"It's not that I won't tell you, it's that you don't know our past, and the reason why Adong knows is because he personally went to investigate the ins and outs. If I tell you, we'll go on a long story, and you won't get the point. Because the situation is so complicated, you don't know the people in the past. ”

"Then it's simpler."

"It's simple----- we found his mom. is still an old friend of ours, although it is not a friendship, but it is by no means a general friendship. ”

Kang Sheng jumped up, "Why didn't you say such a big thing earlier?" Maybe this is the day that the kid has been waiting for, so why don't you tell him? Let him rekindle hope in life? ”

"The child's mother is called Xiao Ye, and we all call her Xiao Ye. Her ------ is dead. ”

"Already dead?"

"Many years ago."

Suddenly there was weight in his eyes, and then the weight weighed heavily on his whole body, and he slowly sat down in a chair.

"Does he know?"

I shook my head silently.

"I'm sure Xiao Han won't tell him."

"Xiao Han also knows?"

"We have always suspected that Xiao Ye's death is related to Xiao Han. Because she had no reason or warning, and she chose to die without hesitation. At first, she drove to her death, and then she was rescued in the hospital, and she found a vacancy that no one noticed, and jumped from the height of the hospital. ”

Kang Sheng's eyes told me he couldn't understand it. I don't want to look at him, as if we were all aliens.

In fact, none of us want to, Xiaoye, Wan Huan, Wan Qian, Gao Tiancheng, Adong, we don't want to. But fate has pushed us to this day, and we have no turning back.

"I didn't mean that." Kang Sheng quickly sensed my sensitivity, and he tried to explain, but sometimes, it often became darker and darker. Fortunately, he quickly realized this.

"It's terrible, if he knew, I don't know what the reason for him to continue to live like this."

He was not without sadness.

"So we don't dare to tell him, and we're afraid that he won't believe what we say, and going to verify with Xiao Han may make things more complicated."

Kang Sheng pondered for a long time, "If this continues," he looked up, "I'm afraid that kid won't last long." He didn't sleep at first, but now he doesn't eat or drink, he is wrapped in a quilt like that, only his head is exposed, and even only a pair of eyes are exposed, but his eyes are empty, and he can't see the slightest bit of anger at all. My aunt once couldn't stand it anymore and beat him with a crutch. But he didn't fight back, as if he was dead. My aunt cursed him loudly and viciously, telling him not to die in the house, not to rot and stink in that room, but he didn't seem to hear it. The way he looks," Kang Sheng looked up, "was really scary, and most importantly, as if he was really dead." ”

I sighed, these two men who were poisoned by Xiao Han, I had no way to save them from their own dire situation.

Sunlight trails through the halls, casting half-shadows on the floors as office furniture casts shadows.

When Kang Sheng walked out of my office door, I wanted to stop him and tell him not to tell Mrs. Su about this. I opened my mouth, but I felt like I was doing something a little bit too much. Kang Sheng is not a child, he will not tell Mrs. Su.

But that night, as soon as Kang Sheng got home, he told the old lady the news, of course they were whispering, and Mrs. Su listened carefully.

"Xiaoye? I know. She said.

"You know?"

"Yes. At that time, it was rumored that she had a leg with Zhang Ruolei, and she seemed to have a fetus for him. ”

"Got a baby?" Kang Sheng thought at the time, these plums didn't tell him. He knew I was hiding something from him, and he was secretly wondering why I hadn't told him everything.

However, when he was stunned, Mrs. Su had already gone upstairs trembling slightly. He didn't have time to stop her, and besides, he wasn't sure what she was going upstairs for.

Mrs. Su took Su Hao's bedroom and pushed it open.

"Su Hao, hahaha, you fool, you knew that Xiao Han was using you as a pawn, but you are still here to eat and wait for death! You're young, and if I die, I'm going to pull her as a quilt. You coward, you'll just play dead here. Do you know what she made you do? She asked you to kill your own father, and she killed your mother herself. Your mother's name is Xiao Ye, I used to know her, it was Xiao Han who forced her to cut herself, it was Xiao Han who forced her to cut herself, do you know how miserable she died? Aha? I wasn't wearing a seatbelt, and I drove towards a wall and crashed into it. She has a big life, she didn't die, but she didn't dare not die, Xiao Han threatened her with your life. So she was ruthless, gritted her teeth, and jumped from the hospital building. After so many years, the truth of her death has finally been revealed, and the truth has finally been revealed. God, I didn't expect Xiao Ye to be your mother. Hahaha, retribution, retribution, did you see it? Xiao Han, it was Xiao Han who cultivated you into a beast, look at who you are with every day? Thou hast killed thy father and thy great enemy of thy mother. Hahaha. You're still playing dead here! ”

Kang Sheng ran up and tried to stop his aunt, but she had already told her that even if he tried desperately to stop her, she still jumped high and pulled her throat like a dried seed.

"If I were you, I would have to pull her as a quilt when I died. I turned myself in, told the police that all the psychiatric diagnoses were fake, and then confessed to her. Confess her! Confess her! You idiot. Did your parents give birth to you just to make you someone else's gunman? You idiot. ”

The night wind shred through Su Hao's window, tearing his heart to pieces, and blood rushed out of his body, turning into rose-colored petals that fell into the wind.

Su Hao was still motionless, the old lady was hysterical, and beads of sweat the size of beans appeared on her forehead. She laughed like a night owl, and her voice was rough, sharp, and hoarse. As if from hell, Kang Sheng began to regret it, but he knew it was too late.

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Hao was still lying on the bed, and he didn't react. When Kang Sheng put the old lady back into his bedroom and turned back, he saw that Su Hao's room was still like that, and Su Hao was still like a mummy without flesh and blood. He walked gently to his bedside.

"Su Hao." He whispered to him. "You -------" The rest of his words choked in his throat, and he didn't know what to say to him for a moment. Let him stop being sad? Or let him not care? Or cheer him up a little? Is life inevitably unsatisfactory?

No, no, no.

He found himself speechless, more like the visceral contempt of a strong man for the weak, or the blatant mockery of a happy man against a miserable man.

He took a step back, allowing himself to slump heavily into a chair. He had sat in this chair that night when there was a moon, and he was not accustomed to drawing the curtains down, and the white moonlight shone naked on his entire face. There was not a trace of blood on that face, and he wondered for a moment whether the child lying on the bed was still alive.

He began to regret it, feeling that this place did not belong to him. He shouldn't have come back, he shouldn't have come back. But he felt that it might be right to come back, maybe it was right, because he could see all these misery and drifting that he might never see again in his life, and of course, helplessness, and he suddenly felt that it was worth it.

Worth!

His eyes turned red, and then he poked his head carefully, Su Hao closed his eyes, he reached out and tried to probe his forehead, the tentacles were cold, and there was no trace of temperature on his body.

It may be too cold, and the autumn night breeze can burrow into people's bones, making people feel the hostility of the cold from the inside out. He got up, and then helped Su Hao close the window, close the curtains, and the heavy, textured curtains hung down the window, closing everything outside. He turned around and sat quietly beside Su Hao.

This room is empty, and there seems to be an echo inside. Several times, he vaguely seemed to be able to hear the old lady's painful and persistent screams. Yes, it was the final cry of a dying life that could do nothing in front of it.

"You coward, you scumbag, you are a gentleman, get up to take revenge, don't play dead there. You turn yourself in to the police and tell them who really instructed you. Tell them that all your neuropathy diagnoses are fake. ”

The roar in Kang Sheng's ears was like countless trains running over at the same time, and like ten thousand horses galloping forward. That night, he didn't dare to go back to his room, so he kept watch over him all night. When he opened his eyes, Su Hao was also looking at him with his eyes open. The morning light flows outside the window, like a river flowing through the years.

There was a long and continuous silence between them, until Su Hao opened his old bark-like lips and asked him, do you know where to find Xiaoye?

Kang Sheng nodded, and then the two of them washed up separately, and I had just finished breakfast when I received Kang Sheng's call, and he briefly talked about the current situation. Then he said "I'm sorry," and he said he didn't expect to mess things up. None of us want to mess things up, but we all mess things up a lot.

I told him it wasn't a big deal and asked him about Su Haoxian

In how.

"He wanted to see his mother." He said.

"Okay." I looked at Adong and said. Anthony has already picked up Mason, and now we finally don't have to take Mason to the office all day, when I used to joke that Mason is the smallest child laborer in the world.

He finally stopped working as a child labourer and was well adapted to kindergarten life.

His steady every step is the common wish of many people, so let our wish power work on him. Going out, the morning light put a layer of gold on Ah Dong and Mason, and we divided into two roads and soon arrived at the Su family's old house.

"Drive my car." Kang Sheng suggested, I nodded and said "yes", and then got into his car, and I sat in the back seat of the car with Su Hao. He was still silent, the expression on his face was very gloomy, he didn't talk to me much, even if I talked to him, he was often silent, his eyes looked out of the car window for a long time, but he didn't come out for a long time, and he couldn't adapt to the dazzling light, so he was so contradictory and tangled existence, both afraid of the sun and yearning for it.

I wonder he didn't suspect it, and maybe he realized we didn't need to lie to him. After all, we don't need to use him to achieve anything.

Kang Sheng's car drove steadily, and he felt that he had made a mistake. It's a bit self-blaming, so he's always been cheerful, and he's inevitably been negatively affected. The car soon arrived at the cemetery, and I came twice a year, the spring and autumn festivals. If you are not busy, you will come to see her and Su Bai.

The cemetery is full of evergreen trees of pines and cypresses, so even in autumn, there is not much depression. It's not a good day, no one comes to worship, the autumn sky in the north is high and cloudy, the wind passes through the trees, there are large magpies to settle here, and the cemetery is constantly infinitely looping the sound of the Buddha's horn Ling music to surpass the dead, one after another, and the sound is continuous.

I took them to Xiaoye's grave, and I have seen her tombstone many times. Every word in it is how I explained how to engrave it, her name, her year of birth and death, and the black Dali tombstone is unified, standing in the depths of the cemetery, and there are rows of black tombstones that can be easily crossed by the eye. There is a pond there, several acres of square garden, although the area is not large, but it is better in feng shui. From the top to the top, it is a place where people worship the treasures of the deceased. We came out in a hurry, and we didn't have time to buy those sacrificial supplies, so a few people stood alone in front of Xiaoye's tomb.

"Xiao Ye," I said, "this is your son----- Su Hao." ”

After saying that, my eyes were sour, and tears overflowed my eyes. Kang Sheng stood silently, Su Hao put his hands in his jacket pockets, and he was even more silent than Kang Sheng. I don't know what he's thinking, just like that, confronting the black stone tombstone with his mother's name engraved on it.

He didn't ask me what she looked like, what kind of person she was, and why she abandoned her. He didn't ask anything. It was as quiet as the tombstone in front of him.

The magpie occasionally crowed from overhead, and then I saw Su Hao turn around, and Kang Sheng and I had to follow him in silence. When I got into the car, I took out my phone,

Handed it to Su Hao, he lowered his head to look, but he didn't reach out to take my phone.

"This is Xiaoye." I said, I deliberately didn't say it was your mother.

He looked very seriously, then turned his head back again. Look out the window, where there are large bare brown fields. As far as the eye can see, the view is extremely open, on both sides of the road are upright aspens, and landscape trees are common in the north, as our car drives forward, they are separated by our field of vision, and quickly walk towards the back of the car.

There are people in this world who prefer to hide everything deep inside themselves.

I understand.

I think he should be quiet and then allow himself to come out of the heavy past and embrace his new life.

"Xiao Ye had a good relationship with me when he was alive." I said, "She's an old man." ”

(End of chapter)