After Lin Yan finished speaking, he still lowered his head, and the person sitting on the stage didn't dare to face it no matter what.

"Excuse me." The voice on the stage was firm and slightly hoarse. Lin Yan slowly raised his head and looked at the lady sitting on the stage, wearing a white mourning dress and a white belt tied on her head, white and pale, and there was no blood on her face. Lin Yan remembered the previous Mrs. Qingjin, who was round and jade, but only after a few days, Mrs. was already thin and could clearly see the shadow on her face. It was a little far away, but Lin Yan could still see that her eyes were red, as if she had just cried. The whole person, as if he had no strength, collapsed in the chair.

"Come here." Mrs. Qingjin slowly sat up slightly.

Lin Yan's whole person was startled when he heard this voice. He glanced back at the Nanqing Immortal with some hesitation, the Nanqing Immortal nodded at him, and then Lin Yan walked towards Mrs. Qingjin. Lin Yan got closer to Mrs. Qingjin, and when she saw her eyes, she dodged with some fear, like a child who had done something wrong, and slowly lowered her head.

Mrs. Qingjin stood up slowly, her eyes were suddenly fierce, Nan Qing looked at her, and hesitated to go up to persuade her, but after thinking about it, she stopped again, turned around, and no longer looked at Lin Yan. The hatred in her mother's heart is not for no reason, in the past Jingjie, although she knew that this was Lin Yan's reincarnation, but after all, she was a person who had completely forgotten her past, and there was no point in blaming him, just thinking that this was the person Nanqing was looking for again, take care of him, maybe after many years in Nanqing, when she found here, she would feel happy and relaxed when she saw her baby apprentice become a perfect person under the care of the fairy lord and the fairy lord's wife.

You can't use the identity of the immortal lord to demand that he have a lofty pattern, have a heart that is inclusive of the four seas, and all the feelings will always have their own purposes, he has done so much, In the end, in fact, it is just for his son, Lin Yan is just a tool that wants Nanqing to return to Mo Xianmen. Now that Lin Yan has recovered his memory, the former boy has changed from Jingjie to a new person, and what people change in an instant may not be a very important thing, or it may be the memory of the past that you lost. Now standing in front of Mrs. Qingjin is the complete, real Lin Yan, not the Jingjie who is raised and treated as her own son. Although Mrs. Qingjin usually doesn't ask about the world, she knows the reasoning of the world. Lin Yan is the one who delayed the future of her son's life - at least from the perspective of a mother, she wants to think so selfishly and one-sidedly. Without Lin Yan, Nanqing really wouldn't be able to live like this.

Mrs. Qingjin walked up to Lin Yan, raised her hand, and slapped it at the young man who was obviously very scared, but had to accept it. But Mrs. Qingjin's slap suddenly stopped in mid-air, Lin Yan closed his eyes, waited for a long time, and found that the pain of the slap did not come to his face, he slowly looked at his eyes, looked up, and found that Mrs. Qingjin's hand was still raised, her eyes were red, tears were rolling in her eyes, biting her lip, Lin Yan looked at her expression, knowing that he was hesitating now, there was love for Jingjie, and hatred for Lin Yan. That slap can't go down, because she is reluctant to Jingjie, she pities Lin Yan even more, kindness means that she has to bear a lot silently, and the emotions she didn't vent today will eventually torture her to the end every night, back and forth, over and over again.

Too good at perceiving the disadvantages of people's hearts, it is easy to perceive the disadvantages of other people's hearts, but there is no way to be confused, Lin Yan clearly knows what kind of trouble Mrs. Qingjin's forbearance will bring to herself, even if this slap did not reach Lin Yan today, Lin Yan still can't help but blame herself, can't help but feel uncomfortable, and can't help hating herself every time she thinks of Mrs. Qingjin because of the suffering she has suffered.

Lin Yan didn't know how he finally walked out of Mrs. Qingjin's dormitory, and forgot what Nanqing had said to him.

As the days passed, Nan Qing never mentioned any plans for the future to Lin Yan, nor did he ask Lin Yan what he thought about the future—he didn't dare to mention it, how to mention it. Lin Yan decided a long time ago that the meaning of his life was probably to complete this mission of revenge, kill the Hades with his own hands, and kill the Immortal with his own hands. If these things are completed, there will be no point in staying in this world anymore, if there is still a chance, to apologize to the people who have been hurt by themselves, and then go to the underworld, meet Linan, and apologize to many people who died under their own sand sword. Nan Qing couldn't ask Lin Yan about his future plans, and asking about this plan was equivalent to asking Lin Yan about his death in the true sense. Nanqing couldn't stop him from realizing the value of life. Lin Yan didn't say that revenge was something he would inevitably accomplish in this life, but when this desire was not so strong, he wanted to try his best to experience the taste of living an ordinary life with his master, who would know - this was Lin Yan's only unfulfilled wish at the moment when he was about to leave the stage.

If you don't say it, I won't talk about it. The days passed slowly. In the second year after the death of the immortal lord, Lin Yan persuaded Nanqing to succeed the new immortal lord. Hopefully, everything in Mo Xianmen is back on track. Every day, Nanqing either deals with the scattered affairs of Xingyun Harbor, or practices swords and cultivates immortals, or accompanies Lin Yan to walk around in the immortal mansion. Since Lin Yan was reincarnated, his spiritual power has decreased a lot, taking advantage of this opportunity, practicing sword practice and meditating for more than ten hours every day, Musha Sword is really a bit heavy for this body, Lin Yan every time he finishes practicing the sword, his arm is sore, when he holds chopsticks, his hands are trembling, and he can't pick up the dishes, Nanqing has never helped him prepare the food in a bowl, and then Lin Yan holds the spoon in his left hand to pick up the rice in the bowl to eat. Jingchang has always been the most sensible in the Moxian Gate, after the fairy lord left, she saw that Mrs. Qingjin was depressed all day, so she would accompany her every day, the night before she went to accompany her, Jingchang would stay up all night to read some playbooks, and then write it down, the next day when she went to accompany Mrs. Qingjin, she played it for her, Jingchang's voice was sweet and simple, and the adults liked it the most. Mrs. Qingjin's complexion has improved a lot in the past few days, and it cannot but be said that it is Jingchang's credit. Every time there was laughter in Mrs. Qingjin's hall, everyone knew that it must be Miss Jingchang who had passed again. In addition to accompanying Mrs. Qingjin, Jing Chang's favorite thing to do, of course, is to go to General Chenguang, although she is busy training the army every day, but she doesn't seem to mind Jing Chang running to the school field, hiding behind the haystack, while reading, occasionally looking up at herself, and showing a demented smirk. Wangmo Xianmen has recently found a lot of new immortal cultivators, not at this time, General Chenguang is always the busiest person in the entire Wangmo Xianmen, not only responsible for the assessment and selection, but also responsible for personnel drills, the school field is dusty every day, this year's Xiuxian disciples have a good momentum, they are slogans on the school field every day, can already scare away those birds in the back mountain. Qingyun knew that Jingjie had recovered his memory and became Lin Yan, every time he saw him, he always felt weird, and he felt like a completely different person. But one time he saw Jing Chang go out on the street to bring him chestnut cake and sugar gourd, the young man opened his eyes, gobbled up, gave Jing Chang a thumbs up, and said vaguely: "Delicious, delicious!" When I saw that he still maintained his previous habits, when he liked to get up early to practice swordsmanship, when he still liked to run after Mr. Manxianfu for a problem that he didn't understand, and when he saw him show a rare smile to Qingyun, Qingyun couldn't help but think of the Jingjie in the past, and then repeatedly asked himself in his heart over and over again what is the difference between the young you in front of him and the Jingjie in the past, the same appearance, the same hobbies, the same character, It's just that there are more memories than before, more sadness and sadness, and I don't like to laugh so much. Qingyun's obsessions slowly, slowly, were let go of the influence of the young man's smile. The person in front of you is the person you should take seriously and cherish the most.

"Lin Yan, I bought chestnut cake and sugar gourd, do you want to eat it?" Qingyun ignored Lin Yan's first words for a long time.

"Huh?" Lin Yan was taken aback, not only because Qingyun was willing to talk to him, but also because Qingyun called his name.

"Eat or not! If you don't eat it, I'll give it to General Chenguang! Qingyun saw where the young man stayed, and his heart was strange, very uncomfortable.

"Eat! To eat! Lin Yan ran over, picked up the sugar gourd, and stuffed it into his mouth, today's sugar gourd is so sour, Lin Yan ate a few plums from the back mountain yesterday, and it was a little sour, and today I ate this sour sugar gourd, and I felt even more uncomfortable, the sugar gourd was stuffed in my mouth, and I didn't dare to bite it, so I could only hold it in my mouth, and the two cheeks bulged, and Qingyun looked very funny at him. When Lin Yan actually took a bite of the sugar gourd, what he thought in his heart was: General Chenguang will not eat your sugar gourd and chestnut cake, she will only eat what Jingchang gave her.

When Qingyun called Lin Yan's name, he actually hesitated in his heart, but in the end he still called him "Lin Yan", although from beginning to end, the young man in his heart was Jingjie. But he didn't want this teenager who finally had an ordinary life to feel that he was favored by others because of his past that he had lost his memory. He wanted him to know that no matter what he was, all the people, all the people who treated him well and loved him were all because of his identity as Lin Yan.