Chapter 330: I Refuse
Bai Qiulian sighed helplessly, she knew that Bo Jingyan was unwilling to contact Jun Mobei in her heart. But Bai Qiulian thought that since he had already made it clear to Jun Mobei, he naturally would not have other ideas.
She just feels that the relationship of more than 20 years has been dissipated because it is not suitable to be together, is it too painful?
So, Bai Qiulian held Bo Jingyan's arm tightly and said earnestly: "Ah Yan, Mo Bei and I have long been impossible, you know. I asked him to be my best man because he was my most important friend and family. ”
Bo Jingyan was actually very unhappy in his heart, but seeing that Bai Qiulian said this, it was not easy to refuse. In the final analysis, Bo Jingyan was just afraid that Jun Mobei would make trouble at his and Bai Qiulian's wedding.
It may be that Bo Jingyan spends the belly of a gentleman with the heart of a villain, but he still has some grudge against Jun Mobei, although Jun Mobei told him the secret five years ago.
"Okay, I agree to that."
"Yan, thank you, you're so nice!" Bai Qiulian got Bo Jingyan's approval and said happily.
Since Jun Mobei was rejected by Bai Qiulian, he has been recovering abroad for a long time, sometimes using wine to eliminate his sorrows, but he is even more sorrowful. Sometimes he wants to pull Bai Qiulian out of his heart, so he wants to have a relationship of his own, but his criteria for finding a girlfriend are all measured by Bai Qiulian.
More than ten years of secret love ended like this, Jun Mobei was actually very painful, but he still smiled and said let go, not because he was great, or because he was afraid of Bo Jingyan, but because he loved Bai Qiulian too much, he was reluctant to let him suffer because of his choice.
Jun Mobei knew that Bai Qiulian would choose Bo Jingyan no matter what, because love is selfish, and there will always be a fool who is injured and has no skin. But he was not reconciled, he still wanted to work harder.
When receiving the news of Bo Jingyan and Bai Qiulian's remarriage, Jun Mobei had to admit that the anger and hatred in his heart had reached the extreme, and he even wanted to get rid of Bo Jingyan.
But then reason prevailed, and he also understood that the relationship between Bai Qiulian and Bo Jingyan was unshakable. Bo Jingyan didn't even care too much about the drunken incident between himself and Bai Qiulian five years ago.
Bo Jingyan is in love with Bai Qiulian, and Bai Qiulian is also in love with Bo Jingyan, and the two of them love each other deeply, because of the intervention of him, Mingyue and others, although the relationship has been damaged, it is getting stronger and stronger.
Jun Mobei has thought about a lot of things in the few months he has been abroad, although he can't completely forget Bai Qiulian, but he can face up to and hide his feelings.
He hoped that Bai Qiulian could be happy.
Jun Mobei was drinking and admiring the moon in his French winery, when suddenly a familiar exclusive bell rang, and Jun Mobei's heart, which had been silent for a long time, suddenly came alive, and he kept beating 'poof, puff, puff'.
He put down his red wine glass and gently picked up his mobile phone, it was really Bai Qiulian's call. Jun Mobei pressed the answer button in a little panic: "Hey, Xiaobai, are you okay?" ”
Bai Qiulian also struggled for a long time to make this call to Jun Mobei, because she didn't know what to say, after all, she was righteous at that time, so she didn't leave any room to refuse Jun Mobei.
And the point is that this time I called Jun Mobei in the hope of asking him to be his best man, which seems cruel.
"Xiaobai, what's wrong with you?" Jun Mobei didn't get Bai Qiulian's answer for a long time, so he hurriedly asked.
"Could it be that Bo Jingyan bullied you?"
"No, no, Mobei, I'm fine." Bai Qiulian gritted his teeth when he heard Jun Mobei mention Bo Jingyan's name, and quickly denied it.
"Well, that's good." If Bai Qiulian could stand by Jun Mobei's side at this time, he would feel Jun Mobei's loneliness. The whole person exuded an icy aura.
Jun Mobei began to be silent after saying this, and he didn't want Bai Qiulian to continue talking.
Bai Qiulian took a deep breath and asked, "Mo Bei, are you okay?" ”
"Well, that's good!" In the first few days of coming to France, I almost had stomach bleeding because of alcoholism, and I usually didn't want to eat, which led to malnutrition and rapid weight loss, but these days are much better.
"Uh-huh, okay."
Another silence.
"That..."
"Xiaobai..."
Bai Qiulian and Jun Mobei said in unison.
"You say..."
"You say first..."
The tacit understanding between the two made the depressed chat atmosphere cheerful, and Bai Qiulian and Jun Mobei laughed at the same time. More than 20 years of feelings and feelings, this little tacit understanding can still be had.
"Mo Bei, I'm about to get married." Bai Qiulian restrained his smile and said seriously.
"I know, in a week, Xiaobai, congratulations. You've finally found your own wishful husband. After listening to Bai Qiulian's words, Jun Mobei first paused, and then said the most beautiful blessing in a bitter tone.
Bai Qiulian also heard Jun Mobei's uncomfortable mood, but there was no way, in the relationship between the three people, they would always abandon the other.
"I'm sorry, Mobei, it's me who makes you so sad. I really am a sinner. Bai Qiulian couldn't help crying, she was full of guilt for Jun Mobei, because of her selfishness, Jun Mobei fell deeper and deeper, but in turn, she hurt Jun Mobei fiercely.
If you refused when you found out that Jun Mobei had feelings for you at the beginning, wouldn't it be so painful? Bai Qiulian thought.
Of course, Jun Mobei couldn't bear Bai Qiulian to cry like this again, and hurriedly comforted: "Xiaobai, my matter is not your problem, just blame us for being fated, there is nothing wrong with you." ”
Before Bai Qiulian could speak, Jun Mobei continued: "Love is so cruel, and the loser will always be punished to a certain extent. ”
"No, Mobei, I know everything."
"Hmm!" Jun Mobei clenched his mobile phone and slowly released it, with a light look on his face.
Bai Qiulian began to hesitate, she thought of what Bo Jingyan said, but finally made up her mind to say to Jun Mobei: "Mobei, will you come when I get married?" I want you to be my best man. ”
Jun Mobei first laughed quietly, the tears of laughter flowed out, and finally laughed out loud.
"Qiu Lian, you are so ruthless!"
"Mo Bei, I didn't mean that, you listen to my explanation, I actually want to..."Bai Qiulian knew that her request was far-fetched, but she really hoped that Jun Mobei could attend her wedding.
Jun Mobei actually knew what Bai Qiulian meant, but he was not great enough to smile and bless the woman he liked to marry another man.
"Xiaobai, no, I refuse."
This is the first time that Jun Mobei has rejected Bai Qiulian so seriously, in the past, as long as Bai Qiulian dared to say, Jun Mobei would definitely achieve it, but now, everything has changed.