Fortunately, it takes the right time and place to take a good egg from Mrs. Su, before that critical moment comes, Zhang Ruolei and I flew straight to shoot the wedding dress, the wedding date is imminent, the wedding photos can not be delayed again and again, Huaihai repeatedly urged, saying that if you don't want to erect a blank display shelf at the door, then we should take the serious and sacred matter of marriage as a thing, and we can't always delay everything like this.

He seemed to be more anxious than the two of us, and once I saw him taking our invitation and pondering it, as if there was a great treasure hidden there, and he was the one who had not been able to enter the door for a long time.

Later, he went out temporarily to answer a phone call, and I learned that what he was holding was not my marriage invitation with Zhang Ruolei. It was from him and Xiao Han many years ago, I took it and handed it to Zhang Ruolei.

There is a pair of beautiful people above, and the woman and the bird are nestled on the man's chest, and her smiling face is like a flower. At the bottom is a thin imitation of Song black lead characters, groom: Huaihai. Bride: Xiao Han. Waiting for relatives and friends to come at a certain time and a certain day and place.

"He didn't throw it all the time?"

Zhang Ruolei pursed his lips, Huaihai's voice gradually approached, and we quickly put the invitation back in its place, and we were busy with our own work, when no one had seen it. He came in and put down the phone and went straight to the old invitation, looking at it with a preoccupation, looking at it as a treasure, and then looking around from side to side, carefully retracting it in his bag.

Zhang Ruolei and I exchanged glances with each other, and we were silent.

"Do you think it's possible for the two of them?"

"What do you think we're going to do?"

I looked up at him, and there was confusion in my eyes.

He knocked me on the head.

"Look at me, I'm busy giving my ex-mother-in-law and father-in-law two goals every day. What about you? I think about pulling the red line for my ex-husband every day. ”

My face was gloomy, it was my scar, and I didn't touch it myself.

Zhang Ruolei knew that he had said the wrong thing, but he did not apologize. The tone is calm and distant.

"It's time to put it down."

He patted me on the shoulder.

"I know you don't want to hear this, but you still say it, just to let you face this past."

He pressed the car key, the car door rang, we opened the car door separately and sat inside, Zhang Ruolei continued.

"Life has to keep starting anew. If you're not ready, don't start with someone else. ”

It was the first time he had talked to me about it so seriously, and I knew it meant a lot. But I don't know how to answer. I had to let the silent air fill the small space in the car.

My dark eyes look at the same dark night, once I loved the dark, it allowed me to magnify my sorrow unscrupulously. During the day, I dare not cry, dare not coward, dare not be fragile in front of people, but the night is my most solid armor, which gently and generously wraps all my unknown.

Those past events that have been dyed with sadness, those unforgettable pasts and old people, can they really be written off, and they will no longer be able to set off the wind and waves in their hearts?

I have deep doubts about this, and I am even more reluctant to promise Zhang Ruolei what I can't do by myself, and I don't want to pretend to be happy. Time allows me to grow, let me experience, let me precipitate, and maybe I can finally let it

I learned to forget. But not now, I'm sure as well.

I sighed long, for myself and for my lover. He fell in love with a woman he shouldn't love the least. It's not a good thing for women to have stories, and those stories are always chewed for themselves as well as for others. Recently, the story is too heavy to swallow no matter how you chew, or you have indigestion after swallowing, which will cause cross-infection and secondary injury.

In any case, if you don't really let go of the past, you really shouldn't say anything to another person and start over.

But Zhang Ruolei and I obviously have no way out.

Why didn't he remember to remind him solemnly until now? If I know that I think so, then our ending, will I be a bride who escapes, or will he be an unwilling groom?

I crossed my fingers inwards and kept looking at my unusually clear palm prints. It is said that everyone has a secret code of their destiny hidden in the palm of their hand, but those criss-crossing palm prints make me more and more confused. I think that if those few lines, thick or thin, light or shallow, can really interpret the rise and fall, happiness and sorrow of a person, then too many human beings are too stupid to be so simple that they can't see clearly. What else can be under the control of humanity itself?

The car entered the underground garage of the community, the voice of the electronic number was cold and mechanical, Zhang Ruolei hit the steering wheel, the body was swallowed into the huge black corridor, he was very familiar with the road conditions here, not to mention the help of the car lights, we parked in our own parking space. He turned around and didn't let me get out of the car, but my hand was already on the cold metal door.

"What?"

I looked back at him suspiciously.

"Plums." He grabbed one of my arms.

"I love you."

I lowered my eyelids, I never knew how moving it was.

"I hate it."

His tone was low, like a spring thunder rolling across the sky.

"If only life could be simpler."

I saw the sorrow and sorrow in his eyes. What worries him?

"If,"

He looked me in the eye.

"It would have been nice if I had known you earlier!"

My eyes were moist, and I threw my arms around his neck, tears not holding myself.

The two of us went up the elevator from the parking lot arm in arm, and we all suddenly remembered where the new house was arranged.

"Yes! Where is the new house furnished? ”

It didn't look like he was asking for my opinion, but more like he was muttering to himself.

"Go abroad. Abroad, I have a house. Monomer. In Seattle. I would like to make it our new home. ”

My eyes widened in amazement.

"That's too far!"

The elevator came quickly. The door opened with a "ding" and the two of us entered.

"After the honeymoon, I have a few suites in this city, one is in a certain district, I bought all the floors, in fact, the floor is not very big, less than 300 square meters. We can open up the inside, you are used to living in the city, I will be busy in the future, and I will leave you alone at home to live in the villa area, sometimes I am not at ease. ”

It turned out that he was early

There is a plan. My heart relaxed and I talked to him about Huaihai and Xiao Han. I said I couldn't forget him, I just couldn't forget the marriage experience he brought me. Once bitten by a snake, he was afraid of the well rope for ten years. I admit that he has brought me a huge shadow, and I may not be able to forgive him for the rest of my life, and I know that some people will talk about these things, saying that there is no love and hate. But it's not just hate.

I stopped at my feet and looked up at his face, and his gaze fell on my face gently, like a snowflake resting on a branch, like a dragonfly kissing the water.

"If you want to talk about love, I'm afraid it's really long gone. If you want to say hate, it's not pure. The kind of regret that was not at the beginning, hated the beginning, and wanted to overturn his life and start over, but he knew that it was impossible, and wanted to be generous and chic and forget everything, but, do you know? ”

I searched his gaze.

"The negative energy he brought to me was sometimes like a huge black hole, and I always felt that I was hovering on the edge, and if I wasn't careful, I would fall into the abyss of pain. Those sporadic clips, he beat me, I committed suicide on drugs for him, he took my son away from me, he forced me to sign the divorce papers. At that time......"

I took a long breath to keep my tears from falling. I adjust my emotions.

"At that time," I said, "I felt my heart crumpled and slashed, slashed by him, slashed by slash, flesh and blood, and then there was nothing I could do." ”

I couldn't control it anymore.

"Even breathing hurts."

I covered my face with his chest and whimpered and cried.

"Every time I take a breath, I feel the pain involved, every nerve hurts so much that I can't stand it, but I can't do it, I can't stop it, I'm powerless!"

Zhang Ruolei rubbed me deeper into his arms.

"Don't say it, I'm sorry, don't say it."

The wedding photos went well, but I was really tired, fiddling with makeup artists and photographers like puppets, and I wanted to make a stunning appearance in front of him after putting on makeup, but after being fiddled for so many hours, he and I didn't have the heart to compliment each other. Taking wedding photos is so tiring, and the wedding day can be imagined.

The wedding photos here were not taken, and there was an accident over there, we entrusted the matter to Lao Bai before leaving, and we didn't want Lao Bai to pinch Xiao Han head-on, and the two of them slapped the table in front of a group of employees in the conference room, and they almost started swearing with each other. The most excessive, Xiao Han poked Lao Bai's sore spot, and there was a sentence that was quite ruthless, saying that she was not like some people, she was unclear and unclear all her life.

Lao Bai had never been robbed like this, and he was furious on the spot.

Lao Bai called me and said, "With her without me, with me without her." ”

That's the exact word.

After asking carefully, I learned that Xiao Han moved to let Aunt Zhang Ruolei reappear in the rivers and lakes, and I talked to Zhang Ruolei about it, and the two of them didn't dare to delay at all, so they took off their wedding dresses and rushed to the airport.

I complained, saying, "I can't do it without a single look." "While thinking about countermeasures.

We took a nap on the plane for a while, got off the plane, didn't have time to eat a bite and went straight to the company, Zhang Ruolei said, Xiao Han can't stay. But you can't stay, but you can't leave. Lao Bai can't

Walk.

Zhang Ruolei reminded me that Xiao Han may have done it on purpose, intending to anger Lao Bai, and as soon as Lao Bai leaves, our power will be a little thinner.

I disagree with him and say that she didn't think it would backfire? In this way, Lao Bai will be on our side.

Zhang Ruolei said that I was thinking too simply.

"You want to," he analyzed.

"Lao Bai said this, 'There is her without me, there is me without her'. If it is not handled well, won't it accelerate the process of Lao Bai Toucheng? If the two aunts of the Zhang family, Xiao Han, and Lao Bai join forces, have you ever thought about your and my situation? ”

I felt a chill on my back, and I couldn't leave. It's almost a little crying.

"Zhang Ruolei." I say.

"I don't want to go back. Originally, I wanted to play 50 boards each, but if you say this, if you don't handle this matter well, it is very likely that both sides will not be pleased. ”

(End of chapter)