Chapter 488: Uncle and Nephew Talk
Right Prime Minister's Mansion, Luo Yi washed away the dust of his body, and finally felt that he was alive.
After half a month of non-stop driving, she felt that she had just been seriously injured and had not recovered, as if she might fall down at any time.
Although Ji Qingyao and Qingyuran took special care of them on the road, no matter how they were, the bumps on the road still made her unbearable.
"Alas! This damn body! Luo Yi suddenly wailed.
Yue Lanzhi next to him rolled his eyes: "I still remember when someone worshiped Yunqing Palace, he swore that he must become a peerless master, he must get the mastery of Yunqing Palace, and he must be a powerful martial arts faction, and be a famous woman in the rivers and lakes, robbing the rich and helping the poor." ”
Loe: "......"
Hehe, these are all words that were said by young and ignorant back then, haven't they been said since then, how can anyone still remember?
"What, what's the idea now?" Yue Lanzhi saw the embarrassment on the girl's face, and smiled secretly in her heart.
This girl had great ambitions back then, saying that she wanted to be a heroine and act chivalrous.
However, after entering Yunqing Palace, after suffering a little, it seemed that he had forgotten his grand ambitions, and he didn't do anything in a blink of an eye, and he didn't pay attention to anything else except for thinking about it every day.
The only thing I care about may be how to deceive her master, sneak out, and then sneak back without being discovered.
This is extremely helpless, but everyone spoils her, thinking of the dignified emperor, there are countless masters around her, countless backers, even if she is a waste, she can live a very luxurious life and be happy.
Who ever thought...... Alas......
"Uncle! Can you stop mentioning the past, although the two of us know each other now, but just let those things disappear? Loe almost pleaded.
There's no way, there used to be too much black history, and I always thought that I was the most special one at that time, and I would definitely be able to do what others couldn't do. And it will be done easily, always thinking about the materialization of some ideals in my heart.
However, after slowly experiencing some things, I realized that dreams are always just dreams, and it is too unrealistic to realize those things, not to mention that she is the kind of person who will never work hard.
"Why do you want to turn the page" Yue Lanzhi didn't think as well as her: "You can think about those wishes you once had, maybe you can find a little goal in life, which is the goal after revenge." ”
Loe was silent.
Yue Lanzhi paused and continued, "Have you ever thought about revenge? Once that person would betray you, how could Ji Qingyao not, before the last day, how do you know that he will be good to you for the rest of your life.
Also, there is too much helplessness in this world, not love each other will necessarily be happy, you always have to add something you like to your life. ”
However, the answer to Yue Lanzhi was still a logical silence.
Luo Yi knows what Uncle means, and it can be seen from everyone's words and actions during this time that in fact, everyone is worried about themselves, just thinking that she doesn't seem to be able to find a goal in life except for revenge now, everyone thinks that if she can't take revenge, she will collapse, and if she takes revenge, she will also collapse.
In short, no matter what, if she can't untie this knot by herself, it's a dead end.
However, no one told her about these things, for fear of backlash, for fear of scaring her.
Even so, Loe pretended not to know.
Well, to put it bluntly, she's cowardly, she's the kind of person who will shrink into a turtle's shell once there's something she can't solve on her own. She couldn't help it.
But now Yue Lanzhi's words made her have to face it.
"Girl, there are some things you have to think from other people's perspectives, you may think that I, Yue Lanzhi, am a bad breed and dare not take my own responsibility, you may hate me, hate me for not standing up when the Yue Dynasty fell.
But if you look at all this from my point of view, with my heart, you will find a different vision. I, Yue Lanzhi, have a clear conscience in this life, and I have not been sorry for anyone. Even if it's the Yue Dynasty, even if it's you, I hope you can do the same. ”
"What do you mean?" Luo Yi looked at him indifferently.
There are some things that she has subconsciously ignored, and she doesn't want to face them, such as the uncle who lived well when the Yue dynasty fell, and was invited by the current emperor to take the position of right minister.
What an irony, as if the Yue Dynasty was just a piece of clothing for him, and now the old clothes were lost, and they were replaced with new clothes, it was so simple, but the lives of so many people in the dynasty were his relatives, how could he be indifferent!
In the past, Loi chose to tolerate.
She feels that many times everyone's choice is different, she can't ask others to put the Yue Dynasty in the most important position in her heart like herself, and she can't ask others to put a good life but not to do the position of the head of the hundred officials, and to live a life like a rat in the gutter with herself, living a precarious life, and may be charged with the remnants of the previous dynasty at any time.
But now that Yue Lanzhi has brought it up herself, this surprised her a little.
Taking a deep breath, Yue Lanzhi finally made up her mind, and the topic was all talked about here, so let's break it down and make it clear.
"Girl, everyone has the right to live, you should live for yourself."
"Am I eligible?" Luo Yi asked rhetorically.
The sentence "......" silenced Yue Lanzhi.
Eligible?
Even Yue Lanzhi herself is not qualified to live for herself, they have been protected by the Yue Dynasty, and have received all the preferential treatment of the Yue Dynasty, but now they don't do anything for the Yue Dynasty, what is the difference between such a person and that kind of unrighteous and unfilial person?
"Uncle, are you afraid?" Luo Yi found that he was still unusually calm now.
calmed down, feeling that she could bear any consequences, even if Yue Lanzhi told herself now that the Yue Dynasty was not a fart to him, and the surname Yue was not a fart to him, she could accept it indifferently.
Is this considered a growing up? Luo Yi laughed to himself.
Although the price hurt her so much that she couldn't accept it, so what?
Being forced to grow is also a way to grow, isn't it?
"Why do you ask?" Yue Lanzhi was slightly stunned for a moment, and was a little unclear about Luo Yi's words.
Scared?
What are you afraid of?
Are you afraid of the current emperor, King Ye, or the burden on your shoulders?
If he was really afraid, he would not go out of the mountains, but chose to retreat to the mountains and forests.
Ke Luoyi asked so seriously, obviously it shouldn't be this, which also made Yuelan subconsciously cautious.