"Mom, I'll just ask you something. Seven years ago, you deliberately arranged me to Xiaoqing's side, did you have a plan for a long time? ”

"I'm going to use me to hurt Asa Jing severely."

"When Xiao Jing needed me the most, I gave her a fatal blow."

"Now that you know, why bother asking me?" Zhang Shanshan said calmly, "Su Qianqing is very important to Fan Xiaolin. ”

Hearing Zhang Shanshan's last words, Zhu Ziyi felt a chill.

Is his mother really such a person?

All along, he didn't want to believe it. He chose to escape, to choose to blind himself. Even if others say that his mother is not 10,000, he will reject it as soon as possible.

He knew his mother wasn't like that.

However, what can compare to the critical blow caused by the person's own admission?

"I see."

Zhu Ziyi had thousands of words that he wanted to say to his mother, but in the end, a thousand words turned into only one sentence.

He knew, so he wouldn't have any more hope in the future.

"Son, do you hate me very much." As Zhu Ziyi's mother, how could Zhang Shanshan not notice it? But there was no way.

When she had already made this decision, she knew that Zhu Ziyi would be like this sooner or later. He hated himself as he deserved.

"Hate? Do you think I'll not hate you? Zhu Ziyi smiled bitterly, "Mom, do you know." Your son is truly in love with her. ”

Zhang Shanshan was silent for a long time before she spoke, "I know." ”

"You know, but you still don't tell me." Zhu Ziyi smiled bitterly, "Do you know how guilty and confused I was seven years ago? ”

"My loved one, her father was killed by my mother. I knew the truth, but I couldn't tell her. Because you are my mother, I can't take my mother to court with my own hands. ”

"So seven years ago, I was cowardly. I ran away, I couldn't make a choice. ”

"It's so hard! So you know what? ”

"Do you know how much my heart hurts at the time?"

"I can only escape! Because one is my lover and the other is my relative! ”

"But Mother, you have deceived me."

"If I knew that you had deliberately arranged for me to be with Xiao Jing, then I would rather I never love."

Zhu Ziyi closed his eyes painfully, because he had loved, so he knew the feeling of loss.

"Mom, I don't want to love someone again in my life."

"I'm so tired of love."

"I was abroad for seven years and I thought I could forget about her. But I was wrong. ”

"The first thing I say when I wake up every day is Xiaoqing. I would subconsciously call Xiaoqing at ten o'clock every day, even if I hung up immediately. ”

"I still can't change the way to say goodnight to Xiaoqing before going to bed at night, even though I face the moon every day."

Zhu Ziyi laughed silently, looking at the photo in his hand with teary eyes, and suddenly felt that he was so stupid.

"In seven years, I have made countless friends, but I have not had a girlfriend after all."

"Because I can't forget, I can't forget her."

"She is the woman I love most in my life, the love of mine."

"Mother, congratulations."

Zhang Shanshan listened to what her son said, and her heart was dripping blood.

She thought that her son didn't care too much about Su Qianqing. Because at that time, he knew that it was she who killed Su Qianqing's father, and went directly to a foreign country. Not a word.