He replied crisply, laughing so hard that he couldn't help it.

"Don't talk about such an emotionally hurtful topic, okay?"

I got up and rode on him, saying he wasn't gentlemanly enough, and he reached out with two hands to grab my waist, and the breaths of the two men were tangled in the air.

"So far,"

His eyes were half squinted, his mouth half open.

"The only woman I want to marry. You. ”

The word "you", he shouted out loudly.

Nothingness appeared before my eyes, and the most bewitching flowers bloomed in the void. The sky was full of stars, and I had not seen such a lovely starry sky for a long time, shining like jewels on a huge black velvet canopy.

I no longer wonder what my future holds, what my future holds with him.

At that time, I thought that I had seen through it, that I had understood it, and that I had a little understanding or perception of life that seemed insignificant.

I thought I could indeed let go, just like I let go of Huaihai.

How stupid and persistent human beings are, always trying to find the right answers to a thousand questions that plague their hearts. They stubbornly think that as long as they have the right answer, they may suddenly become enlightened, it is possible to get the favor of fate, see through the tricks of fate, it is possible to turn defeat into victory, and they will have the ability to control their own future, they can give what they want from this world, it is possible to jump out of reincarnation, pain and entanglement, and avoid all misfortunes.

Like me, they are like trapped beasts in a swamp, panicking, fearing, struggling, trying to escape, but they don't want to, it backfires, but the more they struggle, the deeper they fall.

The next day, we went to a nearby town to find a helper, and in half a day we were all done. In the afternoon, I was ready to go back, and the itinerary was quite tense this day. When she went out, Aunt Zhang took out a carved box of golden silk nan, and when she took it out, we already knew her intentions.

Aunt Zhang said, I may not be able to go to the scene to congratulate the two of you in person, this is a little bit of Aunt Zhang's heart, don't dislike it, let alone shirk it. Aunt Zhang can't say that she is lucky or unhappy in her life, but she is still willing to see others happy. The two of you are a perfect match together. I like you two a lot. I hope to see you happy.

I took it silently, feeling that this was the most sincere and precious blessing I had ever received, and that there was no one.

I didn't say thank you.

Some thanks don't need to be spoken.

On the return trip, I asked Zhang Ruolei, what kind of distant relatives is Aunt Zhang? She must have had some life experience before, what did she mean by saying that she couldn't say luck and misfortune?

Zhang Ruolei concentrated on driving and was silent. It took me a long time to start from the beginning.

It turns out that Aunt Zhang is not a distant relative of Zhang Ruolei's family at all in principle, and there is no blood relationship between them that they can't even beat. Aunt Zhang's original name was Zhang Xiufen, her hometown was in northern Shaanxi, and she was also a well-known beauty when she was young.

The people of northern Shaanxi have a good voice, the young Zhang Xiufen loves to sing and dance, has a cheerful and lively personality, and there is always a group of young men of the same size who follow her back and forth like flies.

There was only one person who didn't revolve around her, and that person was called Chen Lian

Litre. Chen Liansheng's family was poor, he had been a soldier for a few years, and after demobilization, the resettlement office did not place him, so he found his own way out, went south today, went north tomorrow, and did not toss anything for several years, and finally returned to the countryside of northern Shaanxi, fortunately, there are still two acres of thin fields at home, and he can barely maintain his livelihood by doing some casual work.

Zhang Xiufen fell in love with him.

This person, especially a woman, is easy to be cheap in this regard when he is young, and he may not be able to ask for it in vain, but he who hangs people's appetite coldly, is more likely to be favored by others.

Zhang Xiufen secretly sent Qiu Bo, then Chen Liansheng is a fool and will not be incomprehensible. What's more, he is not a fool, he is also a person who has traveled south and north to see the world outside, and the two of them have come and gone, and they have made a private decision for life.

Chen Liansheng's family is poor, and Zhang Xiufen's family has two brothers, two younger brothers and a sister in addition to her. At that time, in the rural area, the family was formed, and my parents really hoped that she could marry a good family so as to change the fate of the whole family.

But Zhang Xiufen was stubborn and refused to sacrifice her lifelong happiness for the sake of her family.

There's no way, don't do it. Zhang Xiufen was also bold when she was young and dared to do things.

One night, the two of them were together, what did Chen Liansheng not see outside? It's not a child man, he can't hold back and can't stand it for a long time, and his body is burned like charcoal.

Two people dry firewood and blaze fire, and naturally the pearl is secretly knotted. It took two months of pregnancy to report to the family, and Zhang's father didn't say anything about it, he was really angry, but he didn't say anything at the time.

On the day of the showdown, Zhang Xiufen picked a morning, and when the autumn was busy, everyone was in a hurry to work in the field. After listening to her, Father Zhang didn't say anything, and smoked a few puffs of dry tobacco. Later, he knocked the mouth of the cigarette pouch on the edge of the kang, and only said, then don't go to the ground today.

Zhang Xiufen summed up this as a tacit acquiescence, in those days, it was a big deal to get pregnant unmarried in the countryside, and the whole village had to point and poke behind your back, which could puncture your backbone. If you want to seal the secluded mouth, you can only turn the original soup into the original food, and if you don't want to eat a big loss or a penny of dowry, you have to marry.

There was nothing to say that day, and not long after Zhang Xiufen finished dinner that night, her stomach began to hurt, and her lower body began to bleed after tossing for a while.

At that time, she didn't know how many miles her father had walked to the town to buy the abortion pill, and he shook her directly in the meal.

Strictly speaking, that's not really an abortion pill. Was it the oxytocic that her dad bought from the veterinarian in town, or the injections. He lied that there was a mare at home who wanted to give off the foal, and he was afraid that it would be difficult to give birth when the time came, so he prepared first. They were all from the north and south of Ertun, and they didn't ask much, and they took medicine according to the dosage of the big animals.

When he went home, Zhang's father mixed this potion into his daughter's meal, and when he mixed it, he was afraid that the child would not be clean, so he used half of the amount first, and then thought about it, and added a little.

Zhang Xiufen didn't move in a moment, the blood flowed, like a spring, as if pumped up with a water pump, gushing out, Zhang Xiufen and her mother cried while taking a rag to block her daughter. But what can be stopped? Go to the hospital, don't say you don't have money, even if you have money, your parents are reluctant to spend it on it. Not to mention the closest in the village

The hospital is more than 30 kilometers away, and when people pull it there, it is estimated that it should be damned.

So I found a barefoot doctor, there was no hemostatic needle, soil method, grass, burned to ashes, blocked, wet a layer, and then a layer of blockage. Wet a layer, then a layer of blockage, and then the kang soil was blocked. She thought her father and her mother wanted to plaster her place with mud.

But the life of the poor is cheap, and she is not dead after tossing one hundred and sixty-three times. Of course, no one wants it anymore. She thought that she would finally ask for benevolence to marry Chen Liansheng, but she didn't expect that Chen Liansheng didn't want her anymore.

Chen Liansheng's mother is a widowed old lady, and she tiptoed on her little feet and spit in her face, scolding her for being shameless, and telling her not to go to Chen Liansheng again.

But she wanted to go to him, she didn't believe that Chen Liansheng would abandon her. As long as he told her in person, he didn't want her anymore, and he didn't want her anymore, she turned around and left.

But Chen Liansheng didn't say goodbye. When she was young, she was dead-eyed, and she didn't hear him say it with her own ears, so she was unwilling and didn't give up. So he packed up his things and looked for him everywhere in the world.

In the process of searching, she ran into another man. It didn't matter who the man's last name was, she was working as a waitress in a hotel at the time, and the man was a cook, and he always kept good food for her.

After coming and going, the two of them were together, going to work together every day, getting off work together, and making love together after work. After a long time, she gradually forgot about Chen Liansheng. She wants to live well with this cook, then have two children, and if she saves enough money to buy a snack bar, go to his hometown in two years, or buy a small bungalow in a shanty town on the edge of the city that has not had time to be renovated.

She thought very well, and she didn't know that the cook could not only cook, but also buy lottery tickets. He fantasized about getting rich overnight, and most of the money he earned bought lottery tickets, and he painted to her all day long, how big a wedding he would give her if he won the lottery one day, how big bracelets and rings he would buy her, and how big he would buy her a house and a car.

She believed. I look forward to it day by day. At that time, he said that the sun was square, and she believed it. She was once betrayed by a man, but another man climbed into her bed and said hot and hot love words in her ear, and her so much that she forgot her father and mother. She was healed, the scar forgot the pain. I began to have another long-lasting dream that raised my eyebrows.

The cook explored her body every night, and after the exploration, the two of them were lying on the bed with sweat and relish, as if they had run two thousand meters. His armpits emitted a foul fox odor, and his body sweat was also stinky. But at that time she didn't feel stinky, she didn't think the smell was unpleasant and unbearable.

The cook put his arms around him and soaked the hair from her neck with the smell of stinking. Draw her the best blueprint for the future: how to spend the five million, how to spend every penny, and spend every penny on her.

But the cook never won it, and once she said that she wouldn't buy it again, and she couldn't buy it.

The cook gave her an ear scraper, slapped her to the ground, and then picked up a wooden stool and smashed it on her without a head or ass.

She struggled like a pig tied up to the slaughter, kicked the table over, screamed at a sharp voice, and then she felt for a knife

, he happened to be riding on top of her, and she didn't think about it.

One, two, three......

Her face, body, and hands were covered in blood......

"Then she ......"

Zhang Ruolei looked back at me and nodded solemnly.

"Yes."

"Yes?"

He turned around and continued to drive in earnest.

"She's a criminal, she's guilty. Have you read the Bible? There was a slut, and the people grabbed her and tried to stone her to death. Jesus said to them, "Whoever of you thinks he is not guilty of sin, let him pick up and stone her." ”

I've heard that story, and I know what he means. Who is the one who is truly guilty and needs to be punished?

My mouth was dry and I swallowed a mouthful of saliva unconsciously. They paused briefly in my throat and swallowed smoothly with a grunt.

(End of chapter)