Looking at the lights in front of him that were swaying from side to side by the cold wind blowing in through the cracks in the window, Du Yiyi exhaled a breath of hot air, blowing the lights three points shorter. "I want to write a letter to Yan Xinglu!"

This is an irrational answer, but it is the only thing Du Yiyi feels can do right now, she needs to write a letter to let her only confidant get out of the sea of suffering that he should not have set foot in.

The lowered eyes gradually raised, Ning Zhiyuan nodded, and said hello!

"I'll hand it over to him when the time comes, it's too eye-catching for you to let people send it!"

"Good!"

The same two good words reached their final wishes, which was the most intolerable thing for Ning Zhiyuan, but when he felt guilty, he chose to agree.

Du Yiyi, who was such a fierce woman, had to put away all her weapons and get into the cage she had laid because of herself, but he first had Qinglan, and then he had to take a concubine, this debt was impossible for him to pay off in his life.

Every time she turns around, Du Yiyi will not let herself look back, what she looks back at is the past that she has experienced a moment ago, she made this decision, a husband who does not love herself, a cage that cannot be escaped, what she can do for herself is actually to support her husband to take a concubine, a marriage without love, what's the use of dwelling on these!

Outside the door, Mother Xu was standing behind Qinglan, although Mother Xu had always had a good impression of Qinglan, but when she saw today's scene, her heart was not worth it for Du Yiyi, and her good feelings had been drowned. Seeing Du Yiyi walk out, Xu's mother immediately greeted her.

"Let's go, Forsythia will be back later!"

With Qinglan's friendly chin head, Du Yiyi strode out of Huaiyu Residence, Ning Zhiyuan's words have been made very clear, his illness is the emperor's worry, the emperor must want him to give birth to incense earlier, she lives in a separate room with him, the emperor is now turning a blind eye, but how can this situation last long, either she must have to have sex with Ning Zhiyuan, or, there will be other women entering the Rui Palace.

Mother Xu followed Du Yiyi indignantly, and the picture of Fang Cai still lingered in her heart, she really couldn't understand why Du Yiyi could be so calm, even if there was no love between husband and wife, she always had to fight for something for herself.

"Princess, do you want the slave to think of a way for you?"

"Mother Xu, Qinglan is also from Rui Wangfu, what do you have to worry about so much! Let's go! ”

Du Yiyi lowered her head and walked in front, the cold wind hit her face, blowing away the little anger that was still in her heart, what is there to worry about! Anyway, he's not the one he cares about, let him go! Even if someone goes into the backyard and wants to climb up to her neck, it depends on whether she has a background like herself!

It's been a month and a half, she and Ning Zhiyuan have finally reached a middle balance, as long as she doesn't become a plaything in Ning Zhiyuan's hands, everything is tolerable to her, no one can reach the sky in one step, she also needs to take her time, and when she is familiar with the accounts of Rui Wangfu, there are more loyal servants like Xu's mother, and this cage is no longer airtight.

After returning to the courtyard for a while, Qin Huai sent Forsythia back, Forsythia was dressed in Qin Huai's clothes and was helped into the house by Qin Huai, this appearance was obviously a little frightened, as soon as she saw Du Yiyi, she hugged her regardless of her identity and image, and whispered a word of relief, she asked Xu's mother to cook a bowl of tranquil soup, Qin Huai showed a tenderness that Du Yiyi had never seen in the past, and there was resentment in Du Yiyi's eyes.

Forsythia didn't see any injuries on his body, but he was trembling and couldn't speak a fluent word.

"Qin Huai, you can go back first! Forsythia I'll take care of it! ”

Qin Huai said yes, glanced at Forsythia who was trembling in Du Yiyi's arms, and left the room with a cold face.

This matter is indeed her inconsiderate, if she hadn't let Forsythia guard outside the back garden, how could she be so frightened, and when Xu's mother's calming soup was delivered, Du Yiyi personally fed Forsythia and drank half a bowl, so that Forsythia finally calmed down a little, Ning Xiao, who heard the movement in the side room, rushed over in a coat, and when he saw Forsythia like this, he asked.

Du Yiyi was also curious about why Forsythia was so frightened, but it was good to hide this matter from Ning Xiao, she asked Xu's mother to take Forsythia back to the house, leaving the curious and puzzled Ning Xiao behind.

Once Ning Xiao's noisy temper came to the head, even the emperor couldn't do anything about her, this time it took a lot of effort to persuade Ning Xiao to fall asleep, as soon as Ning Xiao fell asleep, Du Yiyi immediately went to Forsythia's house.

With Xu's mother's comfort, Forsythia's emotions have calmed down a lot, and Xu's mother has already asked about her experience in the two quarters of an hour when she just disappeared.

Forsythia has been guarding the door of the back garden, waiting for a long time, only to wait for a man in a black cloak to come out, walking too fast Forsythia couldn't see his appearance clearly, so she followed, all the way to the front yard, seeing that the man in black actually went to Fengrenju, Forsythia was about to approach, but he didn't want the man in black to suddenly appear, choked her throat, and also saw Forsythia's appearance, the black man let go, asked Forsythia why he followed him, Forsythia killed without saying the name of the princess, only said that he was curious and kept following, and in the end, it was Qin Huai who went to find her and sent her back, princess, why did Mr. Du wear a black cloak to the back garden at night? "Mother Xu didn't know what was going on in the back garden, and she had been in contact with Mr. Du twice on weekdays, but she never noticed that Mr. Du still had such a hobby. If Mr. Du hadn't recognized the forsythia who often ran around in Huaiyuju, maybe the forsythia would have died in his hands today.

"Mother Xu, don't talk about this matter to others, Forsythia, you have to take care of it these days, and I didn't think about it to make you frightened!"

Forsythia sitting on the bed hurriedly changed his movements and knelt down: "Serving the princess is a matter for forsythia, princess, Mr. Du, you should try to stay away in the future, his eyes are really scary." ”

"It's all slaves and maids who are not good, I actually thought that this Mr. Du was good and asked the princess to see him, but I didn't know that he was still such a ruthless person." Xu's mother, who didn't know the truth, reviewed it with self-blame.

"Okay, don't mention this matter again, it's hard today, Mother Xu, you take care of Forsythia here, I just have Wu Xi there!"

"Yes!" Forsythia Xu's mother is blessed.

Mr. Du is indeed a person who can't let him stay in the Rui Wangfu anymore.

Zhu Ge, she has also heard the name that Ning Zhiyuan just mentioned, in addition to this time, she has also heard it twice, once after the Fuhu military mutiny, and once after the establishment of Jinyiwei, but the name in her mind seems to be very familiar, she has never seen him, but as soon as she thinks of this name, the appearance of a man will appear in her mind, Zhu Ge, this person who is called the wolf and tiger by the people, has she had anything to do with Du Yiyi before to make her have a special feeling for this name?

On the night when the cold wind was howling, Du Yiyi, who was thinking about the future that he could no longer control, tossed and turned for a long time, and finally got up in his coat, took out the letterhead by the light, and asked Wu Qian to grind the ink and write down what he wanted to say to Yan Xinglu.

Yan Xinglu's infatuation by mistake, she can't get it, in this life, she has been shrouded in the aura of Princess Rui, the only confidant who has hurt her gods for herself, she can't watch him walk on her own path.

Put down the pen, fold the paper, put it in a letter, cover it with fire paint, this is the first conversation she had with him since Aicheng, the decadent and emaciated face of Yan Xinglu in the calligraphy and painting shop is vivid, it has been a month and a half, she is finally able to adapt to the current life, and it is time to say goodbye to those past, from tomorrow, she will embark on another road.

The three words of Princess Rui will still be engraved into her life after all.

Maybe it's because of the turbidity in her heart, she spit out all the worries in her heart, this night, Du Yiyi slept exceptionally peacefully, this year, she is eighteen years old, there is still a long way to go, she can't let her hard-won new life go down.

If you can be born again, then let yourself be born again.

Where there is a will, there is a way, a Rui princess, a Ning Zhiyuan, can not restrain her desire for freedom and yearning for freedom, even if life is not satisfactory, she has to be good, smile and go on.

This year's winter, it is indeed weird and tight, the day before yesterday was still a big sun, today the door of the house was opened, but I saw snowflakes drifting, today's Ning Xiao is much better than yesterday's mood, there is an occasional smile on the face, but there is no activity last night, Forsythia has calmed down, last night only she knows Mother Xu, there is not much movement in this yard, Ning Zhiyuan has gone to the upper court, when Mother Xu came back from the front yard, she took back a couplet from the butler's hand, the day after tomorrow is Chinese New Year's Eve, For Xu's mother, who is already old, no matter how much unhappiness there is, it is not more important than the New Year.

A group of maids happily pasted the couplet on the door frame, it's almost the New Year, after Chinese New Year's Eve, it's another year, Du Yiyi, who is in a good mood today, let Xu's mother go to the noodles, planning to eat a dumpling meal during the New Year, Ning Xiao has never seen a palanquin, and joined it regardless of identity, the New Year has not arrived, the joy has begun to spread, thinking that he used to look forward to the year-end bonus at the end of each year, Du Yiyi also wrapped more when she wrapped the red envelope, when the housekeeper asked her about the reward for Chinese New Year's Eve this year, She also happily quoted an amount that was a little higher than in previous years.

The palace sent fireworks, not much, that is, it can make the time come together to see the freshness, about some matters of the New Year, the housekeeper and Du Yiyi told her permission one by one, and the Rui Wangfu also began to work for the New Year.