Dear self, don't hold on to the memory, the kite with a broken string, you can only let it fly, let it go, and let yourself go; Dear self, you must find what will make you stand strong on the earth with your feet apart from love; Dear self, you have to be confident and even narcissistic, and always remind yourself that I deserve the best of everything.

- You are your own, you live for yourself, everything else can be put aside, your own happiness is the most important.

At this time, Xiao Yezi came to the palace again, this time it was no different from the last time, it was the same people, the same emptiness.

"Why did I come here again, is it another illusion?" , Xiao Yezi didn't dare to be careless this time.

"It's not a fantasy, just enjoy it"

"Who are you? What the hell do you want to do, if you have the ability, you can come out and fight with me, what kind of ability is hiding and hiding?"

But no matter how Xiao Yezi scolded and said, that voice didn't sound again.

"What's it this time again?"

In fact, she didn't believe it at all last time, she didn't believe that he would betray her, but if she did it again, would she still be able to believe him?

"Hmm~ I hate it, you hurt people~"

"Hmph~ Don't you like it?"

This voice Xiao Ye was extremely familiar, so she knew it as soon as he opened his mouth. Xiao Yezi's footsteps staggered, and he almost lost his footing.

Xiao Yezi moved to the source of the sound step by step, very cautious, for fear of disturbing something.

It's getting closer and closer, it's getting closer, and the little leaves that are close can see the faces of the two people clearly.

The face she engraved in her mind appeared so clearly in front of her eyes, and Xiao Yezi couldn't even deceive herself this time.

Seeing is not necessarily true, but mobilizing all the senses, seeing, seeing, hearing, and smelling, can't we also take it seriously? Do you have to touch it?

Obviously, the two people also found Xiao Yezi, and "Jun Xie" stood up very calmly, "Why did you come here, I should say how you came here, and also, what are you doing here?" What's the matter? ”

He didn't have a single explanation as to why he was with the woman, and he was questioning her at first. This made Xiao Yezi's heart hurt like countless pins and needles, no, it should be said that it hurt a hundred times more than that.

"Don't you have anything to explain to me", you say, as long as you say I will believe, as long as you say that it was the woman who seduced you, I can forgive you, as long as you explain it to me, or say, as long as you say to me, you still like me, I will forgive you.

"What do I have to explain to you, do I have to report to you what I do, who do you think you are, just because I like you for a few days, can you take care of me, it's really beyond my strength", "Jun Evil" tone is very disdainful, the whole person looks very arrogant, and there is a kind of disrespect all over the body

Comfortable breath - that feeling of not taking anyone in your eyes.

If you are facing ordinary people, strangers, and annoying people, this is not an exaggeration, but now in front of you is the person you like and the person who likes you, this practice is a bit excessive.

"Okay, I can't control you, we will be strangers from now on, never see each other again", Xiao Yezi said this, and her heart was also very sad, but she couldn't accept the betrayal, so the long pain is better than the short pain, and it is better to end it early......

The thoughts were messily formed into a net, the tighter and tighter the net, reaching the heart, and after a faint pain, he gave up, hoping not to see each other again.

(One turns, and the two people who were so familiar with each other will never see each other again, and they are like strangers.) When one day I met occasionally at a certain intersection, a flash of surprise flashed in my eyes, and then I learned to be quiet and said calmly, "Hello! There is no one in this world who will always be whoever, some people are destined to be hurt, some people are destined to be missed, and some people are always only suitable to live in the heart of another person. ）

At the moment when Xiao Yezi turned around, her heart was as distressed as a knife, and crystal tears, like pearls with broken threads, rolled down her cheeks. Maybe after the pain, you won't feel pain, and some will only be an indifferent heart.

Happiness is another kind of pain that is pretended to be shown to others, carnival is another kind of loneliness left to oneself, and crying is another kind of vulnerability that belongs only to oneself.

If I wasn't strong, no one would understand how much pain I had. If I wasn't strong, no one would understand how I was going to continue living. If I wasn't strong, no one would know what kind of life I was going through. If I am not strong, no one will know how to motivate the pain behind my smile; If I wasn't strong, no one would know that when I wanted to cry, I found that there were no tears......

: When I love you, I don't realize it; When I hate you, I know that I love you so much. Maybe if you leave, you will never come back; Maybe come back, you don't make me dependent anymore; Perhaps dependence is the greatest harm to myself; Maybe the hurt will finally let me go; Maybe it's relieved, it's doomed for me to leave...

: Be kind to yourself, because life is not long; Be kind to the people around you, because in the next life, you may not be able to meet wandering between forgiveness and despair, and the only feeling is hurt...... What cannot be refused is the beginning, and what cannot be resisted is the end......

I don't know why, such a little leaf makes people feel very distressed, I want people to hold her in my arms and comfort her, in a trance, a sentence rings in my ears - really painful people, but behind the smiling face, there are tears that others can't know, we laugh happier than anyone else in life, but when all the crowds disperse, we are more lonely than anyone else.

Perhaps we should learn to give up, turn away before we cry, and leave a simple back; Learn to give up, bury yesterday in your heart, and leave the best memories; Learn to give up so that each other can have an easier start, and the love that is bruised all over the body is not necessarily unforgettable. Actually, life is not

It takes such a senseless attachment, and nothing really can't be parted. Learn to give up, and life will be easier.

I don't know why, looking at her departing back, "Jun Xie" actually felt a pain in her heart, and the woman just now saw that the person looking for trouble was gone, and immediately climbed onto his body again, "Come on, let's continue~"

"Get out-", "Jun Xie" pushed her away, and he tugged at his clothes irritably, not understanding why he was so irritable, or that he cared about the woman's emotions just now.

When he saw her tears, he ...... Unexpectedly... was upset and even wanted to wipe it off for her, this is definitely not his character.

He always felt that he had forgotten something, he had felt this way since a long time ago, but he didn't care at all, so he didn't think of a way to find anything, but today he suddenly wondered what he had forgotten.

……

(A few years, leaving a little helplessness, walked by, passed by, cried, laughed, loved, hated.) Every day in this life, repeatedly, like a circle, never tired of it. Maybe physically and mentally exhausted, but the road under your feet has never returned. A few years, whether it is happiness or sorrow. There is never a law, happiness and sorrow are always alternating. ）

"Master, master, where are you? Master, master, where are you? If you hear my voice answer me, master, master, where are you? ……”

Xiaohua anxiously searched, she felt that the master's breath of life was getting weaker and weaker, which made her very anxious, master, you must not have an accident, otherwise I will not forgive myself.

"Master, wait for me, you must wait for me ......"

: Where is this, who am I, why am I here, is anyone there? Anyone? ……

Xiao Yezi lay flat and floated in the air, her eyes slightly closed, her hands and hair drooping naturally, slowly spinning, she seemed to fall into a deep sleep.

There seemed to be no life here, there was a white expanse everywhere, and suddenly, her brow furrowed, and she seemed to be in great pain.

The pain in her heart hit Xiao Yezi again, and she clenched the hem of her clothes with both hands, holding back her breath. Her face was as white as a piece of paper, her forehead and sideburns were soaked with cold sweat, and her closed eyes were full of tears, so that her long eyelashes were as if they were soaked in water, and a wisp of blood oozed from her lower lip tightly.

This is what Xiaohua saw when she found Xiaoye, and Xiaohua was so heartbroken that she couldn't breathe.

"Some losses are doomed, and some fates will never come to fruition. Loving someone doesn't necessarily have it, and having someone means you must love her well...... Knowing that you don't have me in your heart, you will never be able to do what you want, but you can't help but let you see the most real me and hide the hurt me. I forgot what year, month, day, you carved this face in my heart, a smiling and sad face staring at me, I thought time would dilute everything, but I didn't expect it to be in vain. It's like a chrysalis coming out of a cocoon

In an instant, it is the pain of tearing off a layer of skin to the heart, many butterflies are in the moment of breaking out of the cocoon, was painful to death, and I was saying my heart to you, the friendship between us also came to an end, I thought that in this life, as long as I hide my heart for you, you can always be friends with me, always by my side, but, you are still as busy as ever, I can't see you when I am busy......"

I don't know who said: Memories are a bridge, but they lead to a prison of loneliness, this is the saddest sentence I have ever heard. Every time I reminisce about the past, I dream back at midnight, and I always have to rejoice for the time in my life that I can't go back, never relive the experience, and shed tears in my heart. Tonight, I don't know who I'm sleepy again, it's you, it's me, or him, in short, who are you sleepy.

(End of chapter)