Chapter 241: I'd rather die than let go

Even if his eyes were facing the lenses, Shi Mianmian's eyes still had no focal length, whether it was blinking or breathing rate, there was no change in the slightest.

She didn't have the slightest interest in the stars in Bo Hanye's mouth, perhaps, she had lost interest in everything.

She lives in her own world, resisting all that the outside world has to offer.

Bo Hanye's eyes were slightly red, and he clenched his fist violently and smashed it hard. The high-powered telescope was smashed from the balcony to the ground by him, making a loud noise.

The sound was loud, but there was still no response.

It was as if she had blocked out her hearing.

"What do you want me to do before you look at me?"

Bo Hanye humbly knelt on one knee, his eyes reddened, and his face was so numb that he didn't have a trace of expression when staring at him pleadingly.

"Please, will you respond to me?"

There was a hint of desperation in the man's voice. A man who has always been arrogant knows what it means to be afraid for the second time.

He hadn't experienced this for a long time, and the last time was when Shi Mianmian died, he tried his best to build an ice coffin in the ice room and find a master, selling his soul to ask for a fresh start.

However, he never imagined that starting over would be like this!

"There's no turning back." Bo Hanye trembled his fingertips, hugged Shi Mianmian into the house, carefully placed the person on the soft big bed, and kissed her gently with thin lips.

"Even if you hate me, it's better than leaving me." The world without her is too painful, and every minute and second of life is torment!

If you can't look at her, you can't touch her, Bo Hanye would rather die!

Bo Hanye said, kissing Shi Mian's lips.

He was kissing a wooden man, without the slightest sweetness, and the taste was bitter......

This taste made Bo Hanye not feel the slightest pleasure. Feeling, only left his heart full of pain, but if he didn't do this, he didn't know what he should do to make the other party have even the slightest response to him.

……

Bo Hanye didn't go to the company anymore, and Shi Mianmian's state made him unable to concentrate on work, so he simply handed over the company to a professional agent to take care of it, and stayed with Shi Mianmian all day long.

He worked hard from morning to evening, but Shi Mianmian didn't respond to him, and he didn't even eat.

"You are a doctor, you should know that long-term infusion of nutrient solution is not good for your body, no matter how much you hate me, don't punish me with your own body, okay?"

Bo Hanye half-knelt in front of the rocking chair, holding the food in his hand, and his tone was more patient than ever.

He had been coaxing her to eat for so long that his mouth was cracking. However, nothing worked.

There is no way for Bo Hanye. He put down his meal and paced back and forth around the room, looking so agitated that he exploded.

He tried to hold back the negative emotions in his heart.

Even if tens of thousands of fire ants were gnawing at him all the time, he still didn't dare to show it in front of Shi Mianmian.

Just in the Bohan field on the verge of storm

When she was about to bring the doctor in to give her an infusion, Aunt Li came in with fresh food.

"Sir, you go out first, and I'll persuade her."

Thinking that Shi Mianmian ate the meal sent by Aunt Li last night, Bo Hanye quickly agreed, he was afraid that he would be here, Shi Mianmian refused to eat well, turned around and left with the door.

After putting the food aside, Aunt Li squatted down in front of Shi Mianmian, her calloused hand held Shi Mianmian's little hand, and she was startled by the cold of the little hand under her palm.

Although the weather is getting cooler, it is not as cold as winter, and when Mianmian is still indoors, it stands to reason that her hands should not be so cold.

Aunt Li looked at Shi Mianmian distressedly.

The girl's long black and silky hair became a little dry somewhere, her chin became more and more pointed, and her bones protruded so much that it was distressing.

In just over a week, Aunt Li watched this delicate flower lose its vitality little by little.

She held Shi Mianmian's hand and slowly kneaded it until the temperature of her hand returned to normal, and then Aunt Li said in a brisk voice, "I went to the hospital yesterday, and the little girl named Shang Baibai has been transferred from the ICU to the general ward, and she finished eating the hospital's nutritious meal yesterday." ”

Aunt Li, who had been staring directly at Shi Mianmian, found that after she said this, Shi Mianmian's eyelashes trembled extremely slightly, and she was overjoyed, and continued to babble and tell everything she knew.

"That little girl was also very poor, she had been in a car accident and was so badly injured that when I went to see her, there was no one to take care of her. She broke her leg ......"

Aunt Li, who was talking, noticed that the fingers under her palm moved, and when she reacted, Mianmian was worried about her friend, and hurriedly said.

"Eh, don't worry too much, I asked the doctor, and the doctor said that it would be fine after three months.

When I went to see her, the girl was so anxious that she was sweating profusely, pitiful, no one to accompany her, and the nurse who served her didn't know where to run to hide, and she didn't send food or urine!

Fortunately, I was used to doing rough work, and I had a lot of strength, so I helped her solve it and bought her food. I also persuaded her, either to ask someone to accompany her, or to change the nurse, but this stupid girl, said that she couldn't change the nurse, her mother was not easy, and she didn't want to trouble her friends. ”

Speaking of this, Aunt Li let out a long sigh.

Although Shi Mianmian didn't seem to have any expression on her face, Aunt Li inexplicably noticed her mood fluctuations.

Aunt Li picked up the bowl and fed her with a spoon, her voice was soft, she was afraid of scaring her, "It's not easy for people to live, little girls have little girls' difficulties, so let's do it, you eat on time, and I'll take the time to deliver food to her every day, okay?" ”

When Aunt Li saw it, the skin hidden under the clothes was mottled and spreading, which showed how intense the situation was.

It's really a sin, people are like this, no wonder Miss Mianmian was willing to speak yesterday, but today she is silent.

Don't say it's her, and you have to go crazy if you change someone.

Aunt Li took a deep breath and sent the spoon to Shi Mianmian's mouth without hope, and unexpectedly, she ate it obediently!

Aunt Li's eyes lit up, she scooped the rice energetically, and fed a mouthful of vegetables and meat evenly, secretly thinking that she had to make up for all the meat that Miss Mianmian had dropped!

Unexpectedly, the imagination is beautiful, but the reality is cruel.

After eating less than half a bowl, Shi Mianmian closed her lips and refused to eat any more. Aunt Li coaxed for a long time, and Shi Mianmian barely ate a bite, but soon vomited.

Her pale face was faintly blue, and Aunt Li was so frightened that she didn't dare to force her to eat anymore.

"You have a good rest, I'll go to see that little girl early tomorrow, what's going on with her, I'll tell you when I come back."

After speaking, Aunt Li put away the dishes and chopsticks and walked out gently.

Outside the door, looking at the half-empty meal in Aunt Li's hand, a trace of fluctuation appeared in the phoenix eyes as deep as the cold pool of the thin cold field, revealing an incredible brilliance, and the cigarette between her fingertips almost burned her hand.

"This is what she ate?!"

Aunt Li nodded, looked at Bo Hanye and stopped, hesitated for a long time, and reminded in a whisper, "Miss Mianmian's heart seems to have a serious problem, Mr. had better control it in the intercourse, I'm afraid she won't be able to bear it." ”

There are so many shocking traces, people who have lived a handful of years are afraid to see it, you can imagine how uncomfortable Miss Mianmian should be.

Bo Hanye lowered his eyes and said indifferently, "You don't understand." ”

He tried his best, but he couldn't get Bo Hanye to respond to him at all. At least, in the matter of love, she will wrinkle her eyebrows slightly......

Seeing that her persuasion had no effect, Aunt Li left helplessly.

Bo Hanye pushed open the door, just like when he left, Shi Mianmian sat motionless in the rocking chair, his eyes were not focused, giving people a very hollow feeling.

According to the violent emotions in his heart, Bo Hanye hugged Shi Mianmian tightly, and the green tendons on the arm holding Shi Mianmian's waist burst out.

He rubbed the girl's sickly pale cheeks, Bo Hanye's voice was deep, and the desire to destroy in his heart was turned upside down, but he didn't dare to lose his temper at her.

"I coaxed you all day, from morning to night, I didn't eat a drop of water, and as soon as Aunt Li came, you were willing to eat. Are you angry with me? ”

Bo Hanye hugged Shi Mianmian tightly, and only by enclosing the person in his arms and clearly feeling her presence could he soothe the panic in his heart.

There was a touch of bitterness and loneliness on the man's lips, Bo Hanye's Adam's apple rolled, and his voice was dry and hoarse, "You did it, I'm really mad, I can't wait to kill Aunt Li and make her disappear into this world!" But I can't do that. I'm more afraid that you won't eat without her than jealousy. ”

Bo Hanye lowered his eyes slightly, and his eyelids cast a lonely shadow.

His voice sounded muffled, "You used to care about my body very much, didn't let me smoke, told me to eat on time, and gave me decoction...... I haven't drunk water or eaten for a day, can you care about me?

Bo Hanye is used to the situation that the other party is indifferent, but habit does not mean that he can accept it.

After a long time, Bo Hanye walked out of the suffocating room.

He dialed Si Yi's phone number.

He couldn't deceive himself when Mianmian was fine, and her mental problems became something that he had to pay attention to.

It was Si Yi's assistant who answered the phone, "The boss is busy with something, and he hasn't taken any orders for a while." ”

"Damn it!" Bo Hanye yelled at the other side, "What is he busy with?" ”

The assistant was very embarrassed, "It's a personal matter, he said that no matter who is looking for it, he will wait for him to come back to deal with it if he is not in a hurry, and if he is in a hurry, please be smart." ”

Hearing this, Bo Hanye was so angry that he dropped his mobile phone.

I knew that I wouldn't deal with Ruan Xingzhu so quickly. Bo Hanye couldn't, so he had to contact another expert in this area.

……

Hospital.

After school, Shang Baibai went out of school with his friends.

My friend is a food blogger who has studied this aspect of eating, and Shang Baibai learned a lot of cooking methods from her, and is planning to go to the supermarket to buy vegetables and bring them back to the apartment to experiment.

Unexpectedly, just after separating from her friends at the intersection of the school gate, a van crashed into her!

Shang Baibai wanted to dodge in a panic, but his feet were like being filled with lead, and he couldn't move, so he could only watch himself be knocked out.

She was dying of pain.

But she couldn't die.

Si Yi is coming back for dinner tonight, and she promised him that she must not miss the appointment.

She can't let Si Yi feel that she is an unpunctual and untrustworthy woman.

What's more, she can't die. She died, who would take care of Si Yi in every detail?

Shang Baibai refused to close her eyes, she was afraid that once she passed out, she would never wake up again.

Gradually, her breathing became very difficult, and with each inhalation, she could inhale a strong smell of blood, and she knew that she was dying.

It's a pity.

She hadn't confessed to the man yet.

(End of chapter)