Chapter 20, Persistence
The German educator Sprang once divided people in society into six categories, for example, aesthetic, rational, economic, social, power, and faith. I used to want to be a rational and faithful person.
Unfortunately, I found myself a masochistic type.
No, since Xiao Yan made it clear that he couldn't refuse, what I have spent my free time doing so far is meditating, which makes me feel that if I put it in the Ming Dynasty, I will definitely be Wang Yangming's true disciple. Not one of them. The sudden awakening was the joy from Ye Meng.
"Xia Nuan, are you and your family at home for the New Year this year?" Ye Meng had a flattering expression on his face, as if telling me that there was definitely something wrong.
I looked at her with a wary expression; "No, I'm at my mother's house for the New Year."
In the end, I still can't escape this fate, isn't there a saying that says?; You have to get used to living on your hippie smiley face.
When I stood at home and looked at the two happy Samoyeds at my feet, I couldn't really laugh because they insulted my clothes.
I leaned over and looked at the two little ones crouching in front of me; "Da Bai, Er Bai, you are moving my clothes, you will eat the air today." As soon as I finished saying this, Dabai moved the clothes on his head, tossed for a long time, and still couldn't get my clothes off its body, I guess I was tired, looked at me next to me, I guess it probably also knew that there was no food today, looked at me with its big round eyes, I ,,, me,,。
"Mom, you take care of your family." Don't worry, although you won me with your cuteness, you will never win Teacher Ji, joke, your sister was so cute and beautiful when I was a child, she still cleaned me up, don't talk about you, sample.
Anyway, when my mother heard me calling her, she hurried out, and when she saw my mother coming out, I was secretly happy in my heart; Look, the one who supports my sister is here, hurry up and beg me for mercy. I watched my mother pick up these two little things, looked at me and said viciously; Xia Nuan, you bully the puppy again, you are not ashamed.
After speaking, he turned his head to comfort Da Bai, Erbai; "Don't be afraid, don't be afraid, mom will teach you a lesson." Co-author: Now my status is lower than that of Da Bai Erbai?
Before I could sigh the helplessness of life and the ruthlessness of life, I was blasted out. In the face of my mother's ruthlessness, I couldn't help but read a poem to her; Long hair was draped between my eyes, and all scorn of shame was cut off,,。 Before I finished speaking, my mother looked at me with disgust, indifferent; "Now, Li Jinfa's "Abandoned Woman" is not for you, you should learn from Ah Q to learn the Spiritual Victory Method,"
Defeated, resigned to the fate of pulling the two brothers out for a walk, slipped for a while, then tied the rope to my legs, I, sat on the park bench downstairs, at this moment, I suddenly felt that my temperament still needs the company of the square Divine Comedy. I entered the old age in advance and Da Bai Erbai, one of the three fools in the dog, looked around, I was mainly observing the mother, I was afraid that she would sneak attack. Those two may just be plain stupid.
Suddenly, I felt like I had a rainbow in my eyes.
Wasn't there a conversation on the Internet that was particularly popular some time ago?
"Do you know why my eyes are so good-looking?" , "Why". "Because I have you in my eyes." Although my mom said it was just because of her good genes, I just felt that the world in my eyes seemed to light up at this moment.
"Xiao Yan, Xiao Yan," I hurriedly got up from the bench, I wanted to run with my legs pulled, but maybe I haven't recovered from my old age just now, so my movements are a little slow. I would never admit that I had forgotten those two little things on my legs, and that seemed like I was a little ungrateful, though that might be true. I remembered that maybe one day my mother would want to hit me like I am now, but she was slow to act, so my face looked a little hideous. I'm still thinking about whether I want my mother to learn martial arts in the future, look, I just said that I might be a masochistic type,
I was still complaining to myself in my heart, and suddenly I saw an extra pair of feet next to me.
Ah, Xiao Yan.
Hurriedly tidying up my hair, I suddenly remembered, huh? When was the last wash, three days ago? Still is? At this time, I believe in a truth, the person you want to meet will always pick a time when you don't wash your hair and step on auspicious clouds to meet you. But I really want to say, or the next time you come, you will step on the dark clouds, so that I still have reason to quibble.
Before I could speak, Xiao Yan broke the deadlock of silence; "What are you doing here?"
When I heard him say this, I told the truth; "Walk the dog."
At this time, I only listened to Xiao Yan questioning me with skeptical language; "You? Sitting and walking the dog? ”
I thought to myself; Why, haven't you seen it? It's rare and weird, but I don't dare to say it, I can only laugh at the humble one, is this the rumored woman's heart is different. Besides, I actually think he has a lot of point.
Xiao Yan didn't think about my explanation, then he squatted down, touched Da Bai Erbai on the side of my leg, smiled at me, and then looked at me and said; "This dog's temperament is very similar to you" I'm a little confused, I seem to have been calling them Dasha Ersilly, but, looking at Xiao Yan's happy smile, I couldn't help it, I think at this time, even if Xiao Yan asks me to learn Dasha Ersilly's bark, I will agree without saying a word, look, this sinful love is easy to get lost.
Touching the two, asked; "What's the dog's name?" , I looked at Erbai, thinking of the lofty name of Wangcai before it, I looked at Xiao Yan, very serious, very sincere,
"The big one is called Dabai, the small one is called Erbai, Erbai is Ye Meng's, her family dislikes the north is too cold, and went to Sanya for the winter."
After speaking, I also learned Xiao Yan to squat down, which is an action that is easy to sprout love on the Internet, but I looked at Xiao Yan, for some reason, why did he keep looking at Da Bai Erbai? Feelings: The three of them cultivate feelings here. I hurriedly played to my human strengths, looked at Xiao Yan and said; "Uh-uh, uh-huh, yes, but, do you know what breed this dog is?"
After speaking, I looked at Dabai Erbai, whether they understood it or not, I was in my heart; Don't think about it, there is no happiness across races, sample, grab it from me. And here, Xiao Yan listened to my question, his eyes shifted from the two of them to my face, looked at me, and answered slowly; Well, the three fools in the dog, Samoyed.
I looked at him, and I didn't care about the hair, I didn't care about anything. He is, calling me stupid? I looked at him and calmly reminded him.
"Don't forget, I was a hit-and-run when we met for the first time, what did I reflect if I was able to get out safely,",
As I spoke, I looked at him in a very silly posture, but the Art of War taught us a lesson; No matter how unconfident we are, we must show momentum and use momentum to defeat each other. The so-called, the art of war, sophistry.
Here Xiao Yan looked at me with an expression like a fool, and didn't speak, I actually thought he was thinking he was short.
I asked him again; "Why didn't you let me compensate," I didn't dare to say that I saw his wounds bleeding,
Xiao Yan paused; "Because it hurts so much, I don't want to deal with you." I didn't expect him to say it was because I was so good-looking, after all, I was still self-aware, but I definitely didn't expect it to be the reason. So I stared at Xiao Yan, who was teasing the dog, and I thought he was a little handsome again. Don't say anything else, but honesty alone adds a lot of points to him. Think about it, if your boyfriend goes out to play games, doesn't pay attention to you, and comes back to tell you; "Oh dear, I went out and bought lipstick for you", isn't it hypocritical, say it directly; "I'm out playing games", how good, how honest, woo woo. To tell you the truth, I'm a late-stage masochist. I meditate in my heart; Perfect.
After a long time, Xiao Yan looked at me and asked me suspiciously; "Don't you wonder why I'm here?" , listening to Xiao Yan's words, I was surprised; "yes, why are you here?"
I looked at Xiao Yan looking at me, my eyes were full of a lot of my incomprehension, and Xiao Yan didn't pay attention to me, just gently stroked Da Bai Erbai, said goodbye and left, leaving me alone to sing in place. I didn't dare to catch up and ask, anyway, in one place, the monk who could run couldn't run the temple, and he couldn't hide from the fifteenth on the first day of junior high school.
I walked downstairs again, waited for the right time, and went home. Seeing the opportunity, he ran to his mother and pretended to ask inadvertently; "Mom, is there anyone named Xiao Yan near us?"
My mother listened to my words and said with a look of disgust; "You're a fool, people are at the same level as you, and you lived here in your first year of high school, saying that it was convenient to go to school. Besides, in high school, you were the second in ten thousand years, wasn't he pressed, hey, I haven't finished talking yet, what are you running? ”
If you don't run, I'm stupid.
Ran to the house, hugged Da Bai Erbai, depressed in his heart, such good conditions, I knew that I would have looked at the transcript when I was in high school, so maybe I could still have the whole childhood sweetheart's love story. The heart is infinitely complaining, this is like the banknotes used by the older generation in the family have been spent by you, and suddenly one day you find that it has appreciated, but you find that you have just spent the money, you say that you are not angry, you say, you are good, you are fine. I looked at Da Bai Erbai and said, helplessly encouraging myself; "It's not too late at this time, it's not too late, it's close to the water, it's okay, it's not close now."
Not to mention, the Spiritual Victory Method still has its charm.
Another day's dawn, recalling last night's dream, hey, childhood sweetheart's love. After coming back to his senses, he changed his clothes and went downstairs to run, which he inadvertently learned from Ye Meng's mouth last night, Comrade Xiao Yan has the habit of running early. For the rest of my life to live happily, this hard work is nothing, it can be seen that the budding love between Liang Shanbo and Zhu Yingtai has not appeared with my efforts, I am not running to the grave of death, I am running to a better tomorrow. I strolled on the road for half an hour before I saw Comrade Xiao Yan coming back, which shows that I chose to walk very correctly.
Rushed to him and ran with him, and at the same time handed him the mineral water that had been abducted from the house; "Drink water, replenish and rehydrate." , In fact, I can see Xiao Yan's entanglement, but I found that he doesn't have to be entangled, because, just at this moment, I was thrown a few meters away by him, heh, life is this thing, teaching me to grow up all the time.