232 Drunk
After a long time, Lin Qingyue got up and walked to the window, feeling a little breathless.
She walked to the window and looked at the empty door of the community, staring at the empty room with her eyes distracted.
A gust of wind blew, and the sourness in his eyes became even stronger.
Behind her, there was a sound of footsteps, and Ye Zixin, who was standing at the door, looked at Lin Qingyue distressedly, she had been standing outside for a long time, and she didn't slowly walk in until she couldn't hear the sobs in the bedroom.
Ye Zixin looked at Lin Qingyue distressedly and said, "Qingyue, are you okay?" ”
When Lin Qingyue saw Ye Zixin coming, she immediately wiped the tears from the corners of her eyes, squeezed out a smile and said, "Zixin, why are you here?" ”
After Su Yan left the Lin family, he called Ye Zixin, he knew that Lin Qingyue's mood would not be very good, and he hoped that Ye Zixin could comfort Lin Qingyue.
Ye Zixin wanted to speak, but stopped: "Actually, Su Yan ...... It's not as bad as you think. ”
When Lin Qingyue heard Ye Zixin's words, she hurriedly turned her face to the side and said lightly, "You know everything?" ”
Ye Zixin nodded, "Well, I know." ”
Ye Zixin saw Lin Qingyue like this, and felt unspeakably uncomfortable, after all, the two have been best friends for more than ten years.
Lin Qingyue tried her best to calm her emotions, looked at Ye Zixin suspiciously, and said, "When did you start helping Su Yan speak?" ”
"Didn't you always want me to divorce Su Yan?"
Ye Zixin heard this, and lowered his head weakly.
In the past, when she didn't know Su Yan's identity, she really hoped that Lin Qingyue could have a better home, and even repeatedly instigated Lin Qingyue to divorce Su Yan.
But since knowing Su Yan's identity, Ye Zixin's opinion of Su Yan has changed a lot, and she even has some admiration for Su Yan in her heart.
It is precisely because of this special affection that she has deliberately alienated Lin Qingyue recently, for fear that she will do something wrong.
"Qingyue, no matter how bad Su Yan is, but if you think about it, I have always asked you to divorce him, and you will perfunctory me every time, I guess you still have feelings for Su Yan in your heart, right?" Ye Zixin asked tentatively.
Lin Qingyue sneered, "It's pointless to say so much now, he has already left this home." ”
Even if the two didn't mention the divorce, but today's situation has happened, and it is no longer possible to reconcile in a few words.
And taking this opportunity, Lin Pingchuan and Qin Lan will definitely make a big fuss.
Lin Qingyue's eyes were gloomy, and a wry smile appeared in her heart.
"Maybe for Su Yan, leaving this home is not a good choice."
Ye Zixin saw that Lin Qingyue was silent, and suddenly asked, "Qingyue, then let me ask you, how do you feel about Su Yan, do you have any love for him?" ”
Lin Qingyue's heart trembled slightly, and her heart was suddenly touched.
If you don't love, how can you feel bad?
If you don't feel bad, how can you weep?
Lin Qingyue sighed coldly and said, "Su Yan and I are just two poor people who are forced to be together helplessly due to external forces, and the word love has nothing to do with us. ”
Hearing Lin Qingyue's words, Ye Zixin was not so worried in her heart.
Since Lin Qingyue doesn't like Su Yan, she doesn't need to persuade her more.
Moreover, in her heart, the feeling that has nowhere to put seems to have a place of sustenance.
"In that case, then I won't say much, remember to tell me something, we are best friends."
After comforting Lin Qingyue for a few words, Ye Zixin got up and left.
However, just as Ye Zixin walked out of the door, Lin Qingyue suddenly murmured, "That's not my truth......
Lin Qingyue's voice was a little choked, but no one could hear these words except her.
Lin Qingyue looked at the empty room, and her vision gradually blurred.
Although she hated Su Yan very much at first, she blamed his appearance for changing her life and making her fall into an involuntary marriage.
Even from the first time I saw Su Yan, I didn't want to have anything to do with him, he was reckless, frivolous, and unmotivated, which was simply a combination of countless shortcomings......
Fortunately, even if Su Yan had nowhere to go, he never crossed the barrier between the two.
So, in the past three years, she has been estranged from Su Yan, but when Su Yan was bullied, she habitually defended Su Yan.
She thought that the relationship between the two would not make any progress in this life, so she spent her life like this.
But when he saw Su Yan fanning Lin Shaonan for her, fighting against the entire Lin family for him, and breaking into danger again and again without hesitation for her.
Lin Qingyue suddenly found that this man was not as unbearable as he imagined.
Su Yan's protection again and again made Lin Qingyue's heart, which had been cold for a long time, suddenly feel warm.
Lin Qingyue asked herself repeatedly, is this love?
She didn't know, but she silently began to think about him.
Even an iceberg will melt gradually.
So, she began to think about Su Yan, even if she said those words today, she didn't want Su Yan to bear the pressure of her parents alone.
If Su Yan left this home, then he would not be carrying so much for her, she wanted to use a way of self-sacrifice to give Su Yan a freedom, so she did not hesitate to say those hurtful words.
Lin Qingyue calmed down, and on the corners of her mouth, two lines of hot tears gradually fell.
......
Su Yan walked aimlessly on the street alone for a day, and Lin Qingyue's cold eyes and resolute words repeatedly appeared in his mind.
She didn't blame Lin Qingyue for half a point.
Even he understood Lin Qingyue's embarrassment.
It's just that when a person really cares about a person, he will care too much about every word she says, even every word.
This excessive attention made Su Yan less rational.
Su Yan's heart was like a fire wrapped in it, and he wanted to vent, but he couldn't find a breakthrough, until the sky darkened a little bit, and when Su Yan didn't know where to go, a voice suddenly came from behind him.
"Su Yan!"
Turning her head, she saw Xia Ruolan poking her head out of the car and waving her hand to Su Yan to say hello.
"Why don't you come home so late?"
Xia Ruolan parked the car next to Su Yan and pulled the car door to signal Su Yan to sit up.
Su Yan was stunned for a moment, pulled the car door and sat down.
"Where are you going?"
Su Yan said lightly: "Just send me a hotel." ”
When Xia Ruolan heard this, her eyes immediately fell on Su Yan's face, and from that gloomy face, Xia Ruolan captured Su Yan's emotions not very well.
"What, in a bad mood?"
Su Yan was silent, and looked out the window with gloomy eyes.
Xia Ruolan was silent for a moment, and asked tentatively, "Why don't you go and sit with me for a while, it just so happens that I'm bored, you can talk to me." ”
Su Yan still didn't respond, so Xia Ruolan drove back to her residence by herself.
After returning home, she found some ingredients from the refrigerator, was busy in the kitchen for an hour, simply made some food, took out two bottles of red wine, and greeted Su Yan, who was sitting in the living room distracted.
"Come over for a drink?"
As soon as the words fell, Su Yan walked over and sat down directly.
Pick up a bottle of wine on the table, tilt your head and drink it all in one gulp.
Looking at the scene in front of her, Xia Ruolan was taken aback, and she wanted to step forward to stop Su Yan, but she found that Su Yan seemed to be fine, so she sat down with her.
Although she didn't know what happened to Su Yan, she understood that Su Yan's personality was taciturn, and if he didn't want to say it, it would be impossible for her to ask something from Su Yan's mouth.
Maybe having some wine with Su Yan is the only thing she can do now.
She slowly opened another bottle of wine, poured herself a glass, and said, "I'll drink with you." ”
Su Yan glanced up at Xia Ruolan, turned his head and took a few more bottles of wine from the wine cabinet, directly opened one bottle, clinked glasses with Xia Ruolan and said, "Thank you, you just do what you can." ”
When the words fell, Su Yan raised his head, and another bottle of wine went straight to his stomach.
Seeing this, Xia Ruolan suddenly couldn't stand it, if she drank it like this, Su Yan would definitely not be able to stand it.
She wanted to persuade Su Yan not to drink it, but she was pulled and pressed on the table by Su Yansheng, especially Su Yan's rough palms pressed her little tender hands, Xia Ruolan's heartbeat suddenly accelerated, and her face turned red.
"Let me ask you a question, do women like that kind of sanctimonious hypocrite, like the kind of rich second generation who smells of copper?"
After drinking two bottles of wine in one go, Su Yan was really drunk, and his tongue was already a little knotted.