And I found that now I am no longer attached to the result, not because I am a Buddha, nor I am open, but I finally understand that many things in this world cannot be transferred by someone's personal will, and sometimes we can't change the outcome of things, just do our best, and really don't have to pay more unbearable emotions for the unbearable result.

When people are alive, they really have to calculate the input-output ratio.

What's more, sometimes you know that you will lose everything!

And why be persistent.

People, in a lifetime, really have to lose a few times before they really know how to face life.

Whose life is not a process of doing one's work and obeying the destiny of heaven?

I came home late that night with a bunch of reports and other documents to read. Fortunately, there is Kang Sheng, and he has taken care of everything clearly during my absence. Ah Dong called, I said that I was working overtime, and I sent him a video of him working overtime.

Kang Sheng on the other side of the table smiled meaningfully, and I raised my eyes and asked him, "What are you laughing at?" ”

He smiled silently.

I don't want to go on. When you reach a certain age, you suddenly feel that you have a lot less doubts about the world.

They are all passers-by, and taking care of the moment is considered a dragon and phoenix among people.

Kang Sheng didn't vomit unpleasantly.

"I don't know what to do."

I knew what he meant, and I knew what he was implying about, so I didn't make a mistake.

Keep your head down in the papers.

"Kang Sheng, if there is no you during this time, Ah Dong will really be so busy that he will hit the back of the head, and he will have to be tired to death."

Kang Sheng smiled but did not speak.

Fortunately, we have a lot of work, and we don't really have much time to talk about it.

"A lot of girls in the mainland just want to marry a good husband, why do you have to work so hard?"

"Because I don't have a husband!" I thought I was humorous, and I laughed as I flipped through the papers.

"The company's business is quite affected, I don't think there has been any growth in the past six months, and there is a downward trend. In the past two years, the economic environment has not been good, coupled with the turmoil of the company's management, which has also affected the company's morale. ”

"There must be a reason." Kang Sheng replied, "It is false to say that there is no impact at all. When it's a short adjustment, you can always get back on track. ”

I put down the papers and moved my neck. After a busy day, the most important thing is that there is no such a large workload for a long time, and the body is really a little unbearable.

"Tired?" He looked up, and the light passed through his pupils, making his entire face look glowing.

I nodded, "Kind of!" ”

Kang Sheng picked up his phone.

"What?" I gestured over, "Got a good match?" ”

"Hahaha...... Kang Sheng covered the phone, "order something to eat for my beloved girl." ”

Kang Sheng stared at me with hazel eyes, and I sat back in my place, a little annoyed that my behavior just now seemed to be a little frivolous, and the most important thing is that now that I am alone, I should be careful not to let the air between the two of them be too ambiguous.

When Kang Sheng saw me like this, he only smiled.

"Ordered your favorite ---- ribs

Stewed saury. ”

"Stewed saury with ribs?" I was a little surprised, "I haven't eaten this dish in a long time, and ---- since I told ---- how do you know I love this dish?" ”

I'm a little incoherent, to be honest, since I separated from Zhang Ruolei, I haven't dared to eat this dish again.

He smiled, I know everything about you, so I also know that it is impossible for me to be with you in this life.

Kang Sheng ---- "I muttered.

Kang Sheng smiled beautifully, "I don't care about this, I'm not attached, I'm not attached to anything, I'm willing to have high hopes for everything, but if life wants to play tricks on me, I'm not angry, I won't let it succeed easily." ”

I craned my neck, feeling that I was really unblessed, and what a wonderful and enviable thing it would be for such a good man to be a partner.

But I don't like it and I can't be forced. So sometimes I feel that people will be cheap in love, they will be axial, and they will not know what to do. Is there no good? It's because we always feel that the good ones aren't what we want the most.

But how many people really know what they want most?

So good love, a good marriage is never inevitable, and it is not that so-and-so has enough wisdom, but I think that a good marriage and good love are really a small probability event, similar to winning a lottery ticket.

After a while, the takeaway was delivered, and the security guard delivered it. I tried to open the lunch boxes because the lids of those boxes were not easy to open, and the soup might spill out if I pressed hard. Kang Sheng, a man who looked like a rough leaf, was able to pay attention to these details, and as soon as I got started, he blocked my hand.

"I'm coming!"

This sentence is really so lovely, I feel like I have become a little woman in an instant. Women really are, women's love is really true, if the other party can't make women worship, it's really difficult for women to have feelings for each other. But is it really love if there is really a cult feeling? Because worship itself already means something unequal.

There are many things in this world that are actually contradictory, and the only thing people can do is not attached.

The food is so fragrant, I'm just hungry. There is also soup, which I rarely eat without soup.

Picking up the spoon, I tasted the soup first.

"How?" His eyes were full of anticipation.

"It's delicious. Who's from? "I bent down to find out where the takeaway box came from." It's tasted good, like it didn't have any seasoning, you know, I don't like to drink too much condiment. ”

Kang Sheng smiled mysteriously, "I specially remarked that they are not allowed to put any oyster sauce, chicken essence or anything to improve the freshness." ”

"That's great!"

I say.

Kang Sheng took out the phone and made a video with Ah Dong and Mason.

"Are you coming? Lots of good food. ”

Ah Dong hugged Mason and smiled, not saying anything.

"Hurry, aren't you?" Kang Sheng provoked. "This woman just doesn't want to go home tonight, she is floating, proud, and she has to fight when she goes home."

Mason giggled happily in Adong's arms, and Adon held Mason's posture

The situation adjusted several times, but never said a word.

"Are you in a hurry to let this woman go home? If I'm not in a hurry, I can hold it and not put it back tonight! Kang Sheng continued.

I had something in my mouth and smiled backwards. Mason doesn't speak, and neither does Adong.

"Look! They don't want you at all. "Kang Sheng is blatantly provocative, and of course we all know that he is joking.

"Shhhh

I felt a little pain in my stomach and twisted my eyebrows slightly.

"What's wrong?" Adong's voice.

Kang Sheng only then noticed. Putting the phone down, Ah Dong could only see the ceiling through the phone screen.

It doesn't take me to know that he seems to have put Mason down.

"Mason, go wash up, you go to bed first, I'll pick up mom later."

He said.

"I didn't ......" I frowned even more, I thought that the pain was just occasional, maybe the muscles of one of the intestines cramped, and it would be better immediately, but I didn't expect that the pain was so bad that it seemed to break my stomach.

Fortunately, it feels like there should be no big deal, and it's normal to eat takeout and have a bad stomach.

Kang Sheng had already come over, "What's wrong?" You? ”

He helped me into a chair, and when I sat down, Kang Sheng exclaimed, "Your face is white!" Walk! I'll take you to the hospital. ”

He squatted down, put his arms under me, and gently lifted me into his arms.

"Nope." I frowned, and secretly screamed in my heart, how could it hurt so badly? Menacing!

"What's the situation?" I heard Ah Dong's tone on the phone no longer calm. "What's the situation?" He swallowed his anxiety and said, "Go call the police." There is a problem with the inside of the food. He said.

Kang Sheng Khan also came down.

"Don't move." Ah Dong almost roared, "I'll be there soon." ”

But the devil knows how he could have arrived right away?!

My stomach hurt terribly, like a knife mercilessly killing my belly. I want to go to the bathroom, but my legs don't even have the strength to take a step, but I don't go? How could it be! I strongly supported my body, and Ah Dong said that there was a problem with the food, but Kang Sheng also ate it!

Kang Sheng ...... "I asked." You ......"

"I only have a little, I have a little, maybe I just ate less, just cared about ......"

"Plums." Kang Sheng actually cried, he hugged me, "How are you? I'll take you to the hospital, you can't listen to Adong, the police is food poisoning, and the merchant will pay us some money, I'll take you to the hospital first. ”

"But......" I struggled weakly, "I ...... now" the pain was even worse, and I was panting like a cow. "Kang Sheng, call an ambulance! I...... I'm afraid I can't move. Otherwise...... "I clenched my stomach, I really wanted to peel off the skin on my belly, I really wanted to see what was going on inside!"

"Send me first...... Go ...... "I'm in so much pain that I can't speak."

Fortunately, Kang Sheng understood, and he easily picked me up, but I knew that he might be strong at the moment, because I felt that his body shook the moment he picked me up, a slight one

It's not easy to be noticed.

Kang Sheng ...... "I bit my lower lip, but I couldn't spit out the following sentence completely, did they take seven steps in this meal? I'm so weird! But the pain made me give up all vigilance, and when I think about it, I'm still really stupid!

That kind of pain, like a sharp sword penetrating a certain nerve, slashed continuously, kept cutting. I grabbed Kang Sheng's arm and felt fine beads of sweat wet the hair on his arm at some point, and his skin was wet and wet.

Does he hurt too? But he doesn't say. Because to take care of me. Or is it the intricate humility towards me?

Actually, you don't have to!

Who really wants to?!

The sound of panting echoed in the air, and the sound of countless footsteps echoed in the building, shaking the eardrum in my ears, as if thousands of horses were running together in the hallway. How could the bathroom be so far away? It seems like a hundred and eight thousand miles away, as if it will never be there.

"Kang Sheng!" I muttered under my breath. I felt my back sticky, sweat penetrating my clothes, and I felt that if Kang Sheng Ken put me down at this time, he would definitely be able to wring out the water.

Finally, Kang Sheng finally came to shore like a bumpy ship. He carefully placed me at the door of the women's bathroom.

"Will it work?"

"Hmm." I nodded. Sweat ticked down, and the floor seemed to open a huge mouth, swallowing them silently. I held on to the toilet partition and struggled to move my steps.

I could hear Kang Sheng's breathing, so clear that I could feel the ins and outs of each of them. Am I going to die?

No!

No, it won't!

Adong will come.

Kang Sheng is also there.

No, it won't.

The cold toilet partition had brought me back to my senses and sobriety, and I bent over, my waist had been folded to an incredible degree, and I took a deep breath before entering.

Kang Sheng's breathing was so far away that I couldn't hear it anymore. How is he? I wanted to ask him, but I'm too busy for now.

My stomach still hurts, and every breath I take can pull at every fragile muscle in my stomach.

"Kang Sheng!" I shouted, "Did you call an ambulance?" ”

(End of chapter)