I held my breath, my hands trembled and my liver trembled, and I pulled it gently.

Sky!

It's on!

I couldn't hide my excitement, trembling and carefully taking off the lock, the tempered glass door "creaked", I stuffed my slightly fat body into the crack of the door, flashed, and got out of it.

The elevator came quickly, and I flashed again, ghostly into the elevator.

"Hurry to the first floor, get to the first floor." I clenched my fists, stared at the elevator buttons, and the green light was green, and soon I reached the first floor, where there were only two doors left in the hospital at night, and I struggled to find one of them.

It's out!

I opened my arms, my eyes slightly wet.

"I'm free!"

Looking around, the streets were deserted, and the empty streets were filled with only street lamps, and the light was wet with a thin mist, and the night became more hazy and stagnant. Occasionally, a few nocturnal cars, with red taillights on all the way, cruising like fish on the lonely streets, adding sadness and loneliness to the world.

Although it is the entrance of the hospital, there are not many taxis, not to mention that there are eyes everywhere now, and it is not yet the time of Nanshan immediately, I wrapped my coat tightly, pulled my hat lower, and wanted to pick the blind spot of the monitoring to go, raise my eyes to see, in the arms of the monitor, it seems that it is impossible to find a blind spot in a short time to avoid people's ears and eyes, I took two steps tightly, just took two steps, my stomach was painful, and cold sweat trickled down from my forehead.

It's all right.

I thought, holding on to the white steel railing at the entrance of the hospital with one hand and supporting my waist with the other.

It hurts, another heart-piercing pain. Is this going to be born? It turned out that I really needed to keep the baby. I raised my head, not far away a monitor was staring at me wordlessly, the night breeze was slightly cool, and soon the layer of perspiration on my body was blown dry, but the body immediately surged with another layer of perspiration, I gasped, raised my head, and looked back, thinking about all the hardships in the past few days, remembering the minutes and seconds I had been in bed to protect the fetus, day and night, and remembering the thrilling scene after scene just now.

No! You can't go back to that hell place even if you die.

However, if there are any signs of miscarriage, it is clear that turning back should be my best option.

What am I going to do?

There was another heart-piercing pain in the depths of my stomach, like labor pains, but the amniotic water had not yet broken, maybe it was okay, I raised my head and gasped, and the endless night was swallowed by me along with the cold.

My body was cold and hot, and my limbs could move, but I felt that my legs seemed to have a thousand gold.

What about taxis? Why don't you have one?

I pulled out my phone and wanted to use online car-hailing. But my hand didn't even have the strength to hold the phone, I just slid to unlock it, and the hand and the phone drooped down from my side, and I looked up, as if I was in a place where the air was thin and there was not enough oxygen.

Wan Qian!

That's right!

Wan Qian!

I took out my phone again and pulled Wan Qian's number with all my might.

"Wan Qian, I'm ......"

I felt that my eyes were dark, my hands slipped, I had no feeling in my body, and everything seemed to be peeling off the cocoon as quickly and slowly as if it were peeling off a cocoon. Where is this? Where is this heart? I can't sleep, the ground is cold, but I

But I didn't feel the cold, but I felt that there was hot magma surging in the depths of the earth's surface, and the skin of the earth burned the skin under my clothes.

"Wan Qian ......"

I stroked my belly.

I didn't even give my address, how could she possibly find me? If Wan Qian can't help me, if someone finds me in a while, they will definitely send me back to the hospital directly. If I go back to the hospital, it means that all the planning and all the efforts I have made in the past few days will be in vain.

I squinted slightly, battling to the death the consciousness that was gradually draining out of my body.

I can't fall.

Tears slipped down the corners of my eyes little by little, and after several efforts, I wanted to stand up, I had to stand up, if I didn't stand up, I didn't know who I would fall into.

The night was hazy and the lights were blurred. I just felt spasms and spasms in my body, and I felt a burst of tightness. The sound of the wind whistling in my ears many years ago seemed to sound in my ears again, and suddenly it blew into my heart, and Zhang Ruolei's familiar face appeared in front of my eyes.

"How? How are you? ”

He hugged me, and the night was filled with the sound of the wind.

"You must be fine, I want our child."

He ran in the lonely and cold air, the sweat on his forehead dripped, dripping on my cheeks, I closed my eyes slightly, stretched out my hand, that person is a tenderness that I can't touch?

Reaching out his hand, his face fell apart in the night, gradually diluted. I shivered when a cold wind blew in, and I turned around to look around, but it was still empty.

The pain in the stomach has been relieved, the wind comes up, and the sweat on the body is cold and sticks to the clothes, making people feel more and more cold.

I struggled to my feet and picked up the phone, there were many missed calls, and it was Wan Qian.

Should I pull Wan Qian back? I could walk now, and something seemed to slip out from beneath me, and I reached out and touched it, and looked at it in the dim light. It's blood!

It turned out to be blood.

See red.

There are few of them.

Is he leaving?

I know how difficult the world is, and when I come, I just feel it, and I feel that I don't want to stay anymore when I have time to see it at a glance in the future.

It was probably the best option for him and me.

I closed my eyes, and I couldn't tell if it was sweat or tears. Is it my eyes that are tired, tired, tired, and sweaty, or is my heart broken, painful, broken, and salty tears coming out?

There was a taxi slowly driving towards me with the overhead lights on, and I didn't care much, so I took two steps and reached out to stop it.

The driver looked me up and down, and I didn't wait for him to ask, and pulled the car door.

"Master, train station."

"What do you look like?"

"There is an emergency at home, the old man in the family is seriously ill, there is no way, help, big brother."

I gasped.

"It's okay, it's only been more than five months, and I can't give birth yet. It's not time to be born. The family went back and hid it from me, but I wanted to see the old man one last time. ”

As I spoke, I burst into tears.

The taxi driver pressed the meter,

The car drove smoothly on the road, and there were fewer people and fewer cars at night, and after a while, I had another cramping pain in my stomach, and I endured the pain, like a rain of sweat on my forehead.

The driver asked me and said it doesn't matter to you.

I said it was fine.

"You can't be nervous, you have to think about it, birth, old age, sickness and death are common things, at this time you can't think about the old anymore, the old one will come one day, you have to take care of the one in the stomach."

My tears rained down.

"Yes."

I covered my face and whimpered loudly.

"But I only have such a mother, my dad is long gone, she is dependent on me, and now she is dying, but everyone is hiding it from me."

The driver sighed.

"They're also for your good. It's not for your own good, and it won't hide it from you, isn't it just for fear that you will be excited? Believe me, you can't be too excited, if you are too excited, the old ones are gone, the small ones are gone, how to fix them? ”

I cried and shook my head, tears streaming down my fingers.

"I don't care, I only have one mother. Only my mom knows best that she feels sorry for me, and everyone else is fake. ”

I cried sadly, and the driver was quite sympathetic, and he frequently shook his head and sighed.

"Well, it's all this time, and you shouldn't be too sad. Men are like that, who will take their daughter-in-law too seriously after getting married? It's good not to go out to prostitute or gamble. Don't really think about the rest, it's all at this time, what's the use of saying that? You have to wait for the child to be born, and then talk about it when you are a freshman. ”

At night, the road conditions are good, the speed of the car is fast, and the destination has been reached in a conversation.

I sat in the car and cried.

"Master, I'm ......"

I choked up and almost lost my breath.

"I ......"

The driver has pressed the meter.

"What's wrong with you? No, I'll take you back to the hospital. ”

He said.

"It's not."

I choked up and continued in fits and starts.

"I ran away secretly, I didn't bring any money."

I cried "wow" openly.

"Hey!"

The driver was relieved and put his hands on the steering wheel.

"Forget it. I'll give you a free bill. ”

"Not ......"

I was still crying, my voice choked in my throat again and again, and on several occasions I cried so hard that I almost couldn't breathe. I was sobbing, and the driver was clearly starting to get frustrated.

"I ......"

The driver muttered.

"It's unlucky."

But when he turned to face me, he put on a smile again.

"Okay, I know what you mean."

He opened his wallet and pulled out a hundred-dollar bill.

"I don't have any more, I didn't have a good job tonight. This money is given to you, do you not only have no money for me, but also no money to buy train tickets? ”

I sobbed and nodded my head and thanked me repeatedly. The driver waved his hand in a general's style.

"Forget it, I don't think you're easier than me. Just when I do good deeds and accumulate virtue. Big sister, can you get out of the car?! ”

I didn't take the money politely, although it was in the train station

At night, there were still a lot of people, and there were extremely sleepy, tired, and tired travelers, who were lying on the bed in kimono, sleeping on their duffel bags.

I picked a farmer who looked good-looking.

"Big brother, buy me a ticket. Something happened to me at home, and I kept standing in line, and I'm afraid I can't stand it anymore. ”

I say.

The man's eyes rolled up and down to look at me, and without saying a word, he walked away from me.

It turns out that the seemingly simple farmer is not easy to ask for, what is he afraid of? Afraid that I am a liar or that I will lie to him?

begged two people in a row, and both of them were indifferent.

I narrowed my eyes, and felt more and more that the world was spinning, and on the other hand, I was afraid that I would be discovered by the police, and if the police found out, then I would inevitably be taken back to my place. At the very least, according to the legal process, they will also notify my husband to come and take me away.

What to do?

The lights in the ticket hall of the train station make people's eyes hurt. My back was against the cold marble wall, tears streaming down my cheeks and into my clothes. Figures kept flashing in front of my eyes, and I could hear my own breathing, which filled my chest, blowing like a blower, whirring and pulling bellows.

(End of chapter)