Chapter 87: Ideological Contradictions (I)
(Go. He Lan returned to the hotel, locked the door when she returned to her room, sat at the table and thought carefully about what happened after she crossed over, first she was put in a warehouse, and relied on her own wit to free herself from her shackles, and even made a delicious meal
Immediately after the appearance of Zhao Fu Qing and Lin Qingquan, their appearance relieved her of danger, and even brought her back to the palace, especially on the road, Zhao Fu Qing's various care for herself made her unforgettable, and in the palace, whenever she was in danger, it was also Zhao Fu Qing who came forward to help her solve it
She remembered that it was in the palace a few days ago that she encountered the provocation of Sima Shandie and Shan Yuling, but Zhao Fuqing defended her again, and even fought for her
But when she saw Zhao Fu Qing standing miserably in the prison car, her body was bleeding non-stop, she seemed to be a little stupid and a little stunned, the current Zhao Fu Qing and the Zhao Fu Qing who were talking and laughing yesterday were really judgments, if the two of them didn't look at it in person, she couldn't believe that person was Zhao Fu Qing's
To go back or not to go back, this is a difficult problem for He Lan, going back means that she has to bear the cage of the palace and become a canary again, but if she doesn't go back, in case Zhao Fu Qing is really beheaded, she is uneasy, after all, there was no Zhao Fu Qing would not have herself, although she borrowed He Lan's body, but ...... Without Zhao Fuqing's help, I am afraid that I would die in the hands of that Zhao Fu at that time, and it can also be said that Zhao Fuqing is my life-saving benefactor, which will make people feel that she is too indifferent and unkind
She didn't want to go back, but she didn't want to let herself have that unkind thought, which made her unable to decide for the time being, and it seemed that she had to ask someone
He Lan shook her head, then washed her face with water, and then changed back into the clothes of the female workers, and then changed back into shoes, and then called: "Brother Gao He, come up, I have something to ask you."
Gao He was busy working below, and when he heard He Lan's shout, he asked the others to help him temporarily, and then walked over and asked, "Sister Lan, what's the matter?"
"I went to read the announcement just now, and I also saw that the person was indeed Zhao Fu Qing, but he was really miserable now, I want to ask you, if I don't save him, will you think that my heart is hard-hearted, unsentimental, and cold-blooded," He Lan wanted an answer because he didn't know the bottom in his heart
Gao He thought for a while and asked, "He Lan, what is your heart like to the Qing prince, are you really affectionate or unaffectionate to him?"
"I don't know if I'm really dizzy now, I can also say that he is my savior, if I didn't have her at the beginning, maybe I wouldn't have He Lan now, it is estimated that he would have been a pile of white bones a long time ago, Zhao Fu Qing, as my benefactor, I should have saved it, but I really don't want to go back to that palace, where I really can't stand it, and I can't stand all kinds of fights there, so I just came out, especially the women's jealousy, I can't accept it, I'm not rare, the princess is not the princess, the princess is not the princess, I just hope that someone can concentrate on me in the future, just brother, brother, tell me whether I want to save or not”
Looking at He Lan's tangled face and her innocent expression, Gao He took a deep breath, and then sighed: "It's better to say according to your own wishes, go if you want, why bother so entangled, if you really don't estimate...... Not only me, I'm afraid that other people will also think that you are cold-blooded to save your benefactor's life, you must save it, otherwise you are sorry for your own life, and even more sorry for him, I will go and get busy first, Sister Lan, think about it, think about it, do everything, feel free in your heart."
Seeing Gao He walking out, He Lan shook her head helplessly, and asked for a long time, she still let herself be entangled, and she had no bottom in her heart, and laughed miserably, she wanted to call Feng'er, but considering that Feng'er was more inclined to Zhao Fu Qing, in the end, she still called Xiaowen
When He Lan threw his question to Xiaowen, Xiaowen's reply was: "Since your life was saved by the Qing prince, it is the time when you should repay it, so only you can save him, even if you die with him, it is much better than not saving him when you die, if so, I won't stay here anymore, because I don't want a person who doesn't show kindness to be my boss."
He Lan summoned Hu Shan for the third time, and now Hu Shan's opinion is exactly the same as that of Xiaowen and Gao He, that is, to let her save Zhao Fu Qing by herself, mainly to repay Zhao Fu Qing's life-saving grace, and Zhao Fu Qing is also so dangerous for her this time, otherwise her sin will be great
After He Lan listened to these three times, the more he asked his own question, the more he still did not solve it, but became more and more embarrassed, because everyone just thought about Zhao Fu Qing, but never considered her feelings, or never thought about her, the purpose is a life-saving benefactor's life, and her life is not life
After asking these three times, He Lan no longer asked anyone, after all, the more he asked, the more he felt that he had no bottom in his heart, and the more he would let his question have no answer to say, because there was no solution at all, it can be said that he can only ask this question to himself, or that fate is in his own hands
He Lan thought of this and began to ask and answer herself, which can also be said to be the conversation she made up in her own brain:
"Who saved your life?"
"Zhao Fu Qing"
"Then do you want to repay the favor?"
"Naturally"
"Then let's go if you are entangled in anything"
"But I'm afraid ......" hesitated
"What are you afraid of?"
"I'm afraid I won't be free when I go back to the birdcage by myself"
"In your opinion, freedom is more important or Zhao Fuqing's life is important"
At this time, He Lan suddenly came out, and the two different answers were "freedom" and "Zhao Fuqing's life"
After answering these two answers, He Lan shook his head again, and finally suppressed the thoughts in his heart and asked again, "Which of these two is more important?"
"Freedom, without freedom, there is no meaning," a small black figure seemed to jump out of his heart, and with a very sincere gaze
"That's not necessarily only about kindness, it's the most important thing, if a person's life disappears like this, it will be a lack or a pity for you and the whole country, when the time comes, you will be blamed by tens of thousands of people, Zhao Fu Qing, but you paid the price of your life for you, are you willing to be blamed" A red villain looked at He Lan with extremely critical eyes, and there was a look of contempt in his eyes, as if she was too wrong
"He Lan listened to what he said, no, you must be free, with freedom, you can do what you want to do, what do you want, what does Zhao Fu Qing have to do with you," the little black man said tightly, there are really a lot of reasons
"He Lan, you have to think about it, if there is no Zhao Fu Qing, there will be no you, you think about it, if it wasn't for Zhao Fu Qing who brought you to the palace, would you be able to survive, you have to cover your conscience and say," the little white man pressed tightly, and with a hint of persuasion
"What can conscience be, if it was really a conscience, they shouldn't have forced He Lan in the first place, He Lan is now forced by them," the little black man actually quarreled with the little white man
"It's not forced, they don't understand He Lan, and He Lan can't replace them, even if they are reasonable, they are ......"
"It's what they force them to do, and all the fault lies with them, so it's best not to go," the little black man confessed
"That thing is not the same as this matter, and it is not too late to talk about it when the time comes, the point is to remember to repay the kindness, even if you are free, you can feel good or uncomfortable, then when you go to look for it again, the person is no longer there, what do you think, He Lan, everything must be considered clearly, and you must not let it ...... It's a pity," the little white man gave the little black a white look, and then persuaded him earnestly
"I'm annoying," He Lan couldn't help shouting, and then shook his head, and suddenly the two figures disappeared, as if they had never appeared
Hearing her shout, Feng'er couldn't help but run over, "Sister He, what's wrong with you," her face was full of impatience and concern
"It's okay, I had a nightmare," He Lan sighed, "How about today's competition?"
"No one came to compete today, it seems that they all went to see the announcement, Sister He, have you thought about it, Lord Qing, this can't be delayed, and you also know what happened to this matter, it's not the real truth, only Sister He, you can solve it if you appear, Sister He, even if you don't think about it, think about it for me, okay" Feng'er suddenly knelt down and begged He Lan
"Feng'er, you stand up, I remember that I once said that my daughter has gold under her, so she can't kneel down easily, you get up, I just heard you, don't blame me for ignoring you," He Lan said with a straight face
"Sister He, I don't persuade you to change your mind, but I just ask you to save the prince, he is a good person, in fact, I also know that my words are small, but what I want to say is...... The Qing prince is a prince loved by everyone, if there is no Qing prince in this world, it is a national ...... Loss, I'...... I was once saved by the Qing prince, so I became his maid, if you don't go, Sister He, then I'll go, I'd rather die than ......"
Without waiting for Feng'er to finish speaking, He Lan interrupted her words: "You let me think about it again, don't let me be troubled and uneasy, I am already very irritable in my heart, so let's wait until the evening, if no one comes, I won't be too late to say more."
Feng'er saw that He Lan's eyes were red and her face was also extremely bad, so she nodded, "Then Sister He, you slowly consider me going to work."
"Go ahead, let me be quiet by myself," He Lan nodded, and just like that, Feng'er walked out