Chapter 296: Why be trapped by love
I lowered my head, "Is it worth sacrificing a person for revenge on a scumbag?" ”
The old lady turned to look at me and didn't speak, but after a while, she raised her head, "To live, you must not only put aside your emotions, put aside your conscience, but also put aside your feelings. Feelings are the most useless thing. ”
She cursed in a low voice, "If it weren't for the love trap, you and I wouldn't be where we are today." People, sometimes it is difficult to define ruthlessness and affection, and sometimes we harm others and ourselves because we are too affectionate, so it is better to be ruthless. ”
I don't know if she can really convince herself. But everything has been irretrievable.
"Xiao Han is back," stayed, "I know, this female fox, she finally showed up." But she is really bold enough, if Su Hao said that she instructed her, I really don't know what means she can rely on to get out. ”
Zhang Ruolei also came back, his voice was broken, and his voice was a little weird. Other than that, nothing else has changed. He is really not stupid, he has already returned to the Su family once, and he is the first to deal with official business, but the shares he holds in his hand are too small, and he doesn't dare to make a mistake. I have asked Kang Sheng to go back, Kang Sheng will help me sit in charge for a few days, I don't think you have the energy now, you wait, once all the shares are in hand, I will transfer them all to your name. ”
"Do you really trust me that much?"
Mrs. Su turned around to look at me, "It's not about trust or distrust, it's just that we have a common enemy, and I can also give these to Kang Sheng." But he didn't want to, saying he didn't have the energy to come back and do all this. Oh yes, I heard you're going to be my nephew and daughter-in-law? ”
I was about to deny it, but she took matters into her own hands.
"That's good, this may be able to tie this kid here, he won't come back if he doesn't come back, this kid------ and that's fine, Su Yuntian started with our family back then, and now he has everything back to me, it's God's eyes." When you marry Kang Sheng, it can be regarded as a complete return to Zhao in the true sense. This is good. ”
I couldn't laugh or cry. I said, "Auntie, I have no intention of continuing with Kang Sheng. ”
The old lady glanced at me and said, "Don't be stupid, child. Can you wait for Gao Tiancheng for the rest of your life? Listen to Auntie, these days, don't take love too seriously, who knows that this is not Gao Tiancheng's trick to get rid of the shell? is like Zhang Ruolei, who keeps saying that he loves you, but in the end, he didn't climb back to Xiao Han's bed? Men are very simple, it is not easy to really like themselves, you must know how to cherish them. ”
I realized that this was a question that would not have any answers, so I remained silent. The old lady looked at me with those eyes that had been through the vicissitudes of the world, and she had tried to see through too many things in her life, and in the end it was all in vain.
"A woman, lonely and sleepless. After a long time you will know, it is not good. She looked at me.
"I've had times when I know that a woman's suffering, a man and a woman, are destined to happen together. If a woman is the only one left in her life, even if she has children, the loneliness and loneliness will be like a huge black hole, and it will ruthlessly swallow you whole. The more you will become
The more you can't see the world and yourself, you will even become a monster. Hormones are going to drive you crazy, trust me. ”
The old lady showed a rare smile that made people feel very kind.
"Did you see that?" She pointed with her chin at a middle-aged woman, "That woman." If you look at it, you won't be nourished by a man for a long time. Women need to be nourished by men, unless you are born with a sense of coldness. Otherwise, look at it, you will become suspicious, irritable, unrecognizable, and extreme, you look at me, I was turned into this by Su Yunfei single-handedly. Who wasn't as cute, amorous and simple as a white rabbit when they were young? The whole world was a stand-alone version, but then he didn't go home for many years, and even when he came home, he wouldn't touch me, and the education I received at that time told me that I couldn't face my own physical needs, so I had to blindly suppress it. If it were to be changed to now, it would be strange if I didn't go out to raise little fresh meat! He goes out to play, I can go out to play, there are some things, we have to pay homage to the world and all the rules of nature, we have to respect it, we have to admit that it exists, and learn to shake hands with it. ”
"You can also raise small fresh meat now." I interrupted her with a laugh.
It's rare to have a harmonious conversation, and I feel as if she cherishes every minute and every second of the moment more than I do. After all, it's not easy to find someone in this world who is with you without pressure and who cares about it.
The old lady showed a mouthful of high-grade dentures, and she smiled very brightly.
"Originally, there was a thief's heart but no thief's guts, but now there is a thief's heart and a thief's courage, but the thief can't. Hahaha. I don't really have a need for good things right now. But," she said, smiling at my face, "it's a good time for you to be serious, thirty like a wolf, and forty like a tiger." ”
I lowered my head, my long hair covering the entire side of my face.
"Otherwise----- the old lady looked at me cautiously, "Do you want to take Zhang Ruolei back from Xiao Han's hands?" ”
I looked up and opened my mouth wide in shock.
"I really haven't thought about it yet. He has his life now, and I have mine now. What you said is right, people should live their own every moment, but also look forward, people's hearts are unpredictable, don't hold on to the past, this is not good for anyone. For example, now, if I insist on having something to do with Zhang Ruolei, maybe he will be quite embarrassed. Agree, I can't live my own heart; I don't agree, but there is a little bit of friendship in front of me. To be a man, the most important thing is to get acquainted, don't embarrass others, of course, don't embarrass yourself. ”
The old lady's withered hand reached over and took my hand.
"That's right, girl, that's right. People have to look forward, especially women, women have to look forward, women don't know how to think about themselves, no one is willing to save you from hell to heaven. At this age, I have lost a lot and gained a lot. For example, I found that everything in life is fake, and it is true that life must be happy, and it is the greatest responsibility for yourself to make yourself physically and mentally happy when your body and mind allow and be safe. ”
"But people don't
I can be responsible only for myself. I said.
The old lady smiled, clearly disagreeing with me. She said, "If a person can't even be responsible for himself, how can he be responsible for others? Like, if a person can't support himself, it's hard for him to feed others. In the same way, if a person doesn't even love himself, it is difficult for him to really love others. Her so-called love is just taken for granted by herself there. ”
"Maybe,"
Life is too big a proposition, and I don't think we can get a glimpse of the truth overnight here.
I wanted to say goodbye, but she got up to see me off and sent me to the door to meet Kang Sheng who was coming to me. I didn't recognize him at first, because he actually shaved off his trademark beard.
"How?" He asked me, touching his smooth chin, "You touch it," and he grabbed me by the hand and put it on his chin, "Do you still stab anyone?" He asked me.
I shook my head ignorantly.
"I found that Mason didn't like my beard."
I laughed. It turned out that he was for Mason.
"I thank you for Mason! Although, he still doesn't understand what you have paid for him. ”
"His mother just understands."
This answer made me a little embarrassed.
"I'm getting ready to go." I told Kang Sheng.
"I'll send you."
"No, I drove the car myself. Ah Dong is taking the child. I have to go back. I said.
"That's ------"
I have walked a long way, and I saw Kang Sheng for the first time in front of me, when Mrs. Su had a cerebral hemorrhage, I took her to the hospital, and she was lying alone in the hospital. At that time, Su Yuntian thought that he would live a hundred years and survive his wife, and he thought that the hospital would be unable to recover from her situation. Moreover, even if she has the ability to return to heaven, it is impossible for her to return to normal.
But unexpectedly, she actually returned gorgeously.
That was the first time I saw Kang Sheng, he ran out of breath, that face of beard in today's world of small milk dogs quite make people feel like they stand out from the crowd, to be honest, at that time, although he was not sloppy, but he may have run in a hurry, I vaguely remember that he had something like sweat on his beard that was not cleaned up, and it looked a little sloppy intuitively.
I don't know how Ah Dong will feel when he sees his appearance now.
When he got home, Ah Dong was feeding Mason. Mason can now add complementary food, and we consciously avoid any questions about Gao Tiancheng or Wan Qian. They are like two shooting stars, streaked across our world, and once illuminated our world, and then disappeared, never to be found again.
A few times, I wanted to ask Ah Dong if he still wanted to avenge Gao Tiancheng. But then I think about it, the world is stable now, and we don't need to worry about ourselves. But won't you take revenge for such a big revenge?
I do not know.
It's true.
In fact, it was supposed to take revenge, at all costs, but now we don't know who Gao Tiancheng killed, to be honest, we can't find the right owner if it's really revenge.
Of course, Xiao Han can't escape the blame, but how to let her
Getting retribution is obviously a technical task.
And Mason's arrival diluted some of the sadness.
Mason finished feeding, and I had already changed my clothes, standing next to Adong, smiling at Mason's little face. Mason was in a happy mood today, and his little hand was coming to me, and there were words in his mouth, and although I didn't understand it, I knew that he seemed to be talking to me about his thoughts, and I could see it in his little expression.
So I took him, and put my cheek on his, and he twisted his little head and looked left and right, and his eyes were clever.
"Huaihai was led by me alone at that time, and the soldiers were in chaos. Back then, you couldn't have enjoyed the time you have now, or, really, very little. Huaihai doesn't care much about the children, and the more he gets there, the more he doesn't care. ”
I say.
Ah Dong reached out and patted me on the shoulder as a sign of comfort.
"If Gao Tiancheng is here, I bet he will be willing to kneel on the ground and be Mason's horse for his son to ride."
"I do." Adong said.
I took out Mason's little hand that had eaten into my mouth.
"Xiao Han----- it's really a bit excessive." I said, "Su Hao has already surrendered, the police are further investigating, and the next step is to prosecute or what to do." You know, there is a death penalty in the Motherland. In this case, he will inevitably die. ”
"What about Xiao Han? He didn't confess Xiao Han? ”
"More exact news is not yet known. By the way, I saw Kang Sheng at Mrs. Su's house today. He shaved off his beard, saying that Mason didn't like his beard and might prick people. I said, "Don't always pinch him, he treats Mason very well, and I want Mason to grow up in a loving environment." It's not a bad thing that more people like him and more people love him. ”
"He doesn't love Mason." Ah Dong muttered quietly.
(End of chapter)
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