Chapter 579: The Pain in My Heart
"It's okay, cry out, crying might be better, although it can't solve anything, but I think he should know, and he can feel your love so he left." Chu Xianning didn't know how to comfort someone.
"I know, I understand everything, but I just can't control myself. Actually, it's good to say it, I always thought that if I didn't want him, he wouldn't exist, I thought it was a dream of mine.
If it was a dream, I could have fulfilled it in my dream, but every time I dreamed, I stopped there, and it didn't go any further. I've always wanted to be able to keep dreaming and doing it.
In this way, at least a little more complete in a dream. I don't have to be in that much pain, but I can't, every time I wake up, I just go through it all over again. The assistant whispered bitterly.
"It's not your fault, you have the ability to love people, it's just the wrong way, I think you are the most qualified to love people, I also know that you have never loved anyone in your life, and if you haven't moved your heart, he may not be very at ease.
This result is not what he wants, nor is it caused by you, it is fate. You should pick yourself up again. I'm sure you can do it, because you're all like this, and you're still so cheerful.
You will be able to overcome it, and I am sure he will hope that you will be happy. Maybe he's been paying attention to you, and if you're not happy, he shouldn't be at ease. Chu Xianning said.
"I know, I've been convinced of myself for a long time, maybe I haven't met someone I really like, so I don't have that impulse, in fact, I think I'm good alone, if I don't meet that I like again, it's like this for a lifetime!
Maybe he'll be the next one I'll meet? Maybe he's coming back to me again? That fool would definitely be like this, and if I wasn't there, someone would definitely bully him.
He's a good talker, and the little request from others just wants to ask him for a favor, and he'll help no matter what. He's a big fool, and he doesn't think about himself at all.
For me, he just has a grudge, only if I tell him what I want, he will definitely satisfy me. It's okay, I've been spoiled for lawlessness.
As long as there is a place for him, I will be at ease, happy, and happy. I thought I would just do it for the rest of my life, he would spoil me, and then I would protect him. In this case, we are a perfect match.
But this big fool, he didn't wait for me, this is the first time he didn't listen to me, maybe I usually give her a sense of security not enough, so he is very worried, otherwise, he wouldn't be so anxious to come out.
How can you not blame me? It's all because of me, and I can only hope that the big fool won't be bullied somewhere else. The assistant cried.
Chu Xianning didn't have anything to say, she couldn't empathize with this kind of love, but she could feel her pain now, and this pain must have tormented her for a long time.
Usually a hippie smiling, generous and cheerful person, there is such a deep pain in her heart, and she still wants to show her best side to others, so she makes her very distressed, Chu Xianning looked at her quietly.
In fact, the more cheerful people are, the deeper the pain in their hearts, and they are unwilling to show their own side, so they can only try their best to cover it up with the other side. As long as you don't show it, you won't be seen by others.
Some pain can only be buried in the heart, let yourself taste, let yourself remember, let yourself feel, this pain can be said is also a lot of courage, every time you have to tear your wound again.
"Okay, how does my story feel? I'm fine, I'm just saying it. The pain wasn't as deep as it was at the time.
I hope that I can always remember this pain, so that I can not forget him, and I am afraid that one day I will really forget him, and I will really be sorry for him. So be sure to always remember. The assistant said with a reluctant smile.
"How am I? Actually, I think it's best if you can slowly forget, but I also know that it can't be done. If you can't do it, remember it.
Maybe it's just that you can remember him, and that's a comfort to him. Chu Xianning didn't know how to comfort people, and now she felt that her chest was stuffy.
"I can tell you, it's just one side of me, but you can't have any sympathy for me, after all, I'm still that cute and generous assistant." The assistant said with a smile.
"I don't want to tell you anything about you like this, I still like that cheerful you. But this side of you can also be shown to me, I can't do anything when I say this, but I can accompany you. Chu Xianning said worriedly.
"I can actually have the opportunity to see the eyes of love for me from your eyes, it seems that my story is quite good, and it should not be a loss to exchange your wine." The assistant slowly regained his cheerful personality.
"Is this caring? That's right, that's love. It's amazing that I can look at love. I remember that we were both at odds with each other. Chu Xianning said with a smile.
Since she didn't want to mention this matter again, he couldn't say anything more about her, so let it be as if it hadn't happened!
"Of course, I'm still a little unaccustomed to seeing you like this now, so you better go back to the same you used to be." The assistant said disgustedly.
"I really said that it was not easy to show this side, and you actually dislike me." Chu Xianning said angrily.
"Sister Xianning, you and Mr. Huo must be good, if you love him, you must express it. It's nothing, you're all going to go together anyway, people for the rest of your life. The assistant suddenly said very seriously.
"Okay, I see, I think your suggestion is very useful, so I took it." Chu Xianning said funny.
"Actually, you should ask Mr. Huo to give me more promises, I feel that you all said that I contributed to it, and I feel that Mr. Huo should be very grateful to me, but I just like to do good deeds without leaving a name." The assistant said alone.
"You can do whatever you want, or you can ask me for help, after all, I'm pretty good." Chu Xianning said unconvinced. No matter how you say that Mr. Huo is powerful.