"I didn't expect to suddenly know that he was going to die, and my heart was empty. He's dead, and my life has become boring and boring. ”

"What's going on? I don't love him, I only hate him, and I've spent most of my life hating him. Ruolei, none of what I said is true. It's true that your dad fell in love with someone else first, but I wasn't with him at that time. He was newly married to the woman. I have money in my family, I am used to being willful, and I never get what I want. So I taught a thug to seduce her, of course she was unmoved, but it didn't matter, according to my family's financial and material resources at that time, it was easy to want a man to sleep with a woman. Stuffed a few sleeping pills, put them in a drink, drank them, stripped her naked, and one naked man after another climbed up from her, and down again, each with a contented and evil smile on their faces. They recorded the process on a video camera. ”

There was a chuckle on her lips, and her smile was gentle, but it was inexplicably chilling, and I couldn't help but stay away from her. The old lady looked up at me, not very concerned about my small movements.

"At that time, there were no mobile phones, and it was great to have a VCR. It's that kind of digital camera, card player, I don't know if there's that kind of thing now? ”

No one would answer him. I saw Zhang Ruolei's back, he was backlit to face Mrs. Zhang, and I couldn't see the expression on his face.

"Actually, it's a redundant move, I thought she would hide Zhang Fusheng, but how could she? No, she couldn't stand that experience herself. So she chose to commit suicide by drinking medicine, and she should not have died, so Zhang Fusheng found out, he sent her to the hospital, gastric lavage, and during a routine examination, it was found that she was pregnant. According to the time calculation, it must be Zhang Fusheng's. ”

Zhang Ruolei slowly turned around.

The old lady also stood up.

"I'm actually her best friend, and you're calling her girlfriend now."

The old lady's old lips slowly spat out a few words, followed by a weak, feeble cough.

The old lady's eyes were far away, "Until she dies, she doesn't know who she died in." I went to see her, persuaded her, and promised to help her financially------ if she really wanted to go away. But she was reluctant, reluctant to give up the child in her belly, reluctant to Zhang Fusheng. ”

The muscles of the old lady's lips spasmed slightly, and her eyes became resentful.

"I've been wondering what I can do to make her ......"

"So, I'm waiting."

She narrowed her eyes into a line, like a cat basking in the sun.

"Her belly is getting bigger and bigger, and Zhang Fusheng accompanies her every day, but because of hormonal changes, she sometimes becomes suspicious, and her temper is also good and bad, do you think it's strange?"

She turned her head to ask me. He didn't dislike her, he treated her as always. Whatever she did, how unreasonable she was, he took it all. ”

She gritted her teeth.

"I didn't want to wait any longer, I had the disc engraved, and I wanted to remind her that she was no longer clean, and that in our day, a woman's chastity and reputation were so important. Unlike now, girls know one

The boy slept together for a few days, and after sleeping with him, he slept with the other. Moreover, I bet that she will not be ashamed, and I will also take into account the future face of my man and my own children. ”

She smiled. The past comes to mind. How proud she was!

"She got the CD and called me, she didn't know I was waiting near her house, and my heart almost jumped out when I got her call. But I'm still waiting, I'm going to make her anxious, I look at the time, imagine that she is at home, back and forth, her heart is like being pierced by thousands of knives, every step is like a fish beauty, walking on a sharp knife. I'm going to make her break down in her heart first. ”

The old lady clenched her fists, and an imperceptible smile bloomed on her lips, like a poppy blooming in the night.

"Sure enough,"

She raised her head slightly, the old people, the past, many years later, it was as vivid as yesterday.

"I went, she was calm, I understood that calm. This kind of peace is the peace of the heart that is completely dead, and has despaired of the world. I knew she must have made some kind of pact with herself in her heart. ”

She let out a long breath, her tone turning sad.

Sure enough, she asked me to help her take care of the child, and the child was already more than seven months old at that time, and it would not be long before she was about to give birth. She didn't tell me anything else. I didn't persuade anything. The days glided like water, like silk gliding across the water. She gave birth to a unicorn, and on the second day of the delivery room, she jumped from the twelfth floor of the hospital. Because when I first mailed the CD, I sent her a letter, and if we didn't give us much money, we would make the CD public so that her husband and even her children could see it in the future. She's ----- scared! ”

Zhang Ruolei looked at her, he probably never thought that he would recognize this woman who forced his biological mother to death as his biological mother, and for so many years, and now he is about to force his father to death for her.

There was a complex light in his eyes that was intricately intertwined with absurdity and doubt, fear and doubt.

"It's much simpler to settle Zhang Fusheng in the future."

She said, then chuckled again.

"It was only after many years that I realized that it was her dying words that asked him to marry me, not how good I was. It was he who leveled me, and it was he who leveled me throughout, not me who leveled him. ”

"I married him, the wedding night is still unforgettable, he doesn't touch me, at first I thought it was just a matter of time, who knows how many years later, he still won't touch me. Aren't all men in need? Can you be idle? Women are stripped naked, and I'm not ugly, won't they all climb up like male dogs? ”

"But he didn't, he was always unmoved, no matter how I seduced him, I watched so many European and American dishes, took off his pants, did everything, used all kinds of methods, means, I felt like a woman who was a seller, but he always pushed me away coldly. He didn't annoy me, he didn't shout at me, he just faintly, coldly, calmly, and kept refusing. What do you say I should do? What can I do? I have been taking the child with me, I have always taken it with me, I am better to him than to my biological parents, just to win him over

My favorability. But what he gave me in return was not to divorce. He thinks that as long as he doesn't divorce me, he is good for me and worthy of me! He's a bastard! ”

"I started cuckolding him openly, I slept with everyone. I enjoy the stares of strange men staring at me, I love their hands roaming on my smooth and voluptuous skin, I love their strength, I love their firm piercing into my body, letting wave after wave of pleasure and orgasms overwhelm me. I gulped the air like a fish in exhaustion, grabbed every man with all my might, biting and scratching at them, screaming high and with pleasure. I thought that while taking revenge on him, I had found the best way to live for me, and I thought I liked it. But after being with every man once, I inexplicably feel that they are dirty, hate them, and hate them. I am like a man with a heart for a heart, I want to go to the other when I see them, but after I get them, I abandon them as if they were cheating. I feel empty from time to time. After sleeping with every man, I felt like I was left with a lot of emptiness and loneliness in the end. I hate myself for being like this. ”

She said.

"Do you believe in retribution?"

The old lady looked up at me.

"I think about it now, I had so many men take turns sleeping with her, and then I took turns sleeping with different men. On the surface, we may not necessarily behave the same, but in reality, they are the same. In the dark, the hands of fate turned over the clouds and rain, in fact, let me suffer everything that I had inflicted on others. ”

She paused word by word.

"Think about it, in fact, this is retribution!"

She said.

As she spoke, she coughed softly, and again, and again, and the coughing became more and more intense, and after the highest sound, she covered her mouth with a tissue, and when she raised her head, the tissue was a little red.

I looked at her in surprise, and she calmly pulled out another tissue and wiped her mouth clean.

"Wakalei."

She held out her hand. Zhang Ruolei did not respond to her call.

"You hate me?"

I thought to myself, isn't this nonsense? It's weird not to hate you.

"I thought ----"

She began to speak intermittently, but no one came over to persuade her to seek medical attention first, her health and safety, at least no one here cared.

"Son."

She whispered.

"How many years have you called me Mom! I'm confused! ”

Suddenly, she burst into tears.

"Is it worth it for a man who doesn't love me? It's my whole life, your mother's life, your life, his life! I ------"

She began to cough violently again, and another mouthful of blood almost soaked the tissue. I looked at Zhang Ruolei uneasily, and saw that the latter's face began to loosen.

O man!

I sighed inwardly. What is this called? Just for one breath, for one person, to do such a big thing, to do a lifetime of things, but everyone didn't come to the shore. For Zhang Ruolei, after so many years of deliberately destroying his biological father, he knows everything

Lies, the inner world may need to be reconstructed; For the old lady of the Zhang family, she should have had a happiness of her own in this life, a man who at least loves her more than Zhang Fusheng, and a home that at least looks happy to outsiders, but she ended up like this because of a thought. Even if the old lady married Zhang Fusheng by mistake and was obsessed with him all her life, she still didn't have no other choice at all, such as in the end, she might be able to move Zhang Fusheng, the most important thing is that Zhang Ruolei has always regarded her as a close relative, a mother-in-law, with such a son by her side, in a sense, isn't it enough to comfort her life? Why don't chickens fly and eggs beat, and a few heads don't reach the shore?

There is no regret medicine in the world. So is Zhang Fusheng. I really don't understand why he didn't reveal the truth since he knew that the woman's heart was like a snake and scorpion, and she was laying out her own son's life step by step, so as not to let Zhang Ruolei fall into such an embarrassing situation? I also know that I can't afford Mrs. Zhang? Slowly, and Lao Bai, if Zhang Fusheng really has the same dedication as the old lady of the Zhang family expressed, then where did Lao Bai and her son come from?

I stood up and walked over to Zhang Ruolei.

"If you are thunder, you will ...... otherwise"

I pointed to the old lady of the Zhang family.

"I don't think she's doing well. Is there something wrong with her? ”

Zhang Ruolei shook his head blankly, obviously unable to make a quick decision.

"I mean-----"

I dragged him aside.

"I'm afraid of -----"

I'm a little messy.

"Ruo Lei, look at the current situation, the situation is changing rapidly. I'm afraid that if the situation changes again, you will regret it later. Why don't you ...... now?"

He looked at me, and he should know what I was talking about.

We looked at each other, and he turned his back, and according to my understanding of him, it meant to decentralize power and leave everything to me.

(End of chapter)