290 Our Home
Hearing Su Yan's words, Lin Qingyue's expression was obviously stunned.
Obviously, this question was very sudden, and Lin Qingyue didn't expect Su Yan to suddenly ask such a question.
For a long time, Lin Qingyue had never thought about this problem.
Marrying Su Yan was something he couldn't control, and she also wanted to resist, but his grandfather had decided on this marriage at the beginning, and she had no way to decide it for herself.
But she never hated Su Yan, and even felt guilty that she had not fulfilled her responsibilities as a husband and wife.
For both of them, each is a victim.
By the time it had become a habit, the relationship had become a habit.
Thinking about it now, she didn't know if she had hated Su Yan at the beginning, but she was sure that at least now she didn't have any resentment in her heart.
It's just that she didn't want to answer this question, so she could only dodge Su Yan's gaze, and changed the topic, "Don't you think the moon is beautiful tonight, the two of us have known each other for so long, and we have never sat down together like this to look at the scenery and blow the evening breeze." ”
After a pause, her gaze met Su Yan and flickered slightly.
"Su Yan, you said that we have missed a lot of things all the time."
Su Yan looked at Lin Qingyue inexplicably, his question was not answered, but he threw such a strange question.
He said lightly, "It's true that I've never had such an experience, but the first time was very beautiful." ”
In fact, Su Yan never thought that he would sit with Lin Qingyue so quietly.
For the past three years, his mind has been completely occupied by revenge.
Even at this moment, he couldn't let go of the distractions in his heart.
He knew that he couldn't give Lin Qingyue absolute happiness for the time being, so he didn't promise anything all along.
"But...... It would be better if I was the only one of the opposite sex by your side. Su Yan said sourly.
Lin Qingyue has always had a lot of suitors around him, and although Su Yan has a cold personality, as a man, his possessiveness is no less than that of ordinary people.
Especially now that he is not by Lin Qingyue's side, he can imagine that there are not a few people like Ouyang Yunhai who want to cooperate.
Hearing this, Lin Qingyue glared at Su Yan and said, "You're really boring!" ”
"Then tell me what happened to the girls around you, I think they all seem to know you very well." Lin Qingyue also said with a look of jealousy.
"Well, we are indeed very familiar, I told you about my relationship with Lu Jiu'er, where she is temporarily staying with me, and you also know Xia Ruolan, we are now working on some projects, and Qin ......"
Without waiting for Su Yan to finish speaking, Lin Qingyue couldn't listen anymore.
Such a beautiful atmosphere was all ruined by Su Yan's words, Lin Qingyue inevitably had some small emotions, and got up angrily and continued to walk towards the way home.
Seeing this, Su Yan immediately chased after him, and whispered from the side, "What's the matter, why did you suddenly get so angry?" ”
Lin Qingyue glanced at it with disgust, and said angrily, "Su Yan, I found that you are really like an idiot in some aspects sometimes. ”
Hearing Lin Qingyue's words, Su Yan was really even more confused, he didn't realize that he had offended Lin Qingyue by saying the wrong thing.
Seeing Lin Qingyue turn her back, Su Yan said a little anxiously, "Do women like to be unreasonable?" ”
Recently, when he came into contact with Lu Jiu'er, Su Yan could be said to have suffered deeply.
Lin Qingyue's appearance is really a bit like Lu Jiu'er.
Lin Qingyue snorted coldly, her cold eyes stared at Su Yan's eyes, and said coldly, "You are just a lump of elm, I don't bother to explain to you, I think you may be hiding something from me, aren't you in a hurry to get married if you divorce me?" ”
Hearing Lin Qingyue's words, Su Yan was stunned all of a sudden.
has known Lin Qingyue for so long, but he has rarely seen Lin Qingyue angry with him.
And the two of them are still getting along warmly, why is it that there is a thunderstorm for so long.
really responded to that sentence, a woman turns her face faster than a book.
I don't know why, Su Yan looked at Lin Qingyue in front of him, and even felt a little cute, as if this woman who had always been cold had more fireworks on her body.
She will unabashedly express her emotions to herself, and she will no longer be as monotonous as before.
Seeing that Su Yan was silent, Lin Qingyue smiled contemptuously and said, "What's the matter, your heart is empty?" ”
Su Yan's heart beat faster, and he replied with a smile, "What's wrong with this, I did divorce you for some private matters, and I will tell you about these things slowly, but it is definitely not what you think." ”
Lin Qingyue's eyes had a sneer, staring at Su Yan and continuing to ask, "It's not what I thought, then you should tell me well, what I think and what are the facts?" ”
"If I hadn't met my classmate at the Civil Affairs Bureau that day, wouldn't we have any relationship now, and if we really met on the street in the future, we would be strangers?"
"I ......," Su Yan said.
"What are you, Su Yan, we've known each other for three years, I really didn't think about it, your ruthlessness is harder than a stone." Lin Qingyue's eyes flushed slightly.
These words should have been said on the day of the Civil Affairs Bureau, but Lin Qingyue had been suppressing them in her heart, and it was not until today that she suddenly broke out.
Su Yan frowned and explained, "It's not like that, I really have something very important to do, I'm afraid that what I'm doing will bring you danger, it's really not what you imagined, and temporary separation is also a kind of protection for you." ”
Lin Qingyue glared at Su Yan and said coldly, "Su Yan, no matter what happens to you, I hope you don't carry it alone, isn't this what you told me, we are husband and wife, and we need to give each other's shoulders to lean on each other." ”
"I don't want you to always show up in time when something happens to me, and when you are in trouble, I can only be like a stranger and don't even have the right to know, you think your lies can play a role in protecting Su Yan, but you don't know, what I need most is not your protection, but honesty."
Lin Qingyue was very excited when she spoke, and her eyes were full of tears.
Only when the heart is truly dependent on a person and cares about a person, will this kind of words be spoken.
At this moment, Lin Qingyue no longer suppressed her heart, and even began to face the emotion in her heart.
Seeing Lin Qingyue like this, Su Yan's heart trembled.
It was true that Su Yan did not take into account Lin Qingyue's feelings this time, but Su Yan just wanted her to stay away from any danger, so even so, Su Yan would not tell the truth.
He knows what he is going to face next, this burden is the driving force for him to move forward, what he is carrying is the entire Su family, this is his salvation, and Lin Qingyue cannot be involved.
This woman has done so much for her in the past three years.
Seeing that Su Yan didn't speak, Lin Qingyue saw a trace of disappointment in her eyes, and continued, "Is it really so difficult for two people to be honest together? ”
When she really recognized Su Yan, it was difficult to be as indifferent as before.
Now, she knew that if the two wanted to get together again, they would have to overcome the protective wall erected in front of them that had been carefully repaired by Su Yan.
Su Yan shook his head and said lightly, "I am a man, I must protect you, no matter how many times, I will stand by your side to shelter you from the wind and rain, this is a man's responsibility." ”
Lin Qingyue glanced at Su Yan and said in a calm voice, "Okay, I don't want to quarrel with you, you don't know me at all." ”
Su Yan stepped forward, brushed Lin Qingyue's shoulder distressedly, wiped away the tears from the corners of her eyes for her, and whispered, "I'm not arguing with you, I just want to protect you in my own way, although this way is a bit machismo and will hurt you invisibly, but I have to do it, maybe one day you will understand me." ”
Lin Qingyue turned her face away, pushed Su Yan away and said, "I'm afraid that day will come too late, I'm afraid that I won't be able to wait, and I'm even more afraid that you will lie to me all the time." ”
Su Yan patted Lin Qingyue's head lightly and whispered, "Being deceived by a person for a lifetime is actually a happy thing." ”
Lin Qingyue wiped her tears and choked up, "Who wants to be with you for the rest of your life, but you called me and resolutely wanted to divorce, and it was you who walked out of our home without hesitation." ”
Su Yan was slightly stunned, looked up at the home in front of him full of memories of the two, and his heart felt as if he had been grabbed by something.
yes, it's our home......