035. Regret and no regrets
Arriving at the hospital again, Lin Yuan felt that this place was about to become a second home.
Everything in front of you is familiar, white walls, white ceilings, white floor tiles, as if everything around you is white.
It was the stall owner and Zhao Qi who rescued him, Zhao Qi was fine, but his face was bleeding profusely, Lin Yuan didn't know where he was injured, so he didn't dare to look at it.
The stall owner was not so easy to say, and the broken half-cut beer bottle was stuck in his stomach, and blood flowed all over the ground.
Lin Yuan squatted outside the operating room, holding his head in his hands, his emotions on the verge of collapse.
What the fuck is this? Can there be any more blood? Haven't you woken up from your dream yet?
He remembered the dream he had yesterday, in which Zhao Qi was beaten to death, he stood aside and shouted heartbreakingly, his voice was like an ant, as if no one could hear what he said at all, and no one could see him.
He could only stand and cry, and his tears flowed into a small river, and fish could pop out of the river.
Don't have anything, don't have anything, Zhao Qi has a birthday today, he still has to participate in the NBA, and he has to go to the United States to develop......
Uncle Xiaotan must not have anything to do, his son is about to take the high school entrance examination, and his wife is still waiting for him in the car, don't have anything......
Can there be something good! Lin Yuan completely collapsed.
Kim Yongchang sat next to him, his hands covered in blood, and he helped the stall owner carry him into the ambulance.
He said, "You're still as useless as before." ”
Lin Yuan was weak: "Well, I was originally a waste. ”
Kim Yongchang said: "It's okay. ”
"You haven't been to school in years?" Lin Yuan wiped his tears and stood up from the ground.
"It's useless to go to school, I'm a gangster outside, I want revenge." Jin Yongchang emphasized: "I will die to avenge the boss." ”
Lin Yuan opened the topic: "The five million...... I didn't tell Uncle Li. “
Jin Yongchang replied calmly: "I didn't take your five million, I took you one million, I deliberately scared you." “
Lin Yuan said: "The money is given to you, and you will live well in the future." ”
Kim Yongchang curled up in a row of seats and said, "Everything has changed." ”
Lin Yuan thought, yes, everything has changed, they have all grown up, the old dean has also passed away, Uncle Li is also getting old, and his friends are almost gone, it seems that there are few people around him who have a good end.
"Back then, the boss and his father owed gambling debts outside, five million, and it was impossible to afford it."
Lin Yuan didn't know that there was still this part of the plot, and tilted his head and asked, "What did he tell you?" ”
"Hmm." Jin Yongchang replied softly and said, "I secretly told him to find an opportunity to kill the person who lent him a loan shark to his father, and I can give him a sum of money and let him go with his father and never come back." ”
It's so hidden, why don't you tell me? Lin Yuan didn't understand it at all.
Oh yes, how could he have instigated a bullet to do such a thing?
It's okay if Jin Yongchang doesn't tell him, because once he does, he will probably tell Uncle Li, maybe it's still the kind he cried.
Jin Yongchang saw the clue and began to explain: "You don't have to think about it, you are different from us, you will live a good life in the future, there is no need to get involved in these things." ”
"The boss didn't let me tell you, and I don't want to tell you, taking some money from you is also your contribution."
Lin Yuan felt warm in his heart and said, "It's a pity. ”
Jin Yongchang smiled bitterly and said, "On the day the boss died, I had a note in my hand, which was found next to his bed, and it was written: I can't do it. ”
"Do you know what he can't do?"
Lin Yuan began to recall that that day was stormy, and he seemed to vaguely see Jin Yongchang holding something in his hand.
"Can't kill someone?" He was skeptical.
Jin Yongchang nodded: "You're not too stupid. ”
Does that count? Can this kind of question distinguish between a person's IQ and his IQ? You just said it yourself!
Lin Yuan shook his head, sad and helpless.
He continued: "You should also understand that it is the loan shark who kills them, and it will only be him. ”
"He is very powerful in the city, and many officials have hated him."
"That person's name is Zhao Wanjin."
What a familiar name! Lin Yuan felt that this name must have appeared in his mind, who was it?
He suddenly remembered that that person was Zhao Qi's father.
Lin Yuan suddenly turned his head and stared at the door of the operating room, which was lit up with a sign in operation.
Is this retribution? Father's debt to the son? But why should you take retribution on Zhao Qi's head, all this obviously has nothing to do with him!
"It's useless to call the police, they don't have evidence, and they won't arrest a tycoon based on my rhetoric." Jin Yongchang said: "I'm going to do it myself, can you help me?" ”
Lin Yuan breathed a sigh of relief and said, "It's all over." ”
Jin Yongchang was prepared and said, "Then I'll go by myself, and the one million will be counted as your contribution." ”
"Isn't it good to live well? Do you have to do the impossible? ”
"Not good, definitely." Jin Yongchang replied briefly, turned around and left: "If you want to call the police, just call the police and arrest me." ”
Lin Yuan looked at him and said, "I won't call the police, and I won't help you kill people, I just want to live well." ”
"Then I wish you a good life." Kim Yongchang walked into the elevator.
There was silence near the rescue room, as if death had come, and he had come to ask for his life.
The police were dealing with the scene of the accident, and they also took An Kexin and An Dingguo away.
The lights in the emergency room went out, and a doctor came out of it and hurriedly said, "What about the family?" Are you Zhao Qi's family? “
Lin Yuan hurriedly stood up and said, "Sort of." ”
The doctor lifted the mask and said, "What do you mean?" His family hasn't been contacted yet? ”
Lin Yuan said: "I don't have the contact information of his family, he has it in his mobile phone, but I don't know where I lost it." ”
The doctor was stunned for a moment and said, "Then I will tell you first, the patient's condition is very bad, his eyes must not be saved, the knife cut from the left eye to the right eye, and the bridge of the nose was cut off." ”
Lin Yuan's brain exploded with a bang, his eyes were gone, and he played basketball with his ears?
This is his dream! It's still his birthday!
"Did you hear that, young man? Find a way to contact his parents! The doctor said, "The eyeball is halved and falls off, and the best thing to do is to remove it completely." ”
The lights in the emergency room on the other side were also turned off, and the doctors and nurses were pushing the flat carts, and everyone had solemn faces on their faces.
"May I ask if you are Liu Chunsheng's family?" The doctor asked him.
Lin Yuan felt as if his mouth was stuck with super glue, he couldn't speak, and his brain was bombarded indiscriminately by countless firecrackers.
"Sorry, we tried our best."
The firecrackers turned into cannons, and there was a loud bang.
Lin Yuan's legs weakened and he knelt on the ground.
It was quiet in the ward, Zhao Qi didn't let Lin Yuan inform him of the family, the matter was so big, Lin Yuan said that your father would know sooner or later, and Zhao Qi said that he would wait until he knew about it.
He had several loops of gauze wrapped around his eyes, and he couldn't see his expression clearly: "Can I still see things?" ”
Lin Yuan couldn't hold back his crying and said, "I must be able to, the doctor said to see you recover." ”
Zhao Qi was skeptical, and smiled crookedly: "It's okay if you're blind, I can still listen." ”
Lin Yuan cried silently: "Don't talk nonsense, how can you go to the United States if you can't see things clearly?" ”
Zhao Qi bit his lip: "How is the stall owner?" ”
Lin Yuan's tears rolled down: "It's gone." ”
There was silence in the ward, and Zhao Qi didn't mention anything about An Kexin, maybe Xin was dead.
The stall owner walked vigorously, the crowd spontaneously saw him off, someone held a fundraiser, his son was still in school, and his wife could not take care of herself.
Although the masses did not dare to work hard, the donations were more than enough, some paid 10,000 yuan, and some only paid 50. Lin Yuan touched his pocket, put all the 1,000 yuan left on his body, then took out his mobile phone to scan the code, looked at the balance, and swept all the 500 yuan in the WeChat wallet without thinking.
The child who shouted for his uncle to cheer up ran over and stuffed a wad of bills in tears, saying, "Auntie, I'm sorry!" “
Lin Yuan turned around and left, this month he has to eat soil, he still has to study, he still has to take the college entrance examination, Zhao Qi can't do it, but he must do it.
The stall owner's stall was removed and turned into a fundraising site, and the chengguan turned a blind eye and acquiesced, and changed his clothes and came to donate money.
The woman lay on the ground and kowtowed to the people who donated money, tears gathered into a small booth under her, she called out to Lin Yuan and said, "I'll let him go." ”
Lin Yuan turned around: "Why?" “
The woman said, "You have been good to him and good to me, and he wants to repay you." ”
It's really bad, how can good people always die? The more he thought about it, the more sad he became, Lin Yuan walked into the school with the book on his back.
20 days before the college entrance examination, An Kexin committed suicide, died at the site of the stall, and wiped his neck with a knife in public that night.
Lin Yuan didn't see it, but many people saw it, and some classmates next to him were talking about it, saying that blood was flowing everywhere, and the girl didn't close her eyes when she died.
The book fell to the ground, Lin Yuan bent down to pick it up, and his eyes were red: "Don't talk about it." ”
When class started, the teacher walked in with a book and a ring ruler, and just opened the book to instruct the students to review, Lin Yuan suddenly stood up and shouted, and then ran out of the door in public with tears.
The teacher, who was over half a hundred years old, was taken aback, and then silently glanced at the students and said, "I can understand the pressure of studying, but I hope the students don't learn from him." ”
The classmates nodded their heads, and no one cared what happened to him.
What is this? What is this? What the is this?! Lin Yuan thought as he ran, he didn't know where to go, everything had changed.
As soon as he fell down the stairs, his head hit the ground, and he lay on the ground and cried one after another, his head hurt, and his heart hurt even more.
10 days before the countdown to the college entrance examination, Zhao Qi was discharged from the hospital, Zhao Wanjin searched all over the country for doctors to treat Zhao Qi's eyes, Lin Yuan went to his house, and Zhao Qi was shooting basketball in the house.
Although his eyes were gone, he still seemed to be happy.
"Why haven't you come to see me for so long?" Zhao Qi said with a grin.
Lin Yuan slowly approached and said, "How do you know it's me." ”
Zhao Qi wanted to put his arm around his shoulder, but accidentally poked Lin Yuan in the face, he withdrew his hand and said with a smile: "You have your own aura." ”
"I'll make up for your birthday." Lin Yuan took out a pair of basketball shoes from his schoolbag and said, "I don't know much about this, so I bought you a pair casually." ”
Zhao Qi grinned and exclaimed: "Wow! I love it so much! ”
Lin Yuan sat down and said, "Is it still possible for your eyes to recover?" ”
Zhao Qi shook his head and said, "There is not much hope, but my father will definitely not give up, and it is not bad for me to say that I can't see it, really, this world is too dirty." ”
Lin Yuan nodded, and shook his head again: "It's quite dirty, but some places are very clean." ”
Zhao Qi sighed lightly: "I hope ......"
He regained his smile and encouraged his good brother: "The college entrance examination is coming soon, remember your Wuda." ”
Lin Yuan said in a deep voice, "Hmm. ”
"Encore's heart is gone."
Zhao Qi's body trembled, and he said softly, "I know." “
"Regrets?"
"Regrets, but no regrets."
"Okay, okay, don't talk about this, come on for the college entrance examination!"
The countdown to the college entrance examination was 1 day, and the school was on vacation, Lin Yuan went home to review, and he took a deep breath and found that the question had completely become an oracle.
Anyway, the college entrance examination is regarded as archaeology, and it is not bad to enrich what you have seen and heard in history.
Li Hongjie has just quit his job, and at the age of 50, he has completely lost his original spirit, and now he has completely become an old father who cares about his children's grades.
He helped Lin Yuan pack up his things and said, "No matter what the result is, it's good to be worthy of your heart." ”
Lin Yuan didn't seem to have anything to clean up, the examination room was all matched, he poured himself a glass of water at home, thinking that the water at home might not make him urinate urgently during the exam.
"Uncle Li, I can't go to the police academy, and I don't want to study medicine, so I may be like this in my life."
Li Hongjie patted him on the shoulder and comforted him: "It's okay, if you can't be a policeman, you can't be a policeman, if you don't study medicine, you won't study, and the most important thing is to live happily." ”
Lin Yuan asked, "But why are you inappropriate?" ”
Li Hongjie turned around and said, "My head is too dirty." ”
The pavilion downstairs has been demolished and moved to the other side, and the new pavilion is large and beautiful, and a pond has been built next to it, in which goldfish are kept.
Everything is different from before, he was not 13 years old when he first came here, and now he is almost gone, 18 years old.
In five years, he is the only friend who can step into the examination room of the college entrance examination and welcome a new future.
There was filth and garbage all around him, and the white ones had turned black.
Li Hongjie failed to send him to the first year of high school, but sent him to the examination room today.
When he was in the car, he said: "There are clues to the bullet case, and the top is not allowed to investigate." ”
Lin Yuan shook his head lightly: "It's okay, don't check, if you resign, you can stay at home, and I will support you in the future." ”