I was cold, and I was hot, and his hands were covered with the temperature of a soldering iron.

No, no, never!

I told myself.

No, no, no, I should have told him!

But he didn't listen, his fingers moved, the corset was opened silently, and both of them were stunned, I didn't move, I didn't dare to move, for fear that any movement would invisibly encourage him.

But he clearly misunderstood my intentions, and his movements began to become gentle, extremely gentle, and I gasped.

He doesn't intend to stop.

This damn night.

I bit my lower lip tightly and paused word by word, "Gao Tiancheng, if you don't stop, I will die." ”

He looked at me.

"Then die!"

He stretched out his hand, and I struggled, but it was no match for him, and both of them must have suffered a lot of injuries, and I knew that the silent breaking of a fingernail and the pain that pierced my heart seemed to keep me awake at all times.

"Zhang Ruolei."

I cried. Tears flowed.

If he ------- today, even if he comes back in the future, I'm afraid it will be -------

I looked at him coldly, and I believed that my gaze was enough for every man who was on the rise to extinguish his enthusiasm.

But he didn't speak, and replied to me with the same expressionless face as ever.

I closed my eyes in pain and despair.

Tonight, the night is so long.

Gao Tiancheng stopped suddenly, then turned around and disappeared into the darkness. I gasped, but I could still see his naked silhouette clearly.

However, nothing matters for the time being.

I leaned down to pick up the clothes on the floor, and as I tried to put them back in place, I found that what I had was already in tatters, and I don't know what I would think of if someone saw such a scene at this time.

What should I do if my clothes are torn like this?

I was at a loss, but I was shocked to find that Gao Tiancheng had turned around and come back, and I grabbed the clothes on the ground and blocked them on my chest.

"Gao Tiancheng."

I tried to threaten him, but I couldn't find the words that best threatened him.

I stood in front of him half-naked, feeling ominous, should I ------

How can I escape?

Most importantly, how will we relate to each other in the future?

The thought made me blush even more. It's good now, I can't run outside, and there are a lot of old men and women outside who are strong and strong!

He doesn't speak, he always puts on that poker face, his face never has an expression, you can never tell his joys and sorrows from this person's face.

I hate poker faces.

I think.

Gao Tiancheng stretched out his hand and silently took down the remnants of the willow-like clothes from my hand one by one, and then threw them away one by one, from the floor to the bed, scattering my clothes.

Such a fragrant scene is easy to misunderstand. And in fact------

I confronted him silently, and he leaned down and picked me up by the waist.

"Put me down."

I commanded.

He didn't speak, and walked straight to the large double bed.

"I don't want to sleep in that dirty bed."

I say

。

I don't know how many dirty and unknown women have slept in that bed.

He remained silent, his silence and his expressionless face were abhorrent.

"Get me out."

I say. "I'm going home."

With the force of his hand, he turned me up and down, and raised the corner of his mouth defiantly.

"Just get out like that?"

He asked.

I don't know how to answer.

"Adong said, you will save me, not -------"

There were not many steps from the door to the bed, and he leaned over to lower me, then lifted the covers and covered me underneath.

"I thought too."

His voice was a little hoarse.

He turned to the other side of the bed and gently lifted the covers.

"So be it."

He was lying beside me, his hand touching my shoulder.

"I promise not to violate you tonight, but don't be awkward with me again."

I moved.

"If you don't move me, I'll ----- naturally"

I weakly rejected him, saying that I would be ------

"Shhhh

He said. "He's not coming back."

He kept repeating.

"He will."

I stubbornly retorted.

"I won't give you back to him when he comes back."

"What?"

"From now on, you are mine. He's back, and I'm not going to give you back to him. I swear. ”

He said.

He was so clear and serious, and women had better not take what men say in bed to heart. He walks all over the world, I will never be his end, not to mention, I just want to be the end of a man.

"Zhang Ruolei."

I finally hugged his head, I closed my eyes, I opened my mouth, longing for him to be warm or lingering with me little by little. My body craves him.

His muscles were as strong as ever, protruding like tendons, and he pressed me against the back of the door, against the wallpaper, against the windowsill, against the edge of the bed, and even against the desk -----.

Only I know how much I miss him, my body, and my heart. I have never missed a man so much, I have missed his hands, his everything, his body, I have missed him like a horse, those countless moments, the sun, the moon and the stars, everything seems to no longer exist. It never existed.

Somehow, I started responding to him. The man transformed into Zhang Ruolei. And that's how I needed him. I allow myself to fall into my own fleeting and vain desires, when will he return?

Tears welled up in the corners of my eyes.

His lips covered mine, and I longed for that power that seemed to tear me apart, that he had come from a man I loved most and probably loved me the most.

How many lonely nights, over and over again, those details crept back, accompanied by my body and whole body and senses, they always allowed me to rise and fall in the night alone, agitated and serene, take me up to heaven and earth, and make me unbearable and unwilling to wake up.

O man in his dreams!

I couldn't help but sigh softly.

I miss him so much!

Missed everything about him

。

"Did you know?"

I asked.

"What?"

"The fuck doesn't need you!"

I opened my eyes and kicked him out of bed. Right in the middle of life.

I slowly sat up from the bed naked, wrapped the thin sheet around my body, and saw him curled up on the cold floor under the bed, rolling in pain and helplessness.

Let's do this with my mother!

Hum!

I shook my hair.

The old lady is not a vegetarian either.

At this moment, he was lying on the floor with his eyes blazing, staring at me. Will he leap to his feet next?

Gao Tiancheng stood up and leaned over me, with the coolness of the night. His eyes never left mine for a moment, and looking into mine, he exhaled and lifted the quilt around me.

"I said I wouldn't force you if you were willing to do what I said."

I'm pretty sure he had a threat in his eyes.

In the darkness, there is something to be devoured, something to devour something else. They may be longing for each other, like lightning and flint, crackling and sparkling. They are all so eager to express themselves, in fact, they are all so eager to do their best to have each other quickly.

He stared into my eyes like a leopard in the forest seeing his prey, and like a male leopard in the forest seeing his favorite female leopard. I know what my body and mind are going through at this time.

I could see it, and he knew it.

He lifted his chin with interest, and it showed a slight stubble, shining in the night.

Why isn't it dawning yet?

In the next second, he suddenly rolled over and ran out naked.

There was the sound of rushing water in the bathroom, and soon he reappeared in front of me covered in crystal droplets.

I turned to my side, I didn't know how to face him in such a moment.

I've been waiting for someone.

We all know that.

I drank low in the shadows, and the murmuring of my throat echoed in the empty room.

He got into bed and lay gently on my side.

"Let's get married!"

He said.

I turned around suddenly, is he crazy, neurotic him.

"The person just now, surnamed Fang."

In his words?

In his words?

In his words?

I couldn't believe looking at him, like looking at a monster.

I sat up, wrapped myself around the thin quilt, and kicked out of bed, I should have recognized the way to the bathroom, and the sound of water coming from overhead cooled my body in a few moments.

The water snaked down my body, and at some point he leaned against the door, and I turned away.

This day, this night, all these years, I don't really know what I'm doing.

I belong only to one man.

And Huaihai, I never really belonged to him.

I wiped my face with my hand, and when I opened my eyes again, I saw that he was gone.

Did he go back to sleep?

I do not know.

I turned around again, and it didn't really have much to do with me.

"How many years has he been gone?"

He appeared ghostly and suddenly.

"Don't

Wait a little longer. ”

He said.

"You need it."

He said again. "I'm sure."

I reached for a bottle of shampoo or shower gel from a shelf and skimmed it over to him, tilting his head.

"From today onwards, be my woman and be my woman."

He declared.

"Cut" I don't give a damn, I'm no one's who, I'm just me, I'm my own.

"Take 10,000 steps back."

Step by step, he approached me, "Sex and affection can be separated. ”

"I don't mind."

He said.

"Whether it is a man or a woman, it is impossible to be attracted to only one person in his life. You can pretend to be with him in your heart and be with me. ”

I looked up at him, and the water continued to pour down.

"Why be ashamed of yourself?"

He came over, and the water drenched him and me.

He took another step forward, my heart followed his steps and every beat missed, and with every step he took, I felt like I was a big step away from my former self.

A great shadow loomed over me.

"Nope."

I don't look away, I don't want to look at him. He pinched my face with two fingers.

All I could hear was the sound of murmuring water.

I don't know if I have a real desire, but I know that from now on I may not be able to wait and will not wait for someone who does not know if he will return.

I want to live my life.

I want to live my life.

Right and wrong are put on both sides first.

For so many years, I haven't really lived my life.

And life is short.

The sound of water rumbled over my ears, and at this moment, the phone rang, Gao Tiancheng glanced down at me, and then pulled out of the bathroom, I only felt that my body and heart were extremely melancholy, and I reached out to adjust the temperature of the bath water a little lower.

What am I doing?

I do not know.

I saw one of his shirts next to him, and I picked it up with my hand and covered it on my body, and when I came out, I saw that he was fully armed.

"Plum," he said.

"I have something to do, and I can't come back for a few days."

He waved his hand and tossed a key, "The key here." During my absence, Adong will protect you. ”

I raised my hand and took the key. "I don't need this," I leaned against the door, "and I don't need Adong's protection." ”

I say.

As he spoke, he walked over to him.

"I don't have a dime to do with you."

His dressing stopped in mid-air and stared at me in a daze. I opened the curtains with a "bang", and a ray of morning light poured in. I turned around and leaned against the windowsill, "Gao Tiancheng, say, is it a bureau you deliberately set up today." Is it necessary to sleep with a half-aged? ”

(End of chapter)