I lit up the elevator, and when the elevator door closed, I was still shouting to him, "I'm not bored, watch TV, read books, think about what plans I have in the future, continue to study in China or go abroad, you can tell me when I come back tonight." ”

He smiled and waved at me.

But when I got home that night, I found that he wasn't there, and Mason trotted all the way back home to see his little brother, and he searched the house for him, and finally began to sob.

I called Kang Sheng and asked him if Su Hao had gone back.

He said no, and then asked me what's wrong?

I said Su Hao was gone.

I hesitated whether to call Xiao Han or not, but then Su Hao's call suddenly came in.

Mason held his breath and pricked up his ears to listen.

"Su Hao," I stroked my chest, "it really scared me to death, where did you go?" ”

"Auntie------"

"Mason is crying."

Mason shouted from the sidelines, saying "Brother, brother, little brother, Brother Hao." ”

I heard Su Hao crying.

"Su Hao, where are you?" I asked him again.

"Auntie," he paused, "tell my brother that I love him." "He choked up, but I listened to it and felt that something was wrong, a sense of foreboding, I was too afraid of someone leaving, I was really afraid.

"That's right, I've got a little bit of something to deal with. I'll come back and take care of a little bit first. ”

"Where have you been?" I was a little anxious, because Kang Sheng had already said just now that Su Hao did not return to Su's house.

"I went back to Xiao Han's house." He said. "Here are some of my graduation certificates or something, I think whether you are at home or abroad, you need to have basic academic qualifications, so when you come back, I will take these things."

"If you want to pick up something, why don't you wait for us to come back, wait for Uncle Adong to accompany you, you are there alone, how can I rest assured?"

Su Hao smiled, a very light kind, a laughter as thin as a gossamer came through the earpiece. "Don't worry, she won't. I promised to give her my share as a repayment for her nurturing kindness. Anyway, she raised me so big. ”

I was speechless, I couldn't say that what this kid said was unreasonable, I could only say that his humanity was not lost.

I hung up the phone, Ah Dong had already heard it, he picked up Mason, Mason also heard it, he pouted aggrievedly and asked me, "When will my brother come back?" ”

"Tomorrow." I leaned over and kissed him on the cheek.

He was still a little unhappy.

"Go wash your hands and eat in a while." Ah Dong put him down, and as soon as the little one's feet hit the ground, he ran to the drink bottle, and there was a tooth lying quietly at the bottom of the bottle. He waited until a week, then took the tooth out and saw if it had changed. He would go to see it every day for a while.

"I'm still a little worried, why don't we go over and have a look?"

"No, you don't. But you insisted that I accompany you. "We went into the bathroom one after the other, and when we both washed our hands, we came out and saw that Mason was still looking at the tooth.

"Mason, go wash your hands." I shouted.

"I think Su Hao has also experienced a lot of things over the years, he has always been controlled by others in the past, and now there are all the things that hold him back. We should trust him, he has the ability to handle everything. Moreover, how dare Xiao Han act rashly? I guess it's impossible for Su Hao to trust her anymore, and it's impossible for her to obey her anymore. He should take a condition to contain Xiao Han, and then let Xiao Han draw up a contract, and he told them to go to the notary office tomorrow to sign or something. Believe me. Ah Dong patted me on the shoulder, and the two of them sat down at the table, serving the food with a knife face, and said, "The young man is good, but he has lost a little weight, but it's okay, I've already told him, no matter what, I have the ability to make him fat in two months." ”

I was reassured, and Mason came out shaking his little hands, he no longer liked to sit in his high chair. He always likes to climb up to the table alone and sit on the chair where the adults sit. And every time he succeeds, he will emphasize to us that there is no silver here.

"I'm no longer a child, I'm an adult, I'm two years and two months and five and a half days old."

Of course, time always changes, and I wonder if he didn't miss it. Because once I deliberately paid attention to this question and wanted to debunk him, but when I calculated, it was really not wrong. He was born at noon, so if we talked about it in the evening, it would not be half a day.

That night, I was distraught. Ah Dong kept comforting me and said, it's okay, if you really don't worry, let's go over and take a look.

I looked at him, and maybe I was so nervous, because I had tasted so much loss and I really didn't want to lose again. I didn't come to this world to taste the bitter fruit, I wanted to taste the sweetness of life, and I came here because of this, not to suffer, to be angry, to be disappointed, to be sad...... Even though those emotions are not a big deal, even though those emotions are real in everyone, although ---- although ------

Early the next morning, when I got up, I called Su Hao as soon as I got up. I know he doesn't sleep deeply, so I don't worry about waking him up.

"Shut down." I said to Adong.

I'm not going to give up, what if I make a mistake? I didn't give up, I started dialing his number again, shutdown, shutdown, shutdown.

Mason asked me, Mom, what's wrong with you? Mason asked me, when will my brother come back?

I said to Adong that I had a bad premonition.

Ah Dong looked at me, he didn't know what he could do to really help me.

He looked at me with infinite pity and helplessness, "When I'm done sending Mason, I'll go with you to him." ”

"Okay." I nodded, and handed over a glass of water to my face, I took it, and just handed it to my lips to drink, but the glass slipped, and the sound was crisp. Everyone stopped what they were busy doing, and threw their eyes at me, and said with a knife face, "Go, help my wife clean up, you must clean up, don't tie Mason up." ”

Ah Dong helped me aside, and I tried to convince myself that it was a nervous situation, that everything was a coincidence, that it would be fine, that it would not be.

But I have completely lost my appetite for breakfast, and I don't want to eat it at all.

"It's okay," Ah Dong comforted me, "and you can eat out when you bring Su Hao back." ”

I nodded, and we went to see off Mason together. Mason's face was solemn, and he didn't say a word along the way, I didn't want to let myself affect Mason, so I teased him, I said, "Mason, is there a beautiful young lady in the kindergarten?" ”

Mason looked back at me and said, "Mom, I allow you to be sad. I allow you to be still. I know that all people have emotions, Adong's dad taught me. He told me that my mother's life is not easy, and what we have to do is not to make you angry and make you happy. Don't give in to me, I just don't want to make you sad. ”

"I just don't want to hurt you."

I am grateful to Ah Dong in my heart for teaching Mason like this. I hugged Mason and pressed his face to my chest.

"Mom is not sad, Mom is not sad to have Mason, nothing can be more important than Mason's happy growth. Everything will be fine. ”

"Mommy" Mason struggled out of my arms, he was like a little koala, his clever eyes looking at me, "I love you." ”

He said.

"I love you too." I took him back into my arms.

We sent Mason into the classroom, and then went straight to Xiao Han's apartment, and when we got downstairs, I called Su Hao.

"It's still off."

Ah Dong found a parking space and parked the car.

"Then let's go up."

I held the phone and didn't move. I'm too afraid to go up, what if there's an unwanted result on it? I remembered him at my house that night, remembered that I took him to get a haircut, and remembered the two of us sitting in the back seat of Kang Sheng's car and crying bitterly.

His real life has just begun, and God will not be so cruel.

Ah Dong stretched out his hand to me, I hesitated to put my hand into his wide palm, he held my hand tightly, which made me feel a lot more reassured, I took a deep breath and watched my footsteps approach my destination little by little.

The elevator door opened, I was standing in front of her house, was Xiao Han at home? What about Zhang Ruolei? What about Su Hao? Everything has become unknown, I am not a curious baby, I don't have much curiosity and affection for all unknowns, I like the established life, even if it is boring, I can tolerate it, I don't want life to be full of accidents.

Ah Dong glanced at me, I grabbed the phone in my hand, and I grasped it very tightly, and the sweat of my palms betrayed me, and I felt that my own heart was about to jump out of my chest.

Ah Dong rang the doorbell, and then waited quietly, no one answered.

No one should be.

After a short pause, Ah Dong rang the doorbell again, but still no one answered.

He looked at me. "Nobody's home." Ah Dong said, "Think about it, this is good news, maybe Su Hao has returned to Su's house." ”

But he didn't dare to let me call Kang Sheng, and he didn't dare to call Kang Sheng himself.

I went downstairs to get the car, no one spoke, the atmosphere in the car began to become solemn, and the secretary called, saying that there was a meeting in the morning, and several departments were in charge

When the prison arrived, he asked me when I would arrive.

Only then did I remember that it was decided yesterday afternoon, the monthly meeting, each department should report on its work, and then raise questions, try to achieve effective communication between departments, and save the problems from accumulating more and more.

"Temporarily cancelled today. As for when it will be reopened, wait for me to know. ”

The secretary hung up.

"Where are we going?" I asked Adong.

"Sue." Ah Dong spat out two short words.

"It's fine." I said, at least I can either meet Xiao Han, or Zhang Ruolei, and I will also meet Kang Sheng, I can see so many people at once, I can directly ask them if they have seen Su Hao.

The car was not driving fast, but it was very urgent, so we could only move forward at a rapid pace, all the way was a red light that made people inexplicably irritable, Adong also looked solemn, entered Su's parking lot, parked the car, I asked the security guard, Zhang Ruolei, Kang Sheng are here?

"It's all here."

The security guard pointed to Kang Sheng's car, "Mr. Kang's car is there." ”

When I looked at it, it was indeed his car, and the car that Xiao Han sent Zhang Ruolei every day was also parked there, red and very conspicuous.

They're all there, which is good, I walked a few steps in a hurry, kept pressing the upward elevator in the parking lot, but the more anxious it was, the slower it came down, I called the administration, "I'm in the parking lot, call me down an elevator first." ”

The person over there replied with a word "yes", and soon the elevator came down, and I went in with Ah Dong, and then entered my floor.

I called as I walked, "Kang Sheng, did Su Hao go back yesterday?" ”

"Su Hao? No. ”

"And what about this morning?"

"This morning? Anyway, he hadn't come back when I went out, I thought he was there with you. ”

"Nope."

I closed the line and went straight into Zhang Ruolei's office, Xiao Han hadn't left yet, they were talking about something, and I slammed the door open.

(End of chapter)