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Qingyun knocked frantically on the door outside, but the young man inside the door didn't react anyway, Lin Yan didn't know how long he had locked himself up, he didn't make a sound, he didn't speak, he didn't go out, he didn't eat, and he didn't see anyone, Qingyun They were afraid that Lin Yan would die in the house several times, but every time they went to look for him, Lin Yan would reply to them in a low and calm voice: "I'm fine, I just want to be alone." These two sentences put together, for Lin Yan, it is really a contradictory, false to the point that it can be debunked without any thinking, since Lin Yan's reincarnation, his personality has changed a lot, Lin Yan may not like many people getting together, he doesn't like to be lively, he just likes to be alone, and he likes to stay with familiar people - maybe he was too lonely and reincarnated when he jumped off the stage alone, I don't know what's wrong, I just can't stand being alone, and the Nanqing Immortal Lord sticks to Nanqing when he is free, Qingyun sticks to Qingyun when he is free, no matter whether Jingchang is free or not, Lin Yan will always go to Jingchang, some don't, anyway, he always has to say a few words with him, even if it is General Chenguang, this kind of stuffy oil bottle that can't hold back a fart for half a day, when Lin Yan feels lonely and uncomfortable, he will also go to find it, the excuse is that he wants to practice the sword for a while, please General Chenguang for advice.

Now that he says he wants to be left alone, and says he doesn't have anything to do, that's obviously something.

General Chenguang and Jingchang stood behind Qingyun, the three of them glanced at each other, then nodded, cast a spell, two fingers and one point, and then the door was forcibly broken.

When he entered, he saw Lin Yan sitting on the ground, the window was above his head, the sunlight was very good, but the light that came in through the window hit a long distance away from Lin Yan, inside the sunlight, there was a subtle but clearly visible dust, and in the shadows, there was the little boy sitting curled up in a ball. Lin Yan sat there leaning against the wall weakly, tilting his head slightly, looking at the eyes above his head, his eyes narrowed, he couldn't see his eyes, and he didn't know what kind of eyes he was looking at now.

Lin Yan is sad and sad, when he is angry and angry, he is not like other people, he doesn't drop things, he doesn't mess up his own mess, he doesn't be stupid enough to harm himself, he just likes to stay alone and think quietly. There were a lot of blue blood stains on the ground, not wounds made by Lin Yan himself, but after the Tiangong Qingtan Competition was finished that day, he hadn't had time to deal with his wounds, and the blue blood stains on the ground looked like they had been scabbed for a long time. Lin Yan heard the sound of the door being broken, and he didn't react, so he still sat there dumbfounded.

Qingyun and the three of them stood there, looking at Lin Yan, not daring to step forward, not daring to speak, not daring to disturb, not knowing what they were saying or doing now in order to appease Lin Yan.

Qingyun and General Chenguang stood there, not daring to step forward, they thought, the boy's mind is always not delicate, will he say the wrong sentence and make a wrong move, which makes this already confused teenager even more sad and sad.

Jing Chang just looked at him like that, and then walked over slowly, General Chen Guang and General Qingyun stood behind her, not daring to step forward to stop it, the Immortal Lord of Nanqing was still unconscious, maybe Jing Chang was the only person who could save Lin Yan at this time.

Jing Chang squatted down in front of Lin Yan full, and then pulled Lin Yan's hand, many of the wounds left by the game that day, one by one, were all blue blood scabs, Lin Yan's eyes slowly drooped, and then looked at Jing Chang, squinting his eyes, still unable to see his eyes.

Jingchang stretched out his hand and used his index finger to caress his wound slowly, slowly, gently, one by one.

"Does it hurt?"

Lin Yan didn't speak, didn't shake his head or nodded, but suddenly tears fell, flowing out of the corners of his eyes, and then down his cheeks and into his ears

When he feels very painful, the most taboo thing is that others come to ask if it hurts. If you don't ask, you can barely hide it, but if you ask, you can't hide anything.

He has become a blue-blooded man again, and he has to relive the fearful life of the past. Lin Yan didn't feel that the blue blood was inferior, or that the blue blood flowing in his body was something that lowered his identity, but Lin Yan's miserable experience in the past seventeen years made him feel that he didn't want to taste this kind of blue-blooded life anymore.

Jing Chang leaned forward and hugged Lin Yan.

Lin Yan was stunned for a moment, then slowly raised his hand and hugged Jing Chang, Jing Chang was in the beam, Lin Yan was in the shadows, and then Jing Chang slowly brought Lin Yan into the beam, and the two of them hugged each other and cried in the sun.

Lin Yan kept shedding tears, and later wet the clothes on Jingchang's shoulders.

Lin Yan understands a lot of truths - it is fate that can't be avoided, this is something that he has to experience sooner or later, or it doesn't matter, there will always be someone to accompany him, he still has a master, and Senior Brother Qingyun, as well as Jingchang, and General Chenguang, everyone will not care about his identity as a blue-blooded person, everyone will roll up her sleeves and avenge him when she is sad and wronged, or carry it, it will always pass, big deal, if you dance again, you will leave the stage, after experiencing a Zhuxian and dying again, Lin Yan knows how to comfort herself, knows those truths, but he can't resist them, he just can't calm down.

Jingchang and Lin Yan grew up together, she knows Lin Yan's temper best, it's useless to talk too much, just let him know that someone is by his side.

Nanqing finally woke up when Lin Yan ate that meal, everyone gathered around him, not knowing what to say, after the Nanqing Immortal Lord woke up, the first news he heard was that his precious apprentice had recovered his blue blood, I don't know what the Nanqing Immortal Lord would think in his heart, I don't know if it will collapse.

"You all go out." The Nanqing Immortal woke up, but he didn't have time to take a sip of water or eat something.

"Immortal Lord, is it ......" General Qingyun glanced at Lin Yan and felt that Lin Yan would definitely be punished again today.

"Get out." The lips of the Southern Qing Immortal Lord were pale and could not be refuted.

Everyone went out inexplicably, and when Jing Chang went out, he glanced back at Lin Yan with palpitations, thinking in his heart, it was not easy to bring out this autistic young man today, it was best for the Immortal Lord of Nanqing to master the following measures, don't scold too hard, and now he is about to be autistic, and he is not the only one who is about to go crazy.

The Immortal Lord of Nanqing saw that everyone had gone out, only Lin Yan lowered his head and put his hands on his chest, looking a little panicked at a glance.

"Get on your knees." The tone of the Southern Qing Immortal Lord was cold.

Lin Yan knelt down obediently, without any expression on his face.

"What's wrong?"

"Recklessness."

"And!"

"Talk back."

"Gone?"

"It's gone."

"What kind of medicine did Wangchuan leave you back then, but it makes me curious."

Lin Yan sighed in his heart, swallowed his saliva, then looked up at the Immortal Lord of the Southern Qing Dynasty, and then turned his head to the ground with a weak heart, looked at the ground, and hesitated: "Wangchuan knows that I always get into trouble...... There are too many wounds on the body...... So I refined the pill myself...... Ate ...... Well...... It can relieve the pain on the body...... You can recover a little faster...... Wangchuan's medical skills, Master knows, very good...... Hmmm......"

The Nanqing Immortal Lord nodded: "Then what kind of medicine did you leave me in the cave back then?" ”

Lin Yan knew that his affairs were completely exposed: "It's the medicine that Wangchuan gave me, I thought about it...... I've gotten into so much trouble...... Anyway, do something, for the sake of Master......"

Nanqing asked again: "You have grown a lot, I don't know the ability." ”

"Huh?"

"I never knew that you would use a sword to transmit qi or such a thing?"

When Lin Yan heard the words "using a sword to convey qi", it was like something was stuck in his throat, and he couldn't say a word. Back then, he followed Master Nanqing, as well as the two sons of the Xuan family into exile, Master Nanqing's poisonous Gu suddenly attacked, Lin Yan was too anxious at the time, and was manipulated by the sword spirit for a while, under its bewitchment, he used his sword to transmit qi, took his own blue blood, and passed it to the master who was unconscious because of the pain of the poisonous Gu through the Musha sword.

But Lin Yan, like a marionette, didn't know what was being manipulated, knowing that if the master knew the truth, he might never be forgiven by him, but he still did it - he made a mistake 100%, so now Lin Yan just lowered his head and didn't dare to say a word.

"Why don't you speak? Scared? The Southern Qing Immortal Lord slowly got up.

"When you leave the elixir that you have refined with your own blue snow and walk away, how can you not be afraid? In the inn, when you use the Musha sword to convey qi to me, why aren't you afraid! "The appearance of the Nanqing Immortal Lord looks like he is going to rush over and hit him.

"Master." Lin Yan called out in a low voice.

"Master? When you did this kind of thing, why didn't you think that I was your master, why didn't you think about how I told you in the first place! ”

Lin Yan raised his head and looked at the Immortal Lord of Nanqing, the more he looked at it, the more aggrieved he became, and finally with tears in his eyes, he looked at Nanqing and looked like he was about to cry.

"If I don't save you, then this blue blood may really be of no use, it will just bring me endless trouble."

Lin Yan nodded, his shoulders trembled, and knelt there.

The Immortal Lord of Nanqing looked at Lin Yan, thinking back to what he had just said, and actually felt guilty in his heart, he only blamed Lin Yan for not understanding the discomfort and entanglement in his heart, but he never thought that one day, Lin Yan would also need such comfort - if this blue blood was not used to save his master, what might bring Lin Yan was only endless disasters.