Yes, the human heart, what an important organ. Your own and the hearts of others must be properly settled. Don't make people sad easily, if you get hurt, no matter how well you sew it, there will be traces. Even if you can't make people happy, you must know how to reassure people.

Our family's dinner has always been ordinary, and Gao Tiancheng is rarely extravagant and wasteful when he is there, but he often drinks two cups with Adong, but he doesn't look for food, and sometimes he just eats it. However, the two brothers often have something to say, and sometimes they talk all night, and they don't know what the two big men are so tired of.

When I got home, I didn't eat, so I called him first. Of course, it's carrying the children on his back, and the knife face says you eat first, and then you talk. I said I'm afraid he won't sleep well there, after all, jet lag.

Knife face gently brought the door to the door, and the room was quiet. Sometimes I like the quiet, sometimes I dread the quiet. When I'm around, I seem to lift a lot of weight; When no one was around, I was able to sit down and examine myself. I knew that the so-called self was actually the paper tiger from many years ago, and I couldn't touch it, and if I touched it, I would poke a hole.

People have nothing to rely on, and they can really become tough. At first, it is just a pretense, but then it will form a habit, and then that habit will become your armor and mask, so that many people will never see the most real you again.

I remember that there was a very famous host in Taiwan, named Tsai Kangyong, who once said a sentence and said: Why do you want to show your true face? Not everyone deserves to see you for who you really are.

Also.

Some people don't understand appreciation, some people can't understand your true face, and some people don't want to see your so-called true face at all. People really have to have a little self-knowledge. Don't go around looking for someone who understands with a true heart and a real face. The light never summons moths out loud, but moths die to the light.

Knowing this, people are less likely to be difficult for themselves.

It's hard to be a man, we are often embarrassed by the world, fate, life, and all kinds of dirty, and we can't think of it anymore when we give ourselves some small problems.

Gao Tiancheng and Ah Dong are a little fat.

Ah Dong also greeted me, I guess he probably didn't expect things to drag on for so long, the delay didn't wear down his little bit of pride, but finally gave him time to review his own children's relationship. No one said, he must miss Mason, he really took Mason as his own child. When he saw me in the bedroom, he asked Mason what he was doing. I said he was eating, and Ah Dong opened his mouth and smiled and said "oh".

I know that he wants to see him, but I don't want to affect his eating, whose heart is tied to someone's body, sometimes it will really be tied for a lifetime. Can't get it back. It may be that the person concerned is also very desperate here, but there is nothing he can do.

People, for the most helpless one, most of them are themselves.

The two gossiped a few words, Gao Tiancheng asked about Wan Huan, I said that it was all solved, and he asked me that the other party didn't make any more moves? I laughed and said no.

Gao Tiancheng seemed to breathe a sigh of relief, it was blatant worry. I got married with Huaihai for the first time, and then many times I and even Huaiping didn't care about anything anymore, and those indifference actually had a profound impact on me, making me think that I didn't deserve the care and care of others

Note, I used to think that all the husbands in the world were similar to him, the same, until I was with Zhang Ruolei later, of course, Zhang Ruolei and I also had many disagreements later, so far, I have not been able to fully clarify my own heart, and the feelings between me and Zhang Ruolei are very complicated. I used to think that I would never be separated from him in this life, and I used to think that he would be the same to me and me as he was to him, and they would dare to fight with their lives, and they would really promise life and death.

I don't want to make trouble now, his whereabouts are unknown, and I have remarried.

The so-called eternity is a mirage for everyone, how beautiful it looks, after all, it is illusory. People spend their entire lives not knowing this, and all the transience is eternal. In fact, the sea is dry and rotten, not necessarily all blessings, to the point of hating each other, or someone will wake up like a dream: the so-called forever is just a curse dressed in a gorgeous coat.

After so many years, I heard that you have always been alone, and for so many years, I heard that you have always been waiting for me.

It's not beautiful, it's not pathetic, I think it's a little desolate and self-satisfied stupid.

I have also read a lot of similar articles, the civil war between the Kuomintang and the Communist Party, some people went to the Taiwan Strait, and once they went to the smoke and waves, people in the mainland waited for him for a lifetime. It wasn't until the two sides of the strait communicated that they realized that the man had become a home over there. There was also a Japanese woman, also during the war, with an American GI, the GI told her to wait for him, she waited for a lifetime, and then fell into the streets of Tokyo, living in a very narrow place, that year, she was already in her sixties. Still hadn't waited for the person she was waiting for.

Some people are bold, and daring to make people wait is a lifetime. Scum, this word, is actually difficult to define because of this, such as what is real scum? Is it the person who made you wait for the rest of your life and promised that you would definitely come back to you? Or the one who told you from the beginning that there was no result and that you don't have to take it too seriously?

Say something bad.

It's really not good.

Speaking of Huaihai, after a long time of marriage, marriage is zero, I am like a child who loves me, and I keep reaching out to him to beg for it, until he and Xiao Han have an incident, I still don't give up, trying to save him by suicide. Now that I think about it, I can only sigh.

So I often have a dream, that is, to make such a show, to pass on more truths about life and the wisdom of women's better survival. I know that every step of life can not be omitted, but there is a person in ten thousand who can see through a little, then I hope that she can successfully avoid the reef of life, people are moving in their lives, and they always want to avoid many difficulties in their lives, but sometimes people really stare at two light bulbs like big eyes and jump into the fire pit.

The people who have come and gone have seen too much, Su Bai, Xiao Ye, Xiao Han, women, a lifetime of love is not broken, and when you meet an unladylike person, it is a lifetime. A lifetime of happiness, a lifetime of happiness, and the twilight of life. If you don't live happily for a lifetime, you will live a slow life, and you will endure a lifetime of bitterness, and in the end it will still be a "bitter" word.

The word "bitter" in life was the first cannon, which frightened thousands of troops. However, if you think about it carefully, at most it is success or failure, and the limit is nothing more than life and death. Fear or fear, fate is unstoppable, in this life, even nine deaths and one life can not be counted, that is

Nine deaths and one more death, no matter how good the red dust is, there will eventually be a farewell, and this goodbye is a death farewell to anyone.

Even if there is a reunion, Hongchen knows you, but you don't know this Hongchen.

Now Huaihai and Huaiping have left ahead of schedule. Before leaving, someone said that Huaihai regretted it, and I was worried about his regret, but he really regretted it that day, but I found that I didn't care if he regretted it. It's just Huaiping, that's the meat that fell from my body, and every time I think about it, I still can't help but wet my clothes with tears.

After collecting the line, I went out to eat, and the three children had already finished eating, and the knife face was waiting for me. I asked her, what are you waiting for me for?

She said she didn't have much appetite just now.

I said I'll wait for me, why be embarrassed.

She laughed too. I know that after all these years, this knife face and I have finally grown into a life, which seems to be an exaggeration, but it can't all be counted. In fact, people have an innate sensitivity to the truth and falsehood of good and evil.

With her by my side, she is actually my backbone.

After eating, the three children played for a while, and Chen Nian still went back to the room early to study. As soon as I calculate, it may be almost Qingming again, it's time to go to the grave of his mother Chen, as well as Su Bai, the old lady of the Su family, Xiaoye's mother and son, those people in the Zhang family, Kang Sheng, and of course, my parents, to prepare a lot of ghosts. In fact, they were not short of money during their lifetime, but after they died, the only thing they could communicate with each other was money.

It can be seen how important money is, and it is no wonder how many people fold this "money" word in their lives.

Fame and fortune are like floating clouds, and there are still many people who can't see or let go of fame and fortune. No matter how much fame and fortune are double-edged swords, there are always people who are desperate. Zhao Wenping left an endgame, and it was also a dead game, how to break this game, I am still at a loss.

I don't care about sacrificing myself, I'm most afraid that putting myself in it won't really solve the problem.

The time began to pass quickly, and in a short time it was half past ten, and then half an hour, and eleven o'clock, and people at such times wished that time would go slower and slower.

The knife face knew that things were dangerous, and he couldn't sleep, and he didn't dare to come in, so he turned around in the living room alone, like a lonely ghost, I opened the door and saw her ghostly look, how worried, I didn't dare to say, there was a knife hanging on the tip of my heart, and she didn't dare to breathe.

Somehow, I suddenly remembered a picture. It's just that one day the knife face drives the crane west, and the soul will definitely come back here. She will come back here to find those old people in the past, to find her Mason, Chen Nian, Wan Huan, to find her old years.

It was eleven o'clock when I came out, the knife face turned to look at me, without saying a word, I sat on the sofa in the living room, she carefully brought the fruit, usually she brought the fruit I must support, not to support her old man will be unhappy, today she does not urge me to eat.

I laughed and said, Knife Face, you're looking more and more like my mom. My mother is, when I am older, she will no longer beat me, no longer scold me, no longer criticize and no longer educate me, if there is anything I can't help her, she will watch from afar, but you see her eyes

The gods are full of two words---- worrying.

Knife face smiled, in this life, we all owe too much to our parents.

"What about you?" I asked her, "I haven't heard you mention your background, your parents, your parents, your siblings, your men." I don't believe you're the Monkey King. ”

Knife Strip smiled.

"Me? There is not much to say. ”

She still doesn't want to say that some people don't mention the past because they don't want to mention it, and some people don't mention it to you because they don't want to talk to you.

I don't know what kind of person she is.

But I knew that the time had not yet come, so I couldn't help it.

Twelve o'clock, minute by minute, second by second, the second hand every step forward I was frightened, the knife face sat with me on the sofa, I found that she had dismantled and re-knitted in several places, in the end it was still distracted. Distraction is because of admitting the truth. With such people by my side, I don't think there's anything to lose. With these people, Chen Nian, Mason, Wan Huan, Knife Face, with them, I am the lucky person in the world.

Fate is fair, but fate is also unfair.

"It would be nice if Huaiping was too." I don't have a head to say this.

Knife Face looked up at me, didn't answer, only "sigh".

If I could start all over again, would I use this switch in front of me to balance my life?

I sometimes prefer to give myself these problems, and Huaiping is destined to become a hidden pain in my life. Like a scar that can never heal, you usually don't delay eating or drinking, but you can itch on a rainy and cloudy day, at a certain time, so that you can remember and not forget.

(End of chapter)