Chapter 254: Speculation
We fled in disbelief as everyone watched.
This game didn't take advantage of anything, which is really ---- outrageous.
But fortunately, he agreed to Wan Qian to accompany me home.
When I got home, I just wanted to ask Wan Qian about the situation outside, but Wan Qian took a few steps back, and then reached out to make a stop gesture.
Wan Qian hugged her shoulders and said, "Eldest sister, how can I see how it doesn't look like you have fallen apart, you are obviously playing tricks and showing affection in a fancy way." Can you sort out your heart, what are your feelings for Gao Tiancheng? ”
"Feelings?" I was horrified. "I have a fart relationship with him? I only have ------- with him."
"Adultery?" Wan Qian is blunt.
"Please, you're all over a hundred years old. If true love is together, stop making some mess, how old are they? If you don't love it, you can say you don't love it, and you and Zhang Ruolei ------ God! Wan Qian pulled her hair, revealing her clear and pale forehead.
"Anyway, no matter how you say it, no matter how you look at it, you and Gao Tiancheng don't seem to be fine."
"What can I do with him?"
I chased after Wan Qian to explain, and Wan Qian calmly hugged her shoulders, and then let her gaze downward, and that gaze stayed on my belly.
"What do you think is the matter with you two? Isn't that a problem? She said.
I followed her gaze to my belly, and it seemed that ------ she had a point.
I couldn't help but ponder.
Wan Qian looks like she hates iron but not steel.
"Perhaps, beautiful women are always willful." I said with a disgrace.
Gao Tiancheng walked in without pushing the door.
"It's really uneducated." I said, "Didn't anyone teach you that you should knock on the door before you can enter someone's room?" ”
Gao Tiancheng spread his hands, "It seems that not only is this room mine, but this room is mine!" ”
He said.
I was so angry that I rolled my eyes and decided not to pay attention to him.
"Wan Qian, it's too late, I'll let Ah Dong send you."
This is an eviction order.
I grabbed Wan Qian.
"Nope! I'm going to ask Wan Qian to accompany me tonight. ”
Ah Dong was already dressed and waiting at our door, Ah Dong never crossed the thunder pool half a step, I suddenly remembered that he had never set foot in our master bedroom, he was not in love, nor did he have a relationship, I had reason to strongly suspect that he had homosexual tendencies.
When I came to my senses, Wan Qian had already walked to the door, and I loudly questioned her friendship with me, but I think she should know better than I who has absolute authority in this family.
It's really a little girl who is getting more and more acquainted, which is really sad.
He and I were the only ones left in the huge bedroom.
He looked at me, I looked at him, staring at each other, staring at each other with big eyes, and then he surrendered first, warning me that if I didn't protect myself and the child in my belly, he would want me to look good.
"How pretty?" I pulled my underwear open a little and looked in. "Can I keep my damn boobs from hanging like that?"
He smiled wickedly and picked it out
Left eyebrow.
"Maybe."
There was a sound of water in the bathroom, and after a while he appeared wrapped in a bath towel and lifted the quilt and climbed into bed, he used to sleep on the left side, and I used to sleep on the right side. When he was lying down, he patted his right hand and said, "Eon, baby, a couple who have been relieved should sleep in the same bed." ”
"Life is different, death is different." I say.
His face went from anger to indifference, and then to ----- heart like ashes?
We've all had a dead heart. The status quo that cannot be changed can be changed, and we insist on not compromising with the so-called status quo, we keep wrestling with the status quo that cannot be changed, until ------ suddenly one day suddenly discovers, oh, no, we have just been entangled with our own hearts.
We are all stupid human beings.
Because there is nothing to be happy about winning or losing, and winning means that you are stupid, why should you keep getting along with yourself? If you lose, it will be even more miserable, you can't get along with yourself, you let your heart be full of holes, and you can't make a sound, it's really unreasonable.
He turned sideways, and for a second, I felt like I had knocked him out, and I hurt him, but, why? I wondered why I wanted to hurt him, and I wondered why I could hurt him, but I had the same faint pain in my own heart.
I guess I must have been too kind.
This does not bode well.
I stubbornly leaned against the wall, in the distance is the end of the endless years, and in the near distance, it is a life that seems to be cocooned and can never come out. Everything seems to be far away, and everything seems to be there and nothing. My eyes flashed before my eyes the so-called prosperous years, familiar but no longer with me, the people I loved, the people who loved me, relatives, friends, and even strangers, what was I doing?
I do not know.
The great emptiness and dazedness grabbed me, grabbed my throat, and made me gasp, or even, unable to breathe.
I slipped and fell to the floor along the cold wall, I bent my knees, how long had it been since I had felt this way?
I remembered that Huaiping was still young at that time, and he curled up his little self into a small ball, and then stuffed that little ball under the table and did not come out, and once I did that, stuffed myself into a narrow space, as if someone could protect me, so that I felt safe and did not want to come out of there.
Gao Tiancheng walked down from the bed, and then the whole person covered me from top to bottom, wrapped his strong arms and hugged me whole, he didn't have a hard time holding me, light as holding a ripe fruit, and then carefully put me on the bed, and then unfolded me, flattened, and then pulled the quilt all the way to my armpits.
I closed my eyes, tears streaming down the corners of my eyes, and I felt his warm lips, trembling and sucking up the salty liquid.
Life is so hard.
I think.
Life is so hard.
Why should I come?
I slumped in pain, and I felt his gaze coming from top to bottom, with nothing
The way to redeem my despair.
Who makes me so miserable?
I shouted loudly to myself in my heart.
Since then, no other woman has come.
It's just that the golden-haired woman with big breasts came to the door more than once, once at night, when she entered the house, she tore off her shirt the moment she entered the door, and asked him if you really don't like me anymore?
Gao Tiancheng browsed her body with a bland gaze, and then shook his head indifferently.
At that time, she was wearing only a bra on her upper body, and a pair of full and firm breasts stood proudly and proudly, persistent and proud.
"It's over."
Gao Tiancheng told her from a distance, he refused to take a step closer to her.
There was an unseemly sad smile on her lips, but he refused to give her even the slightest mercy.
"I can have a baby for you too." She was struggling, I looked so distressed, like I saw myself many years ago, standing opposite Huaihai, and asked him, where was I wrong? I change. You come back. I beg you. As long as you're willing to come back, I can do whatever I want.
There is no dignity at all.
I laughed.
I know that after such an injury, she can either try to grow up, or pick the wrong man, but she may try to learn to make herself no longer humble.
"If you don't like me being so hot, I can also be like her, a family woman or a career woman. I can do it all, I graduated with a master's degree. ”
"Wow." It turns out that Gao Tiancheng's taste is really good, such a stunner in bed.
I said to Gao Tiancheng, "In the past, it's quite rare, I don't mind, I don't care, anyway, our marriage is in name only." ”
Then I turned to the girl and said, "Niu'er, come on, dry daddy, good girls are afraid of women, and good men are afraid of women." No man can really reject you. ”
Gao Tiancheng covered his chest, came over, and put his arm around my shoulder, "The meaning of your existence is to help me anger her, look, I have achieved my goal." Didn't you see her mouth full of vinegar when she said this? Men are also cheap, and the more they don't like it, the more they want it. The harder the women, the more they want to see them die for him and forgive him. ”
Another time, it was me who was alone at home, and she came, very haggard, and couldn't forget him, and couldn't figure out how those love words and body were still steaming, and how he suddenly became like a stranger.
I don't know how to comfort her, I heard her cry for a long time, her liver and intestines were broken, she said that she couldn't sleep all night now, she also once uploaded photos of her hot flirting with other men on her social platform, thinking that he would go crazy with jealousy, but then it was she who went crazy, she deleted those photos with her own hands, and then sent one WeChat after another, telling him that she couldn't live without him, and then Gao Tiancheng deleted her WeChat, she sent him a text message again, and when the text messages were also blocked, she bought a lot of phone cards to call him, but, As long as Gao Tiancheng heard that it was her voice, he would hang up.
She looked up at her little tearful face and asked me, how can I do it? How can I keep him? Am I not good at kung fu in bed? Am I not beautiful? Bad figure?
What went wrong?
Oh, yes!
What went wrong?
It's a real conundrum.
I have no answer to offer her.
Then she asked me again, "How did you keep him?"
I said, I wanted to leave, I never wanted to keep him.
She looked at me with a sneer and said that you are so hypocritical, even I can see that you have no intention of leaving.
My ass bounced off the couch and trust me, my ass had never been bouncy like that.
I said I just wanted to leave him and go away with my ex-husband.
She looked at me in disbelief and said that you are such a bad woman with a watery poplar. It was you who hurt him, that's why he became like this, maybe he doesn't trust any woman anymore. And staying by your side is not because I love you, but because I want to torture you and keep torturing you.
I listened to her vicious speculation and curses, and I felt so much better in my heart.
(End of chapter)