If there is really a soul, there is knowledge under the spring, and I hope Sister Fang can be relieved. How unsatisfactory in life is in the past, and after death, it is a thing of the past. If the Buddhist concept of reincarnation is true, pray for a happy afterlife.

Man, throughout his life, he will continue to experience disappointment until he despairs. So he threw himself into reincarnation. But what if the next samsara is still lackluster?

I don't know.

I really don't want to come to a place like a cemetery again. Especially those who didn't intend to let him leave so early, they always leave you suddenly, and they don't look back once they go, and your work is lost forever.

Goodbye in a dream?

There are some people you don't even see in your dreams. I've never dreamed of my mother, and I've never dreamed of Huaihai. I think I had a lot of trouble with Huaihai at the beginning, I think I was inseparable from Zhang Ruolei at the beginning, I thought that Gao Tiancheng was just taking advantage of the danger, and I thought that I would be with Adong at the beginning.

The past, heh, the past.

I feel that my whole body is full of desolation, and the expectation that will be fulfilled in time will never be fulfilled in the dark is already doomed.

To be honest, some don't know what to say.

Human life is too fragile. The life of a person who has been consistent in life can also come to an abrupt end at any time. When the heart dies, people often follow.

This stinky skin, this flesh and blood, this heart!

On the way back, I said to Gao Tiancheng, why lie to her? The man? It's not easy for people to live, it's not easy for everyone to live, is the life of that liar better? It's not easy to be happy, in this case, isn't it better to love each other in pairs than to harm each other? Why do you have to deceive her?

That man may have been Sister Fang's last dream in life, but later Sister Fang woke up from a dream and felt that life was nothing more than this, it was too boring, so she broke it off. Life and life have disappointed her too much, and she doesn't accompany her.

Imagine if the man hadn't cheated on her, or had cheated on her and really fell in love with her. He lived a happy life with Sister Fang, he was a liar, or he had a painful past, Sister Fang had never tasted the warmth of the world, a liar could warm her in the future. It's a good ending.

But he refused.

In Gao Tiancheng's words, everyone seeks advantages and avoids disadvantages, everyone is eager to get something for nothing, everyone wants others to love them with all their hearts, and there is a person who is always there like a fool waiting for him.

What robber's bullshit bastard logic.

Human nature is so unbearable.

I don't know what to say, too much is the silence of fate, the silence of many unfulfilled things in the world.

I went to see the little liar, in the detention center, there is no trial yet, I don't know when the sentence will be. He seemed to be used to it, and he didn't show any special anxiety or annoyance, he sat across from me, and I said that I was Sister Fang's boss, and he looked at me and smiled, and his smile was very charming, and said I know, I have seen you.

He called me you, very decently and politely. also looks like a talent, I don't understand why he does such a thing.

This kind of thing hurts nature and reason, and you don't know if you lack great virtue

？

I asked him.

He looked up at me like a stranger and an alien.

"Huh."

He said, "How old are you?" ”

What a I.

"It's not easy to be so simple. I think Sister Fang is simple enough. He raised his head, his eyes full of disdain, "Sister Fang has long been disappointed in life, she needs someone to push her, I made her completely desperate, how good is this," he spread his hand, "She will never be in pain again." ”

What a bastard, how can there be no crime in this world, and if a person has a bad idea in his heart, he should be punished. Why is there no such law?

I lowered my head, raised my head again, walked to the door, turned my back to the man, and said, "I will make you regret it for the rest of your life."

The investigation of the man begins, and all the trajectories of his life, including his being slighted by a widow when he was thirteen years old, and the fact that he finally really fell in love with the widow, and the widow certainly did not really like this raw melon egg that had not grown all the hair. Son, the later story is cliché, the boy killed himself for the widow, and then went further and further.

Human nature, I can't taste it carefully, life, I can't look closely, and everyone is full of holes when I see it up close.

But how can we get revenge on him? I want him to live rather than die, and I'm very unhappy when he's happy. Gao Tiancheng is really unnecessary, that is a person who has given up on himself a long time ago, the more you hurt him, the more he has a sense of existence. Some people hurt others after they have been hurt, and others hurt them in turn, so that they feel a little better in their hearts.

In the world, it is the Shura field. The world is also a dojo. If you practice well, Hongchen's big dream can't be true, and you can't do it accurately, so you don't have to take it to heart. If the cultivation is not good, the world is purgatory, and everyone is a devil.

I didn't think about how to make him worse than dead, maybe he had been living a life a few days ago.

We all know that this is the case, why we lived in the first place.

The last time I heard about him was when he was sentenced, five and a half years. In the third year he committed an affair in prison, and his sentence was increased, and then he was added, and then he was added.

I said that when he died in prison, he had no chance to come out and bring disaster to the world.

Gao Tiancheng was noncommittal, he said, from a certain point of view, none of us can do the right thing for heaven. All the ways of acting for heaven may be acting against heaven, artificially changing cause and effect, and he has his cause and effect.

I looked at Gao Tiancheng and I said I couldn't wait. I am not doing the right thing for heaven.

What is that?

Gao Tiancheng asked me.

Why does it have to be a definition?

I asked him rhetorically.

There is no definition. The old lady was happy. None of the reasons are as big as this.

In the past, I would hesitate and hesitate about one thing, not knowing which one was really right, and I would still wonder if it was right to do this. Now I don't want to, what the hell, life is short, what you do is what you do, if you are wrong, you are wrong, you are great?

Who can do it all, step by step? That is, it's not life, I'm living life, I'm not interested in an ethereal, hypothetical life.

Life

You have to have fun.

Life is frustrated and sad.

Don't take the joys and sorrows of the past to heart, why don't you hold it or hold it, these 180 years of living so aggrieved are really boring. I don't like that kind of life, because I am nearly half a hundred, and I don't see everything as well as before. This is a gift from the years to everyone, the things that the years give, whether it is books, no matter how good the teacher is, it can't be given to you.

It turns out that this is called life, and this is called arbitrariness. As for right and wrong, I don't think about it, I don't force myself not to think about it, but I can really let go of the concept of right and wrong.

Mr. Jin finally recovered, but did not come to Wan Qian, left a letter for Wan Qian, what was written in the letter is unknown, Wan Qian read the letter, a fire, lit the letter, the tongue of fire licked the letter paper, the paper curled, rickeled together, and then turned into a complete black ash, and then little by little, in the air.

No one asked Wan Qian what Mr. Jin told her in the letter, Wan Qian was still addicted to work and couldn't extricate herself, her reputation in the rivers and lakes gradually became famous, she was almost the same black-faced god as a strong woman, she talked about principles, had a bottom line, and said one thing or another, and many people looked at her with a headache. But as long as she faces Wan Huan, her face can smile for a whole spring.

The probability of Xiao Han Shenlong not seeing the end is much smaller than before, and he will come to us to shake it when he has nothing to do, and the phone is no longer a small change every three days, but a big change every five days, and the phone call to her can be reached at any time, and she can be contacted at any time.

I asked her about Mr. Kim's condition. Xiao Han said that I was thirty-eight, and said that when I was in school, I was thirty-eight, and it was still this virtue at such an age, saying that I was unproductive and did not want to make progress. also let me learn from Wan Qian, you look at others, people are now a husband, and they can't be opened. Shall I see you again?

What's wrong with me?

I looked myself up and down.

My mother doesn't know how much she loves herself now, and I always want to worship myself when I look in the mirror every day.

Xiao Han looked at me, and jumped out word by word: his face was getting thicker and thicker.

"Seriously," I once said to Xiao Han, "I once wanted to pull your tendons, pick your skin, and break your bones and raise your ashes." ”

Do you still want to?

Xiao Han asked me.

Occasionally, like now.

I say.

Chen Nian still doesn't know his life experience, he gets along very well with Gao Tiancheng, Chen Nian is tall and fast, and he almost caught up with Gao Tiancheng when he graduated from elementary school, Gao Tiancheng doesn't have so many rules, and often hooks up with Chen Nian.

I looked at Chen Nian and sighed, thinking that he would not forgive me in this life, would not recognize me, and would not call me a mother.

Many of the hurdles you thought you couldn't get over in this life back then are just a smile when you look back after a few years.

Life is not as easy as we think, nor is it as difficult as we feel.

What you can't get over is a hurdle, and only what you can get by can call it life.

Mason's academic performance is not outstanding, but he is not at the bottom, and he is always in the middle and upper reaches, but he sells this one to his classmates today, and that one to his classmates tomorrow, so that when the teacher can't buy anything, he goes to Mason and asks him if there is anything he can do.

I'll complain

Gao Tiancheng, look at your genes, what is this, the international little man.

Gao Tiancheng smiled and said that my two sons, one literary and one martial, that is the creation that I have accumulated great virtues.

I think this person is really hopeless, not ashamed, but proud.

Gao Tiancheng also asked me, have you read my son's biology book? It's called biodiversity.

Also biodiversity, did he go to school.

Knife Face's interest has changed again, and for a while she was crazy about female red, and kept handmaking all kinds of food and clothing for several children, and the children later thought that the things she made were too ugly. Also, it's really ugly, and the knife-faced lady doesn't know what kind of brain circuit it is, knowing that children like sportswear, and once embroidered a "check sign" on her handmade work.

This is the worst time that the so-called international brand has been hacked, Mason's face turned green when she saw that thing, she took the object and ran to find Knife Face, and said to Knife Face.

"Aunt Face, I heard that there are more men and fewer women now, do you want me to find a daughter-in-law sooner."

These words made the knife face stunned, and the knife face blinked his old eyes, looking like he was willing to hear the details.

Mason armed Striped Face's gear, then asked Striped Face.

"Isn't it pretty? Do you think I look good in this? ”

The face of the knife strip became unsightly.

Mason's mouth was so sweet that he said, "I'm not afraid, the girls don't look down on them to invite." ”

Knife Strip Face didn't sleep in the middle of the night and asked me with his handicrafts, "Madam, you say, isn't it really beautiful?"

People are always like this, even though they know the answer, they are still willing to ask others.

I looked at her and said, "Do you need my answer?" What you need is self-torture from the depths of your soul!

Knife Strip gave me a blank look, "Speak human words." ”

(End of chapter)