There were a few mothers-in-law in the palace, and I called them aunts, and kept telling me the rules of the bed, and I had a headache and ears were hot, and I was as happy as Fubao, as if it was a great good thing.

I asked, "Why are you so happy?" I'm just an unfavored concubine. ”

My aunt combed my hair and said with a smile: "The emperor is busy on weekdays, he doesn't come to the harem often, and he rarely rests in the harem. ”

Only then did I remember that it was indeed written in the book that Yan Shenxing rarely came to the harem, and it was rain and dew, very balanced, and there were only a few strokes in the book, and I couldn't remember it at all, but when it came to reality, it was a long-term and difficult time for these concubines.

My aunt sent me to the strict dormitory, and before leaving, she repeatedly told me not to forget the rules, and said some things that made people blush, and I sat quietly on the bed.

I still can't figure it out, Yan Shenxing had an unpleasant relationship with me not long ago, and this will be passed on to me to sleep.

He won't touch me.

Thinking of this, I put my mind at ease, even my body relaxed, and began to think about the intention of Yan Shen Xing again, and just as I was thinking about it, the door creaked open, and I was so frightened that I hurriedly sat down.

Yan Shenxing was drunk, his face was red, his eyes were foggy, and he walked staggeringly, and he walked several corners before he walked in front of me.

I was more relieved.

Yan Shenxing held on to the bedpost and looked at me in a daze, different from the fierce appearance in the afternoon, much gentler, I looked into his eyes and felt strange.

He seemed to be looking at me as if he were looking at someone else.

"Jiang Rongrong, you have achieved your goal, so start acting recklessly."

Objective? Yan Shenxing is putting inexplicable charges on my head again, inexplicable, unbearable.

I replied, "I didn't." ”

At this minute, I don't even have the heart to act with Yan Shenxing, I don't want to care about any concubines or rules, I want to scold people, but I am afraid that my life will not be guaranteed, so I have to block my breath but dare not say cruel words.

Yan Shenxing sat down, ignored my answer, took off his shoes and clothes and lay on the bed, "I'm too lazy to tell you, anyway, your plan with Gu Jisheng has been completed, if you want to leave, leave early, don't play tricks in front of me." ”

Yan Shenxing turned sideways after speaking, and what he said was neither angry nor threatening, but just very calmly informed me.

My head instantly started to get foggy again.

Yan Shenxing knows the relationship between Gu Xiangsheng and the heroine, and agrees with the heroine to leave?

It wasn't like this, it wasn't written like this, or it was because I missed a paragraph, or because my existence changed something that made Yan Shenxing say this.

The head is a mess.

I asked him, "What do you mean?" ”

Yan Shenxing snorted coldly, "You still have to pretend to be stupid and stunned until now, it is worthy of you, Jiang Rongrong." ”

Yan Shenxing's words made me angry in my heart, and I forgot all the rules in anger, pulled Yan Shenxing up, looked at him with a surprised look and asked, "You tell me clearly, what did I do?" ”

It's the heroine's perspective, but I know that the heroine and Gu Xiangsheng have no plans at all, it's just Gu Xiangsheng's wishful thinking, what does it have to do with the heroine.

Yan Shenxing was a little dazed, and after reacting, he shook off my hand, looked at me in disbelief, and then turned his head sideways and sneered, "You and Gu Jisheng are really interesting, you have to be clear before you can admit it." ”

I didn't move, staring at Yan Shenxing.

Yan Shenxing turned his head and grabbed my neck violently, only a few centimeters away from me, his eyes were full of disgust, hatred and disdain.

He opened his mouth and said: "You and Gu Xiangsheng should make peace inside and out, in order to destroy your Jiang family with my hand, your enmity with the Jiang family, Gu Qiusheng's staff, you don't know anything when I am alive, right?" ”

He's not asking me, he's affirming.

Suddenly I understood something.

The Jiang family that perished, Gu Yusheng who was finally assigned to the frontier, and Jiang Rongrong, who has always been hated by Yan Shenxing.

It's all connected.

I replied to him: "I hate the Jiang family, Gu Qiusheng is indeed my childhood sweetheart, but I have never had any conspiracy with him, as for Gu Qiusheng's staff or anything, I don't know anything." ”

I looked at Yan Shenxing's eyes, not a little weak, but I was afraid that my life would be affected by these things.

Yan Shenxing let go of his hand, his mood stabilized a lot, and he smiled at my eyes and said: "Then if you kiss me, I believe that you have nothing to do with that Gu Jisheng." ”

I panicked, "I can't see the emperor's intentions for the emperor, and I still want to continue to doubt them?" ”

Yan Shenxing didn't answer, he looked straight at me, and he didn't allow me to refuse the rigidity.

He obviously didn't like Jiang Rongrong, but he used this kind of trick to test the truth or falsehood, and I suddenly felt ridiculous and ridiculous.

I didn't move for a long time, and when I saw Yan Shenxing's mocking eyes, I felt sad, why did the heroine have to carry the trouble caused by me, did my first kiss have to be delivered like this?

I don't want to.

"I can't do it."

Yan Shenxing had a look that he had already guessed, and he was sure that I couldn't do it, so he pulled the quilt and lay down, no longer paying attention to my every move, but despite this, I still said it to myself.

"I loved the emperor sincerely before, and now I no longer have affection for the emperor, it is also true, every word I just said is not half false, the emperor doesn't believe me, I can't do anything."

Yan Shenxing still didn't react, and I couldn't explain it anymore, so I pulled a little quilt and curled up, feeling all kinds of grievances in my heart, and the more I thought about it, the more sad I became.

Why is it like this every time I meet Yan Shenxing, doubtful, incomprehensible, angry, painful, sad, and involuntarily aggrieved.

I couldn't help but whisper again, "Really." ”

Silent tears gradually wet the pillow, I don't know how long these tears flowed, until I was tired of crying, and then I fell asleep in a daze.

When I woke up the next day, it was already noon, and the palace maid I didn't know was standing beside me, and when she saw that I was awake, she stepped forward and said:

"Little master, the emperor has ordered, today's little master does not need to go, let the little master wake up and return to the palace by himself."

"I can't do it."

Yan Shenxing had a look that he had already guessed, and he was sure that I couldn't do it, so he pulled the quilt and lay down, no longer paying attention to my every move, but despite this, I still said it to myself.

"I loved the emperor sincerely before, and now I no longer have affection for the emperor, it is also true, every word I just said is not half false, the emperor doesn't believe me, I can't do anything."

Yan Shenxing still didn't react, and I couldn't explain it anymore, so I pulled a little quilt and curled up, feeling all kinds of grievances in my heart, and the more I thought about it, the more sad I became.

Why is it that every time I meet Yan Shenxing, I am confused, puzzled, angry, painful, sad, and I can't help it