Chapter 45: Song Selection
The two figures fighting outside the school gate are particularly eye-catching, and after being locked up in the school for a long time, everyone wants to escape, and they also give the school the nickname 'Second Supervisor'.
"I didn't expect this Lan Qi to really go to school, even the exterminator couldn't do anything about her, sure enough, being rich is powerful, I heard that her father also bought her a suite in the community near the school, which is really luxurious." How can it be said that you are not jealous, although this Lan Qi can't do anything else, but at least people are rich, and I don't know how many people envy me for this point.
Lin Huiqian looked at the outside of the school with a look of jealousy.
Lan Qi is rich, Pei Yueyi has Xia Jingyang, why can they all live better than themselves, obviously they are not bad.
She admits that Lan Qi's family has money, but why should even Pei Yueyi suppress herself, and even the people she likes like her.
"Let's go, Hui Qian, I got the things," Pei Yueyi held the express box in her arms, not noticing the malice in Lin Huiqian's eyes, and still smiling gently.
What she knows about Lan Qi's day study is just a whim of the eldest lady, she just wants to study hard now, and then prove herself with her strength, even if she doesn't have a strong family background, she is no worse than anyone else.
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"Kiki, which song do you want to choose?" Qin Xi and Lan Qi were lying on the floor of the living room, surrounded by white paper. On the paper were a few songs they had chosen in advance.
Qin Xi bit her pencil in embarrassment, and chose several songs, but the problem was that she felt that Lan Qi was very suitable for singing, which was the most embarrassing thing.
"I want to sing this," took out a sheet of lyrics from the corner, and Lan Qi handed it to Qin Xi.
"Although this song is also very good, but ......" Qin Xi glanced at the lyrics roughly, the song name of this song is "I am not me".
It is a very sad song, which was composed by a famous female singer in the 80s under the double blow of betrayal by her lover and career.
The song is full of the female singer's understanding of her life, she has always lived a smooth life, became famous at a young age, her career is smooth sailing, her lover is considerate, she thinks that is her destined life trajectory, that is the perfect life she will compose with her heart.
But who knew that the reality had hit her hard, she fell into a low point in her life, and she didn't even have the courage to stand up again.
All the beauty she thinks is just an illusion, even herself, so she has this song "I am not me".
The world is an illusion, beauty is an illusion, and I am also an illusion; The world is not the world, the good is a nightmare, and I, am not me.
"Kiki, are you really sure?" Qin Xi originally wanted Lan Qi to sing a cheerful tune, and the sweet and soft timbre must be able to perform very well, but since Lan Qi has made her own decision, then she also respects it.
"I Am Not Me", this is what Lan Qi decided to sing the moment she got the lyrics, she just felt that this song was very suitable for her current situation.
I'm not me, she's Lan Qi, but she's not Lan Qi, and she sometimes even wonders if her previous world is fake, or if this world is fake.
There was no answer to everything, as the lyrics say, I fell into the abyss, unable to move forward, and the fog surrounded me and suffocated.
After choosing the song, Qin Xi was a little worried that Lan Qi would not be able to control the song at first, but after listening to it once, she was completely shocked, and she felt that this song was tailor-made for her, and sang her own feelings.
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Backstage of the festival stage.
"Kiki, what a coincidence, I didn't expect to meet you here," Pei Yueyi's face was painted with delicate makeup, a simple white dress, with exquisite hair accessories on her head, and although her body and face were a little timid, she had an elegant and gentle posture, like a white snow lotus.
It's the White Lotus!