anxious or angry, tears fell, and the driver looked at me in the rearview mirror again, and I no longer had the momentum I had just now.

"Go home."

"Huh?"

"Oh, go back to where you came from."

I propped up my chin with my hand and looked out of the car window, thinking, if Zhang Ruolei really went to fool around with other women tonight, then should I marry him in this marriage?

(End of chapter)