Chapter 52: True Feelings
However, when Lingling saw Gu Shiyan like this, she knew that Gu Xinwei had calculated her less, otherwise she would not be so calm.
"How can you be timid, but seeing that you are so calm, she is not less calculating you behind her back." Lingling asked suspiciously at this time.
When Lingling found out about Gu Xinwei and Xu Yixuan yesterday, she didn't expect the two of them to be so ruthless, if she hadn't seen it with her own eyes, she really didn't believe it.
When Gu Shiyan heard Lingling say this, Gu Xinwei did calculate her behind her back, but Gu Shiyan was able to skillfully avoid it every time.
"Lingling, do you remember this thing?" Gu Shiyan said happily.
Gu Shiyan took out a small stone from her stomach.
The origin of this stone starts from Lingling's childhood, since the first day Lingling entered the orphanage, she has been holding this stone, and when she has something on her mind, she will talk to this stone, this stone is more important to Lingling than life. When I first arrived at the orphanage,
Gu Shiyan was naughty, so she grabbed the stone with Lingling, thinking that there was some spiritual power in it, and she became happy after seeing Lingling and the stone talk every day.
So Gu Shiyan also wanted to talk to the stone, so she and Lingling went to fight for the stone, but she didn't expect to make Lingling angry and cry.
Lingling was very surprised when she saw Gu Shiyan pick up this stone, but she didn't expect her to keep it.
Lingling felt very incredible, this was just an ordinary stone, and Gu Shiyan had been left until now.
Gu Shiyan had never heard Lingling mention the meaning of this stone, but she knew that it was Lingling's most precious thing, and she later gave it to Gu Shiyan.
"Of course I kept it, when I was a child, it was more important than your life, but this stone is so important to you, why did you give it to me in the end." Gu Shiyan said very puzzled at the moment.
Speaking of the stone, Lingling's eyes flashed with a trace of sadness, as if Gu Shiyan had mentioned something that should not be mentioned.
Gu Shiyan felt a little distressed when she saw Lingling like this, she knew that she seemed to have said the wrong thing.
"Forgive me for not asking if it's okay, if you don't want to say it, let's not talk about it, anyway, we're all fine now." Gu Shiyan was busy saying at this time.
Gu Shiyan didn't know why Lingling was surprised and sad every time she saw this stone, it should be related to her parents, this was just Gu Shiyan's conjecture.
Lingling heard Gu Shiyan say this, and then sighed and said, "Forget it, I actually let go of this matter a long time ago, and it doesn't hurt to talk to you." ”
Gu Shiyan was also very happy to hear Lingling say this, which proved that she could finally let go of the things in her heart for so many years, so that she could also relax a little more.
Gu Shiyan can understand that feeling, that is, she can't let go of a thing in her heart for a long time, not let others touch it, and she doesn't want to tell her to others.
Gu Shiyan looked at Lingling very seriously at this time, wanting to hear the story about this stone.
Gu Shiyan wasn't curious, she just wanted Lingling to tell her about the unbearable past, and after saying it, she felt like she had let go of half of it, don't let herself live with that burden anymore, it's too tiring.
"Shi Yan, I know, in fact, you have long thought that this stone is related to my parents." Lingling said frankly at this time.
Gu Shiyan had thought of this stone a long time ago, it must be related to Lingling's parents, otherwise Lingling would not cherish it so much.
Gu Shiyan has never heard Lingling mention half a sentence of her parents since she was a child, and she has never even mentioned the word "parents".
Today, Lingling is still very happy to be able to mention her parents, Gu Shiyan's heart.
"Actually, if you want to mention this stone, you have to start with a trip, I went on a trip with my parents, it was the first time I saw the sea, I was very excited, and then I picked up all kinds of stones on the beach." When she mentioned this trip, Lingling's eyes were full of sadness.
Gu Shiyan hugged her shoulder in order to encourage Lingling to go over, but Lingling did not shed a single tear, she was very strong.
"It's okay, it's okay, it's been all over the years, and I'm not so sad anymore." Lingling said sobbing at this time.
In fact, after so many years, that trip is still in Tianjin, and I can't calm down.
"Lingling, don't say it, I'm very sad to look at you." Gu Shiyan looked at Lingling, this look was particularly uncomfortable.
However, when Lingling heard Gu Shiyan say this, she knew that Gu Shiyan was thinking about her, but maybe she said that this past was also a kind of letting go for her.
"Maybe I can really put it down, let me finish." Lingling insisted on saying at this time.
Gu Shiyan saw that Lingling was like this, and she nodded affirmatively.
"Actually, on that trip, this stone was given to me by my father, and he said that this stone has aura, and I can use this stone as my amulet." As she spoke, Lingling remembered those things during the journey.
She was just an eight-year-old girl at the time, and she didn't understand anything.
Gu Shiyan patted Lingling on the shoulder, wanting to give her some courage.
Lingling understood what Gu Shiyan meant.
Then he continued: "We had a lot of fun on that trip, and we were on the way back by car, and when we got home, we had a car accident, and my dad and my mom pushed me out of the car window with their bodies to protect me, and then I saw that the car exploded. ”
When Lingling said this, tears couldn't help but fall, she had been very strong before she said it, until this moment, she couldn't hold back anymore.
And Gu Shiyan couldn't help but shed tears after hearing this story, it was the last relic her father gave her, but she didn't expect Lingling to give it to herself.
"I didn't expect you to give me such a precious thing, if I had known at the time that this was the last relic that your father left you, I would never have accepted such a valuable gift from you." Gu Shiyan said at this time.
Lingling quickly stopped her tears, she didn't want to shed tears.
She believes that her parents left her in this world, not to let her live in pain, but to make her able to live strongly, which is why Lingling has become very strong.
"Do you know why I gave you this stone?" Lingling said at this time.
Gu Shiyan couldn't remember clearly what happened at that time, she only knew that someone bullied Lingling, and then she seemed to help Lingling.
This will Lingling give the stone to Gu Shiyan.
At that time, Gu Shiyan didn't think about it so much at all, Tianjin knew that this stone was very important to Lingling, and wanted to return it to Lingling a few times, but she never gave it to Lingling.
"Is it because you see something in me?" Gu Shiyan said at this time.
Lingling shook her head, not for this reason.
Then Gu Shiyan didn't know what was going on.
However, Lingling continued: "This is the amulet my father gave me, and I knew that I didn't have much strength in the orphanage, so I wanted to protect you, so I gave you this amulet, and when I first met you, I felt that you were very friendly." ”
Gu Shiyan was very moved when she heard Lingling say this.
Gu Shiyan didn't expect that today would become a time for the two sisters to confide in each other.
This matter is buried in Lingling's heart, and now she can finally let go of it after so many years, and now she has told Gu Shiyan that she feels a lot more relaxed in her heart.
"Although I know this story is a tragedy, but now that I say it, I feel like I can let go, and sometimes, people are like this and they always tense their nerves and refuse to let go of something, and it doesn't do me any good." Lingling said with emotion at this time.
When Gu Shiyan heard what Lingling said, she knew that sometimes it was really difficult to let go, but the moment she let go, it would indeed become a lot easier.
There are many times when I want to let go of the things that Gu Xinwei did for her before, but she has designed Gu Shiyan again and again anymore.
It is impossible for Gu Shiyan to forgive Gu Xinwei, and this time she will definitely let Gu Xinwei know how powerful she is, if she dares to make another mistake, then she will really suffer.
"Sometimes it's hard to let go, but the moment of letting go is really good for us." Gu Shiyan said very clearly at this moment.
"Okay, okay, how did the two of us get together and start shifting the topic, we are thinking about Gu Xinwei and Xu Yixuan designing your thing, we haven't thought of a way yet, what's the use of talking about these now." Lingling said with hindsight at this time.
Lingling immediately pulled out of the emotion just now.
Lingling knew that at this time, Gu Xinwei's heart was also very uncomfortable, she was calculated every day, and no one wanted to live such a life, so she didn't want Gu Shiyan to be led astray by her emotions.
Gu Shiyan knew that they couldn't fall into this kind of emotion now.
"Yes, yes, this matter has been going on for so many years, don't worry, there will be me in the future." Gu Shiyan said with a big grin at this time.
But this sentence is very warm for Lingling.
Gu Shiyan feels a very headache when she thinks about Gu Xinwei now, she conspired with Xu Yixuan this time, and she doesn't know what kind of problems she will give herself.
"Lingling, that's right, if Gu Xinwei and Xu Yixuan go to your place again, you must take more photos for me, and I must let her taste that taste when the time comes." Gu Shiyan said to Lingling at this moment.