Chapter 352: Heart-to-Heart Talk
Chu Ran clenched his hands and didn't speak.
"But I still woke up, because my world is dark without you." Ye Luo looked at Chu Ran with a smile, "You are the light in my heart, so I have to wake up and can't let my world be without light." ”
Chu Ran held Ye Luo's strength tightened: "Thank you, thank you for not leaving me, thank you for choosing to wake up, you said wrong, for me you are my light, if it weren't for you, I wouldn't know what to do." ”
Ye Luo sneered, with tears in his eyes: "It is said that Chu is always the most rational and never indecisive, why does it look different from the legend now?" ”
"What's the use of sanity without you?" Chu Ran put her hand on his cheek, and every time he felt this reality, he felt very warm.
"Well, that's why I'm awake now." Ye Luo said with a smile.
It had been half a month since Ye Luo woke up, but they had never talked so openly with each other.
This is the first time Ye Luo has taken the initiative to talk about it.
"Kid, I really feel sorry." Ye Luo looked into the distance faintly, and there was a child sitting on a bench eating ice cream not far away.
"Although you said that we would have children in the future, I knew that we would not have children again."
It is very reluctant to leave this child with her body, even if she really has a child, it must be the same ending.
"Maybe it's really fate that I don't have children, but I'm already very satisfied with Huanhuan."
What Ye Luo wants is actually very simple, as long as she has her own home, her home has Ye Huan and Chu Ran, it is enough.
From the very beginning, she had too much to ask for.
Chu Ran opened his mouth, wanting to say that he was not comforting Ye Luo.
But looking at Ye Luo's indifferent expression, he couldn't say a word in an instant.
"Don't worry, I've already figured it out, whether there are children or not really depends on fate, nothing else." Ye Luo thought that Chu Ran was also sad, and turned his head and held his fingers with a smile.
"Why are your hands so cold? Are you cold? Let's go back now. ”
When Ye Luo held Chu Ran's hand, he found that his fingers were as cold as ice.
Chu Ran shook his head, but was still forcibly taken back to the ward by Ye Luo.
The two of them seem to be in reverse roles now.
Chu Ran had experienced the previous time and knew how comfortable it was for someone to control his life now.
If only it could go on like this.
Bai Yanyan was very worried at first, she came very often, and then found that Ye Luo was much stronger than she imagined, and then she didn't come back so often, but occasionally she would come to see Ye Luo.
"The time for the wedding has been set?" Ye Luo was eating apples, half-sitting on the bed, she was talking about Bai Yanyan and Tang Yan's wedding.
She still knew it from the newspaper, but she didn't know the exact time.
Bai Yanyan lowered his head and was peeling apples for Ye Luo, answering with two hearts.
"Early February next year."
"This time...... Is it after Chinese New Year's Eve? Ye Luo frowned and thought about it.
"Well, almost, okay, I can eat it."
She put the apple in Yeluo's hand.
Ye Luo looked at Bai Yanyan's expression: "How do I feel that you seem to be a little different." ”
Bai Yanyan subconsciously touched his face: "I went to the desert some time ago, and the sun protection measures are not very good, is it that I have wrinkles on my face?" Or has something changed? ”
Ye Luo glanced at her angrily: "Nothing, don't scare yourself, what I said is that your attitude towards the wedding with Tang Yan has really changed a lot." ”
"Isn't it the same as before?" White Smoke blinked weakly.
Ye Luo, as Bai Yanyan's only good friend, how could he not see the cattiness in it.
"What the hell is going on, tell me honestly." Ye Luo squinted at her.
"You weren't like this before you went out last time, Tang Yan took you down in such a short time? No way. ”
Ye Luo could only think of this possibility, but she knew Bai Yanyan, Bai Yanyan was a very sensitive person, if Tang Yan wasn't really very good to her, she wouldn't have touched the heart of Bai Yanyan, the straight daughter of steel.
"How to say it, I think this feeling is very strange, I know this emotion is called liking, but I have never had such an emotion before, so I don't know how to deal with this strange emotion for a while."
She covered her chest in a trance: "It's the first time I've felt anxious, I don't know why I'm anxious." I always wanted to see him, but when I saw him, I didn't want to say anything or do anything, as if just looking at him was the best time. ”
"Is that what you like?" After she finished speaking, she looked at Ye Luo, wanting to get an answer from Ye Luo.
Ye Luo took a bite of the apple: "That's right, you've fallen in love, if you don't know how to deal with this emotion, then it's best to go with the flow." ”
"Besides, Tang Yan should be quite good, if he looks 100 points, he can give 90 points, and his personality is also good, it's better to like it than to like those who don't know the details."
Bai Yanyan didn't expect Ye Luo to accept it so quickly.
"You don't seem surprised at all."
"Everyone can see that Tang Yan likes you." Ye Luo said expressionlessly, "That is, you are too sluggish and don't feel anything." ”
It's not that she said, Bai Yanyan can really be said to be a good hand in other places, but in this regard, it is like missing this nerve, and she can't feel anything, which makes Ye Luo wonder if she will be lonely for the rest of her life.
So now I am really happy to see her and Tang Yan blossom and bear fruit.
"Is there one!" White Smoke glared at Ye Luo.
"If you say that, don't eat it, it's my peeled apple." Bai Yanyan was about to snatch back the apple in Ye Luo's hand, Ye Luo hurriedly begged for mercy, "I was wrong, I was wrong, I didn't say it, okay." ”
"But I'm really curious, what happened to the two of you so that your impression of Tang Yan can change so quickly."
Bai Yanyan frowned: "I thought I would be able to escape, but as soon as I got on the plane, I found that Tang Yan was following me, and it was because of my grandfather, I immediately understood that this was actually the freedom that my grandfather gave me." ”
"I don't want to live up to my grandfather's kindness, and I also know that this is my grandfather's love for me."
"Tang Yan is the person I want to marry, and my grandfather carefully selected him for me, so I want to try to start accepting him, although we have only been there for a few days, but a lot of things have happened along the way, which has made me have a better opinion of him."
Of course, the main thing is that she actually just wants to make herself better.
She understands that her future is already destined to be tied to this person, and since this is the case, it is better to choose to accept him slowly.
"I said how did your attitude change so quickly, it turned out that it was because of the chairman." Ye Luo thought about it, it was indeed the case, if it wasn't for Bai Yanyan's initiative, Tang Yan might not have been able to knock on Bai Yanyan's heart at all.
"But I'm glad you think so, and as your friend, the last thing I want to see is you."
"Although you act as if nothing happened, I know that you are actually very lonely, and I think it would be better if you had someone with you, so that your heart will be a little less cold."
What Ye Luo said was sincere.
Bai Yanyan couldn't help but choke a little when he listened.
If it weren't for Ye Luo's inconvenience now, she might have hugged it.
"Why did you suddenly become so sensational?" White Smoke glared at her.
"You're my only friend, of course I want you to be happy, but then again, haven't you been to a lot of places, where have you been, what photos you took to show me, I really want to go, but I haven't had a chance."
"I'll take you there when you're well, but it's a big desert, can your body hold it? I only remembered when you talked about the photo, this is a photo I took, show it to you. ”
"You don't know...... I still wanted to cross the desert, but I almost died of thirst not long after I went in, but fortunately there is Tang Yan, otherwise you won't be able to see me. ”
"So thrilling?"
“em…… Actually, I died on my own, but it was a very amazing experience......"
The two talked until the afternoon.
Bai Yanyan had to be taken back by Tang Yan.
She still couldn't give up, but it was not too early, and it was impossible for her to stay any longer.
Today, the day occupied Ye Luo's time for a day, it can be seen that Chu Ran is already very dissatisfied, if she still wants to stay, Chu Ran's eyes can almost shoot white smoke into a sieve.
Not long after Chu Ran came back, Ye Luo fell asleep.
Too tired during the day.
He looked at Ye Luo's sleeping face and felt a sense of relief.
When he came out of the ward, he found Tang Yan alone in the corridor.
Tang Yan took the initiative to take out a cigarette, and Chu Ran took it.
It's not that he wants to smoke, it's just that all the pressure he has been on for a while has finally been able to lessen a little, and he just wants to do something to relax himself.
"Thank you."
Bai Yanyan went to the bathroom, and Tang Yan was waiting for her here.
The two men were very silent, although they were, but they could feel the feeling of sympathy for each other.
"I admire you." Tang Yan broke the silence.
"It's just that I have to bear it."
If he could, he would rather be the one who was hurt, and that feeling of helplessness and despair he didn't want to experience a second time.
Tang Yan raised the corners of his mouth, and saw Bai Yanyan coming from a distance.
"Let's go first."
Chu Ran nodded, watching the backs of the two slowly walk away.
He still likes the couple very much.
"I saw you talking to Chu Ran when I was far away just now, what secrets are you talking to, what do I don't know?" White Smoke squinted at him.
Tang Yan smiled: "It's just a casual sentence." ”