Chapter 596: Guilt
Time seemed to stand still, and in the end, it was Jia Jingqing who reacted first, she smiled awkwardly, and then looked at Zhao Lan on the other end and opened her mouth, but didn't say anything.
She didn't know what to say to this woman, the other party was holding her boyfriend like this, and she didn't know whether to question Shen Nanmu.
But in the end, Jia Jingqing felt that she shouldn't be like this, after all, Shen Nanmu was on a mission today, and for this woman, she felt that she still had to ask Shen Nanmu in person, so Jia Jingqing restrained the anger in her heart.
She looked at Shen Nanmu and said, "Nanmu, I wish you a happy birthday." Just as Jia Jingqing finished saying this, the hospital wall clock suddenly rang.
This is the bell at zero o'clock, Shen Nanmu realized what Jia Jingqing wanted to say to him, he was a little annoyed, and subconsciously pushed away Zhao Lan next to him.
"I'm sorry, Jingqing, I didn't know you had this for me."
Jia Jingqing smiled, "It's nothing, I asked Siyan to make a party for you in the restaurant, you will remember to go over later." ”
After she finished speaking, she took the initiative to end the communication, Shen Nanmu looked at the black screen of the phone and frowned, Zhao Lan silently retreated when she saw this, as long as she knew that Shen Nanmu was fine.
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Shen Siyan's leg injury was almost healed, and he began to prepare for work again, after Lu Qian sent people to the door, he still had some uneasy advice, "No, I still don't worry about you, anyway, you must be careful in everything, or I will send you to and from work." ”
Shen Siyan saw that Lu Qian was so anxious, and was a little helpless, "You don't have to do this, I really don't care." ”
Lu Qian shook his head, "If you were alone, I wouldn't be so worried, but now you are two people, and you don't pay attention to your own safety so much, so you decide." ”
Lu Qian made the final decision, Shen Siyan didn't even have the right to protest, and Lu Qian didn't have much to do when he sent Shen Siyan to the police station, so he left immediately.
Shen Siyan couldn't scold him anymore when he saw this, so he could only reluctantly accept this reality.
When I returned to the police station, I just sat down and was called by Shen Nanmu, "Siyan, you go with me to meet someone!" ”
Shen Siyan looked at Shen Nanmu's tired face, "You didn't have a break yesterday, right?" ”
Shen Nanmu smiled bitterly, "How can I sleep." "After so many things, plus, Jia Jingqing saw the matter of herself and Zhao Lan yesterday.
Shen Nanmu only felt that he had simply reached the water reversal period yesterday, and nothing went well, and besides, now there was bad news from Duan Xiaotian's side.
The doctor called him specifically and asked him to go to the hospital to see Duan Xiaotian for the last time, he is now going to the hospital to make a very important decision, this decision may make him regret it, but he has to face it.
Shen Siyan also faintly sensed that something was wrong with Shen Nanmu, his mood was very wrong, she had never seen Shen Nanmu so depressed.
So she began to speak carefully, "Okay, I'll clean up and go with you." ”
Shen Nanmu thanked gratefully, "Thank you, Siyan, then I'll go out and wait for you." ”
Shen Siyan nodded, and after watching Shen Nanmu go out, she began to change her clothes with some concern.
Getting into Shen Nanmu's car, Shen Siyan saw that Shen Nanmu didn't say a word, and she couldn't speak, so she honestly followed Shen Nanmu to the hospital.
Shen Siyan followed Shen Nanmu to the outside of an intensive care ward, and she saw Shen Nanmu standing motionless at the door and did not go in. After being silent for a few minutes, Shen Siyan finally couldn't help it, "Why don't you go in?" Is Duan Xiaotian's condition okay? ”
Shen Siyan's words were like the last straw that crushed the camel, Shen Nanmu finally couldn't help but collapse, he fled from the door of the ward with red eyes, and then leaned against the wall and slowly slid down.
"I really can't make this decision, Siyan, I really can't make this decision, if the person lying in it now is me...... It's all my fault, Duan Xiaotian is doing this to save me. ”
Shen Siyan was taken aback by Shen Nanmu's appearance, she faintly noticed it, I am afraid that Duan Xiaotian's situation is not good, otherwise Shen Nanmu would not be like this.
She cautiously walked up to Shen Nanmu and squatted down, stretched out her hand and patted him on the shoulder comfortingly, "Don't be like this, what's going on?" ”
Shen Nanmu buried his face in his knees, and Shen Siyan could only hear his buzzing voice, "It's okay, I just think it's okay if the person lying inside is me." ”
Shen Siyan couldn't help frowning when he saw that Shen Nanmu still had this kind of thought, "How can you talk like this?" By saying this, you are not responsible to the people around you who care about you. ”
Shen Nanmu's voice was choked, and he said that the man didn't flick when he had tears, but he didn't get to the sad place, Shen Siyan also felt a little sad when he saw Shen Nanmu like this.
"What the hell is going on, you tell me, if you feel that you can't bear it, you can tell me, and I will share it for you."
Shen Nanmu sighed, wiped a handful of tears, and looked up at Shen Siyan, "The doctor said that Duan Xiaotian may not be saved, and he wants me to make a decision now." ”
"How so?" Shen Siyan's face suddenly became ugly, she only knew that Duan Xiaotian was seriously injured at first, but she didn't expect that he couldn't be saved.
Shen Nanmu is such a person who values love and righteousness, if he really can't be saved, Shen Nanmu will definitely blame himself, after all, in that situation at that time, it was indeed Duan Xiaotian who blocked the gun for him in order to save Shen Nanmu.
Shen Siyan saw that Shen Nanmu's eyes continued to be dazed, even if it was for Jia Jingqing, she had to encourage him well.
Shen Siyan took a deep breath and said carefully, "Nanmu, I know you're in a sad mood right now, but if the doctor really says that, then we can only accept the worst result, what about Duan Xiaotian's relatives, did they come?" ”
Shen Nanmu shook his head mechanically, as if he had lost his soul, "Duan Xiaotian has no relatives, for him, I am his relatives." ”
Shen Nanmu and Shen Siyan looked at each other straight when she said this, Shen Siyan was suffering from the strong emotion in Shen Nanmu's eyes, and her heart trembled, she didn't expect it to be like this, no wonder Duan Xiaotian would go out of his way to save Shen Nanmu.
"You're here." A voice sounded above their heads, and the two of them followed the prestige and found that it was Duan Xiaotian's attending doctor, Shen Nanmu quickly stood up, but he had just squatted for too long and almost fell, Shen Siyan hurriedly supported him.
The two walked up to the doctor, and the doctor sighed when he saw Shen Nanmu like this, and his tone softened, "I'm sorry, let's mourn!" ”
"We also know that it is difficult for you to make this decision, but the patient has no relatives, so it is up to you to come, and now that he is alive like this, it is also a pain, since you are his closest friend, then I hope you can relieve this pain for him with your own hands."
The doctor's words slammed into Shen Siyan's heart, Shen Siyan still felt a little unwilling, she didn't want to see Duan Xiaotian, a loving and righteous person, die like this.
"Doctor, is there really no other way?"
The doctor frowned, "At present, our extubation is risky, but it is not completely impossible to survive, it still depends on the willpower of the injured person." ”
"If he has a strong will to survive, there is still a certain chance of surviving, but this chance is very small, so we let you make your own decisions."
When Shen Siyan heard the doctor say this, she seemed to see hope, she patted Shen Nanmu on the shoulder next to her and said.
"Did you hear what the doctor said? He said that if Duan Xiaotian has a strong will to survive, it is possible to survive, don't be discouraged first, you should go to Duan Xiaotian's ear to persuade him and encourage him to survive. ”
Shen Nanmu naturally knew this, but he was not optimistic, and the successive blows made him lose his former sharpness.
He smiled reluctantly, "I know, I will persuade him well, but now Duan Xiaotian can't hear anything, even if I say something to him, I'm afraid he will ......."
"No, it won't." The doctor suddenly interrupted Shen Nanmu's words, "Although the patient is not awake now, none of us can know whether his consciousness is clear, there have been vegetative patients before, saying that he can hear the sounds around him during his coma, I think you can also give it a try." ”
The doctor didn't want a life to fall in his hands, so he also followed Shen Siyan to encourage Shen Nanmu.
Shen Nanmu gradually rose with a glimmer of hope under the encouragement of the two, he took a deep breath, pushed the door and entered the ward.
Shen Siyan looked at the reclosed ward, the expression on her face could no longer be hidden, she looked at the doctor and asked, "Doctor, do you think the odds are high?" Do you think it's possible for Duan Xiaotian to survive? ”
The doctor sighed and said earnestly, "Shen Nanmu was here just now, I can't say it, but I have nothing to hide from you, in fact, it is precisely because of the low survival rate that we dare not make this decision, I'm really sorry, I've tried my best." ”
I don't know if the prayers of Shen Siyan and the others worked, after Shen Nanmu personally extubated Duan Xiaotian, Duan Xiaotian was actually fine, he survived.
This news was undoubtedly exciting for Shen Nanmu, and the two couldn't help but laugh when they came out of the hospital.
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The matter in the hospital was over, Duan Xiaotian was fine, and Shen Siyan was in a good mood when she returned to the police station, but she was suddenly stopped by Zhao Lan, Zhao Lan looked like she wanted to speak and stopped, Shen Siyan frowned, "What's wrong?" Is there anything you want to ask me? ”
Shen Siyan thought about it for a while, she had just come back from the hospital with Shen Nanmu, and she wondered if Zhao Lan wanted to ask her about Shen Nanmu.
Thinking of this possibility, she was a little embarrassed, if Shen Nanmu didn't have a girlfriend, she didn't think it was anything, but Shen Nanmu now had a girlfriend.
And she still knows, not to mention that she has a good impression of Jia Jingqing, it is too difficult for her to be caught in the middle, but the question that Zhao Lan asked her this time was a little unexpected.
I saw Zhao Lan pull Shen Siyan to a secluded place, and then asked in a low voice, "Sister Siyan, do you know about Shen Nanmu's girlfriend Jia Jingqing?" ”
Shen Siyan didn't expect Zhao Lan to directly pass over Shen Nanmu and inquire about Jia Jingqing, she thought that these two people should have nothing to do with each other, so why she was suddenly interested in each other.
Shen Siyan glanced at Zhao Lan with some suspicion, Zhao Lan was a little heartbroken by Shen Siyan's eyes, but she still wanted to know.
Although she only glanced at it briefly in the video last time, she hadn't been in contact with the other party's real person after all, and she didn't have the courage to ask Shen Nanmu, so she could only tactfully find Shen Siyan here.
Shen Siyan didn't understand what Zhao Lan meant, but she felt that she needed to remind the other party, "Zhao Lan, I don't know why you are so interested in Jia Jingqing, but what I want to remind you is that Jia Jingqing is the only person who can enter Shen Nanmu's heart. ”
Shen Siyan knew that she was a little cruel when she said this, but she had to say that since Shen Nanmu was already with Jia Jingqing, then he should not let the other party down, although Jia Jingqing was now in the drug rehabilitation center.