Yan Lei's face frowned and said: "That happened in a desperate situation, and then he failed to kill the reverse sky, and after coming back, the whole person was very depressed, and he stayed in the house and refused to come out, and no one could persuade him." ”

Tang Qianshu thought for a while, and said in a deep voice: "I know, I'll go see him." ”

She came to Li Zhuobao's residence, pushed the door and walked in.

There was a stuffy smell in the room, and it was clear that the people inside had been there for a long time and hadn't cleaned up.

Li Zhuobao lay on the bed and didn't move, and there was still a meal on the table that had just been delivered at noon, but it didn't move at all.

Tang Qianshu pushed the window open, and under the dazzling light, Li Zhuobao raised his hand to cover his eyes, and his tall and strong body shrank into a smaller ball.

"Li Zhuobao."

She screamed, and Li Zhuobao's curled body suddenly slammed, and then buried her face deeper.

He was not only sorry for Xin'er, but also sorry for Tang Qianshu, if it wasn't for his palm that day, Tang Qianshu would not have been injured. He kept saying that he was absolutely loyal, but he hurt her at the last minute.

He was a loser, and even though he lived the second time, he still didn't understand.

"I know you heard me call you, get up quickly. If you hear no, get up. ”

The person on the bed didn't move, even if Tang Qianshu told him to move, he didn't want to do anything now, he just wanted to stay like this.

Tang Qianshu persuaded him for a long time and didn't see him move, looked at this person condescendingly for a long time and said in a deep voice: "Who are you doing this for?" Xin'er can't see it, so it's for me to see? Because you feel sorry for me? So who are you worthy of now? ”

"Okay, and don't say who you're sorry for, can you tell me what your ultimate goal is in doing this? Want to die? It's been more than half a month since the battle of desperation, and if you really want to die without eating or drinking, you should starve to death long ago. But you're still alive, and apparently you don't really want to die. So what's the pity? ”

She was right, he should have died a long time ago if he really wanted to die, but now he is still alive and well, obviously he doesn't even have the courage to die.

In fact, why is he greedy for life and afraid of death? Under the sword on the battlefield, he didn't blink his eyes, why was he afraid of death?

It's just that he is a dead person, and he promised Xin'er that even if he is alone, he will live well and not let down the other party. He was afraid that he would have no face to face Xin'er after he died.

He couldn't rest assured that Tang Qianshu wanted to protect her until the end of his life, even if he had done something to her.

He also wants to find revenge against the sky and avenge Xin'er.

It's just that now he doesn't have the courage to walk out of his grief. I don't know how to face my life in the future.

What do people live for?

He can't kill the sky.

vowed in his heart to protect Tang Qianshu, but in retrospect, it was Tang Qianshu who was protecting him, and he didn't know how much trouble he caused her. Right now, it is still Tang Qianshu who is useless in his hard talk.

What else can he do while he lives?

He had never been so confused.

"I said I was leaving the barracks that day, and you agreed."

"Then you're still in my tent."

"......" yes, he was there because he had nowhere to go. Thinking of going away alone, he didn't have the courage to go away. There are too many things in my heart that I can't let go, and there are too many things that I want to cherish. He still has a lot of unfulfilled wishes.

"Then I'll go now!"

He sat up awkwardly from the bed.

It seems that this person also needs to vent and be comforted, so he hides like a child and waits to be found.

She knew that he was very hesitant at the moment, just like the anxiety in her heart when Emperor Yuanxun had just died, and her goal had become blurred.

Tang Qianshu didn't stop him, watching him open the door and walk out with swaying steps. The stubborn back that wanted to be retained reminded her of herself at some point.

"Since you're leaving, take your luggage with you."

Li Zhuobao glared back at her in annoyance, and she put her hands around her chest and kicked on his ass.

Li Zhuobao fell into the lake with a pop.

The sudden attack made Li Zhuobao choke on a few mouthfuls of water, and instinctively gave up after a few blows. simply don't struggle and sink down, just think that Tang Qianshu sent him on the road!

Yan Lei, who was following behind, was startled and hurriedly wanted to go into the water to save people.

Tang Qianshu grabbed him by the collar. When she saw through the water that Li Zhuobao was holding her breath to the limit and began to drown, she loosened Yan Lei's collar.

Yan Lei hurriedly went down to save people.

Fish Li Zhuobao out of the water.

Li Zhuobao choked for a while before he suddenly choked and coughed a few times, breathing heavily, and the illusion of dying once.

He was soaking wet, his hair was messy, and his beard hadn't been repaired for more than half a month.

Tang Qianshu scooped up the hem of his clothes and clamped it at his belt, and said to Yan Lei, "Take him to the shore." ”

Yan Lei brought people over, and Tang Qianshu took out a dagger and began to shave Li Zhuobao's beard.

Li Zhuobao turned his head in resistance: "I don't need you to care." ”

The stinky temper that hasn't occurred for many years turned out to be just hidden, and it hasn't disappeared? Tang Qianshu missed him a little impulsively, which at least allowed him to vent some of the pressure in his heart.

"Leizi, turn his face around."

"Oh...... Oh! He twisted Li Zhuobao's face.

Li Zhuobao shouted with red eyes: "Let you leave me alone!" ”

"But now your face is full of help signals, and it is written that we want to take care of you."

Tang Qianshu rarely saw the tone of ridicule in the past, as if he had returned to the era of Tang Xiaosi, and they were all still teenagers.

Li Zhuobao looked at her for a long time, blushed and shouted, "I didn't let you care!" ”

"This person ......" Tang Qianshu took a deep breath, stepped into the water with his long legs, and grabbed his clothes, "Since you don't eat soft and hard, you can only force me to do it, Leizi, detain him." ”

"Buckled!"

Tang Qianshu twisted his chin over, and the dagger began to scrape.

His beard had not been shaved for a long time, had not been softened, it was long and stiff, and the dagger made a sound of brushing against his face.

It hurts, but this pain makes Li Zhuobao slowly sober up.

He looked at Tang Qianshu, who was close at hand, and asked in a dumb voice, "Didn't you say that I could choose to leave?" ”

"Don't talk, it's bleeding."

Yan Lei: "Brother Bao, it's really bleeding, it's a long hole." ”

Tang Qianshu picked the water to wash his face, the water level by the lake was about one meter six, and the clothes of the three people were wet. The dagger was still scratching Li Zhuobao's face, Tang Qianshu's gaze focused on his chin, and he said as he continued the work in his hand:

"I promised to let you go, but only if you have a better life after leaving, but obviously you can't do that now."

"How do you know I can't do it?"

"Yes, maybe you can do the same as Yan Lei at the beginning, and hire a few killers to kill the reverse sky." Tang Qianshu twisted the other half of his face and continued to shave his beard, "Actually, why don't you think about it, whether it's to avenge Xin'er or whatever, staying by my side is the best choice, isn't it?" ”

"But I ......" Li Zhuobao spoke loudly, and her dagger slashed his chin again, "......"

Tang Qianshu took the dagger away and said lightly: "I reminded you not to be so excited, I will cut your chin." ”

He would rather she scratch him a few more, Li Zhuobao twisted his eyebrows and said apologetically: "But I hurt you, I betrayed you." ”

Tang Qianshu looked at his remorseful appearance, and his eyes were extremely calm: "If you have to count it like this, I am more despicable than any of you." I have been using you to fulfill my wishes. ”

Li Zhuobao: "...... We never feel taken advantage of. ”

"Then how do you think I'll feel like you've betrayed me?"

Li Zhuobao wanted to say something, but finally couldn't say anything, his lips were pursed tightly, and his eyes were moved and grateful.

Yan Lei had been holding back for a long time, and finally couldn't help asking, "Miss Tang, I want to ask a question." ”

"Ask."

"Do you know what I hired a killer to do?"

Tang Qianshu's eyes moved slightly: "Of course, I also know that your money is only enough to hire ten killers, but you want to kill an emperor." ”

She really knows!

Although they had concluded that this person was Senior Brother Tang before, even if they were sure, the person concerned couldn't think of anything, and they all felt that something was missing after all. Now that I heard her talk about the past and counted some things that their brothers and sisters knew, Yan Lei actually had some impulses in her eyes.

"Then do you remember the first time we met......"

Tang Qianshu glanced at him, and then looked at Li Zhuobao: "It's not very pleasant, after all, not everyone likes to be forced to pay money for the first time they enter the class." ”

Li Zhuobao was stunned.

Yan Lei was excited for a long time, and his eyes reddened with a smile: "You...... Are you Senior Brother Tang?! You're back! ”

Tang Qianshu smiled faintly, she said, "I have never left." ”