He ran away without a trace, and the smell of his body remained in the air.

"That child, Xiao Han's child, shouldn't it be ......?"

If the other person is someone you can't love, it's best to end the relationship as soon as possible, believe me, there are no miracles, there have never been miracles in this world, and God is not so partial to only favor you alone.

There are not so many peaks and loops in the plot, that is, it does not exist in real life. We can't live in it, we all live in the naked, cruel and cold reality of life.

How many times do you have to say it before you wake up and you can remember.

The voice reminded me over and over again, but I don't believe in evil, I always seem to wake up from a dream, I marvel at the fact that in the dream people have everything at their fingertips, I like to dream, if possible, let me sleep forever, I am willing to live in the dream, live the way I want, never wake up.

Forever.

Yes, forever.

Zhang Ruolei obviously has something to say to me today, what? So hard to open your mouth? He looked at me thoughtfully, his brows were deep, and he wanted to speak several times before stopping.

I finally learned to wait, and I didn't ask him. Like an old man who has finally learned to accept his fate, waiting for the four seasons to change, there is nothing to be anxious about, what should come will come, and what should go will definitely go. Spring must be summer, no one can break this rule, like water falling into the rocks, the truth is as simple as that.

Wait, I can wait, I'm still young, I watch him entanglement is better than my own entanglement, people must know how to be kind to themselves.

Zhang Ruolei slept very poorly these nights, like Aunt Zhang just reminded us for a few days, he returned to that state, pretending to be okay during the day, tossing and turning all night at night, sometimes staring at me secretly for a long time, until I sensed their gaze and turned to meet it, but he avoided it.

Once, when he was almost determined to have a showdown with me, I was in his office talking to him about something else, and when it was done, I got up to leave, and I walked to the door, and he stopped me.

"Plums."

He whispered, as if he were afraid of disturbing the air around him.

I turned to face him and looked into my eyes to ask him what he was going to say next.

He lowered his head, coughed lightly, his expression solemn, and pointed to the seat in front of him, "Sit down." ”

The high heels gently tapped the wooden floor a few times, and in Zhang Ruolei's eyes, I am afraid that my few steps will seem as long as a century. I sat down in front of him, my expression calm and my eyes serene, ready to meet what he was going to say next.

But after waiting for a long time, he finally gave up again.

"Noon, a moment, I mean, uh...... What to eat at noon? What do you like to eat? ”

"You're going to tell me this."

"Aha."

His movements are exaggerated, and his expression is even more pompous.

"Or what do you think I'm going to say? Of course. It's true. Don't you believe me? ”

Of course I don't believe him, he must not know that Xiao Han's bitch has found me first, I was working in the office that day, the phone rang, I saw that it was an unfamiliar number, I didn't want to answer, but it didn't

Tired ringing, so I picked up the phone very cheaply, it turned out to be Xiao Han, she did so many things behind her back and dared to take the initiative, I guess this girl must be impatient, I want to see what tricks she wants to play with me this time.

"Plums."

"Hello."

I replied decently.

"We're all rusty."

"Maybe we shouldn't know each other too well."

"There are so many things that you misunderstand about me."

I don't keep quiet, she can always choke my seven inches at once. I suddenly remembered what Su Bai said to me before he died: If it weren't for Xiao Han's initiative to dedicate himself to the leadership of the school, do you think you would get a graduation certificate?

My heart softened a little, and my tone couldn't help but soften.

"Let's come out and sit down, we haven't seen each other for a long time, and we haven't talked together for a long time."

I hesitated, but I still agreed.

The location was set by her, and I went to the appointment on time and didn't tell Zhang Ruolei. When I got to the door, I saw her from afar, elegant and calm, and I couldn't help but feel timid, but she saw me in the morning, got up, and walked towards the door.

Lost.

I said to myself in my heart. She walked towards me, like a reunion of old friends for many years, without the slightest embarrassment or suspicion, I wonder how she can do it?

The glass door was silently pushed open, and out of it came out of the enthusiastic lovely people, but people are soft and soft like bones, I really don't know how this goblin was born, these hands I can't wait for a woman to miss half a beat of my heart. Xiao Han took my arm, I was passively led by her to walk in, and the waiter nodded and smiled at us at the door, "Welcome." They said.

I was led to where she was sitting, and she helped me get my coffee, with a cute little dessert on the tray on the table.

"Remember? At that time, you used to bring chocolate, I had just come out of the countryside, I had never eaten it, and you gave me the first chocolate. ”

She looked at me and took a sip from the cup in front of her, the dessert in front of her was not much to eat now, to keep her figure or whatever the reason, in short, these were no longer rare things for her.

I didn't speak, I didn't know what to say to her, reminiscing, yesterday was a bit like a world away for me. Talking about the present? There's nothing between us to talk about right now. Envisioning the future? Please, whether or not she helped or sacrificed for me, I don't really want to have such a woman in my future life coming and going.

"You know what? It was you who taught me to eat chocolate and eat black chocolate. At that time, I loved to go to your house, and the meals cooked by my aunt were delicious and ......"

Her eyelids drooped.

"I've never shown disgust to me."

She shrugged her shoulders, "You know that we people actually have an inferiority complex in our hearts, and even the slightest glance from others can't escape our eyes." But your mother, that old lady, every time I go, stay at your house, eat there, and wear your clothes. Remember? ”

She leaned forward.

"One year for the New Year, I had nowhere to go, the school cleared the dormitory and did not let me live, you let me go to your house, Chinese New Year's Eve, your mother's dumplings, my side."

Crying while eating. ”

Her tears were crystal clear and dripping down her eyelids. Xiao Han froze, raised his eyes to look at the unknown place, calmed down for a moment, and then reached out and took out a pack of tissues from his kun bag, and gently pulled one out of it with his thumb and index finger, carefully wiping his tears.

"Look at me,"

As if laughing at herself, she picked up the coffee cup in front of her and took another sip.

"I haven't forgotten these things for a moment."

Compared to her excitement at the moment, it seems that I have slowly come out of the timidity of seeing her just now. It's an exciting change. I looked at her calmly, she didn't seem to expect me to behave so calmly.

If this scene had been carried out for two, three, or even longer, I have reason to believe that I would have cried worse than her.

I don't believe in her tears, I believe in her memories, but sadly, I don't believe in her tears. A person who is emotionally free, I don't believe that her tears and the sadness and joy on her face can accurately express her heart.

I think these are all foreshadowing, Xiao Han won't do things without a purpose, she must have other things to do when she asked me to come today. For example, the huge poster in the bridal shop, I don't believe she did it unintentionally, only she knows how much money she spent and how much work she put into it before doing it.

Xiao Han obviously didn't expect me to react like this. Everything is different, people will change, time will keep moving forward, feelings, ideas, and even people's living habits, everything can change.

She just didn't expect that a stupid woman like me would suddenly become less emotional and even a little cold-blooded one day.

In fact, I should thank her, if she hadn't snatched Huaihai away, if Huaihai hadn't been so ruthless to me at the beginning, if it wasn't for seeing so many people's warmth and coldness, the workplace with red and white, and deceitful to me, if Huaiping hadn't left me and would have gone away.

Perhaps, I am still lonely and happy living in my own world.

Xiao Han shook my hand.

"Plums." Her eyes were as wonderful as the stars in the night, and they were as affectionate as wine, so mellow that she was afraid to get drunk with everyone who looked at her.

"Can we go back to the way things were?"

"I said yes, would you believe it?"

That's the first thing I said when I sat down, and her hands stiffened.

I quietly withdrew my hand.

"Can't, do you really care?"

Xiao Han, I'm different too. I'm not the same plum I used to be.

"Plum, actually, ......"

I didn't want to see her continue to struggle uselessly, so I interrupted her.

"Tell me, what's the matter?"

She picked up the coffee cup, just right to hide her embarrassment. After putting down the cup, she tilted her head out of the window and remained silent for a long time. The warm winter sun hit her side of her face, and the two rows of long curled eyelashes lingered in the light and shadow.

"Remember when we were in college, the lights went out, I climbed on your bunk, and the two of us watched "Half Life" in a bed?"

Seeing that I still cherish words like gold, she

Spit out the orchid in the mouth, and grow a breath of air.

"We'll never go back."

She withdrew her distant gaze and sat across from me with an expression on her face. I raised my eyelids and glanced at her, and with just one glance, I knew that the next thing I was going to get to the point.

"I might want to join the Zhang family."

She was expressionless.

"Okay!"

I managed to hide my surprise and anger.

First to the company, then what? Pass through the hall into the inner chamber (reach a higher level in one's studies or become more proficient in one's profess)?

That's it, the old lady is afraid that you won't make it? Come, come what is due.

I looked up, my gaze meeting hers.

"The representative of this project on the hurricane side has always been me, and Zhang Ruolei is afraid that you will be angry......

She was bold in her words, and every word she used seemed to me to be ill-intentioned.

"But there is not enough manpower here, Iris, that foreigner is about to follow up on another project, so I have to take over this matter, Hurricane shares, we have to stay on the site for a period of time, until it is profitable or on track. Zhang Ruolei has known about this situation for a long time, but every time I propose to go over officially, he always pushes it, I know that he is not good with you about this matter. ”

(End of chapter)