Chapter 510: Contrast
It's just that Lu Xingchen's performance is indeed very good, so that everyone has seen her efforts, yes admitted her existence, Lu Xingshuang just lost in that once the mask was revealed, she began to be a little irritable, and she didn't even want to disguise anymore.
Lu Xingshuang stayed in the hotel all the time, and even thought that she wouldn't go back tonight, anyway, no one in the house cared about her anymore, so she was very comfortable now, at least people outside couldn't disturb her and couldn't stop her mood, without outside interference, Lu Xingshuang was simply happy in her heart now.
Lu Xingshuang's all unhappiness is because of the voice of the outside world, if there were no people who hated her, she would definitely be happy for a long time.
It's a pity, everything will not be so wishful, and Lu Xingshuang's little wish will not be realized so easily unless she really wants to have happiness and not think about something else, in this way, maybe she can really comfort herself to happiness, such happiness is illusory, it is not long-lasting, if Lu Xingshuang really wants to have happiness, then there is only one way, I am to change myself, don't let myself become a maverick in this world, all people don't like to be abrupt, It makes sense to go with the flow, unless you have enough strength.
The reason why Lu Xingshuang was excluded by others was also because she didn't have enough strength to straighten her waist, she didn't go to work every day, relying on the money given by her father to wander around the city, strolling around every day, plus a large number of suitors, Lu Xingshuang naturally became a thorn in the side of women, and their eyes were attracted by a woman like Lu Xingshuang, of course, it would arouse their dissatisfaction, and they didn't understand why a man would lift him up like this for a woman like Lu Xingshuang.
In fact, everything is because of the beauty, the appearance is more important than the people who come to everything, although some people say that the inside is eternal, but these words have always been some sour words said by people who have no appearance, or they are good-looking for modesty, if they have no appearance, then they must not collapse to crying, so don't look at what everyone says that the inside is more important than the appearance, but if there is no excellent appearance, everything is empty words, ugly and ordinary are a big difference between the ordinary, ordinary is a big difference between charm and charm, Although this comparison is a little unfair to some people, this is the reality of society, if you are really good-looking, you will have a lot less trouble.
Appearance is really a woman's biggest killer weapon, strength is generally only in the group of men, this group has mastered most of the resources in society, so they always speak arrogantly, and sometimes they even look down on the female group, and the understanding of women only stays on the outside, and this appearance may be what they call appearance is justice.
This society has all kinds of unfair phenomena, this is the most important factor to promote development, if all people only look at the strength, this society may not be the same, but if you just look at the strength, most people will become numb, after all, there are various social factors, if all are unified, everyone's motivation will be weakened and weak, and sometimes even people will have an anti/social phenomenon, such a phenomenon is not impossible to appear, so the existence of this social phenomenon naturally has its reason, It doesn't really have to be the right thing to do to change society.
Lu Xingshuang has already seen all these thoroughly, so sometimes when facing those men, there will be an urge to revolt in her heart, she doesn't know if it's because she has seen through these men, every time she sees someone looking at her, she is very bored in her heart, and even wants to stay away from this place.
The requirements for girls in this place are really too high, look beautiful, and make her versatile, versatile, and her connotation, while men are different, they just need to be rich.
Lu Xingshuang didn't know what his brain was thinking, and he thought about some whimsical things all day long. Although she understands these things, she still has some discomfort in her heart, she knows that her temper may be a little too direct, so she can only limit her temper as much as possible, but as soon as she sees those men looking at her with strange eyes, she is psychologically uncomfortable, so naturally she has no good face.
Her current situation is that she is paralyzed on the bed, and she doesn't play with her mobile phone, just looking at the ceiling, looking at the crystal chandelier, and the price of such a room is not cheap for a day, so the environment here is not bad overall, Lu Xingshuang feels good when she stays here, and she has begun to silently think about where to return at night, and she is too lazy to look for a place, this place is quite good, as long as it is a place where she can escape the crowd, she likes it.
Today she originally wanted to ask Wang Miao to come out, but the result was that she had no way not to consider Gu Chenyan's feelings at all, she was now very afraid that Gu Chenyan would really start to be disappointed in her, even Gu Chenyan had never thought about anything to do with her, but she still couldn't put aside all her thoughts, her mind was now hoping to be with Gu Chenyan, and Gu Chenyan's thoughts were also the most important to her.
She looked at the sun outside the window, warm, such weather was originally very suitable for shopping, but she had no one to accompany her, her only friend had returned to her hometown because of something at home, and now in this city, she was like a lonely ghost, wandering alone in this city, and nothing could make her settle down.
In this way, she is very lonely, so lonely that shopping, the most popular thing that men and others love to do, has become a single figure, she feels very pathetic, although there are a lot of men behind her waiting for her to turn around, but she knows that these men are just looking at her skin, there is no one who really cares about her, if one day she is disfigured, she believes that these men will definitely run away over the years, she knows what she is to them, is a plaything, a beautiful plaything.
She didn't want to, she didn't want to see the stinking faces of these people, she had really seen this face, she sometimes hated why she had such a face, such a thing was not a good thing for her at all, and made her life a mess.
Men feel that being able to get her is a kind of show-off, she knows that these men must have said a lot of bad things about her in other places, but they can't let go of her skin, and finally they are defeated by beauty, those women began to exclude her because of such troubles, obviously sometimes holding banquets, Lu Xingshuang is thinking about going to have fun and meet friends, but one there, she is like being isolated, their eyes are unfriendly, she doesn't want to have a second time in this situation, so since then, I stepped in and never went again.