Chapter 52: The Girl's Secret
At ten o'clock in the evening, Ning Xin returned to the dormitory.
The girls all started in the dark, and suddenly, someone turned on a flashlight.
Ning Xin, why did you come here so late, the lights were out. Xia Juan asked worriedly.
There is no way, there are too many lessons owed. The Chinese teacher just stayed in school today, so I tutored for a longer time.
Teacher Mei Fan is so responsible, you are a typical one-on-one tutor. None of us have such treatment.
Don't talk about it. After a few hours of lessons, do you think it's good? The head is constantly on high tension and the nerves are tense.
Hey, Ning Xin, this time you have been filming for so long, what have you seen and heard, let's listen to it
Hey, the biggest feeling is that when I get along with those superstars and famous child stars, I silently feel the gap between everyone
What kind of gap, you are so good, how can there be a gap. Tang Zhizhi asked puzzled.
That is, you are the best in our eyes, is there anyone better than you?
There are too many, and I am the most inconspicuous of them all. And they all have good acting skills, and their feelings are in place, they cry heart-wrenching when they shoot crying scenes, and they can laugh wildly when they shoot laughing scenes. And I, it's always going to be brewing for a long time.
It's just that I really admire those actors, cry when they cry, laugh when they shout and laugh, they don't have to feel excessive, they are really amazing. Tang Zhizhi said from the heart. Ning Xin, the plays you played before are really good, you have to have confidence in yourself, in our eyes, you are the brightest star.
Well, you're a superstar in our eyes. Everyone said in unison.
are all small supporting roles, and they are still far from the stars.
You are so humble, the more capable people are, the more humble they are. Xun Huan said seriously: I just heard that there are people in the dormitory who are actors, I was very surprised, I didn't expect you to be so beautiful and low-key, I was really surprised. You were the first actor I met in my life.
Hehe, Wang Ji smiled and said: You are also the first actor I met in my life. I really envy you, not only was you born so beautiful, but you also got out of such a good family, do you know what boys call you behind their backs?
Call me something
They all call you Princess Xinxin
Is there such a thing? How I don't know.
There's a lot going on! Xia Juan couldn't help but interject that the strange things I encountered could make me laugh for a year.
What strange things are there, everyone can't help but ask.
It's really funny to say. Xia Juan couldn't help but laugh first.
Hurry up, wait for the dormitory manager to come to check the room, and you will not be allowed to speak again. Tang Zhizhi said anxiously.
That day, a football student who was playing football came to me and asked: Well, this classmate, do you know where Ning Xin went?
I said, where Ning Xin goes, what does it matter to you.
You tell me, I'll treat you to ice cream.
Why do I say.
Would you like to eat KFC, okay?
Why do I ask again?
Please have a big meal.
I just laughed: just rely on you, and you still have money to eat a big meal
The football student refused to admit defeat, he called all the football students, pulled out a few scattered tickets from one person's pocket, and finally counted them, and said happily: There are 100 yuan, enough for a big meal.
However, I disagree. I said, "Why should I tell you why you are going to do something?"
The football students immediately changed their words: Just tell me, your classmates Ning Xin, what you like to eat and what you do, it's okay.
It's boring! I walked as I spoke, leaving them with a firm back.
However, a few of them still did not give up, and continued to ask: Tell me, who is the most handsome among us football students.
Guess what I said to him.
How to answer, several people asked with interest.
I said that none of you who play football are tall and big, simple-minded, and have well-developed limbs.
Break off! Well said, Tang Zhizhi praised her approach.
I wonder what they are doing when they inquire about Ning Xin every day Wang Ji said angrily.
It should be that Ning Xin is too good, and both male and female classmates like it.
What about what they like, where do people go, what they like, what they do, does it have anything to do with them?
How it doesn't matter
What does it matter
Do what you like.
Haha, that's naïve.
You don't understand the young man's mind, so don't guess and don't ask.
They are so bored, don't talk about it, sleep. I'm going to have to wake up early tomorrow.
Xun Huan couldn't sleep, and she suddenly began to think seriously about the matter of youth. I remember reading it in a book before: Qing is an age that doesn't know much about anything, and it is also an extremely gorgeous age, which will be bravely chased by those who like it, and avoided those who were once disgusted.
Goethe, a great German writer, once said: "Which boy is not pregnant, which girl is not pregnant." With the growth of the body, with the increase of experience, teenagers will naturally have a hazy feeling about the strange when they reach a certain period, and they are full of a beautiful fantasy about the other. This is quite normal, no fuss and no special treatment.
Because I don't understand, because I'm not familiar, because I'm full of a sense of mystery about the other, so I'm very interested in the other, and I can't control the attraction of the other, and I can't refuse, but I can't get close to the otherness or eliminate this huge attraction. So they tossed and turned, dreaming and being convinced, and it was very painful. This is something that many boys and girls often encounter.
Xun Huan remembered that once Wang Ding said that there were six girls in the national team. Six girls, in their training team of more than 20 people, is a bit few, will Wang Ding be like the male classmates in the class, a few others ask about their preferences.
However, Xun Huan tossed and turned, and asked himself: What does he do, what does it matter to me? Hehe, Xun Huan smiled embarrassedly, and then soon fell asleep.
The next day, the morning was as busy as ever. Everyone lined up to wash. Then run.
In that big field, Xun Huan met Ouyang Yu and Wang Xiaoqin. After all, Ouyang Yu is playing football, one is vigorous, and he is very heroic when he starts. Many girls say that Ouyang Yu is the most handsome of all the football students. Wang Xiaoqin is too literary and artistic, with big eyes, a round face, and a small but not big mouth, just like the legendary little white face. The two of them ran together, and they were quite compatible.
When he leaned on Wang Xiaoqin, Xun Huan said distressedly: Wang Xiaoqin, it only took a few minutes for each of your questions, I just want to ask how you did it.
Are you having any problems? Wang Xiaoqin asked with concern.
yes, there's a big problem. I did a topic for half a year!
Half? Wang Xiaoqin's eyes widened.
Exaggerating a bit. However, a topic really took a long time.
Normal.
It's not normal, you're all asking questions in a few minutes. Is it normal for me to use it for so long?
Of course it's normal, think about it, before we do the questions, it is often the teacher who explains the same type of questions, but the teacher checks it immediately, how well we learn and apply it. What about you? If you don't have a class, you want to do a problem, and you can make a question in dozens of minutes, which proves that you are a genius, and you don't need a teacher to teach you at all.
Oh, I see.
Yes, so, think about everything, don't rush it, don't blindly compare with others, think about it, how can different conditions have the same result.
Then I just don't know what to do?
Actually, there are two ways, first, you also go to that training course. Second, you first look at the example problems, or first look at the solution ideas, analyze and understand the above solution methods, what basic knowledge is used, which laws, which theorems, and what knowledge you have not mastered, or have not mastered solidly.
I have to choose the second option? Xun Huan said stupidly. However, Xun Huan suddenly said with a dull look in his eyes, I think, I still have confidence, anyway, I used to teach myself like this before.
Yes, I believe in you too, you will figure it out.
Thinking about something, Ouyang Yu suddenly came over and said. I suddenly thought you two had secrets, and what you said was mysterious.
How can there be, Ouyang Yu, we are discussing learning. Wang Xiaoqin said.
How do you get together to know, discuss, learn. Is it true that our youth only have to study?
Ah, Xun Huan was asked by Ouyang Yu, and he didn't react at once.
Reading books does not study and studying, what else do you say can be studied. Wang Xiaoqin asked strangely.
For example, football, basketball, cheerleading, competitions, etc., there are many things to study. Ouyang Yu added.
You play soccer and can certainly study football. Xun Huan said directly.
Wrong. If I don't study anything and just study football, what's the difference between a machine and a machine?
Haha, I really haven't thought about it yet.
I didn't think about it either.
If you look at us, getting up early in the morning is training, getting out of school is also training, sunny weather is also training, and rain is also training. As long as it's not a game, the rest of the time, it's training.
Yes, you are like that.
So, I have to learn to study something else, otherwise I'm going to be tired on the training ground with that kind of monotonous training.
What do you study? Wang Xiaoqin suddenly became interested.
We study football stars, we study songs, and of course, we study students.
Classmates on the side, what is there to study. Xun Huan asked in surprise.
Why hasn't it been studied? Every student comes from a different family, has different looks, different hobbies, different personalities, different grades, and everyone is quite funny when they talk about it. Otherwise, this day, just train like that, it's not very boring, you have to have some spiritual food to support.
It's also ha.
Yes, you have a point.
I also know, Xun Huan, as soon as the results of your class come out, a few male classmates and a few female classmates will cry earth-shatteringly.
Do you know about this and inquire about it?
I still need to inquire about this, the cries of your classmates are overwhelming, can others not hear them?
What do you think about this?
I don't think much about it, the innocence is really revealed, everyone wants to be the first, to the top ten in the grade, and the worst is to squeeze into the top 50. However, there are 1,000 students in the school, and there are only 10 places in the top 10, and there are only 50 places in the top 50.
Ah, what kind of logic is this, how much you pay, of course, you want to reap, and if you don't pay anything, of course you don't want to reap.
Why don't you want to harvest, but you have already looked down on it in your heart. Learning this thing also depends on fate, just like me, let me play football, I can be in the dark, and I don't feel tired when I play continuously, but if you ask me to hold a book all day long, I may suffocate to death.
Then you mean, if you don't do well in the exam, you don't fight for it and you don't cry, just forget it.
No, if you want to fight for the first place, you have to work hard, it's good to work hard, it's useless to cry.
However, I feel uncomfortable.
This is also related to psychological quality. If you can't bear this setback, how can you get to the first place in your grade?
It's also ha, I think you have a point. However, we're going to have breakfast, so I won't tell you.
Wait, Xun Huan, wait for breakfast, sit in the same seat with me, I have a question for you.
Okay, Xun Huan sat in the cafeteria, discussing with Wang Xiaoqin, what questions would Ouyang Yu have for her?
Ouyang Yu said with a smile: Actually, the question I asked is so simple.
Is it? Xun Huan said with a smile. If you have any questions, I'm really flattered.
That's it, that's it, Ouyang Yu suddenly stammered.
said, Xun Huan urged: I'm going to study early.
Wang Xiaoqin also urged: You said, we have been waiting for a while.
Ouyang Yu seemed to have made a lot of determination, and he suddenly said: Everyone is asking, what is Ning Xin in your class like to eat the most? What do you like to do? What's good?
Ha, that's the way it is. Xun Huan's eyes widened in reverse.
Ah, has anyone else asked this question as well?
No, I heard them chatting in the dormitory yesterday, and it seems that some people are discussing this.
Oh normal, who called her so good?
In your eyes, is she just excellent? Xun Huan said with a smile.
Of course it's excellent. It's so good, so good that I don't even dare to look at her.
In fact, her excellence is not her excellence, but her diligence.
Are you sure? I haven't even inquired about this.
Yes, she is indeed too diligent. I have to film, publish books, paint, dance, and make up classes. I don't know how her time is spent down to the second.
Oh, it turns out that she is such a person.
Or what do you think?
Otherwise, I thought she was just a vase?
Hehe, that's your misunderstanding, how can there be such a delicate vase.
Oh, I see, her good is to keep improving, and what she does is what makes sense, learning and mastering all kinds of skills that will help you tomorrow.
Haha, I didn't say that. Xun Huan said with a smile.
It's not a secret, it's just that ordinary people don't want to think about it.
Yes, you thought about it all at once today, it seems that our classmate Ouyang Yu is really powerful.
Of course, I'm not just playing.
I know, your grades are good, too. I used to be a top student.
Haha, that's all in the past.
Don't talk about it, hurry up to the classroom, wait for the English teacher to memorize again.
Why are you all English teachers pumping back every day?
The English teacher is strict, because the average grade is the first in the grade every time, she is happy, and the goal she pursues is this, always get the first, this is her life coordinates.
And you're lucky. Wang Xiaoqin interjected.
Yes. Xun Huan said as he trotted back to the classroom.
Teacher Wu had already arrived in the classroom, and she was sitting next to the podium, earnestly reciting one by one.
Gao Xiaoran stabbed Xun Huan's arm with his hand and leaned his face over, as if he had something to say.
Xun Huan didn't want to speak, but she was afraid that she would be distracted again, so she also leaned over to listen.
Xun Huan, Xiao Ran said, I found that I didn't see my neighbor this morning, and I felt like something was missing in my heart.
Why?
I don't know. If I come out every morning and happen to see him at the door, my heart will be very happy, and if I come out early every morning and I don't see him, my heart will be very lost.
Oh, so do you communicate?
Generally do not communicate.
Did he say he was waiting for you?
No!
Did you deliberately wait for him?
There were a few times when I deliberately waited until he came out.
Don't you talk to him either?
Don't say.
Why not say.
I'm afraid.
Afraid of what?
I don't know, it's a strange feeling. I wanted to see him, but I was scared to death when I saw him.
Does he know?
I don't know. I don't dare to say, I don't dare to ask.
Can't you just say a word to him? It's so uncomfortable to hide it like this.
But I didn't dare to talk to him.
Then why do you dare to talk to me? He won't eat you again, has he grown three heads and six arms?
No, I just don't dare.
So how are you feeling now, are you very worried?
If you are so nervous, then, tomorrow, muster up the courage to say a few words to him, even if it is to tell him frankly, can we go to school together?
Is that good?
What's wrong is better than sitting here alone and worrying.
But I really didn't dare. Xiao Ran repeated.
What's wrong, do you have a ghost in your heart?
No.
What are you afraid of?
It's just afraid.
I'm just convinced of you. It's endorsed, but it's not like you. The only thing you can do is to take the initiative to speak, communicate with him more, understand each other and improve each other. Xun Huan actually knew that Xiao Ran might have a good impression of that neighbor because of his accidental gift, or because of his fellowship. However, she was stupid and couldn't tell the difference, two completely different senses. In fact, Xun Huan felt that she couldn't help her, only she bravely walked out of that shackle.
Xun Huan, I read this English for a long time yesterday and can memorize it.
Then go to the teacher and carry it, it's going to be my turn soon
Xiao Ran got up quickly, looking at her back, Xun Huan felt comforted, but also a little worried. Her grades have not been managed well, and she still has the heart to manage the affairs of her next-door neighbor, Xun Huan doesn't know what she thinks. However, she was still very relieved that she was able to tell Xun Huan such a secret.