I paused and continued, "I figured it out, they wouldn't let me out anyway. It's better to change from passive to proactive. Besides, I'm okay with Gao Tiancheng, and Mrs. Su," I shook my head, "I can't say it either, although I'm not friends, but at least we have a common enemy now." I'm going to make that woman worse than dead! ”

Wan Qian didn't speak, still just looked at me. I knew she could understand what I was saying.

"I want to give you a sum of money." I say. "When my child is gone, you know what I want you to arrange for me, the original plan remains the same, I want to go with Zhang Ruolei."

I turned around and the water from the faucet rattled.

"If he's really willing to go with me. If he really had other plans, or, he had never treated me in the first place----- he was the same as Huaihai, in fact, he was ----- to Xiao Han and ------ to me" I hugged my shoulders and kept shaking my head. I turned around, knowing that I was a little incoherent, I forced myself to calm down and faced Wan Qian, "Then you, take Wan Huan, take my money, and take what I asked you to arrange, and go together." They want me, not you! I remember that Aunt Zhang, that is, the old nanny of the Zhang family, once said to me that one can go one by one. ”

Wan Qian still didn't speak, just looked at me, but when she looked at it, as soon as she lowered her head, tears fell out of her eyes. It was a long time before she choked up and said, "If," she swallowed with difficulty, and said emotionally, "I mean, if he won't go with you, you don't stay." Let's go together. Good no good? ”

I put my arm on her shoulder.

"Wan Qian, I can't go. I still have value for them. If I'm gone, they're not going to give up. But if I stay, I will be able to keep them at bay, and you and ------ them will be safe. ”

Wan Qian disagreed, she turned her back, "But who else are you besides me?" Besides, I think Mr. Gao is okay with you. ”

I smiled coldly, wiped away my tears, and looked out the door again, which was silent.

"Silly Wanqian, what do you think Zhang Ruolei did to me back then? I thought he was ---- but that time and this time, he didn't overreact when he saw me. People's hearts, the registration certificate is also uncertain. Instead of spending that week to guess people's hearts, it is better to leave your own hearts behind, I have seen through this world, and people with hearts are better than people without hearts. On the contrary, unintentional people can live a chic and happy life, but they can be invincible. The human heart is too heavy, and everything is too heavy, the burden is heavy, and there are too many things, but you can't travel lightly. When you are gone, I will be free of debt. The barefoot are not afraid to wear shoes. Moreover, after so many years, Xiao Han, she has indeed deceived people too much. Moreover, if Zhang Ruolei is really in the same boat as her, then I -------"

I lowered my head and gritted my teeth.

"A tooth for a tooth!"

"What about the kid?"

She asked.

I touched my belly.

"I don't want to be involved with people like Gao Tiancheng in my life. Zhang Ruolei, I didn't see it through, and he, I didn't see it through. I've missed it many times

。 Xiao Han is still right, men and love can't lose themselves for them. ”

"But you know what? The saddest thing that happens to a person is that, at the end of the day, you become the person you used to hate the most. ”

I looked at Wan Qian and smiled bitterly, "Do you think I have any other choice now?" Either they become wolves, or they will still be honest as their own sheep and then be slaughtered. If it were you, what would you choose? ”

Wan Qian clenched my hand, thought for a while, and nodded solemnly.

What's next?

Wan Qian and I looked at each other, and then we heard a knock at the door.

"Ma'am?"

The servant's fat body leaned in through the doorway.

"I'm here." I said, rinsing my mouth as I spoke.

"You're throwing up again?" She asked.

"yes!"

"I bought you the best lotus mist." She said.

I walked out, and she walked out, her shoulders broad, wrapped in a proper garment that crumbled the fibers of the garment.

"I'll cut the fruit for you."

"Thank you!" I say.

Wan Qian and I walked out and sat in the living room watching TV for a while, and then I felt a little sleepy and went to sleep. When I woke up, I found that the meal was ready.

The servant told me that Wan Qian had gone back first. I looked at my watch, and it was a quarter past six in the evening.

"How long did I sleep?" Every day when I sleep during the day, I feel like I am in a trance for a moment, my eyes are dull in the empty living room, the TV is turned on in vain, and there is a chaotic life made up by the screenwriters, many housewives and old people who have nothing to do and daydream all day look at them, hoping that one day their lives can also counterattack, like in TV, even if they are not white and beautiful, but there is also an amorous man to die for them.

Panicked plot, but people like it.

One of the most important reasons why people like drama is that people can complete their unfinished lives through the virtual lives of the people in the play.

Life is hard, and everyone needs to have some fun.

For example, those men who are not very satisfactory in real life, they like those who are made of waste materials, cultivate immortals and fight monsters all the way, grow into urban bosses, and the beauties around them are like clouds; And women and girls like those princes and charmings, and they have a perfect life without spending a single soldier.

Everyone's hearts are contemptible and terrible, they all yearn for a life for nothing, they all want to call for wind and rain.

Jack Ma once said that there is only one Obama in the world, but too many people think they are Obama.

"Life motto No.1: Don't think too highly of yourself." I muttered to myself, still not fully sober from my ignorance.

Someone pushed the door in, and I turned around, Gao Tiancheng, Adong.

"How?" Gao Tiancheng came straight to me.

"It's terrible." I wanted to say to him, but I said, "I met Xiao Han." ”

I saw his face grow more and more terrifying in the twilight light.

"She told me, you told her I was pregnant. How about we make a deal? I said to him. I saw that the servant's eyes were full of incredulity, and Ah Dong was amusing and full of compromise into his room, and after a while, he changed into home clothes, Ah Dong's home clothes were black vests, black sports cotton pants, a pair of flip-flops, most of the time, he was barefoot, spring, summer, autumn and winter, he wore nothing.

"We'll talk about it alone." Gao Tiancheng said.

I smiled, my smile was very weak, there was helplessness at the mercy of fate, and there was also the depression of being screwed by myself, and I felt that my own expression was simply vivid and just right.

"Suddenly, I don't want to talk about it again."

I was emotionally like, "Didn't anyone tell you? Pregnant women are very emotional. ”

He looked at me, and then we served, and there was a dining lamp over the table, which was hung very low, and the dishes were bathed in golden light, and they became brilliant and lovely.

I have a good appetite and eat a lot, but I always feel like there is a bottomless abyss in my stomach, and I can't fill it with anything.

After getting to know Huaihai and Zhang Ruolei, I found that in addition to sadness, women are dissatisfied with desire.

A few of them ate in silence, as if the food was not food, but our enemies, and we had to deal with them with all our heart until we had all of them destroyed, and we seemed to have nothing to do but destroy them all.

Gao Tiancheng lowered his head and picked up the rice, his face was frighteningly cold, but in the middle of the meal, he helped me take a bite of my favorite dish, and then stopped me in time when I wanted to eat a huge and ugly crab horn.

"Pregnant women shouldn't eat those things, it's easy to miscarry."

He said.

I looked up, "I just want to have an abortion." ”

He didn't look up and said to me, "That's not good for you." ”

I snorted, "It doesn't hurt anyway. What can you do with me? Your son is in my belly. "I'm very arrogant.

"Do you have to push us both to the brink?"

I "snapped" and pressed the chopsticks on the table, and the force was so strong that it made a crisp sound.

Ah Dong pushed the bowl away, he said that he was full, put on a coat and went out, and before leaving the door he waited for the servant to get out of the door, and then slammed the door shut.

He and I were the only ones left in the room, and we could duel.

I'm looking forward to such a naked, bloody pinching with him.

I pulled the frame and stood up. I'm not afraid of him, I want to tell him with my actions, what's so difficult about this!

I'm not afraid of him, everything is true.

He held the bowl, silence was still the worst enemy between us, and his silent brewing seemed to be about to explode.

"Why?" I asked. "You just want me to be your fertility tool?" All of a sudden, I started crying, tears streaming down my face. Oh my God, I'm really useless, I wanted to duel him, but I didn't expect to burst into tears for a second. What is going to be? Show him weakness? Win his sympathy?

I hate me for being so cowardly

。

He looked up at me and sighed.

The words "I ------" were held in his mouth, and he did not say them completely, and I could never guess what he was trying to say.

"I want to leave." I said to him. Outside, the sky darkened, the night silently invaded the earth, the lights came on one after another, and the people who had been busy all day went home one after another, and the tired birds returned to their nests. Everyone was impatient to break off with their daytime selves.

"Otherwise, let's make a deal, I'll give birth to him, and then, you, let me leave with him."

He glanced up at me, and a small smile froze on his lips. Who is he laughing at? Is it me or himself?

"Do you really think you have options? You? Ha, what a good candidate? He stood up, was he going to tear off the mask he had put on himself during the day? I guess so. The answer is "yes".

"Yes. I informed you, and I didn't think I'd let you go. There is no one more suitable than you. Because you're stupid enough, bad enough and good enough. You have so many resources in your hands, and each resource is almost enough for an ordinary person to fight for a lifetime. I'm not from a good background, and for money------ he bullied him, his face facing mine. "I can do whatever it takes."

He spread his broad arms like a great bird to flap its wings and fly.

"Look, I don't mind starting a family with a woman. In fact, I have countless rivers and mountains that do rely on ----- women. I was young at the time, and I relied on this face and sweet words to bewitch many women, specifically, rich women, and then take their property for myself. Of course, their fate may be quite tragic after they are completely useless, or ----- or ------ or --------," he smiled, his head swaying triumphantly on his neck.

His words made all my hatred cool down gradually.

(End of chapter)