Chapter 112: Unforgivable

Assault refers to an act with the intent of harming another person or object.

Next to a herringbone, next to a claw word, probably a man has done the act of a beast.

Liang Shumei didn't know how to express Yan Yu's behavior towards her, let alone how to define it.

Physically, he acted a little excessively, but it did not reach the point of putting Yan Yu in prison, and this was still Yan Yu in a hypnotic state, and Yan Yu should have no awareness of active control over his behavior.

But in terms of psychological impact, Yan Yu invaded her psychological defense line extremely savagely, causing her to collapse.

The curtains are drawn so tightly that not much light can shine in.

Liang Shumei was wearing a loose sweater, and on this early winter morning, she still felt a little cold.

She hadn't smoked in years, and she had quit the habit since she entered the academy.

However, three days ago, when she returned from the consultation room, she couldn't help but take out the cigarette case hidden under the dresser.

She is a cleanliness person, and even if she used to smoke, she was always outside.

But now, she allowed the smoke to fill the room, and the fire of the cigarette butt became the only light in the darkness, bringing her only warmth, but it could not make her heart thaw.

It's been three days.

She finally plugged the phone back in.

She put down the cassette in her hand, wiped her nose, and finally picked up the phone.

"Hello? Who is it? Feed? ”

The voice on the other end of the line grew impatient, then fell silent, and then came a faint sob.

"Ame? Is that you? Is that you! ”

"Amei, you speak!"

Liang Shumei waited until the other party stopped urging, and she mustered up her courage.

"You know you're not qualified, even bad, annoying, and I don't even want to talk to you anymore."

"But...... Yes, I forgive, I forgive you......" After more than ten years, Liang Shumei finally said this, and her tears rolled down.

"I forgive you......"

"Mom."

The other end of the phone was no longer crying.

put down the phone, as if she had unloaded a thousand pounds of burden, her life was as relaxed as a feather in the wind, and her heart was transparent and comfortable.

She has comforted countless people and asked them to confide, but she did not believe in the power of confiding, she never thought that the simple word forgiveness would have so much energy.

It wasn't until she heard the confession under Yan Yu's hypnotic state that she realized that she had thought that the most miserable life was so happy.

She has enlightened too many young people who are immersed in love and can't extricate themselves, she always says a word to them, and always achieves good results.

She said, you have to think about it, no matter men or women, the first tear is always shed for their mother, whether it is grievance, happiness, or moving.

But over the years, she has never shed that tear for her mother, until today.

She finally opened the curtains, and the light came in, only to realize that the smoke had thickened to the point of blocking out the light.

Pushing open the window, the cold morning breeze dispersed the smoke, and her mind suddenly cleared, and she subconsciously pulled her clothes tightly, holding her hands in front of her chest.

She took out her notebook, which was already full of scribbled words, and it was only after three days that she had intermittently recorded the contents of the cassette in the notebook.

Open a page casually, and the content makes her feel distressed.

"I want a pair of shoes, I want to walk in the night, to the end."

"I want a pound of strength, I want a fire, burn this world."

"I want to wear a trench coat and run against the wind, I hate winter."

"I want a knife to kill that man......"

"I want you alive......"

"My mother."

Liang Shumei closed the book, just like it was a magic book, a magic book that would lose your heart when you read it, and like a gospel, it conveyed painful and great love.

She went into the bathroom, took a cold shower, changed into dry clothes, combed her hair as usual, and put it in a neat bun.

She picked up her satchel and was about to open the door, but she turned her head and looked at the cassette on the table, and hesitated.

At this moment, there was a sudden knock on the door, which startled her and her body trembled.

She quickly picked up the cassette on the table, put it in her pocket, and looked out vigilantly, "Who?" ”

"Comrade Liang Shumei, hello, I am Luo Wenchong from the supervision group."

Liang Shumei was not too surprised, because in the past three days, this is the third time that the supervision team has come to knock on the door.

After tidying up her clothes, Liang Shumei opened the door for the supervision team for the first time.

Rao was like this, she still hugged the satchel to her chest, and it was not until she saw Ye Xiaoli coming with her that she hung the satchel on the coat rack.

"Come in and sit."

Luo Wenchong was a very polite, even somewhat elegant person, nodded at Liang Shumei in thanks, but stopped at the door, his eyes staring at the slippers on the ground.

Liang Shumei smiled: "You don't need to change your shoes, you're welcome, come in." ”

It was as if the events of the past three days had never happened, even though the smoke in the room had not yet cleared up until this point.

"Then we'll be rude." Luo Wenchong walked in at this time.

"Sit down for a while, and I'll make you tea."

"No, no, you really don't have to be so troublesome......" Luo Wenchong hurriedly waved his hand, but Liang Shumei was like in the hospital, once a decision was made, it was full of authority.

The water is ordinary water, but the tea is good tea, plus the spacious and bright house, the well-lit lighting, the simple but generous decoration, and the shiny floor.

All of this seems to show that the young Liang Shumei has become an elite person in society.

The teacup was exquisite, unlike the old doctor's table, which was full of tea dirt and printed with "Serve the People", and she also brought out some refreshments such as preserved fruits and biscuits.

The crystal glass ashtray even thoughtfully placed the cigarettes that had opened the box in front of Luo Wenchong and Chen Jingwei.

Luo Wenchong has seen the world, but he is still at a loss by Liang Shumei's Western-style style.

I heard that the southeast region has begun to enjoy the dividends of national policies, and the atmosphere has become more open, not to mention far away, just talking about Ye Xiaoli around her, is a good example.

No matter in terms of dress or style, Ye Xiaoli seems to have become such a representative figure.

But in front of Liang Shumei, Ye Xiaoli's eyes only had all kinds of envy, jealousy and hatred.

Liang Shumei was wearing a long skirt, but after sitting down, she still picked up a thermos cup and put it on her knees, maintaining her elegance.

"I've worried everyone in the past two days, and I'm here to apologize to everyone." Liang Shumei seems to have become accustomed to controlling the initiative of speaking.

"It's our job, as it should be." Luo Wenchong just smiled: "Where is Doctor Liang going?" ”

Seeing that Luo Wenchong was not entangled in the matter of eating a closed-door soup for two days, Liang Shumei no longer dragged mud and water to mention it.

"I've had enough rest, it's time to go to work."

Luo Wenchong nodded, and then said seriously, "Doctor Liang should know the purpose of our trip, right?" If necessary, or inconvenient, we can let Comrade Ye Xiaoli talk to you individually. ”

Liang Shumei was slightly stunned, and then said equally seriously: "I don't have anything to talk about, if it's because of Yan Yu, I can only say that I will cause trouble for everyone and let everyone run for nothing......"

"Doctor Liang, this is not your business alone, if he really does something bad, we must deal with it in time so that there are no other people who are harmed in the same way......"

Liang Shumei was a little displeased: "I know what Team Leader Luo means, it is my behavior in the past two days that has brought misunderstanding to everyone, this is my responsibility, I went back to the hospital today, I plan to explain it to the hospital." ”

"So, Yan Yu didn't ...... you" Chen Jingwei was a little anxious, but when it came to this, it was not easy to point it out.

Liang Shumei's face was already very ugly: "Yan Yu did have emotional instability during the consultation, and like the last time, he also got out of control, and even had some violent tendencies......"

"But these are controllable risks, he has not yet reached the standard of restricting personal freedom, and I still have enough confidence in his treatment."

"If that's what you're asking, then that's my answer."

Chen Jingwei was quite disappointed, at this time Liang Shumei had already stood up, and the meaning of sending off the guest could not be clearer.

"Doctor Liang......" Chen Jingwei was about to speak, but was stopped by Luo Wenchong.

"Okay, it's okay, then we won't bother." Luo Wenchong simply stood up, took the lead and walked out, and when he arrived at the door, he said to Liang Shumei, who was seeing off the guests: "If Dr. Liang wants to talk to someone, we are always welcome." ”

Liang Shumei nodded: "Okay, thank you again." ”

Luo Wenchong smiled bitterly and said no more.

However, Ye Xiaoli did not follow, and when Luo Wenchong and Chen Jingwei walked away, she lowered her voice and asked Liang Shumei: "Doctor Liang, ...... you?"

Liang Shumei looked at Luo Wenchong's back, and asked Ye Xiaoli softly: "The tape recorder is yours, right?" ”

Ye Xiaoli was suddenly a little excited: "Yes, if you can, can Dr. Liang ...... the cassette?"

Of course, Liang Shumei understood what Ye Xiaoli meant.

"That cassette tapes Yan Yu's consultation process, the content is about privacy, I must keep it secret for him, this is my duty, I hope you can understand."

"I've asked a friend to inquire, and I'll buy a new cartridge of the same specification and return it to you, but I hope it doesn't cause you too much trouble."

"New cartridge?" Although the cassette is imported, Ye Xiaoli can already see that Liang Shumei said that it must be able to buy it.

But she did get a little disappointed, because she also wanted to know the contents of the cassette.

Liang Shumei said again at this time: "Don't worry, I will return it to you in private, I think Team Leader Luo is so busy, there should be no need to know about this." ”

These words are very intimate, but Ye Xiaoli listens to them, but they are already a vague "threat".

Gritting her teeth, Ye Xiaoli had no choice but to say to Liang Shumei, "Then thank Doctor Liang first." ”

Liang Shumei smiled professionally and turned around to go back to the house, Ye Xiaoli reminded her.

"Is Dr. Liang still going to see that guy? You have to be careful this time, do you want me to accompany you? ”

Liang Shumei looked at Ye Xiaoli meaningfully, then pulled the scarf around her neck slightly, and asked Ye Xiaoli, "Are you sure?" ”

Ye Xiaoli's pupils suddenly dilated, and then suddenly contracted, she didn't dare to speak anymore, and quickly caught up with Luo Wenchong, a bit like ...... Like escaping.