Today, I invite you to taste a glass of the blank space in this time that belongs to Chen Yuan, and use your unique taste buds that only Chen Yuan has kissed, to tell Chen Yuan some heartfelt feelings. If every sentence is superfluous, then please finish this glass of wine, lie down beside Chen Yuan, and fall asleep deeply.

Late at night, people who haven't slept are thinking about it, and people who are sleeping are looking forward to tomorrow's sun. There are a lot of things in front of them, as long as the night comes, many people will still choose to leave the work in hand, take off their disguise, and use their own faces or real or illusory to enjoy a free time that does not have to perform. When you are hypoxic, you may just realize that your lips are unconscious, and then the light in front of you is blurred a little bit, it is indeed a little blurred, and finally it gathers into a small dot, you think you have got up and stood up, but in the eyes of others, you have completely collapsed to the ground, some movies are very delicate in the description of this kind of plot, which can really restore the scene before your eyes are closed, just like that, the light is a little bit gone, and the world is a little blurred. Consciousness is gone. Chen Yuan played the role of insomniacs in this long night, and the insomniacs lost the last oxygen little by little, lost the energy to enjoy themselves, and finally fell asleep deeply.

When he comes tomorrow morning, Chenxi will still be by Chen Yuan's side, and when he wakes up tomorrow morning, will Xia go further.

Good night, late summer

It's been two days since I returned to that city, and everything in that city is still so familiar, like the streetscape, like the family. I always feel that there will be a lot of time for me to rest during a holiday, so that Chen Yuan can sleep beautifully again and again every day, and sometimes I feel that Chen Yuan will always be so relaxed until every dream Chen Yuan wants to make is connected into a beautiful story and written in Chen Yuan's diary. Finally, the lazy sleep to be taken away by the driving test, and then I realized that many things are precious, such as time, such as sleep.

When you are at school, you have someone to accompany you, and when you get home, you want to be a companion to others, to be precise, to spend more time with your family. Chen Yuan still remembers that when he went out drinking with Lao Wen and Ah Yu before, he once said that the busiest thing for Chen Yuan when they grow up is to accompany their families when they go home from vacation, and Chen Yuan may not have much time to meet in the future. Chen Yuan expected this to happen, but he didn't expect it to happen so quickly. Chen Yuan came back, no one played together, no one drank and skewers together, Chen Yuan sat in front of the Starbucks bar, thinking about Chenxi's sleeping face. Many years ago, probably the years when the classmates were still thriving, Chen Yuan's favorite thing to write in the message office was not to forget Chen Yuan, when he grew up, he walked away with different aspirations, went to different worlds with his own careers, and embarked on the road that would never intersect, so he forgot everything about each other. When I was drinking yesterday, the fat man said to Chen Yuan: "After drinking some wine today, we can talk about it, the level of the school we are going to now is different, Chen Yuan doesn't know where you will work in the future, Chen Yuan's starting point is different from your starting point, so it is destined not to be a person of the same world in the future." Chen Yuan silently didn't say a word, drank the wine in the cup in one gulp, and used a sentence that he often wrote when he was a child to describe Chen Yuan's mood at that time, it can be said that Chen Yuan's heart seemed to have overturned the five-flavor bottle.

Chen Yuan didn't think that the fat man would say this to Chen Yuan, Chen Yuan thought that the fat man who pretended to be X every day would not regard these things as a barrier between friends. However, what he said is the truth, the living environment is different, Chen Yuan each of them either chooses to grow up, or chooses to live their own lives together, Chen Yuan has never treated himself badly, but Chen Yuan's world will no longer be able to have so many topics as before, so the more you grow up, the more lonely you are, so the people who have walked with you in these beacon years are the ones you choose to accompany you to old age, and you have the same taste, talk about everything you want, you want to say Chen Yuan will talk to you while listening, You don't want to say it, Chen Yuan hugged each other quietly. Many people will eventually leave or get farther and farther away with the accumulation of time and experience, but fortunately, Chen Yuan still has you, and you still have Chen Yuan.

Walking and walking, life has become lonely, as soon as I wake up, I have to go to a place seven or eight kilometers away to practice driving, and when I go home, I fall asleep when I am sleepy, and I wake up hungry and eat. From the day the holiday began, Chen Yuan had already expected that his life had been substituted into a fixed equation. So it's better to make a plan in advance that you don't necessarily remember to complete. I still have to continue to read, and reading books can still calm my mind very well. It's still good to look at English and exam classes, and it's okay to study for a while. I got up early to go for a morning run, and I still had to go to the gym a few times, after all, I had grown 10 pounds in bed. Meals should be eaten on time and sweetened drinks should be spared. Also, remember to think of her every day.

There has been some improvement in all aspects, and turnarounds have appeared one after another. Nowadays, the beliefs that we insist on and the things we didn't dare to think about before must be slowly persevered to change, we must think about the future, we must know what we want to become, and we must know that we will stay by our side in the face of the temptations of this world. When the turning point happens, you know that everything in your hands will not be set in stone, you will not regret anything after working hard, and you must not let yourself become non-recyclable garbage.

Sincerely

Can't hear the cicadas, is summer still there?

Accompanying Chenxi back to the countryside for a few days, driving all the way from the city to the countryside, the color of the city is becoming less and less, and the lushness in front of him is constantly thickening. It has been a long time since the summer and she has not heard the sound of cicadas, Chenxi told Chen Yuan that she doesn't like the call of cicadas in summer, and she doesn't like to be noisy by crickets in the middle of the night. After graduating from elementary school, Chen Yuan's pen rarely appeared again, "In the dark green grass next to the big rock, in the light and shadow of the setting sun, the cricket is leisurely playing its six-stringed harp". Speaking of the sound of cicadas, for Chen Yuan, it was a special mark left in Chen Yuan's memory in this summer. Listen to the birds in spring, cicadas in summer, insects in autumn, and snow in winter. To borrow a sentence from "Classic Words and Phrases", the scenery of the four seasons is different and the joy is endless, although I have missed all the nuanced experiences about writing, nature, and life in my busyness, but some marks cannot be erased after all.

The weather in the countryside is not always certain, and when the rain is pouring down, the mountain fog is filled with clouds and the swallow's nest under the eaves is wet with rain. There are no banana trees in the villages in the north, although there is no rain hitting the banana scenery to add a little elegance to everyone who has read a few sentences, and hold back a few sour poems, but the melons and fruits in the rain baptized in the ground, the wild grasses of unknown varieties in the mountains, and the beauty of "red cherries, green plantains", make the noisy dogs on weekdays also quiet in a daze.