Chapter 359: Gu Chenyan's Difficulties
"Miao Miao, don't blame me, I also have a last resort, I always want you to be happy and happy, but all this is not something I can decide for myself, what I can do is try not to let you be hurt, but now it seems that I am thinking too much, every thing I do seems to be hurting you, and I don't let you stay on the water for a day at all, you must be also curious, why have we happened so much recently, I want to tell you all this, but I can't. I did something sorry for you, although it wasn't something I was willing to do, but in the end, I still did something sorry for you, I can't admit this to you, otherwise Xiao Ran's matter with Zhou Zhou will be in trouble, I want to wait until they settle down and tell you all this, but another thing happened that made me unbearable, I can't tell you about it, I can't tell anyone, I can only bear it silently by myself. ”
When Gu Chenyan said this, he couldn't make a sound, his voice was very small, so small that people couldn't hear it, only he knew what he would say.
"My grandmother said that I was an incompetent husband and an incompetent father, and I thought about it for a while, and probably this sentence was true, if it had been before, I might have refuted it, but now, I am powerless to refute it, I am not qualified to refute these words, these words are really too accurate for me. If Xiaoxiao knew these things, he would probably hate me as a father, you raised him since he was a child, and he may know more than I am, in his heart, your mother is more important than me, so I am not worried at all that if something happens to me one day, he will collapse, as long as you keep with him, he can also grow up very happily. ”
His eyes were shiny and misty, and with a somewhat choked voice, he should have said that he was emotional.
His eyes kept hovering over Wang Miaomiao's face, as if he was looking at a beautiful painting, which was beyond his reach.
"Miao Miao, I really want to follow you all the way to the end, why does God always tease us like this? Did we live too happily in our previous life, so God wants us to feel the heartache in this life. ”
Gu Chenyan was talking to himself, and his eyes were reluctant to blink.
"Hmm."
Gu Chenyan's thoughts were pulled back by Wang Miaomiao's voice, he didn't react for a while, and after a while, he fell under the bed and tried his best to fit the ground.
After waiting for a long time, Gu Chenyan sensed that there was no reaction from above, so he slowly poked his head out and quietly peeked at the movement on the bed.
found that Wang Miaomiao just turned over and continued to fall asleep deeply, probably because Gu Chen Yanlai hugged her and slept for a while, Wang Miaomiao's expression softened a lot, she slept very sweetly, and her eyebrows did not wrinkle.
Gu Chenyan breathed a sigh of relief at this time, and slowly stood up, his height was very difficult for him to hide, fortunately Wang Miaomiao did not wake up, otherwise he would have been exposed.
Gu Chenyan traced the contours of Wang Miaomiao's face with his fingers little by little, the whole smooth line made him feel ape, of course he didn't dare to really touch it, but he just slid down the contour in the air and felt the touch of Wang Miaomiao in his hand, everything was based on fantasy.
Wang Miaomiao's eyelashes trembled and trembled, like a butterfly staying on it, Gu Chenyan didn't notice it, and there were some tears in the corners of Wang Miaomiao's eyes, but they quickly slid down the skin without a trace.
Wang Miaomiao had a dream, in the dream, Gu Chenyan took her hand and walked happily on the road, but Gu Chenyan suddenly disappeared, she couldn't find Gu Chenyan, and she couldn't shout, so she let Gu Chenyan disappear into her world.
Of course, Gu Chenyan didn't know about these episodes, he didn't even know that Wang Miaomiao's expression was painful now.
In his opinion, Wang Miaomiao's face is flawless, there are no flaws on it, every part is his favorite look, even if there is a pimple on his forehead, it is also the way he likes, this is called Ai Miaomiao and Wu, no, it should be called Ai Miao and acne.
Gu Chenyan was almost stunned again, he felt that a long time had passed, and he felt that he should go, so he tiptoed his body.
When he walked to the door, Gu Chenyan couldn't help but glance back, and saw that Wang Miaomiao's face was incomparably gentle under the soft light, and his heart was also a lot more relieved.
The sound of opening and closing the door was kept to a minimum, and Gu Chenyan came and went without a trace to visit Wang Miaomiao, but Wang Miaomiao didn't know it.
This visit, Gu Chenyan really couldn't help it, he hadn't had such close contact with Wang Miaomiao for a long time, since the incident in the bar that day, things between them began to emerge one after another, and they didn't give them a chance to breathe at all, one after another.
If Aunt Liu hadn't told him today, he wouldn't have known that Wang Miaomiao hadn't eaten for so long, seeing that her face had lost weight, he would feel distressed, but he had no choice, he couldn't find any excuse to care about Wang Miaomiao now, everything was caused by him, he was the culprit of all this, and as a result, he also found out such a thing, there was no need to say anything at all, now the picture was happy for a while, and it was Wang Miaomiao who was heartbroken at that time, how could he bear to let Wang Miaomiao be sad for him again, So long pain is better than short pain, to be straightforward, it's good for everyone.
Wang Miaomiao didn't know Gu Chenyan's mind at all, if she knew that something like that happened to Gu Chenyan, it would be impossible to be angry with him, such a day is one day less, happy is also a day, sad is also a day, and she will regret it later, Wang Miaomiao will definitely pester Gu Chenyan every day, and she will not be separated for a moment.
Gu Chenyan stayed in the room for a long time, he didn't want to leave, but the longer he stayed, the more he didn't want to leave, he could only be ruthless, and the next day he had to pretend to be indifferent, every time he saw Wang Miaomiao's eyes, he felt full of guilt.
"Young master, go to sleep."
The sudden sound startled Gu Chenyan, and after a closer look, he found that it was Aunt Liu.
Aunt Liu has been waiting at the door, she knows that the young master will definitely not be able to help but come to see the young lady tonight, in order not to have any accidents, she is guarding outside, sure enough, the young master has been inside for a long time, she also guessed that the young master will definitely not wake up the young lady, and he is alone and silently looks at the young lady, without saying anything.
This time, Aunt Liu guessed wrong, Gu Chenyan spoke, but the voice was only audible to herself.
"Aunt Liu, what are you doing here?"
Although Gu Chenyan was not afraid of ghosts and gods, as soon as he went out, he heard this voice, and it was indeed a little infiltrating.
Aunt Liu chuckled,
"I guess the young master will definitely come back to see the young lady, just like to see if there is anything I can help with."
Aunt Liu treats these two people as her sons and daughters, they are doing well, she is comfortable, if they quarrel, she will not feel good in her heart.