Chapter 185: Love Me Don't Go
Originally, when he heard that Qin Luofu was pregnant, Lin Daimo was also extremely surprised. He was drunk, but his body did not fall asleep with him, and that night caused him so much trouble.
Every time Lu Mengjian saw Lin Daimo, she always felt awkward, he had already touched other 'female' people, thinking of his intimacy with others, she was inexplicably disgusted, but when she saw him today, her heart suddenly softened.
"Don't blame yourself like this, everyone will inevitably make mistakes," Lu Mengjian said softly, and Lin Daimo seemed to be amnesty.
"But you, I ......"
Lin Daimo came over and grabbed Lu Mengjian's hand, Lu Mengjian wanted to get rid of it, but Lin Daimo didn't give a chance at all, and directly wrapped Lu Mengjian in his arms.
"You let go," Lu Mengjian looked up into Lin Daimo's eyes.
"Mengjian, don't move, let me hug you," Lin Daimo tried his best to resist the urge to 'kiss' up, and forcefully fixed Lu Mengjian in his arms.
Feeling Lin Daimo's suppression, Lu Mengjian finally quieted down.
Lin Daimo buried his head in Lu Mengjian's neck, and his heavy snort sprayed on Lu Mengjian's skin, as if hitting her heart.
After a long time, Lin Daimo finally raised his head, "It's only now that I really feel that you're back, it's good to have you here." ”
Lu Mengjian pushed Lin Daimo away, hiding the panic in his heart, "It's not early, you should go." I'm still waiting for you over there, you're a father now, and you have to think more about her. ”
"No, I won't think about anyone but you."
"Okay, don't let 'sex', this matter is not something you can get rid of if you want to escape, she is your wife, you should take care of her," Lu Mengjian avoided Lin Daimo's eyes, and his words were irrepressibly sour.
"Dream note, in your place, let's not mention her, okay? I just want to be with you well," Lin Daimo was tired for too long, and finally relaxed, and his tiredness was 'revealed', "Dream note, except for you, no one makes me feel at ease like this." ”
Lin Daimo dragged Lu Mengjian's hand like a child, walked slowly to the 'bed', turned over and lay on the 'bed', and patted the position next to him, "Come and lie down with me, just like when you were in the village, let's just talk, just say something." ”
"Don't make trouble, you get up quickly," Lu Mengjian wanted to pull Lin Daimo up, but Lin Daimo grabbed him in the crook of his arm, and the two of them were stacked together in an extremely ambiguous posture.
"Don't 'mess' around, Dream Notes," Lin Daimo stroked Lu Meng's hair with satisfaction, "You are so fragrant, I remember that when you were in Shita Village, you always had the fragrance of fresh 'flowers', I was thinking at that time, are you the reincarnation of a 'flower' fairy, so even 'flowers' can't help but be so beautiful for you." Later, when I came to Fuchu, I would dream of you every night, and every time I wrote to you, I couldn't help but want to tell you, but when the words came to hand, I always felt embarrassed. Dream note, have you seen all those letters, your name, I always have to write it many times before I put it down, for fear of writing your name ugly......"
Lu Mengjian was lying on his side on his chest, with the sound of a powerful heartbeat in her ears, and she listened to Lin Dai quietly, feeling inexplicably at ease.
"You wrote to me, when?" Lu Mengjian came back to his senses and felt that something seemed to be wrong. When she was in Shita Village, she only got a few letters, but listening to Lin Daimo's meaning, he seemed to have written a lot.
"Well, when I first arrived in Huofu, I was afraid that you would be worried, so I wrote a report of safety once every half a month, and later after Liu's mother went back, she said that she was afraid that you would not be at ease in Shita Village, so I asked me to write you a letter every week, although I didn't say much, but I always remembered you in my heart. Except for those days under house arrest, those letters really can't be sent, so ......"
"Do you really write so many letters?" Lu Mengjian was suspicious, if this was the case, could it be that she didn't receive it, or he didn't send the letter out at all......
"Of course, it was a mistake for me to keep you in Shita Village, and if I can't reassure people, it really doesn't make sense! In fact, I asked you in the letter at the time, if you could come to Huo Mansion together, but you never replied, I thought you would not want to, so I still planned to wait for the affairs in the house to be dealt with, and then pick you up. Every time Lin Daimo thought about it, he always felt regretful.
However, Lu Mengjian's suspicion was completely aroused by the matter of the letter, she got up and took out three letters from the package she was carrying, and placed them in front of Lin Daimo one by one.
"These letters are what I received after you came to Huo Mansion, as for the others, I really haven't seen them," Lu Mengjian opened the letterhead and re-read the contents of the letters, each letter was simply finished reporting safety, and there were no other words.
"Impossible, how could the other letters disappear in vain, I obviously entrusted the messenger brother, I must deliver them to you," Lin Daimo took a few pieces of paper in his hand and looked at them again, these were the simplest of all the letters, and the rest of the letters, but there was no one.
"Maybe you lost it on the road?"
"Impossible," Lin Daimo carefully compared the handwriting in the letter, trying to find out what was going on, "This one was written a few years ago, and just after this letter, I sent it once, and besides, there are so many letters, why did you receive these three simplest letters." ”
"Could it be ......" Lu Mengjian 'desired' and stopped.
Obviously, Lin Daimo also thought of this, "The person in the mansion who wants to withhold my letter is only the second aunt, but she doesn't need to do it at all, she doesn't seem to know about your existence before, but it's my father, he heard Vice General Huo mention that I once married a wife, but he will never do such a despicable thing as intercepting people's letters." ”
"What about Qin Luofu?"
"She's a 'girl', how could she do such a thing!" Lin Daimo shook his head repeatedly, "Besides, I didn't know her at that time, so there was no need for her to ......."
Lin Daimo's words stopped abruptly, he remembered that he met Qin Luofu on the street, at that time he didn't pay much attention to this 'girl' at all, except that he felt too rude and spicy, he didn't think much about it at all, but then so many things happened between the two, which made people have to be more suspicious.
"What do you think?" Lu Mengjian was aware of Lin Daimo's abnormality, and he really had a lot of doubts about this matter.
"It's nothing, don't think too much about the letter first, I will definitely find a way to find out about it!" Lin Daimo completely lost his interest, and the whole person woke up from fatigue.
"That's it, since the other party doesn't want me to get your news, he wants to stop you and me, maybe they are out of their own considerations, Mo, have you ever thought that your identity is really different from me." Lu Mengjian remembered Huo Shuangcheng's words, she couldn't allow herself to become Lin Daimo's concubine, and it was impossible for her to stay in Huo Mansion forever, the only thing she could do was to try to let herself leave, and the premise was that she would no longer love her.
"What identity, it's all bullshit! Dream note, how can you start believing in these unwarranted things, you have to remember, you are no different from me! When I was kicked out of the Lin family, if it weren't for you, where would I be now, you are more important in my heart than those wealthy daughters, in this world, there is only one you, and I only have you. Lin Daimo was most afraid that Lu Mengjian would mention the difference between the two of them at this time, because of their different identities, Lu Mengjian always wanted to escape from this relationship, and because of the change in status, their love became so humble.
"You can ignore your identity and status, but General Huo, he is a great general on the battlefield, do you think he will allow his son to marry a 'daughter' who has no family background?" Do you understand the truth of the door, even if I enter the Huo Mansion as your wife, I can't really integrate into the Huo family, I can't help you, I can't help you gain a foothold in the officialdom, but the Qin family is different, her family has enough ability to make you go further, and she can mediate between the major families in Kyoto, but I can't, do you know! ”
Lin Daimo was silent, what Lu Mengjian said was all the truth, but none of these were what he wanted, he couldn't learn the sleek sophistication of officialdom, and he didn't want to endure the darkness of official protection, he just wanted to be the simple Lin Daimo in Shita Village.
"You see, the world is not as simple as we think. Even if Cinderella marries the prince, she will face a large family of royal relatives in the future, and when she really faces these, she knows how difficult it is. Although it is scoffing to say, it is not protecting grass people like me. Lu Mengjian said self-deprecatingly, she didn't expect that one day, she would be troubled by such a question, it was really ridiculous.
"If you don't want it, I can give up everything I have now for you, and let's go back together, okay?" Lin Daimo clung to Lu Mengjian, but he didn't dare to imagine how Huo Shuangcheng would react after giving up all this.
"Don't be stupid, Mo, let's stop embarrassing each other, okay? You know that there are some things, and you can't go back, you have your wife, you have your own family, we can get together and disperse, and we don't owe each other, isn't it good? Lu Mengjian couldn't help but stroke Lin Daimo's hair after all, maybe in the future, there would never be such an opportunity.
"No, I don't allow you to leave," Lin Dai was hysterical, hugging Lu Mengjian like a child.
"You let go."
"I won't let go, I won't let go of death, you obviously love me, why do you want to leave me, do you know how sad this makes me! You know I love you, why do you want me to be sad......" Lin Dai couldn't bear the emotions of these days, and finally burst out without reservation.
"The sun rises in the east and rains in the west, and the road is sunny but sunny." Lu Mengjian sighed lightly twice, obviously the most indifferent and ruthless man when he first met, but in the end he cried like a child for love.
In the world, there are too many things, like a play, and there is always a play in and out of the play.