I don't want to get divorced, and if I leave, I'll get cheap to that dog man and woman. Drag me to drag them to death, anyway, I'm like this, I'm not good, don't think about it.

The room was silently empty, my heart was empty, and my head was empty.

Will Huaihai regret it?

He will regret it, there is no woman in this world who loves him as much as I love him. Xiao Han can't do it, Xiao Han only loves himself. Sooner or later, he will regret it and will come to me on his knees and beg for my forgiveness.

I cried, tears running down the corners of my eyes, wetting my sideburns and sticky, clammy and cold against my scalp.

Who doesn't make mistakes? He will definitely regret it when he calms down. As long as I forgive him this time, he will definitely be grateful to me, and he will not be able to hold his head up in front of me in the future, and he will be the same in front of his son.

How can any woman love him to the extent that he loves me?! No principle! No bottom! Who else but me?

Who would?

No!

Why doesn't he Huaihai know how to cherish it?!

I got up, hugged my knees, and curled up in a corner of the house. The house was in the same mess as they had left, and I didn't want to move or clean up. Time suddenly ceased to be task-related and worthless to me.

What about my son?

Will he miss me?

What will they tell him?

One day and one night, from sunset to sunset, and from sunset to daylight. Woke up, woke up and slept. Time and the world seemed to leave me behind and forgotten in an instant. No one remembers my existence, and my existence has no real meaning to anyone.

Since when did I live my life as a dispensable person?

I do not know.

He sighed lowly, turned over, felt that the bones all over his body hurt, I don't know where he was injured, bleeding, and had a bloody scab, but he couldn't find the wound, and the nail of his left ring finger was also broken, and it looked like flesh and blood were blurred.

I got up, looked for the medicine in the medicine box, got it right, and started tidying up the house. I fantasize that Huaihai will come back, and if he comes back with his son, I want him to see that nothing has changed, and that we will start again.

A week later, I took the initiative to call Huaihai, but he didn't answer.

I'll just wait. He may be busy, wait a minute, time flies really slowly, often I think it has been a long time, but when I look at my watch, it is only ten minutes.

He didn't reply, so I edited a long message and sent it to him through various channels. I don't believe that people who turned against their mothers for me could be so cruel to me.

After the news was sent, it was still like a mud cow entering the sea. During that time, I was tormented by every minute.

When I thought he would never come back, he showed up again and sent me a message, which I clicked on, and there was only one line.

He said, "I won't live the rest of my life with a madman."

It was a sunny day, and I opened the curtains, and the sunlight was reflected through the windowpane, and the angle of the light was oblique, and when I looked in, I could see the dust that could not be hidden in the sunlight. They are dancing happily and without anyone else, and all the joys and sorrows of this world seem to have nothing to do with them.

I pinched the phone, pushing harder and harder, until the skin on my entire finger began to white.

He scolded me and called me a madman. How ironic this must be, a madman like me, didn't he take the initiative to pursue it back in the first place?

A month later, Huaihai took the initiative to come back with the child. This month, I sent him countless messages asking for peace, I begged him for forgiveness, begged him to look at his son's face, begged him to think about our past, and I also told her, is Xiao Han a good character? You were deceived by him, you went to my university to inquire, and when she was in college, she was scolded for being a bus.

Huaihai's performance was very calm, but after he came back, his son began to become silent.

Huaihai and I had a tacit understanding and never mentioned what happened that day. We began to sleep in separate rooms, under the pretext that our son Huai usually woke up crying in the middle of the night, without holding my hand or seeing that I was sleeping.

I lay on the edge of my bed and watched over him, guessing that he probably hadn't slept soundly for a single day in all these days. If it weren't for that, I guess Huaihai wouldn't come back.

Huaiping began to become preoccupied, sometimes when he got up in the morning and opened his eyes to see me, his little hand would touch my face, and say Mom, are you crying again? What the hell is wrong with you? Will there be a divorce? Will you want me after you get divorced?

I said no, no, how could it be?

But in fact, Huaihai has put the divorce on the agenda, and he forces me to sign every day.

I was in a bad mood more and more, I couldn't sleep all night, I lost a lot of hair, sometimes I was at home with Huaiping on weekends, dumbfounded, and suddenly tears crackled down. The child looked at me and said, Mom, what's wrong with you? I didn't dare to tell him the truth, so I said that my mother had a stomachache. Then he clutched his stomach and started crying.

The son said, then I'll call my dad and ask him to take you to the hospital.

I said no, my mom would be fine if it hurts for a while.

My son asked me, "Mom, will you die of pain?"

I put my forehead against his forehead and told him that Mom wouldn't leave you even if she was in pain.

My son's eyes were red and he cried with me. When his dad came back, he told his dad that my mom was crying with a stomachache today.

Huaihai saw that I was silent, walked straight back to the bedroom, I followed in, and asked him where he had rested today.

He wouldn't answer me.

I said Huaihai, don't go too far! If you don't let me be good, you can't think about it yourself.

He picked his eyelids, his gaze grim. Lean sideways with your back to me.

After that, he did not return at night. At first, I controlled myself, and persuaded myself not to call him to provoke that idleness, but then I was really angry, so I kept calling him like a madman, and at the most extreme time, I even called his leader, I said that there was a water leak in the house, and I couldn't find him.

Only that time Huaihai responded to me, he came back, sat on the side and stared at me, I asked him if he had broken off with Xiao Han.

He said that what is going on and on?

Within a few words we began to quarrel fiercely, and after the quarrel he slammed the door and left. Later, under the pretext that I was sick, he sent the child back to his parents' house.

I called him and said that if he didn't bring the kids back, I would die to show him.

Huaihai snorted coldly on the phone and said, you are going to die early.

If you hit again, he will turn off the phone.

I was trembling with rage, and like a madman, I searched all over the house for medicine, and found all the medicine I could find in the house, crying and stuffing it into my mouth. Then I sent a message to Xiao Han, saying that my surname is Mei, and I will not let you go if I am a ghost in my life.

After taking the medicine, I lay on the bed, and after a while, the medicine came up, my whole body was soft, floating, my mouth was dry, I was nauseous, and my heart seemed to jump out.

Huaihai and Xiao Han came together. Huaihai picked me up, hugged and scolded at the same time, Xiao Han's high heels voice was particularly crisp, Huaihai said to call her mother, do this, I see who is ugly.

I can't lift my eyelids, Xiao Han said it's all this time, can the old lady stop this?

Xiao Han, this bitch, this abusive person. She's such an abusive person, she understands things at this time, she has compassion, why didn't she think about whether I could stand it, my son couldn't stand it, and my mother couldn't stand it when she climbed into my husband's bed?!

I went to the hospital and went to the emergency room, washed my stomach, and saw that I was okay Huaihai and Xiao Han left. I spent half the night alone on the emergency bed, and when I woke up, it didn't seem worth it.

When I got home, I saw Huaihai and Xiao Han at my house. Still in the living room, the fluorescent lights are shining, and the floor-to-ceiling curtains in the hall are tightly drawn.

Seeing me coming back, Xiao Han pushed Huaihai down hard, Huaihai gasped and continued to move: "Leave her alone." I love you. ”

"If you love me, hurry down, what's this called?"

Xiao Han pushed him away, and as soon as Huaihai turned over, his face flushed, and he met me honestly with my naked gaze.

The person in front of me used to be my sweetheart, but yesterday is not allowed to stay.

Everything has long since changed.

It's me who is stupid.

It's me who won't let go.

Xiao Han got dressed, she didn't dare to look at me. I walked straight towards her and knelt in front of her, Xiao Han's tears flowed down in a second.

"Get up! Plum! Are you still letting me live? ”

I didn't speak, tears streaming straight down my eyes.

Xiao Han pulled me.

"Get up, plum. I'm sorry for you. I don't feel good about you like this. ”

"If you don't feel good, leave him!"

"Wouldn't there be no one else without me? He's done this to you. Even if he doesn't leave you now, can you really be happy and happy? ”

"I don't care."

But she just wouldn't agree to me, she's an abusive, cheap, bus, public toilet. It's not enough to be by a hundred men. Why didn't she die? She will definitely die a good death in the future.

I cursed her like crazy, and the swear words that so many people had put on her before rushed out of my mouth and smashed at her like a sword.

I hunched over and shouted at her with all my might, until finally my voice broke out. I said I won't get divorced, you don't want me to make room for you, you can only let people sleep in vain like this, let people sleep in vain, you are willing, you are cheap, see who of us can survive whom.

Xiao Han looked at me quietly and didn't say anything. After looking at me for a long time, there was a flash of pain in my eyes. Will she hurt too? She's all pretending, crocodile tears!

"Even if I die, I'm going to drag you two to death."

I cried, "You blocked my way first." There's no way back anyway, so come on!

The old lady is not afraid! ”

But in fact, I was terrified. That kind of discovery is too desperate, that is, you know that you are not an opponent, you will definitely let the other party lie down, you can only leave one or two cruel words, and the other party is also clear, they are very clear, you are a paper tiger, you just have no ability to fight back at all, no one is afraid of you at all. People just listen to your cruel words, and they just laugh and laugh after listening to them.

That's it.

Huaihai said, if you refuse to sign a divorce with me, you don't want to see the child in this life, and you can't find him.