Chapter 251: The Point of No Return

"Shen Ke, it's raining so hard, let's go in and talk about it!" Du Yiyi raised the umbrella to the top of Shen Ke's head, because Shen Ke was a head taller than her, and it was a little difficult to lift the umbrella under the impact of the pouring rain.

Lu Xiangxue, who was crying like rain in the pavilion, also opened her umbrella and ran to Shen Ke's side, using the umbrella to shield him from the rain above his head.

"Husband, let's go in and talk about it!"

Shen Ke's brows trembled slightly, not because of the coldness of this spring rain, but because of the coldness of his heart, because of anger, his clenched teeth had penetrated deep into his lips, and his white teeth were dyed with blood, and they would be quickly washed away by the rain.

"Shen Ke! You have come to this day, bear with me, God will open your eyes! Looking at the blood left from her lips, Du Yiyi's heart ached, this is the feeling that Du Yiyi left her.

Mother Xu saw that Du Yiyi's whole person was in the rain, so she asked Qin Huai to pick up an umbrella and go over to open it for Du Yiyi, and Mother Li also hurriedly came out of the pavilion to cover the rain for Lu Xiangxue.

Lu Xiangxue had been persuading her for a long time before Du Yiyi arrived, at first Shen Ke pushed away her umbrella, she didn't want to see Shen Ke in such pain, and she didn't want to see him really go to the extreme she was afraid of.

"Shen Ke, if you really hurt yourself like this, let him get his way, you still have hope, you still have your sister-in-law, and me, and thousands of soldiers who support you, you must cheer up, let the truth be revealed to the world, let everyone know about the sinful person eleven years ago, and let your parents rest in peace."

"Husband, Yiyi is right, you still have me, there will be our children in the future, the truth will never be buried, you will only make your parents uneasy in the spirit of heaven! Let's go back and discuss it slowly, there will always be a solution! ”

Lu Xiangxue held Shen Ke's cold fist, clenched and put this fist on his chest, Du Yiyi looked directly at Shen Ke's squinting eyes, and used his anger to resolve his anger.

Clenching together, the teeth that seemed to have grown into one were separated from the lips, Shen Ke sneered and looked at the vast sky in the distance, and said sarcastically: "It turns out that you all already knew!" ”

He had never told them about his background, but they all already knew, Shen Ke laughed, he thought he had covered it up well enough, but he didn't want to hide it from some people, if he didn't hide it well enough, how could his parents suffer today's disaster again.

"Shen Ke, let's go back, if we let him know, it won't do you any good!" This him, she and him and Lu Xiangxue all knew who it was.

"Husband." Lu Xiangxue rubbed the cold fist in her hand, her trembling voice was as weak as a bird that had just been drenched in heavy rain, she had only slipped for two months, and the rain would leave yin qi in her body, Du Yiyi was also recovering from a serious illness, and the rain would only make her weak body weaker.

"Go in!"

Before the words fell, the person had already taken the lead, walked out of the protection of these two umbrellas, left Du Yiyi and Lu Xiangxue, and went deeper into the backyard.

"Husband............" Lu Xiangxue looked at the back of the distance weakly, her face was white and her eyes were red, Shen Ke in front didn't seem to hear her call, and her footsteps in the rain moved forward as usual, this rain fell on Lu Xiangxue's body, and it flowed in her heart.

Mother Li tightly supported Lu Xiangxue, whose body was declining, and hurriedly threw away the umbrella in her hand, and helped Lu Xiangxue who was about to fall into the rain with both hands.

Lu Xiangxue, who was full of grief, closed her eyes tightly and had fainted.

She couldn't go into Shen Ke's heart and share the pain with him, which was ten thousand times more serious for her than the loss of glory and wealth.

Forsythia, who was watching in the pavilion, also ran out and helped Mother Li help Lu Xiangxue back into the pavilion, now that Shen Ke is so low, Lu Xiangxue fainted again, and Mother Li also panicked for a while.

"Mother Xu, you go to King Rui's Mansion to invite Mr. Chang to come, remember not to let others see it, Mother Li, you help your sister-in-law to go back to the house first, and I will chase Shen Ke back!" Du Yiyi hurriedly gave a few words of instruction and ran into the heavy rain again, running along the road where Shen Ke had just left.

Mother Li and Mother Xu began to divide labor in two ways, Qin Huai followed Du Yiyi to chase over, and Forsythia followed Mother Li back to the house.

The wet clothes were heavy and slowed down the speed of her steps, the oncoming oblique wind and rain blurred her vision, and holding an umbrella against the wind made it even more difficult for her to walk, if it weren't for her familiarity with the backyard of the Shen Mansion, she would not have been able to trace Shen Ke at all.

Shen Mansion is very big, big is not like a mansion at all, Shen Ke walked in the rain, walked through the lake where the waves crashed on the shore, walked through the flower beds with withered flowers and leaves, walked through the dense woods, walked through the rockery with strange rocks, there was no purpose, I didn't know the end, his grief and indignation turned into this heavy rain, poured in his heart, cold and desolate.

Du Yiyi stopped the grief-stricken and helpless Shen Ke outside the pavilion where he had seen him talk to Ning Zhiyuan, and tried his best to drag him into the pavilion.

"Shen Ke, be sober!" Du Yiyi roared angrily.

Shen Ke looked at the person holding the umbrella in front of him but holding the umbrella above his head with compassion, he laughed, he knew, he knew that he could be sad and angry, but he didn't have the ability to turn grief and anger into power, now he has fallen to the bottom, eleven years ago, he still had pure hatred, but now he has scruples that he shouldn't have.

"When did you find out?" Seven years ago, he picked up Du Yiyi, who was lying on the side of the dead man in the ice and snow, at that time he was struggling at the bottom of his fate, he saved her, raised her, she was regarded by him as a comfort to his soul, he has been hiding his feelings for her, because he is a person with no future, at the moment when she jumped off the tower for him, his revenge that he had insisted on for eleven years was shaken for the first time.

He still doesn't know when she already knows about him, he never talks about his parents in front of her, because she doesn't have parents either, this is a common taboo between the two of them, and later she married Ning Zhiyuan, he began to deliberately keep a distance to estranged the two, he didn't want to ruin everything for her because of the arrival of that day.

"I knew it a long time ago! Shen Ke, let go of hatred, your father has been loyal to Dahe all his life, he won't want to see you overthrow the Ning family, that is the country that your grandfather fought hard to fight, you have a sister-in-law, you will have lovely children in the future, when is the time to repay the wrongs, don't let the hatred of your father ruin yourself. ”

The rain entered her mouth when her lips closed, Du Yiyi yelled so that she didn't let the rain drown her voice, Shen Ke's heartache She understood that if it weren't for that accident, he wouldn't have lived so painfully, she also lived with hatred, but in the end she only suffered herself, even if he can overthrow the world of the Ning family, there will inevitably be descendants of the Ning family to overthrow him in the future, she has heard countless people say that the loyal and patriotic An Guogong is definitely not his expectation.

"To this day, I can't let it go!" Shen Ke raised his head and looked at the sky, the raindrops of beans washed his facial features and poured into his throat, he has come to this day, he is only one step away from success, how can he still let go?

"You still have a sister-in-law, it's to leave the capital, forget about it, and do what you want to do but never do!" Du Yiyi looked at Shen Ke eagerly, although the rain was cold, it was far inferior to the angry Shen Ke in front of her.

"Something you've never done before? Hehe............" Shen Ke slowly lowered his head high, smiled bitterly and looked at Du Yiyi beside him shaking his head and retreating, he had never done what he wanted to do in his life except revenge, he believed that concentration could get more rewards from God, and now, he still has nothing.

"Shen Ke, sister-in-law can slip the tire for you, isn't it your responsibility, if you die one day, how can you let her live alone, you still have hope, and you can still be a good husband."

"A good husband?" Shen Ke laughed and sat on the stone steps outside the pavilion: "I married her, but because she is Lu Yi'an's daughter, I am unscrupulous, selfish, and even my own children can be abandoned, what hope can I have!" ”

"You still have a sister-in-law and me, you are a good son, a good husband, a good brother, you are forced to do so, no one blames you!" Du Yiyi stepped forward and squatted in front of Shen Ke, shielding him from the wind and rain with an umbrella.

"Yiyi, do you hate me?" Shen Ke looked at the person in front of him with wide eyes, stretched out his clenched fist, and gently held the hand holding the umbrella. When she jumped off the tower, he knew it was because of love, but when she married someone else, he was indifferent, and he didn't know if this love was still there.

The cold hand grasped the cold back of the hand, Du Yiyi quickly retracted his hands as if he had been electrocuted, and the umbrella covering the heads of the two fell to the ground.

"Sure enough, you're already in love with him!" Shen Ke laughed sneeringly, and lay down on the stone steps with his arms outstretched, letting the rain hit his body.

Du Yiyi's left hand covered the right hand that was held by Shen Ke just now, and her heart was beating fast.

"I've missed out on what is most important to me, and what else to do back." Shen Ke's legs on the stone steps were straight on the ground, the rain washed the ground, the soil made the rain turbid, and the turbid yellow rain overflowed Shen Ke's waist, but he didn't care at all, mourning was greater than heart death, he now, except hatred, there was nothing left.

"Shen Ke............" Du Yiyi felt a little guilty, if it was not herself but the real Du Yiyi in Du Yiyi's body now, maybe Du Yiyi could change Shen Ke's fate today, she had also been moved by the man in front of her, but those heartbeats were long gone, and some of them were only guilty of Du Yiyi.

"At that time, I picked you up from the ice and snow, you are just such a big little person, lying in my arms as light as air, at that time you only have one breath, how did you never expect, seven years, so fast, we are in Jingcheng, I went to the grassland patrol when I waited on the city tower, day by day, wait for five years, that day you jumped off the city tower, I understand what you mean, but I have made a choice, I can't turn back."

In addition to Du Yiyi's two life turns, she knows the other Du Yiyi and Shen Ke's past, she only heard the general story in Xu's mother's mouth, how Du Yiyi and Shen Ke have been in such a harsh environment as Jingcheng until today, at that time, no one would have thought that a small cavalry captain would become the first person in the military, and the orphan who was carried back to the barracks with only one breath left would become the current Rui princess.

Those long past events have passed, Shen Ke took his most successful step, one step to the sky, Du Yiyi took her most desperate step and left this world, if Shen Ke can spit out his heart with Du Yiyi one day earlier, perhaps, there will be no ups and downs in this half year.

"I have no choice, there are no children and grandchildren in the An family, and if the revenge of the An family is not avenged, I will not be at peace for a day."

The pouring rain fell on Shen Ke, leaving him from his clothes to the surroundings, Du Yiyi stood in the rain, feeling Shen Ke's sadness and grief at the moment, his happy childhood suddenly changed greatly, and he was able to escape in that catastrophe, she could guess how much Shen Ke had suffered in the past eleven years, all of this was inflicted on him by the emperor, and the hatred that went deep into the bones and blood was how easy to get rid of.

"Yiyi, do you hate me?" Shen Ke asked this question for the second time, because he cared about Du Yiyi's attitude, this was his relative, the only person who had gone through that time with him.

"I don't hate you! Du Yiyi is already dead! ”

Shen Ke sneered, he knew what Du Yiyi meant by this, he had hurt her too deeply.

"If we hadn't come to the capital, maybe, we wouldn't be brothers and sisters now!" If they hadn't come to the capital, he would have married her.

"It's too late!" Du Yiyi is dead, she is just a soul pinned on this body, she does not have the unforgettable love of Du Yiyi.

"Don't have a chance?" Shen Ke looked at her fixedly.

She looked at him and shook her head.

She never dared to look directly at these eyes before, she couldn't suppress her heartbeat, and she couldn't suppress Du Yiyi's struggle of obsession left in her heart, now she can look at these eyes quietly, when love has become a thing of the past, only to face, can only face calmly.

"You've really changed from before." In the past, Du Yiyi was stupid, stupid, kind and a little weak, and stupid and cute, but now Du Yiyi is so smart that people can't find a little gap.

"People will always change, isn't it bad for me to be like this? If you don't become strong and strong, how can you live in the turbulent royal family? Du Yiyi thought about it and did it to Shen Ke's side.

Shen Ke's outstretched arms reached the back of his head, and he lay down on the stone steps depressed.

The two of them were drenched in the rain together, and the pimples in their hearts slowly soaked and swelled in the rain.

"I'm guilty of not being able to protect you all the time. I shouldn't have helped Ning Zhiyuan get you back in the first place. Shen Ke has been guided by Du Yiyi out of the shadow of the theft of the bones of An Guogong and his wife, and when his eyes stayed on the past seven years, he realized that he had lost a lot of people he loved, opportunities to love people, and opportunities to be a father for hatred.

"Now I don't feel that fate is unfair, happiness is created by myself, fortunately, I jumped off the city tower in the first place, otherwise I wouldn't have woken up! Hatred will only lead people into the abyss, Shen Ke, you are too tired to live! ”

The clothes that stuck to the skin transmitted a chill into Du Yiyi's body, she hugged her arms without any temperature and sneezed, Shen Ke looked at Du Yiyi's emaciated back silently, thinking about the life between the two in the past seven years, and stood up with a wry smile and walked to the pavilion.

Although most of the pavilion has been wet by the oblique wind and heavy rain, half of the place is still dry under the shade of the trees around the pavilion.

"Knowing that you are doing well now, I will be relieved." Shen Ke took a deep breath, slowly exhaled a breath, and spit out some emotions in his heart, outside the stormy pavilion, a blue lightning crossed the sky, and the roaring thunder pushed the dark clouds to the top of the capital, rolling like a wave of dark clouds, slowly coming from the north, pushing through the sky on the pavilion, and collecting the last bit of light.

"Don't worry, I won't be so depressed, and when I am reinstated, I will let him know what kind of mistake he made today! The story of eleven years ago, I will not let it repeat itself on me. Shen Ke's cold voice is better than the cold wind and cold rain, Du Yiyi hugged his arms tightly, trembling and biting his lip, Shen Ke's determination, his actions in the past eleven years have proved that if he really wants to take that step, Da He can still have the peace he has now? Yiyi ......"

Shen Ke turned around and hugged the trembling man.

Du Yiyi pushed hard with his hand, but he couldn't shake Shen Ke's imprisoned arm.

"Let me give me a hug, just give it a moment!"

Lightning crossed the sky, fragments crossed Du Yiyi's mind, she saw Du Yiyi hugging Shen Ke in spring, summer, autumn and winter, and a feeling of excitement rose in her heart, Du Yiyi's arms and legs were stiff, and in the dark sky, she seemed to see a shadow.

This is the feeling that belongs to Du Yiyi.

"Shen Ke ............"

The gentle voice is Du Yiyi's.

"Yiyi, wait for me, wait for me to do what I want to do, let's leave this place, don't be tempted by Ning Zhiyuan, he won't really love you."

Shen Ke's voice seemed to have a special magic power, which devoured the struggling thoughts in Du Yiyi's heart little by little, Du Yiyi leaned so close to Shen Ke for the first time, and the feeling that Du Yiyi brought her was so strong for the first time.

"Yi Yi ............"

"Ahem, cough ............" The coughing sound outside the pavilion made Du Yiyi, who was surrounded by Shen Ke, suddenly sober up, and Shen Ke, who was resting his chin on Du Yiyi's shoulder, also raised his head.

Outside the pavilion, there was a lot of wind and rain, lightning and thunder, Qin Huai stood on the stone steps with an umbrella, and bowed with the two of them.

"General Shen, Mrs. Shen has fainted!" Qin Huai said.

Shen Ke turned his eyes to look at Du Yiyi, who looked panicked, nodded towards Qin Huai and said, "I know, let's go!" ”