Chapter 014: A Cup of Wine
At this time, my phone rang again, so I quickly paced back to my desk and picked up my phone, it turned out that my old classmates had set the time and place of the party to inform me.
I said hard and said that I would be punctual. The other party specifically mentioned Xiao Han again, saying that he only knew that she and I had a quarrel with that kind of situation later. My classmates were embarrassed and persuaded me to let go, and at the same time blamed myself for not knowing what to do when I called.
"Hey, don't be surprised if you don't know, besides, it was many years ago."
"No, they got their retribution."
I have no intention of continuing this boring topic, but I sigh in my heart that it is really a good thing that does not go out, and bad things spread thousands of miles. What you think the whole world doesn't know, it will reach the ears of your acquaintances. It seems that there is only one way to think about something that others don't know, and that is to do it yourself.
But I've already done it, what should I do? was frowning, Zhang Ruolei pushed the door and walked in.
"Why don't you come in without knocking?"
I'm a little lacking in confidence. Zhang Ruolei sat down directly across from me with a big grin.
"Xiaoye is here?"
I looked up and looked around, "You have surveillance in my office?" ”
Zhang Ruolei laughed out loud.
"She looked for me before looking for you."
I was embarrassed, my face turned redder, and I didn't speak.
He laughed: "Someone has been tricked, right?" ”
I lowered my head and cramped like a child who had made a mistake: "No, it's my own greed." ”
Zhang Ruolei "snapped" and slapped the lighter in his hand on my desk: "Are you so guarded and stolen?" Lao Tzu has not been tried yet, can you cooperate and cooperate, so as to catch the stubborn and stubborn. ”
I looked up and almost instinctively scolded him: "My Lao Tzu died a long time ago, who are you?" ”
After saying this, the two looked at each other, and their faces turned red, and they easily avoided each other's gaze. Zhang Ruolei coughed lightly, and deliberately made a hangy appearance: "Uh, what, some people are perverted, they like to make women struggle when they are happy with themselves, shouting 'don't, don't', what is it, the more realistic the struggle, the more pleasure it is, really, of course you don't understand, I mean ......"
"I don't want to listen to your nonsense, kill and survive, and give a happy sentence."
He didn't answer immediately, but took out a pack of cigarettes from his pocket, inhaled greedily through his nose, then lit it, and took a deep puff, and the large white smoke was slowly pushed out of his mouth, first condensed into a cloud of white mist directly in front of his face, and then slowly spread, and his face began to become clear little by little in front of my eyes.
"Good! Then the nephew will play the lantern --- as usual. ”
He dusted off the ashes that had fallen on his pants.
"There is no cat that doesn't steal, the reason why I put you in this position is that I think someone must steal it anyway, so it's better to let someone steal it."
I couldn't believe my ears. Who wants someone else to steal from him? Even if it's your own people! What's more, strictly speaking, I'm a bullshit person!
Zhang Ruolei stretched out his hand and handed the cigarette to his lips, his two slightly blackened lips skillfully picked up the cigarette, and inhaled it slightly, the cigarette butt was bright and dark, and the smoke was slowly swallowed again. Through the thin smoke, I began to speculate on the meaning of what he had just said: Was what he said true? Or are you testing my faithfulness? Although the relationship between us is not full of holes, but he betrayed me first, I turned my back on him, and he talked about loyalty with people like me like that, I am afraid that people will laugh off their big teeth.
Zhang Ruolei got up, and he finally threw me a sentence: "Just let you do it, I'm not afraid of what you're afraid of?" It's a big deal, let's split the money in half. ”
"Half of it?"
I'm completely confused, is this the legendary loser? I've heard of this a long time ago, and there are even some professional cheaters, rich second generations who don't learn and don't know how to do it, and they can even lead to any scenes of hiring someone to kidnap themselves and then blackmail their own father. But this Ruolei works so hard and fights for power with his aunt, no matter how he looks, he doesn't look like a loser to that extent!
Zhang Ruolei saw my suspicion and continued to explain: "You just think I want to leave a way back for myself." If we lose in the future, this company will no longer have a foothold for me, and even if I am hollowed out, I hope that I can still have a backhand and the capital to turn over. ”
He said this in a serious tone, even a little old and resigned, not at all like a joke. I wonder if things like resignation have always been something that we, the poor at the mercy of fate, have to face. Where does he have so much affection? He has it, but he can do whatever he wants.
But this rationalized my behavior, and I set up an account on my own for the money, to be honest, it was the first time in my life that I felt that money would really bite my hand. It lies quietly in my account on time every month, but I can only look at it, dare not use it, and dare not spend it.
Now that I'm finally looking long, I know that no matter how beautiful a man says, you shouldn't take it too seriously, what if people regret it one day and settle accounts after the autumn? I'm just going to be cannon fodder again.
The schedule of the class reunion is approaching, and the closer the day gets, the more anxious I become. Zhang Ruolei saw that I was stuck, so he secretly arranged the car, the driver and the head of the line to travel for me. I want to excuse myself, saying that there is actually nothing to get together, and whether I have a good life is for myself, not for others. Besides, I don't like them to ask about everything, I don't want to explain.
Zhang Ruolei disagreed with my opinion, saying that the more secretive I am, the more I can cause others to speculate for no reason, and it is not as good as the scenery and generosity. Only if you are strong enough can people learn to shut up.
Zhang Ruolei's last sentence was amazing and stimulated me, he has such an awareness of the rich and the second generation, why should I be willing to fall?
Then he was ready to go, and it turned out that he was absolutely right. As soon as I was frank, they found it very boring to mention those old sesame seeds and rotten grains.
Everyone gathered, drank freely, and took a lot of photos, but the people who came were not all of them, so many years of scattered things, each had its own opportunities, and each of them was no longer the innocence of the year, but when it came to the things of the year, the heart seemed to be pulled back to the past, and the skin and flesh seemed to be many years younger in an instant.
However, it is inevitable that there will be philistines in the women's pile, and a female voice with sharp eyes will drag the corner of my clothes and ask me where I made a fortune, saying that this dress is a new product of a big brand in the season, and the value is even more scary.
I, who have never studied or understood luxury, were really taken aback by the numbers she said, and my body was very nervous when I was bound inside, as if I was afraid of thinning the fabric. While secretly sighing that she is a young lady's body, she can't stand the extra wealth.
When the wine was drunk, more people began to get carried away, messy, I also saw the girl who was capped by my dining plate in the cafeteria, her surname is Su Mingbai, she is still like that, she hasn't changed much, she doesn't look old, she still loves to be sharp, and she still babbles.
It was she who took the initiative to come over to show her goodwill, and the two of us clinked glasses, and generously talked about the incident back then, and we didn't feel embarrassed.
During the feast I was poured a lot of wine, and I was poured a lot of wine. Alcohol into the throat and blood had a chemical effect, because of the value of the clothes and the little bit of awe that was born of it slowly faded away, I haven't been so indulgent and happy for a long time, sure enough, alcohol is the best kind of fun guy, a few glasses, people become light, dizzy.
After a while, the wine began to rise, and I sat silently in a chair in the corner with the glass in my hand. The figures in front of me are staggered, which makes me doubt the truth. I really look forward to the pause of time, so that this moment of floating romance can be extended to eternity.
The wine is so forgetful, I don't know whether it is intentional or not, someone mentioned Xiao Han, and immediately there were ignorant eyes that instantly sobered up and flew towards me, I knew that they were afraid that I would mind, I was a little drunk, and waved at them to show that I didn't care.
I'm not pretending, I really don't care too much. The ex-husband went in, and Han Chang Shenlong saw the head and the end. None of the three of us were really winners. What's more, over the years, I have often asked myself everywhere, is my ex-husband Huaihai really suitable for me? Did I really ever love him like that? If God had given me and him a chance to start over, would I have made the same choice I made back then?
Many people and many things, only after the past know that they were just obsessed, but in fact it has nothing to do with love, and we don't even know what love is at that time.