In the middle of the night, lightning flashed and thundered, and in such an environment, Yi Yuanao had no way to sleep soundly.

He turned to look at Chu Yinghuan who was sleeping on the side, quiet as if he was an angel, he seemed to have never observed Chu Yinghuan at this time.

If Chu Yinghuan was still awake, I'm afraid she would have quarreled with him a long time ago.

However, Chu Yinghuan doesn't seem to have the courage to quarrel with him now, as if cockroaches are every woman's nemesis, especially Chu Yinghuan, who is most afraid of this thing.

Sometimes he feels a little old and starts to remember his previous life.

Once upon a time, he and Chu Yinghuan also had a very happy life, but I don't know when there was a gap between them, and Chu Yinghuan didn't even let go of his children.

Or is it that he has never known Chu Yinghuan, a woman, and what he thinks was just a reverie he made.

Thinking of the child, he didn't want to look at Chu Yinghuan again.

But he was still worried about disturbing Chu Yinghuan, and he didn't move for half a minute, but his heart became more and more restless.

As soon as he closed his eyes, his mind was full of children's questions.

"Dad, why didn't you protect me?"

"I love the world so much, why can't I even take a look?"

Yi Yuanao covered his ears with his hands, not daring to hear such words.

It's not that he doesn't like children, it's not that he doesn't want children to come to this world, it's that he can't make Chu Yinghuan's decision.

There was no point in discussing who was right and who was wrong in the original matter, and the result was that there were no more children left.

The heavy rain outside the house did not stop at all, and suddenly a lightning bolt lit up the whole house.

Yi Yuanao immediately opened his eyes, if Yangziqi was here, he would definitely find that Yi Yuanao's eyes were wrong, he should be sick.

To deal with such a situation, it should be a matter of course for Yangziqi.

But now by Yi Yuanao's side, it is not Yang Ziqi, but Chu Yinghuan, or Chu Yinghuan who is asleep.

After Yi Yuanao opened his eyes, he directly lifted the quilt and got out of bed.

He slowly groped in the dark, and although he was not in a good state now and his sanity was almost gone, his IQ was still there.

He vaguely remembered that when he entered the room, he saw a vase in the center of the table, and he looked at the vase a few more times.

At that time, he just felt that this vase was elegant and generous, and now, this vase seems to have other functions.

When he found the table, a bleak smile curled up at the corners of his mouth.

He picked up the vase and threw it on the ground.

At this time, Chu Yinghuan also woke up when she heard the voice.

The room was pitch black and she couldn't see anything, and Chu Yinghuan suspected that she had a dream and was scared awake.

However, in the next moment, he had no such thoughts, and all his sleepiness was scared away.

Suddenly, there was a flash of lightning, which happened to make Chu Yinghuan see Yi Yuanao, who was squatting down and planning to pick up the fragments of the vase and self-harm.

Yi Yuanao's hand had already begun to bleed, but he didn't feel it at all, and slowly cut down on the other arm with the fragments.

Chu Yinghuan, who saw this scene, was immediately frightened, but she still had some sense. 8090

She immediately got out of bed and walked in the direction of Yi Yuanao, snatching the fragment from his hand.

Chu Yinghuan dragged him to a safe place, but Yi Yuanao was like a unconscious wooden man, mechanically continuing the thoughts in his mind.

As long as he finds a way to hurt this body, he can be comfortable.

That's right, the current Yi Yuanao doesn't recognize his current identity at all, he thinks that he and Yi Yuanao are two completely different individuals, as long as he hurts Yi Yuanao, he will be fine.

For 'him', hurting 'Yi Yuanao' is like a person who needs to eat and sleep, which is an indispensable thing in life.

Chu Yinghuan saw that Yi Yuanao was still planning to continue, and she didn't know what to do, so she could only continue to reach out and grab the fragments in Yi Yuanao's hand.

She forcefully pulled Yi Yuanao to another place, while calling Yi Yuanao's name over and over again.

Yi Yuanao's consciousness hid in a place that was darker than the dark night, and his whole body curled up in a ball and was closed.

But he seemed to hear someone calling his name far away, and he looked very anxious, and he wanted to see who it was, but he couldn't see anything around.

I don't know why, but the voice that called him got louder and louder, and it seemed to be getting closer and closer to him.

He recognized that voice was Chu Yinghuan, but he didn't know why Chu Yinghuan called his name like this.

Chu Yinghuan could feel that Yi Yuanao was no longer obsessed with hurting himself, so he began to whisper some once good things to Yi Yuanao.

She also slowly recalled, once she thought that she would go on with Yi Yuanao forever, but she didn't expect that just Su Zhiyi could let her know how fragile the relationship between them was.

Before she didn't know Su Zhiyi, a woman, life was like what she had imagined, and she could laugh for a long time if she picked out a few things casually.

When he opened his eyes again, what Yi Yuanao saw was Chu Yinghuan's anxious face.

Looking at the worried woman in front of him, I don't know why, Yi Yuanao's heart suddenly calmed down a lot, and he no longer had the idea of masochism.

Chu Yinghuan had just turned on the light in the room, and now she could be very sure that Yi Yuanao was ready.

At this time, she suddenly felt a little cold and a little pain in her feet, she lowered her head, only to realize that she was not wearing shoes.

Before, she directly lifted the quilt and got out of bed to grab the fragment in Yi Yuanao's hand, now think about it, why was she so stupid at that time, and what did Yi Yuanao's self-abuse have to do with her.

She couldn't help but think that if Yi Yuanao really had a chance and cooperated with their company, I was afraid that there would be problems.

Chu Yinghuan has been making excuses for her behavior, but she has ignored the true thoughts in her heart.

If she did encounter a stranger who was self-harming, maybe she would come forward to help, but she would only do what she could.

But the relationship between her and Yi Yuanao is complicated, and the two words can't be explained clearly.

She glanced at Yi Yuanao silently, and said, "Since you are fine, then I will go to sleep first, if you want to harm yourself next time, please find a place where I can't see, otherwise, I am afraid that I will be overflowing with compassion again." ”

Her words even explained the reason why she helped Yi Yuanao.

Yi Yuanao glanced at her with a complicated expression, he originally thought that if this kind of thing happened, Chu Yinghuan would gloat on the sidelines.

Although he didn't know what Chu Yinghuan had done, he also knew that Chu Yinghuan was helping him.

If it weren't for Chu Yinghuan's words, I'm afraid he would still be immersed in that dark space and wouldn't be able to come out.

He looked at the delicate wounds, and after recalling the results of his previous self-abuse, he instantly knew in his heart that Chu Yinghuan had helped him.

He looked up at the light above his head, "Thank you this time." ”

Chu Yinghuan didn't look at him, first went to wash his feet, and then fell asleep directly on the bed.