Chapter 203: Give Me Back
"Gu Han, don't be like this." Chi Yue lowered her head and said in a slightly flustered manner.
Gu Han couldn't help but take another step forward, his voice eager, "Why?" Why are you always avoiding me? ”
"I, I didn't ......," Chi Yue quibbled, "Haven't I been in your Rongwang Mansion all the time?" Where is there to hide from you? ”
"Although you are by my side, your heart will not come near to me." Gu Han said sadly, "The affection I expressed to you, don't you really feel it at all?" ”
Chi Yue looked at him in amazement.
The embankment on the chest was finally washed away by the flood, and the last line of defense completely collapsed.
Why didn't she feel his kindness to her? Why didn't you see his mind clearly?
But she refused to believe it, she didn't want to believe it, so she told herself again and again that his actions were only out of friendship with friends, and had nothing to do with children's personal feelings.
Because she and he are people of two worlds, one in heaven and one on earth, it is impossible for them to come together.
If there's no ending, why let it begin? It's just a grief in vain.
After she was reborn, it was not that she had not thought about her marriage, and it was not that she had not fantasized about meeting a rich and handsome prince charming, like Gu Han, riding colorful auspicious clouds and riding a white horse to marry her......
But she also knew that Gu Han was in the royal family, and she couldn't help herself. The Queen Mother and the Emperor will never allow a commoner to marry into the Rong Palace, and be the incomparably noble and admired Princess Rong.
Because since ancient times, the royal family has paid attention to the right family, and this is especially true in the current dynasty, because she will never dare to be delusional.
"Gu Han, I know you are good to me, but it is impossible for us, we can only be friends." Chi Yue muttered.
Gu Han knew what she meant, and she could see that she finally understood her mind.
For a while, his blood surged, he suddenly wrapped Chi Yue's entire body into his arms, pressed the cute head into his chest, and pressed his chin against the soft green silk, "But I like you, I love you!" I want to be with you! As long as the two of us don't give up, I believe everything is possible! As long as you believe in it, I will never fail you! ”
This chest was wide and warm, which made Chi Yue sink deeply, and he couldn't bear to push it away.
These categorical words, Chi Yue has been looking forward to being able to come out of Gu Han's mouth. But once he said it, she felt so unreal.
Can he really disobey the rules of the royal family and the will of the queen mother and the emperor for her?
If he were to gamble with all his glory and riches, would he be willing?
Can he really accompany her to the end and never abandon her......
was thinking passionately, but listening to the magnetic voice above and continuing to say tenderly: "The Queen Mother already admires and loves you, if you enter King Rong's Mansion, she will never stop you." I just want to wronged you and be my side concubine...... But even if you are a side concubine, I will still treat you like a concubine, and I will never allow anyone to treat you unfavorably and bully you for half a point......"
These words were like a basin of cold water poured on Chi Yue's head, and her heart, which made her dance with joy, was burned in an instant, leaving a piece of dead ashes.
She pushed Gu Han away, took a few steps back, and looked at him coldly.
Seeing Chi Yue's indifferent gaze, Gu Han was inexplicably surprised, and asked anxiously, "Yue'er, what's wrong with you?" Did I say something wrong? ”
"What do you say?" Chi Yue asked angrily. On the other hand, he secretly said in his heart, if he really had her in his heart and respected her, how could he not detect the error in his words?
Did he think she was only worthy of being a concubine?
Gu Han faintly sensed why she was angry, her eyes suddenly dimmed, and she sighed, "As you said, I am in the royal family, and there are many things that I can't help myself...... But if we are true love, why should we care about status and reputation? Don't you believe that I will treat you well for the rest of my life, and spoil you more than anyone else? ”
"Don't say any more." Chi Yue didn't want to listen to his defense, so she walked straight to the door and opened the door, "The road is not the same, you and I still take your Yangguan Road, and I will take my single-plank bridge." Today's affairs, when you are impulsive and recognize the wrong person, I will not mind, and please leave immediately. ”
"Yue'er......" Gu Han was about to say something, but was interrupted by Chi Yue coldly, "If you don't leave, I'll go!" ”
As he spoke, he stepped out of the room.
"Don't go." Gu Han stopped her, his face showed the pain and entanglement that he couldn't hide, and wanted to touch Chi Yue's arm and feel the beauty again, but Chi Yue avoided it mercilessly, so he had to take his hand back again.
looked at Chi Yue for a long time in a daze, but Chi Yue just stared at the gap in the ground, as determined as a ruthless blade.
"I'll go, you rest early." Gu Han said in a deep voice, trying his best to hide the tearing pain in his voice.
Under Chi Yue's indifferent expression, isn't it turbulent and heartbreaking?
But she refused to leave a tear and showed weakness to the other party.
Since God has let her live again, she must live freely and with dignity.
If she wants to live an inferior life and be constrained by others at every turn, then won't she waste this second life?
If it is for freedom, the rest can be thrown away. This has become her faith.
Gu Han's dull footsteps gradually disappeared, and Chi Yue behind the door let the tears pour down, wantonly venting the bitterness in her heart.
"I'm sorry, Gu Han ......" Chi Yue muttered, hoping that the moonlight outside the window could pass on this apology to him, so that he could feel relieved.
She hopes that in the future, she and him will still be just friends of life and death, and they can treat each other with sincerity and sincerity, and they can joke with each other unscrupulously...... But she knew it was impossible.
Since she can't go back, only when she leaves can she avoid the embarrassment of seeing each other.
That night, she packed her bags.
Before dawn the next day, she still changed back into men's clothes, packed her bags and was about to leave.
"Miss Chi, it's not dawn yet, where are you going?" No, outside the courtyard gate, Gu Han's secret guard streamer intercepted her.
Streamer is a young woman, but under the extremely simple dress, she looks no different from a man.
She has been guarding Gu Han from beginning to end, and she is one of the very few people who knows Chi Yue's identity.
Chi Yue knew that Gu Han sent someone to spy on her secretly, just to ensure her safety, but in this case, wouldn't she be able to leave quietly? Suddenly frowned.
"I ...... I can't sleep and want to go out for a walk. Chi Yue said lightly.
"Oh?" The streamer looked at her suspiciously, "Go out and take a walk around at will, what are you doing with the package?" ”
Seeing that the streamer was full of doubts about her like a suspect, Chi Yue said angrily: "I am a guest of your prince, and I am not a prisoner, I can go wherever I want, don't you even have this freedom?" Or do you think I'm going to smuggle your prince's treasure out of the house? Okay, I'll open the package and tell you to check it. ”
As she spoke, Chi Yue took off the package from her shoulder, put it on the bluestone slab, and was about to open it.
Streamer knows that Chiyue is Gu Han's sweetheart, where does he dare to offend? If Gu Han knew that she dared to suspect Chi Yue of stealing, it would be strange if she didn't ask!
She hurriedly stopped Chi Yue's action of unwrapping the package, and smiled awkwardly: "Miss Chi, I know that you are a decent person, how can you do such a thing as stealing chickens and touching dogs?" You misunderstood my question. Streamer was only instructed by King Rong to ensure your safety, Miss Chi. You are not familiar with life in the capital, so you have to inform him in advance of where you go, so that King Rong can rest assured. If Miss Chi insists on going her own way, when something happens, won't King Rong want to ask me? ”
Chi Yue knew that it was impossible for him to say goodbye without saying goodbye no matter what, so he had to say in a sullen voice: "Okay, you will go and inform King Rong now, and say that I am tired of staying in his mansion and want to go to live at the homes of relatives and friends elsewhere for a while, and then come to thank him after my case is clarified." ”
Chi Yue thought to herself, since she confessed her heart to Gu Han last night, Gu Han must be dead in her heart, and she will no longer have attachment and delusions about her, in order to avoid the embarrassment of meeting, she will definitely agree to her request, right?
In order to prevent him from worrying about her safety, she had to tell a lie and only say that she would borrow something else. But she is the only one who says, the world is so big, in addition to Baihua County's own home, what relatives does she have that can be trusted? Who would come to her aid at the risk of being charged with harboring a fugitive?
But if she wants to leave here smoothly and not make Gu Han feel guilty, she has to make this decision.
The streamer nodded, and in the blink of an eye, he was gone.
Chi Yue rubbed her eyes, surprised by this woman's light work, as if she had the magic skill of instant transformation.
Taking advantage of the streamer's absence, she continued to move towards the gate.
However, the guards guarding the door had already been ordered, and she was not allowed to go out alone.
Chi Yue had no choice but to wait for the streamer to come angrily, not wanting to, but it was Gu Han himself who was waiting.
Gu Han's face was as pale as ice, he walked up to her and looked at her straight for a long time.
The eyes that have always been gentle like water, but at this time they are as dark as a deep valley, and the faintly flickering emotions are so complex that people can't guess.
Like a child who has done something wrong, Chi Yue lowered her head weakly, wringed her hands and tried her best to justify: "I...... I'm tired of staying here, and I want to stay with relatives elsewhere for a few days, and I want to see the customs of other places by the way......"
"Relatives elsewhere?" Gu Han sneered in a deep voice, "Can you tell me what his surname is and where his home is?" ”
Chi Yue couldn't speak, so she simply said angrily: "Gu Han, I can't repay you for your great kindness to me, but if you help me, it doesn't mean that I am your person, everything is under your command and completely controlled by you, right?" I still have my personal freedom, I can go wherever I want, even if I want to stay on the streets, you have no right to interfere with my will! ”
Although these words were particularly hurtful, in order to get out of here, Chi Yue simply decided to let go.
But when she finished venting in one breath, she regretted it a little when she saw Gu Han's faintly injured expression.
If there is a way, how good it would be to make Gu Han never be harmed by her......
No, Gu Han's injured emotions just flashed, and then the cold voice was unswerving, unmistakable, as if the prince was giving an irrefutable order to his subordinates.
"Really? This king told you to go back, and you dare not go back? ”
The two confronted each other face to face, for a long time, and in the intertwining of their eyes, Chi Yue gradually weakened from the initial resoluteness to the other party's obscenity.
If the commoners have a chance of winning against the prince, wouldn't it make people laugh and lose their big teeth?
"Gu Han, even if I beg you, it won't work?" The confrontation with Yan Yan couldn't be achieved, so Chi Yue had no choice but to change her strategy, clasped her hands, and pleaded softly, "To tell you the truth, I can't sit here and wait for the situation to change, I have to go back and see it with my own eyes, otherwise, I won't be at peace for a day!" ”
"Then I can't tell you to go back." Gu Han's face did not change color, he was still ironclad, and he could not be ignored.
Chi Yue gritted her teeth. When did this Gu Han become so domineering?
It's hateful, it's hateful!