"How can you be so pessimistic?" He asked me.

"Pessimistic?" I turned around, "I don't think so." I said.

But I know that I am actually very pessimistic, for my future, for Zhang Ruolei's future, I am only not worried about Mason, because he has someone who really loves him so much, he is so happy and lucky. However, even Ah Dong can love him without reservation and desire all his life?

What if he falls in love in the future, has a family, and has children of his own?

So I want to make myself strong, because I am his mother, I have the responsibility and obligation to protect him, everyone in this world can betray him, but I can't. Not really.

"Tho," I said, "let's start a family." ”

He looked up, "Why do you remember the same old tune again?" ”

"It's been too long since Chen Baihe's matter, you should have a new beginning. People have to have a home after all, even if it's like Xiao Han, you see that she spares no effort to get the man she wants. ”

Ah Dong lowered his head, and the smile on the corner of his mouth disappeared from his lips.

"Anyway," he said, "thank you." But I still want to know," he looked up, "if you have the idea of Zhang Ruolei, so you don't want me to be too lonely." I'm afraid that in the future, you will go away together and leave me behind, and you will feel guilty? ”

"Why do you think that?"

Ah Dong stared into the void.

"On the night you told me about Zhang Ruolei, I had a hunch that he might be fine sooner or later, and if he is well, you will follow him without hesitation."

"I -------" forget it, I don't want to make unnecessary promises or promises, people will find that when they grow up, in this bizarre world, the most valuable thing is the promise, and the least valuable thing is also the promise.

"Anyway, Adong, I want you to be happy. Even Mason, he's going to grow up, and when he's older, he's going to leave us. ”

"I'm afraid he'll leave me without waiting for him to grow up." Ah Dong's tone was sour.

After a moment, he got up and slowly paced out of my sight. However, my back was lonely, and I turned around and deliberately didn't look at his back. Then the lonely shadow flew like a bird to the middle of the lake, causing ripples in it.

There are no years to turn back in life.

I was looking at Zhang Ruolei at this moment, and he showed a little panic in front of me. I couldn't bear to see him flustered, he used to think that he was going to get the wind and the rain. He had laid out a great conspiracy, and when he succeeded, he found himself caught in an even bigger conspiracy.

That conspiracy lasted for a long time, took the lives of countless people, took the souls of countless people, after that incident, Zhang Ruolei had deep doubts about life, he lived in isolation, and finally fell into the hands of people with a heart.

He lost weight.

I withdrew my gaze.

"How? When to revisit? You pack up your things. Or I don't want that room, you watch me put my things away, and then I give you back the key. ”

He must have known that this was a trap, and he didn't know what Xiao Han would say to him. Let me

Come to think of it, she must have made up a flesh-and-blood, vivid and interesting and touching story for him, in which we are not compatible with each other, or he is also tragically betrayed, maybe Xiao Han will take everything he has suffered on me. That's why he's a little afraid of me.

"Did you know we were once husband and wife?" I asked.

He nodded cautiously, "It seems that the whole world knows." ”

"It's not that exaggerated." I corrected him, "Do you remember when we were ---- I mean, do you remember how we were in a relationship?" ”

"Good." He replied briskly and neatly. "And then?"

"And then I ------"

"Wakalei."

We all turned around, only to see Xiao Han wearing a light blue slanted shoulder skirt in front of us.

"Plums." The corners of her mouth were filled with spring.

It seems that it will be difficult to say a few words alone with Zhang Ruolei in the future.

I said, "Hello, Xiao Han. ”

"I'll come and see my husband, you know, now I don't go to work, I don't work, I don't make money, and the burden of supporting the family is all on his shoulders alone."

She turned her head and pursed her mouth slightly, and then Zhang Ruolei lightly imprinted a kiss on her lips almost without thinking.

Eyes can't deceive people.

I lowered my head, knowing what I had just seen, I saw Zhang Ruolei's eyes looking at Xiao Han, the moment he saw her, he was simply shocked.

"I really envy you for being so loving." I'm a pun.

Zhang Ruolei could naturally only hear one layer of meaning, but I knew that Xiao Han could hear the meaning of my words.

She smiled at me and made a pun.

"But no, you can't live up to God, we come together so hard, we should cherish each other."

"What's going on?" I asked deliberately.

Of course, Xiao Han won't be fooled by me.

"I'll have a chance to sit down and talk to you in detail. Also, my husband doesn't like me to share these memories with others. Now it is good for us to seek kindness and be benevolent, and the former things are gone. Plums, you should also learn to let go. ”

She said it lightly.

"How many people can live as transparently as you?" I sighed pretentiously, "It's naturally easier to sell it when it's cheap." ”

Xiao Han deliberately tilted Zhang Ruolei, she shrugged her shoulders, "What's the solution?" Emotional matters are the most likely to be unclear, black and white, and have no answers. Plum! She came over and patted me on the shoulder, and the hand rested on my shoulder.

"As a man, you don't have to be too persistent, otherwise it is easy to hurt others and yourself. Why did your first marriage end miserably? When a man doesn't love, he doesn't love, and they have no choice, at this time, all a woman can do is to let the other party have a way to live, in fact, it is also to give herself a way to live. Why not? ”

She stood still, and she roughly had a map in her heart, so in the version that Xiao Han said to Zhang Ruolei, I should be a stalker ex, and he later empathized and fell in love, maybe I still took revenge on the mastermind behind the amnesia, and finally she went through a lot of hardships to get him out

We were freed from the clutches, and then the prince and princess finally broke through all the hardships and dangers together.

I gasped, and my eyes involuntarily looked at Zhang Ruolei. He didn't dare to look at me, half frightened and half ashamed.

Xiao Han is a good means!

I couldn't help but praise her in my heart.

The high heels of the two women hammered the ground with a crisp and pleasant sound. When I walked to the end of the corridor, I turned around and saw Xiao Han's green arm pulled into Zhang Ruolei's arm, the two of them were head to head, and their faces were almost close to their faces, like conjoined babies.

Pushing the door into the office, I saw that Kang Sheng was there, and the old lady of the Su family was also there, and the old lady looked at my face and asked, "What's the matter?" Let the family beat the flowers? ”

I glanced at Kang Sheng, not wanting him to get involved in our rights and wrongs, and even less wanting him to see our cruel and despicable side.

The old lady didn't care, "Your business, I will say a little bit to Kang Sheng every day, although he is not good at and unwilling to fight with others, it doesn't mean that he can't, he doesn't have that ability." My nephew, you are so good at using it, you are a good hand inside and out. ”

My face flushed, and so did Kang Sheng. He said he didn't expect you to go through such a -------

"Complicated?" I asked.

"You don't want to. Let's make people. He said.

"It's not entirety, it's a lot of it. For example, Zhang Ruolei at the moment, Xiao Han must have given him a complete script, and he did not return to normal. But I heard from Ah Dong that he was obviously much better than before, and that he was almost a fool back then. Ah Dong said that the first time he saw him, he even ran on his stomach to grab food from the stray dogs outside. He was able to recover to this level in a short period of time, and to be honest, Xiao Han could be regarded as a contributor. ”

"It's a pity," Mrs. Su said, "we can't do anything now, if he doesn't agree with Xiao Han so much, at least you or his aunts can appear as guardians, and then take him to a regular hospital for examination, so that at least we can know whether his current condition is really an organic lesion, or is it like acting in a TV series, post-traumatic sequelae or something, subconsciously I just want to escape from the past." After all, few people can accept that their own mother, who has raised them for so many years, used them to kill their biological father. ”

I paid attention to Kang Sheng's unconsciously twitching at the corner of his mouth when he heard this paragraph.

"Man is indeed the most terrible animal." Kang Sheng said. "I really don't understand, how big a feud is this? Including you, aunt, the money now is enough for you to live for a lifetime, and it is useless for the woman surnamed Xiao to have a leg with Su Yuntian, why don't you put down the disturbance here and go back to the United States with me? ”

I looked at Mrs. Su, she looked at her nephew silent, the secretary walked in, this secretary I used the old person, originally wanted to change, but Mrs. Su made a list for me, and this secretary was within the range of trust, so I followed her advice.

Old guests and hosts will always behave more affectionately than others when they meet real or fake, and Kang Sheng said to me, "Tell you a story." ”

I said, "Oh? I would like to hear about it. ”

"From

There was a man who crossed the river with a sack of cotton on his back, and then he fell into the river, and if he threw away the cotton he could be rescued, but he would not ......"

He looked up at me.

I laughed, it's a familiar story.

I turned around, and the secretary was saying goodbye to the old lady.

Kang Sheng grabbed me, "Don't compare with my aunt, she's old, she really has nothing." Or rather, it doesn't matter to her if there's anything anymore. You still have a lot of life, don't waste your future on these meaningless things and meaningless people. ”

The secretary's straight figure turned into a graceful arc, and all the words I wanted to say choked in my throat, and I realized that I would never be able to clearly dissect and explain my past, present, and future.

Then, to my sorrow, I found that I no longer needed anyone's understanding or support. The road in front of me is my own road, and it doesn't really matter whether the Cotai Strip is a smooth road, or whether it is rugged, ravines, and thorns. I'm not just one person, it's that all of us will find out in the end that we are all alone.

I said to Kang Sheng, "Thank you. ”

Kang Sheng naturally couldn't understand my attachment. In his opinion, the people of the past have become the past, the past is only reminiscing, grievances, sorrows and joys are no longer important, why should people always be entangled with those people in the past?

He didn't know what Zhang Ruolei had done for me, and he didn't know what Gao Tiancheng had done for me. It is true that we have been husband and wife, but that doesn't seem to be the most important thing, the most important thing is that we have treated each other with all sincerity, life and death.

Some people say that the strongest marriage relationship depends on love, sex, or money, keeping freshness or something, and there are all kinds of sayings, but I always believe that the strongest marriage relationship depends on righteousness.

(End of chapter)

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