"You know what?"

To be honest, I don't know, I don't know. Marriage and love used to be so noble in my mind, but as I grew older, I saw too many unholy marriages. Some people cheat because of interests, some people betray and cheat, some people play with marriage and love, and some people get married and divorced like child's play.

The meaning of marriage to human beings is becoming more and more blurred, and the promise in love is becoming more and more thin and blank.

After he left, I couldn't sleep. It didn't take long for the bridal makeup team to knock on the door, the makeup artist was young and beautiful, and there was a bridesmaid group, some of which I didn't know, Wan Qian came, and Huaihai also came because he was the coordinator.

This situation can't make me feel a little embarrassed, if I had been so calm in the past---- my ex-husband sent my ex-wife to marry, this scene is somewhat paradoxical.

However, I don't know when Huaihai and I can be calm and peaceful. In fact, Wan Qian and I didn't tell him about Zhang Ruolei and Xiao Han last time, but we thought about using him, but we were not sure whether he could stand on our side later, love someone to the point of being as obsessed and intoxicated as him, I'm afraid he has already lost himself.

A person who doesn't have himself, in a sense, I personally don't think he's a human being anymore.

Many people are swayed by emotions and emotions all their lives, and the word love is a dilemma that many people can't get out of.

The Buddha said that if the love is not heavy, it will not be a woman. The people of the world are attached to love, either for love, or for family, or for friendship, and love is a lifetime. There are also some people who can't digest these obsessions of love and hatred as ghosts, and they keep themselves wandering between yin and yang, and they can't let go of them until they die or after death.

The makeup artist looked at my face, I knew how haggard I was, this face embarrassed her, and I apologized to her for it. She pressed her delicate face against my cheek.

"Today you are the biggest, and anyone can only apologize to you."

She patted me on the shoulder. "My mission is to make you the most beautiful today. Come on. ”

Her assistant came over and opened a delicate medium-sized box with a variety of cosmetics neatly lined up. My face, eyebrows, and eyes began to be left to me, and I was puffed up layer by layer, and my face became fine and white, like a new life.

After hours of being at the mercy of dolls, the dust finally settled.

Wan Qian looked at me from a distance and said, "Mr. Mei, you are so beautiful today." ”

Huaihai's face hurriedly swept through the mirror, and I caught a hint of amazement.

The morning light is faint, the weather is so good, the sun spills in through the south-facing floor-to-ceiling windows, and the colorful crystal chandelier obliquely passes through the roof, and the glass-like rainbow light is reflected on the snow-white walls.

The beautiful makeup artist can't help but sigh that the weather is so nice today, which is a good sign. And I wish us a long time, the bride and makeup work she has done a lot, said that the morning is such a good weather she has encountered for the first time since the industry. Her compliment made me half happy and half sad, I remembered the day before I negotiated with Zhang Ruolei, and he sent me a recent small video of Huaihai, which finally allowed me to capture a small detail that was obviously a mistake, at this time it was late spring, and the branches looming outside his window were withered and haggard

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I watched that video for a long time, and kept adjusting it farther, closer, and freeze frame, and there was obviously a little residual snow on the air conditioner on the opposite side. I don't know what year it was winter, and this video shouldn't be a recent Huaihai video.

My heart felt like a piece of lead had fallen, sinking little by little, like the sun finally tired after a long day, jumping off the western mountain little by little, and disappearing into the horizon.

My heart, like the earth before darkness fell, fell into darkness, silence, and darkness.

I paced back and forth in the room, not daring to ask him for confirmation easily, nor willing to let go of this detail.

After weighing it for a long time, I decided to hold back for the time being. On the one hand, I don't dare to provoke Zhang Ruolei, and secondly, I am worried in my heart, if the truth is a result that I can't accept, then how will I deal with myself? What hope is there for life and beyond?

I hope that Zhang Ruolei will find out in his conscience after marriage, but he has always insisted that he wants to have a son and a half daughter with me. I was curious about his hobby. Once I asked him, what exactly do you want? If you are not Zhang Fusheng's biological son, and as you say, he also knows or is simply suspicious, what is the use of you marrying me? Could it be that my life experience hides a shocking secret, and I am Zhang Fusheng's biological daughter? That's why you want to be with me by any means?

Zhang Ruolei was drinking water at the time, and after hearing me say this, a mouthful of water squirted out of his mouth.

I found that I could never figure him out. Later, I thought about it and asked him, do you not know what you want? Just think it's fun? Are rich people willful?

This time he was silent for a long time, not speaking. I asked him why didn't you speak?

He replied lightly, saying that he had been with people for a long time, and he was becoming more and more reluctant to talk to people.

I nodded, and I really felt the same way he did on that.

So the two had a tacit understanding. After a while, Zhang Ruolei spoke and asked me why I didn't speak?

I said that I too, after getting along with people for a long time, I became more and more reluctant to talk to people.

He smiled and looked up at me. Say who you say is not human?

I replied that whoever said I was not a human being would say who was not a human being.

It was a rare and harmonious dialogue that we have had since our parting.

Wan Qian's reminder pulled me back to reality, and I suddenly came back to my senses. Wan Qian knew me, and once again whispered a reminder in her ear, saying, "The person who picked up the kiss is here." ”

I turned my gaze back, and the door of the room was plastered with vulgar and festive red letters inside and out. Zhang Ruolei knocked on the door outside, high-pitched and excited tenors came and went, and a few of the bridesmaids inside were very young and more lively, and they were in harmony with those outside through the door.

If you don't know what's going on, this should be a marriage that is envied and blessed.

Inside, the bridesmaids were begging for red envelopes outside, and a group of young men outside were coaxing and bargaining, and Zhang Ruolei's voice stood out from the crowd.

"Give as much as you want, just open the door."

But the little bridesmaids were not satisfied, and still raised the price one by one. I smiled and looked at the scene after scene in front of me, Huaihai stood at the top of the crowd

In the depths, I don't know if he is lonely, lonely or watching all this excitement with cold eyes.

Xiao Han said that he would definitely make Zhang Ruolei regret it.

Does she really like Zhang Ruolei?

Some people love only themselves the most in their lives, and there is no one.

I really hope that she has the ability to make Zhang Ruolei change his mind, so that at least I don't have to be reluctant to do it. Love or not is less important now, and I finally understand that sometimes I can't be with someone no matter how much I love him. And some of them are together, and they have long been without love and hatred.

The door opened with a new look of Zhang Ruolei, holding flowers. Then I saw me in his eyes, I saw us, and I looked at him with my brow as if I saw our future.

He always seems to be far from near, and always seems to be near but not far. He, who is he? Which one is the real him?

I was in a trance, Zhang Ruolei had already knelt on one knee, his eyes were full of affection, the people around him were boiling, many people were coaxing, I couldn't hear what they were talking about, I only heard him and me word by word, the words were full and sonorous.

"Meizi, marry me!"

I know that I should cry with joy at the scene, and I also know that I should not cry with joy at the scene. But this scene still makes me cry.

I stretched out my hand to pick up the flower, but when I took it, I raised my eyes and saw Xiao Han standing at the door.

My expression was awe-inspiring, Zhang Ruolei followed my gaze to search, and his expression was also awe-inspiring. Wan Qian had already followed, and the four pairs of wonderful eyes confronted each other speechlessly, and after a while, I saw Xiao Han with a mocking smile on the corner of his mouth, and slowly retreated by the door.

Many people inside didn't know what was going on, and they were still vigorously coaxing there.

Zhang Ruolei picked me up, the snow-white wedding dress was dragged all the way by the flower girl, and the voices of everyone were higher and higher.

The wedding car drove smoothly on the road, ending at the marriage hall. All the beautiful things, to the destination, the morning was full of friends, Zhang Ruolei held my hand, and the auditorium was magnificently decorated. The wedding master of ceremonies turned out to be a celebrity in the entertainment industry, I chuckled and whispered: "You are really willing to pay for it." ”

"Once in a lifetime."

"Once in a lifetime?"

I turned my head to look at him, and saw that his brow, though haggard, revealed infinite joy. I guess there must be no purity behind his joy, just as my smile is not pure.

I thought of Huaiping and wanted to tell him: Mom is married.

When I think of my own mother, I also want to tell her: my daughter is married.

How many tears in my heart are hard in my throat, and how many tears that cannot come out or cannot flow.

The flying yarn rushed out of nowhere and flew straight to my head, and the cheers of the hall drowned out all my sad feelings. When the music starts, the emcee has a loud voice. I saw Xiao Han in the deepest part of the shadow building, she should know that everything was irretrievable. Not far behind her, a man is forever chasing the light for him with his own eyes.

I sighed lightly, thinking that there was no trace, but who knew that Zhang Ruolei had already taken it into his eyes. It's hard to imagine how he would care so much about these details if it weren't for the people in front of him!

It's a pity!

"Huaiping, our mother and son are finally going to be reunited."

I can't bear it

Crying excitedly, I lowered my head, the white veil danced lightly in the air, and Zhang Ruolei held my hand tightly.

I'm whispering.

"It's the father who gives the bride to the groom. Even if I don't have a father......"

"A good husband is like a father, like a brother and a lover."

I smiled.

"Husband, husband, husband is a husband within one zhang."

He smiled and pulled me on.

"You're always too scenic. Forget it, today is a day of great joy, and I don't care about you. ”

I couldn't help but chuckle.

He tilted his head slightly and looked at me.

"How long has it been since I've seen you smile?"

"It's not easy to see me laugh? Let Huaiping come back. ”

His smile solidified on his face like cheese.

"Do you have to love and kill me?"

I bowed my head.

"Between me and you, there is only one possibility: either love each other or kill each other."

The host's loud voice once again resounded in the auditorium.

"Look at how loving this little couple is, there are still endless topics to talk about at this time."

Zhang Ruolei and I adjusted our facial muscles, held our chests up and raised our heads, and tried our best to make our smiles look happy.

(End of chapter)