Chapter 74: I can't give you a sense of security

Gu Shiyan's eyes darkened, pursed her lips and said, "He believes me, it's just..."

Xu He didn't understand even more, since Lu Yunchen believed in Gu Shiyan, how could the two of them make such a fuss?

But after Gu Shiyan said the rest of the matter, Xu He understood that Lu Yunchen felt that he was not trusted! Xu He thought for a while and said to Gu Shiyan: "I think that in this matter, although what Lu Yunchen said at the beginning was very excessive, you made a lot of mistakes. ”

"Me? What's wrong with me? Gu Shiyan originally felt that she was full of grievances, but Xu He even felt that it was her own: "I escaped death alone, and after getting the video materials in my office, I went back to him as soon as possible, so what?" ”

Xu He knew that Gu Shiyan was starting to drill the horns now, so he didn't argue with her, but just guided her in the form of empathy: "Think about it, if Lu Yunchen is in danger, you are outside the door, but he asks others for help, what will you think at this time?" ”

Gu Shiyan lowered her head and thought about it, and said, "I might feel that he doesn't trust me." ”

"Yes! Even you would think like this, let alone Lu Yunchen! Xu He saw that his persuasion had an effect, so he hurriedly struck while the iron was hot, and made persistent efforts to persuade: "You had a problem at his engagement banquet, but you didn't ask him for help, but called someone else, that is, when you encounter danger, the first person to appear in your heart is not him!" ”

Gu Shiyan listened to Xu He's words and explained: "I didn't, I thought of him, I just felt that the brothers were more reliable." ”

Xu He had a helpless expression: "You see you also said that in your heart, the brothers are more reliable than Lu Yunchen!" ”

After listening to Xu He's words, Gu Shiyan also began to reflect on whether it was her own problem, if it was really like what Xu He said, Lu Yunchen had someone more reliable than himself in his heart, it was indeed more uncomfortable.

After thinking about it, Gu Shiyan was not hypocritical, and directly opened her mouth to ask Xu He: "Then now that Lu Yunchen is unhappy, what should I do?" ”

Xu He rolled her eyes in her heart, of course, her face turned even bigger, she raised her hand and patted Gu Shiyan's shoulder, and said, "I'll just say that you made Gu Xinwei stupid!" Now, of course, I have to coax! You go to him to apologize, admit your mistakes, and promise to trust him wholeheartedly in the future, isn't it over? ”

"Apologize? How do you apologize? Gu Shiyan didn't look very smart, so she continued to ask.

"You haven't apologized to Lu Yunchen before?" Xu He asked in disbelief.

Gu Shiyan thought about it and nodded affirmatively.

Xu He was even more incredulous, so she continued to ask: "Then you quarreled and Lu Yunchen apologized to you??" ”

"We didn't fight." Gu Shiyan lowered her head and said.

"What kind of fairy love is this!" Xu He thought in his heart: "When will the sweet love come to me?" Although he thought so in his heart, Xu He was still actively comforting Gu Shiyan on the surface.

"You can cook for him, woman~, washing your hands and making soup is the gentlest time, at this time you tell him again, I'm sorry, I was wrong, there must be no problem." The single dog Xu analyzed the feelings and was still the head.

"Will that help?" Gu Shiyan asked.

Xu He patted his chest and said angrily; "Didn't wash my hair upside down with me!"

The next afternoon, Gu Shiyan went to Lu Yunchen's house early, and Lu Moting was very happy when she saw Gu Shiyan: "Aunt Gu, I miss you all the time, why did you come to see me." Lu Moting hugged Gu Shiyan's legs, raised his head, looked at Gu Shiyan with big eyes and asked.

"Aunt Gu has been a little busy lately, so she must come to see you often in the future, okay?" After Gu Shiyan looked at Lu Moting, the haze in her heart was swept away, and sure enough, the child's smile was the most healing.

Gu Shiyan came to the kitchen, opened the refrigerator and looked at it, there were only a handful of vegetables and a few tomatoes in it, it seemed that the aunt hadn't gone to buy vegetables today, after Gu Shiyan said hello to the aunt, she took Lu Moting to the supermarket.

Lu Moting was extremely excited to see Gu Shiyan, and he was smiling all the way: "Aunt Gu came to cook dinner today, okay?" Gu Shiyan touched the child's head and asked.

"Okay!" The child agreed very happily: "Then what does Mo Ting want to eat?" Gu Shiyan bent down and asked in a low voice.

Lu Moting thought for a while and said, "I like to eat whatever Aunt Gu does, as long as Aunt Gu often comes to see me!" ”

Listening to Lu Moting's words, Gu Shiyan felt sour in her heart, she had been with Lu Yunchen all this time, and there were various things about the engagement, which completely ignored the children: "Aunt Gu should definitely come to see you often!" Gu Shiyan said reassuringly to Lu Moting.

In the end, the two of them walked around the supermarket, and Gu Shiyan didn't buy much, for fear that it would not be fresh after a long time, after all, the Lu family would send people out to buy ingredients every day.

Back at home, Lu Moting pushed blocks in the living room, and Gu Shiyan went to the kitchen.

First pass the ribs through hot water, then carefully clean, and finally put them in a casserole, simmer over low heat, then cut the tomatoes into pieces, go down to the pot and fry them with eggs, and after a while, a plate of scrambled eggs with tomatoes and flavors will come out of the pot.

Gu Shiyan and Lu Moting have been together for a long time, and they know that he likes sweet and sour things, so they are going to make a sweet and sour tenderloin, cut the tenderloin into strips, and then put it in a bowl, and after marinating, coat it with starch and put it in the oil pan to start frying.

Lu Moting played in the living room for a while, and then went to the kitchen to find Gu Shiyan, and saw Gu Shiyan make sweet and sour tenderloin again, the child was very happy, he had not eaten the sweet and sour tenderloin made by Aunt Gu.

In order to balance nutrition, Gu Shiyan was about to make a green vegetable, and when she saw the green vegetable Lu Moting's little face, she drooped: "Aunt Gu, can I not eat green vegetables." Lu Moting looked at the green vegetables Lu Moting, then looked at Gu Shiyan, and asked in a low voice.

Gu Shiyan replied while cutting the greens: "No, the greens are very nutritious, eat more greens and you will grow taller." ”

After listening to Gu Shiyan's words, although Lu Moting was still reluctant, he didn't say anything: "Okay, Aunt Gu, I want to eat more vegetables and grow as tall as my father."

Hearing Lu Moting mention Lu Yunchen, Gu Shiyan's heart felt uncomfortable again, but her face did not show it, she just touched Lu Moting's head and praised her for being so good.

After frying the vegetables, the pork ribs were just out of the pot, and after Gu Shiyan put it out, she also sprinkled a handful of chopped green onions in it.

When the two of them brought the food out, they were serving it, and Lu Yunchen came back: "Dad, Aunt Gu came to see me and made something delicious," Lu Moting had already run over like a gust of wind.

Lu Yunchen saw Gu Shiyan as soon as he entered the door, but he didn't say anything, Lu Yunchen picked up Lu Moting and came to the dining table, and several people began to eat dinner.

At the time of the meal, Lu Yunchen didn't open his mouth to speak, because Lu Moting was still there, Gu Shiyan had to be patient first, and only Lu Moting was happy to eat on the whole table: "Aunt Gu, the sugar cool tenderloin you made is even better than that made by Auntie." Lu Moting said to Gu Shiyan while eating.

After Gu Shiyan heard this, she smiled happily, and then said to Lu Moting: "Then you eat more!" ”

After eating, he took a bath for Lu Moting, the little guy tossed for a day, and went to bed early, and when Lu Moting finally fell asleep, Gu Shiyan came out and found Lu Yunchen.

"Let's talk!" Gu Shiyan said to Lu Yunchen.

At that time, Lu Yunchen was standing by the window smoking, with a faint smell of tobacco in the air, Lu Yunchen extinguished the cigarette, turned his head, and said to Gu Shiyan: "We should really talk." ”

The two of them were afraid of waking Lu Moting, so they went to Lu Yunchen's bedroom, and after Lu Yunchen sat down on the sofa, Gu Shiyan sat opposite him.

Biting her lip, Gu Shiyan still spoke: "Lu Yunchen, I was wrong, I was wrong this time, I apologize to you, I promise that it will not be like this in the future." Gu Shiyan lowered her head and said, after all, this is the first time that two people have quarreled in the real sense, and it is she who takes the initiative to apologize, Gu Shiyan is still a little embarrassed.

After waiting for a while without waiting for a response, Gu Shiyan raised her head and happened to meet Lu Yunchen's gaze, Lu Yunchen finally spoke: "No, it's not your fault, it's my fault, it's that I can't give you a sense of security, it's that I haven't been able to enter your heart for so long." ”

"No, it's not like this" After Gu Shiyan heard Lu Yunchen's words, she immediately began to refute: "I, I have you in my heart, but at that time, I..."

Lu Yunchen still looked calm and said: "Yan Yan, I think everyone should be responsible for their own feelings, and we are the same, so let's calm down with each other and think about the meaning of this relationship." Gu Shiyan sat on the sofa, feeling very uncomfortable, but she couldn't say a word.

"Before the two of us think it through, I don't think we should meet for the time being." Lu Yunchen continued.

Gu Shiyan still didn't speak, but he knew that this time, Lu Yunchen was really angry, so angry that he even wanted to end it.

"I... Lu Yunchen, you don't want to be like this. Gu Shiyan also wanted to block it.

But Lu Yunchen seemed to be impatient and said: "It's not early, I'll ask the driver to send you back." ”

"No need, I'll just take a taxi myself." After Gu Shiyan said this, she got up from the sofa and left.

After Gu Shiyan left, Lu Yunchen also sat on the sofa for a long time, he knew that he loved this woman, even to the point that he could give everything to her, but in her heart, he was never a reliable person. This fact made Lu Yunchen feel very sad.

Lu Yunchen sat on the sofa all night, and when it was dark, he went to the kitchen to fry eggs for Lu Moting and warm the milk, after all, he couldn't sleep when he sat here.

After Lu Moting finished breakfast, Lu Yunchen drove to the company, and today's Lu's employees were worried, although President Lu tried his best to show a pleasant face, but his irritable mood still couldn't be hidden.

Gu Shiyan had never encountered this kind of thing, so Lu Yunchen asked her to think, she really began to think, thinking about the process of getting to know Lu Yunchen, thinking about every bit of herself and Lu Yunchen, after thinking about it, she was even more determined, she couldn't be separated from Lu Yunchen!